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:: 2004 21 October :: 11.42 pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: big d - fatman

its been 2 years or something
its been 2 years or something since i updated this, and i decided like 3 weeks ago with justin that i was gonna start using this again... really i dont know why cuz all it did was get me put into rehab... but that was a fun time when i didnt have to worry about anything and stuff so maybe ill use it and ill get lucky and get sent back to rehab or maybe a d.t will see it and ill get sent to jail for the rest of my life... hopefully something like that will happen... so lets go for it, today i did nothing like i do every fucking day of my pathetic meaningless life... it was actually fun to

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:: 2003 30 March :: 1.58 am
:: Mood: verrrry bored...

im so incredibly bored
well today was really great... i stole $800 from my dad and didnt get caught... and then i payed jon back $100 i owed him from stealing it... and i payed ryan back $60... so i used $550! worth of my $640 leftover to buy coke... i got 11.5 fucking grams... sold a little to russell and carlos came to my house, then i went to my house with cait and we did all that stuff, but before i finished it up.. me and cait took a cab back to my house to meet my friend to give us another gram cuz we were running low... so we got a total of like 12-13 grams tonight... thats the most ive ever had in my life... it was good to... well then me and cait finished and cait didnt feel to well cuz she got a horrible down... as for me, im alright, i want more, but ill live, now i cant sleep cuz im to bored and awake... and caits mom since she was drunk made her go early cuz she was drunk and stuff... so now ill go lay down or whatever cuz im bored! overall it was a great night!

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:: 2003 14 March :: 5.05 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: sublime

hm today can be cool
well todays a nice long story.. it started off with sabrina basically taunting me with my coke hole hat, and she went to put it in her locker, so i took her and pushed her away and then mr. ohara runs over and throws me to the ground, so me thinking hes matt, i kick him really really hard, it was so fucking righteous... well anyways, we move onto gym, where i covered some volleyballs in condoms, that was nice, then i went to spanish bored as fuck, in lunch i stole sabrinas cds, cigarettes, and tape, and i got food... nothing much happened other than me getting detention for a week for picking my nose and whiping it all over the table... so that pissed me off and i mumbled douche to the principal and he apparently heard it so i got 2 more days... then the rest of the day was nothing, matt came home with me and walked to gallers and shit, now im waiting for cait to come home so she can come here and make my night good... but anyways.. onto yesterday, i didnt go to school and cait tells me she got the shrooms we've wanted, and then she asked if i want her to just skip work and go meet her in main street to do them, considering im a dumbass, i left home to go do them, well when i did them i started tripping like 45 minutes in, it was really nice... but me and cait saw a midget/little kid fall and it was realllly fucking funny, on the ride home from main street the shrooms caused me to think that my handlebars on my bike turned to goo and i fell off my bike and layed in the road for about 15 minutes til someone stopped and asked if i was ok, so i got up and left and went home... thats basically it

1 ive been caught | cant be caught

:: 2003 12 March :: 3.32 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: asob - the guy from subway

you suck bitch!
i am sitting here, with nothing to do, basically why i am updating this useless thing... i went to school and am banned from studio in media, so im never going again.. im getting some morphine pills from matt.. matts cool... russells get acid, and im gonna help sell them, caits at work.. thats kinda gay, i got a pack of cigarettes from this chinese kid jon, and he left a gift accidently in there... i need to eat some food and rock out hard, i havent rocked out in a while, other than with louis and those fellas... matt brought suave to school, my new plan is to steal that suave and ruin it, so matt should watch out for that bottle... im gonna go rock out now... rock out hard...

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:: 2003 2 March :: 12.25 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: asob

bored and stuff
cait is angry that i dont update my journal, shes gonna beat me, so i will update it... tonight me and her got stuff to play with, we met up with carlos and his friends, and justin did some toys, then we left... brendans a douchebag

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:: 2003 22 February :: 11.45 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: catch 22 - keaseby nights

cocaine is a cool instrument for fun
tonight matt came to my house and we picked up cait, for a change.. my dad drove us, well went to the movies and walked to waldbaums, then we looked for jon GUERRIN for like half hour then left and went to the mall, and saw rios cuz we met him, so we hung out there for a while, and matt ditched us with the rios but we got him back and matt to, then we got a little coke and did some of that, and then went over to kmart and shit, got really wet in the snow and that sucked, me first got pissed, then later on cait got pissed, a night filled with getting pissed, but was releaved, it wasnt bad though, i still had fun, enough at least... thats all ta ta

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:: 2003 19 February :: 10.34 pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: asob

cool day
Yellow info
Your Heart is Yellow

What Color is Your Heart?
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well today me and cait met holly and joani down in smithtown, we hung out with them for a little while then kerri and korky showed up, and we went and saw gralla and galler and dan in waldbaums, and we played with caits toy, and it was fun, and we didnt do much more than walk around having somewhat of fun and it was cool, then we all left.

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:: 2003 19 February :: 2.34 pm
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: blues clues theme


What Flavour Are You? Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured.Hot hot! I am Curry Flavoured.

I have a spicy personality. If you can take the heat, you'll love me, if not, I'll probably make you cry. I am not for the faint-hearted. What Flavour Are You?

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:: 2003 19 February :: 12.25 am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: operation ivy

cool night
tonight was a nice night, me and cait and galler and matt went to sports plus, dont know whhy we went there, but we did. we walked around the majority of the night trying to get cait a caterpiller or some other silly stuffed animal toy haha, but never succeeded, then since i had money, i bought cait a nice gift that i think she enjoyed, and its the first time i think me and cait hung out that i didnt play with my favorite toy in a while... well anyways, we hung out waiting for my pal jon to arrive and he gave me my gift and i gave it to cait, she did a smidge and then it was just about time to go, by now matt had already left and caits mom was gonna bring me and galler home, so we waited and she brought me home, and thats the end of my night, now me and cait are chatting... so much for full up to the minute coverage aint it!?

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:: 2003 18 February :: 2.05 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: screeching weasel

somethings are just better off black
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

those are the results i got from a personlity disorder test, and i dont think theyre right, but who cares..

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:: 2003 17 February :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: rancid - sidekick

im a hardcore rebel druggy dude
Hardcore Rebel
-- You spend most of your time with your druggy
friends and are barely aware that you even
attend school

>>What Type of High School Stereotype Are You?<<
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:: 2003 17 February :: 1.33 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the exploited

jerrys drunk

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz

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:: 2003 16 February :: 8.21 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: casualties

a quiz that tells everything about me i think
Beginning :
What time is it: // 8:12 pm
What is the date // February 16th. 2003
` Info about you ;
Full Name // Kristopher Ryan OíConnell
Age // 16
Sex // male
Birthday // January 21st, 1987
Where do you live // smithtown
Where else have you lived // Huntington, stony brook, lake grove, nesconsent.
Zodiac Sign // uhh I think aquarius
What school do you go to // Hauppauge high school
What is your mascot // I think a bird
What are your school colors // umm yellow and blue?
Nicknames // Kris
Where were you born // I think Huntington hospital
What are your hobbies // guitar, skating?
Hair color // a cross between red and orange
Ever dyed your hair // over 20 times
What color // blue, purple, green, orange, red, pink, black, bleached, turquoise, dirty shit green, several other colors.
Hair length // 4 inches long?
Eye color // brown
Height // 5'8
Have any pets // a dog, birds
What do you fear most in the world // the breaking up of nofx
If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be // kill my father
Do you have braces // no
Are you good at school // I have a 48 average.
Shoe size // 11

` Favorites ;
Car // the ones my friends parents drive, cuz I donít get driven by mine.
Color // blue, red, greens nice?
Day of the week // Saturday
Holiday // none
Season // spring
Month // may
Sport // skateboarding
Movie // mallrats?
Actress // donít have one
Actor // donít have one
T.V. show // south park?
Food // burger king
Drink // peach snapple
Male singer // Fat Mike of nofx, Tim Armstrong of rancid
Female singer // Brodie of the Distillers
E-mail buddy // totally fucked

Radio station // radio is lame
Room in your house // my room
CD // and out come the wolves from rancid or built to fail from asob
Pizza Topping // mushrooms
State // I live in new york, so I guess that
City // donít have one
Letter // c
Number // 8
Vacation spot // donít like leaving my town
Cereal // healthy cereal
Ice cream flavor // mint green stuff
Video game // none

` Your friends ;
Friends // cait
Best friend // cait
Spend most time with // cait
Who do you have the most inside jokes with // cait

` This or That ;
Red or Blue // Blue
Pretzels or Potato Chips // pretzels
Jeans or Khakis // shorts
Comedy or Drama // comedy
Computer or TV // computer
Gold or Silver // beads
Outgoing or Shy // outgoing
Tall or Short // short
Breakfast or Dinner // dinner
Day or Night // night
Radio or Cd's // cdís
Internet or Phone // phone
98 degrees or O town // backstreet boys
Guy or girl // guy
Sexy or Cute // ugly
Tuff or wimpy // bitch
Strong or weak // sniff sniff
Funny or hilarious // hilarious
Summer or winter // Summer
Love or lust // ska
Friends or family // friends
Car or truck // car
Dog or cat // rabbits
Walk or run // walk
Inside or outside // outside
Hurricane or Tornado // tornado
Thunder or lightning // lightning
Rain or snow // rain
Hail or sleet // donít know those terms
Sunny or cloudy // sunny
Loud or quiet // loud
Mcdonalds or Burger king // burger king
Rebel or goodie goodie // Rebel
Coffee or tea // nah yo
Coke or pepsi // COKE!
Mr. Pibb or Dr. Pepper // Mr. Pibb
White chocolate or normal chocolate // regular
Britney or Christina // AVRIL LAVIGNE BABY!!
Chocolate or vanilla // vanilla is white
Diary or journal // journal?
Writing or typing // typing
Cold or hot // hot
Pen or pencil // pens.. the tubes are usefull
Candle or insence // I got a lot of insence one time at a from autumn to ashes emo show
Plain paper or lined paper // LINED!
Blonde or brunette // dyed hair
Curly or straight // dirty
Blanket or sleeping bag // blankets are good as robes
Shower or bath // dirty
Body wash or soap // mud
Purfume or Body spray // dirty
Hamburgers or hotdogs // burgers
Great America or Universal Studios // I dunno
Pochahontas or Mulan // aladin, abbu has a fez hat
Swimmer's ear or ear infection // I get ear infections alot
Pop tart or toaster strudels // pop tarts
Chicken or turkey // chicken
MTV or VH1 // neither
Shorts or pants // shorts
Tank tops or t-shirts // tshirts
Mandy moore or Jessica Simpson // neither
Rich and dumb or Poor and smart // I donít care
Markers or colored pencils // markers have tubes, so markers
Boxers or briefs // boxers
Nike or Adidas // vans
Mercedes or BMW // rich pieces of shit that will break
Orange or grape // grape
Lime or lemon // lime
Striped or plaid // striped
Innie or outie // outies cant get fingers stuck in them, innies all the way
Hot tub or sauna // nofx said in a song the sauna
Land or water // land
Sneeze or cough // sneeze
Skittles or M&Mís // m&mís
Truth or dare // dare

` Which way would you spell it ;
Megan or Meghan // Megan
Lacey or Lacy // Lacy
steven or Stephen // steven
Kurt or Curt // Kurt
Mark or Marc // mark
Brandi or Brandy // Brandy
Eric or Erik // Eric
Corrine or Carine // Corrine
Kari or Carrie // kari
Jackie or Jackqui // jackie
Deseray or Desirae // thatís to black for me
Ashley or Ashleigh // Ashley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Their or there // there
Two, too, or to // to
Here or hear // Here

` Love life ;
Do you have a crush // yeah
Whats his or her name // cait
How old are they // 16
How long have you liked him or her // since july of 02?
If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be // cait?
If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be // cait
Do you prefer being the dumper or the dumpee // dumpee
Do you think there is a person for everyone // no theyre all for matt
If yes, do you know who yours is // maybe
Do you believe in love at first sight // no
What do you think love is // I donít know what it is
Do you have a b/f or g/f // yes
Do you want one // yes
What do you like about your crush or b/f, g/f // shes great
When was your first kiss // with cait, at some shitty resterant at about 3 am probably, but my first, in a movie theater when I was like 13?

Past ;
First grade teacher's name // Donít know
Last word you said // bye
Last song you sang // antennas from rancid
Last meal you ate // emo soup for dinner
What do you hate most about school // everything
Last person you flicked off // what the fuck is flicking off?
Last song stuck in your head // hyena from rancid
What line/verse // the kind of line you sniff

Present ;
What's in your CD player // a global threat
What color sox are you wearing // none
What's under your bed // clothes, a homemade bong, a box of cigarettes and caits wallet
What's the weather like // shitty
What time did you wake up today // 3:45 pm?
Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time // late

`Future ;
Who do you want to marry // I have no clue
Are you going to college // I donít think ill graduate high school
If so, how long do you want to go // I donít know
Where do you want to go // I donít know
What is your career going to be // I donít know
Where are you going to live // I donít know
How many kids do you want // At most 2, but if any, 1
Kids names girls // I donít know
Kids names boys // I donít know
Where do you want your honeymoon // I donít know
What kind of car will you have // I donít know

` Have you ever ;
Smoked // yes, habitually
Been Drunk // yes
Been high // yes
Done drugs // yes, habitually
Stole // yes
Stayed up all night on the internet // yes
.Met someone off the internet (in person) // maybe, I donít remember
Been in a cat fight // no
Wanted to kill someone // yes
Fell off a chair // yes

` Other ;
Do you like your handwriting // donít care
Which superhero would you be // donít care
Do you have any piercings // yes
Any tattoos // no
If so where are the piercings // a 0 gauge in my left and right ear
If not, where and what do you want // I want my septum done and the industrial again, stupid chris gerardi!
Are you picky // yes
What makes you cry // taking back Sunday L hahaha
What makes you mad // a lot of things
Do you like cartoons // sure
Do you believe in heaven // religions stupid
Do you believe in God // religions stupid
Do you think there is a hell // religions stupid
Do you believe in the devil // religions stupid
When you get mad, do you swear a lot // I swear a lot when Iím not mad
Do you have a magic 8 ball // in my nose
Ever worn black nail polish // yea
Do you have your own tv and vcr // no
Do you believe in fate // no
Do you see dead people // no
Are you a good speller // yes
Do you ever steal anything from hotels // no I fucking hate people who do that shit
What is your last name backwards? // llennoco
Do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up? // no

` What Do These Words Make You Think Of
Frog // a pet
Carol // aunt
Solider // anti-flag
Star // confusion
Ticket // jons wallet haha
Breakfast // emo

`This or that ;
Florida or California? // california
Sprite or 7-UP? // 7up
Mountains or the beach? // I have really bad luck at beaches
Savage Garden or BB Mak? // none
AIM or MSN Messenger? // aim
Geography or Math? // Math
Leonardo DeCaprio - hot or not? // gay
Private schools or Public schools? // public
Email or Phone? // phone
Baseball or Basketball? // basketball
Do you like quieter people or extremely outgoing people? // outgiong
Sun or Moon? // moon
Christmas or Your Birthday? // donít care
Blue or Purple? // blue
Creed or Blink-182? // ew neither
Gelly Roll pens or Milky Pens? // the tubes of either
Gap or Limited 2? // never had clothes from either
Bath & Body Works or The Body Shop? // I donít bathe so I donít need those things
Australia or Africa? // Australia
Flirting or a good conversation? // good conversation
Which is scarier: tornado, hurricane, or earthquake? // george bush
Middle School or High School? // middle school was funny
Wavy/curly hair or straight hair? // messy
Blue eyes or Brown eyes? // brown
Gelled hair or un-gelled hair (for guys) // gelled, but from 5 days ago, thatís like me
Nintendo 64 or playstation// none
Guinea Pigs or Hamsters? // hamsters
Bikinis or Tankinis? // donít know what a tankini is, so I guess shorts
Hawaii or the Bahamas? // colombia

ending time~ 8:20 pm

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:: 2003 16 February :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: the exploited - dogs of war

51st test i took
Kurt Cobain
You're Kurt Cobain. Down to earth and not really
materialistic. You're not exactly confident,
but you are who you are. Nothing can really
define you but you find comfort in that.
You're weird, you can be wild, and whatever
floats your boat, well that'll do.

What Personality Do You Have?
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:: 2003 16 February :: 7.02 pm
:: Music: unseen again

Punker- Simple chords. Maybe throw in a little
politics here and there. You like punk that
stays true to the original flavor. Ramones,
Misfits, NOFX, Pennywise. You are certainly no

What kind of punk are you?
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