2005 3 December :: 9.36pm
2005 16 October :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: Really Confused about everything :(
:: Music: Black Label Society - In This River
quotes.. i was bored and was trying to get my mind off of some things
at this very minute ;;
someone is thinking of you.
someone cares about you.
someone misses you/wants to be with you.
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you
rester avec moi Ã jamais.
( stay with me f o r e v e r )
i'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line even when the tears are streaming down my face, i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine."
Do you ever sit and think.... What if? What if you never said that first hello? What if your paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, Where would your life be? Better, Worse, Less confused, More confused, Happier, or Sadder?
she might not be the prettiest or the smartest
girl in the world ;; but she'd give anything to be
everytime i [ hear ] your name,
see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you
my H E A R T beats faster /
and i know that (( i'm in love )).
each of us represents a star in heaven. sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone, and sometimes..when we least expect it...we make someone else's dreams come true
Honestly, I don't care what anyone says. You're the one I want. It doesn't matter what they say. I'm not scared of that. I'm just scared that I'm going to share all my feelings with you, and you're just going to stare at me and the words won't mean a thing
You make me smile for the weirdest reasons, you make me laugh for no reason what-so-ever, but most of all, you make me love you
you see, he has this way of making you feel like your the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world when your sitting in his lap and his arms are wrapped around your waist, his head is on your shoulder and occasionally he kisses your cheek or neck for no reason.. just so you feel like the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world
come on just do it. tell me i`m amazing and why. tickle me even if i say stop , you know i love it. hold my hand . tell me i`m beautiful . tell me i`m the most amazing girl you know. tell me stupid jokes , whatever it takes to make me laugh . let me wear your clothes . do things that make me smile . when i start yellin at you, kiss me . kiss me on my forehead . kiss me in the rain . let me fall asleep in your arms .push me on swings and give me piggy back rides .call me .stay up with me all night on the phone . leave me unexpected notes saying how much i mean to you , and then we pinky promise that we`ll be together forever , & i`m holding you to it.
Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?
..& SHE`'S SCARED BECAUSE SUDDENLY iT`'S
CLEAR H0W MUCH HE REALLY MEANS T0 HER...
Best friends hang tough. They don't come with fragile stickers and aren't easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say, "no". Best friends are cross-your-heart and hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends
Thinking of you is what brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you is what makes my heart race. Looking into your eyes makes me fall even more, but simply being with you is what I live for...i love you
eventually- all the pieces will fall into place
but until then- live for the moment Laugh
at confusion and know that e v e r y t h i n g
happens for a reason *`
I am not perfect..
but you make me want to be.
you're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33
i like that you ramble when you're nervous. i like
that i know that you ramble when you're nervous.
i like that i still make you nervous
i love you. i know that word is thrown around alot. but i truly believe i love you. my friends think you still like me. but even if you do, its not like it matters. you made a promise. and you're not the kind of guy to break a promise to himself. but that doesn't change how i feel. i love you. i know its love, because you're the only guy to see me for who i am, not what i look like or who i pretend to be. i know its love, because you act more like an older brother than a boyfriend, as protective as you are. i know its love, because, when i stare into your eyes, it feels like you're ripping away my every defense. but mostly, i know its love, because, after seeing me for who i am, being over-protective, and ripping away my defenses, i still cry, because i can't imagine what i did to deserve you. you may not be the best looking guy, and you may not always make me laugh, but you're my Prince Charming. my Knight in shining armor. my best friend. my rock star. my gift from God...
The greatest irony of life is knowing that- the only things in life
worth living for, are the same things worth dying
Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool, she'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. . tell her she looks BEAUTiFUL. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Get her mad then kiss her. =]. let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. kiss her in the rain. & When you fall in love with her. tell her. <3.*.
not tellin you how I feel that scares me.
its what you'll say back that does
I just want you to think of me,
And miss me, when we're apart,
I just want you to hold me and love me when we're together.
I want to be happy again and when I see you,
Be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug.
Is that too much to ask?
I'm scared of everything.
I'm scared of what I've seen.
Of what I've done. Of who I am.
But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room
And never feeling for the rest of my life
The way I feel when I'm with you.
F YOU LOOK INSIDE A GIRL'S HEART YOU'D
SEE HOW MUCH SHE REALLY CRIES. YOU WILL
FIND SECRETS HIDDEN BEST FRIENDS & LIES
BUT WHAT YOU'LL SEE THE [ MOST ] IS HOW
H A R D IT IS TO STAY S T R O N G
WHEN NOTHING IS RIGHT && EVERYTHING IS
THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo's late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you're having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile
Whenever you feel a warm breeze against you….
That’s the kiss I blew to you
ok well im gonna go talk to people i reckon... ill most likely be back to put more later... Much love and God Bless
2005 29 September :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Sweet child of mine (dont know who its by)
do you remember?
when life was as easy
Close your eyes...And go back...
Before the Internet or ipods
Before semi automatics and crack
Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...
I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.
Red light, Green light.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Mother May I?
Running through the sprinkler
Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons
or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who could forget Snick
Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man Wonder Woman
& Scooby Doo Underoos
Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar
Your first day of school
Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses
Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck
A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers
Jumpin' down the steps
Jumpin' on the bed
Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt
Being tired from playin'
Your first crush...
Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7UP" in the classroom Remember
That was the good ol' days
I'm not finished yet...
Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer
Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school
Class Field Trips
When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.
When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance, and another quarter a Miracle.
When any parent could discipline any kid, or use him to carry
groceries, and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.
When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.
When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the fate
that awaited a misbehaving student at home.
Basically, we were in fear for our lives but it wasn't because of drive by
shooting s, drugs, gangs...and all the crap going down today
Our parents and grandparents were a much bigger threat! And some of us are
still afraid of em!
Didn't that feel good, just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember that!" hahahaha
I want to go back to the time when...
Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo"
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"
"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"
Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening
It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.
Being old, referred to anyone over 20.
The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.
Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better
It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big" rides at
the amusement park.
Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.
Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"
Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.
The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.
Water balloons were the ultimate, ultimate weapon.
Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest protectors.
If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!
Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...