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2004 11 October :: 12.00am
:: Mood: scared
happy anniversary...w/ my woohu...
yes indeed it has been a year since i've been here...i love you woohu...*big hug*...
so tonight i fill you with words of uncertainty...my third time in my life i face an important issue & will not know the outcome for some time...damn...
learn from your mistakes, do not recreate them...
...talk later...
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2004 8 October :: 9.01am
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: watching family guy
well that was fun...
now it's happened twice...i dunno what to do...i talked to kim & denisse bout it...i dunno what to do...jeez i just said that...ha...i know he cares, but i'm not ready...i'm too young for this...damnit...talk later...
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2004 3 October :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Anything for You - Evanescence
be ready
i'll be ready to say it all, when they are ready to stop harrassing me...i'll be ready...talk later...
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2004 24 September :: 12.17am
:: Mood: drained
dude
i'm so dead right now...
i wish i was someone else...i dunno who, just someone else...start all over again & find myself...myself...who's that?...damn i'm losing it right now...i'm losing it so bad now...talk later...
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2004 22 September :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
what if i killed myself tonight? will god love me then?
i had a bad night...thought bout way too many things...got lost everywhere...upset cuz my mom called (my real mom)...i hate her...i feel alone...i want to die...i want to go home...i want things to be the way they were...i dunno how far back but i just wish i was myself again...talk later...
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2004 21 September :: 1.39pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
***all of the memories so close to me just fade away***
i don't feel right talking to danny much anymore, i dunno why...i'm not sure what it is anymore, but i just can't talk to him...i wonder...
...talk later...
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2004 7 September :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Going Under - Evanescence
oh my gosh...
this is stupid...boys are stupid...my sister was right...she's always right...
STOP THIS!!!STOP IT NOW!!!...talk later...
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2004 5 September :: 9.31am
:: Mood: upset
tip from the weekend...
don't trust those you thought would be trustworthy after a breakup...talk later...
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2004 4 September :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: Jennifer Knapp - Martyrs & Theives
something i've learned today...
two frustrating ppl are never meant to be together...talk later...
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2004 21 August :: 1.48am
:: Mood: scared
damn it's over now...well sorda
(Anime) Wolf's Rain: gravity (N/A)
Ending Song
been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all
danny sent me that...kinda deep...well this is it holtville...i'm out...here i come el cajon...funny, it'll be my new "ec"...*sigh*...i love you all no matter what...talk later...
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2004 19 August :: 1.42am
Men Don't Change
by Amy Dalley
He was a bad boy
And I was a good girl
He needed me to smooth out the edges
Well he'd get his drink on and flirt with the ladies
And after two years of his crap I quit beggin
Im a magnet for the fixer-uper man
if i know it's fire why do i let it burn my hand?
(Chorus)
Cupid works for the devil be suspicious if he cries
You know sex is usually good, yeah but it ain't always right
Chocolate is a bandaid no matter what they say
Shoes don't stretch, and men don't change
My friend Lisa, she loves a liar
She found out about his other girlfriends
He makes excuses, so she forgives him
And she swears she's gonna leave if he screws up again
But he's good lookin' thats why she don't see
He's gott her exactly where he wants her to be
Cupid wors for the devil be suspicious if he cries
You know sex is usually good, yeah but it ain't always right
Chocolate is a bandaid no matter what they say
Shoes don't stretch, and men don't change
Cupid works for the devil be suspicious if he cries
You know sex is usually good, yeah but it ain't always right
Chocolate is a bandaid no matter what they say
Shoes don't stretch, and men don't change
Sex is usually good
Shoes don't stretch,
men dont change!
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