poisonedheart - Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/~poisonedheart Woohu / Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610482 I hate you. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610482 Sat, 23 Aug 2008 14:12:16 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610300 Thank god Joe broke the clippers, I had an uncontrollable urge to shave all the hair off my head, but I've done my scalp using a razor before, it's too annoying with hair longer than stubble, so my eyebrows and hair remains intact, just did normal shave. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610300 Fri, 15 Aug 2008 03:52:53 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610298 I'm so depressed right now, I just want to find a comfortable hole to go crawl into and die. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610298 Fri, 15 Aug 2008 03:24:25 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610147 =( http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=610147 Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:01:39 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609943 So, everything is transient and meaningless, there's no point to life, yet I think I'll stick around a bit yet. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=609943 Sun, 27 Jul 2008 06:16:39 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608791 I just realized my life is meaningless and will never have any impact on the world. Crap. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608791 Thu, 05 Jun 2008 02:25:37 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608738 I'm thinking of moving away. I don't know where to, I just want to leave. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608738 Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:27:15 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608069 Sometimes I just start laughing, I never know why. Crying too. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=608069 Fri, 09 May 2008 03:08:50 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607659 Pictures from last weekend. Brenan blowing a bubble as Jake looks on in wonder A bubble I blew resting peacefully on the ground Different angle, same bubble Me, immediately after blowing the pictured bubble, and before exhaling the rest of my lungful of smoke Alex popped ze bubble =(....well, actually it popped just before he could poke it. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607659 Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:43:17 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607513 I went over to Brenan's house around 1:30ish on Friday, turns out he's rooming with Albert and Jake, which is nice because they're both cool guys that I get along with well. So we hang out and play video games and shit, after a while of this their neighbor Wes comes over and suggests the idea of partying it up, so we're all like "hellz yeah", so that's how it came about that I'd be staying late there. So after Wes leaves Sarah shows up and then Albert, Jake and Brenan all leave for different reasons, leaving us alone, I'm still a little awkward around her, it's been a few years now, but I dunno, still in the realm of awkward, so we just looked at some art books and ate popcorn while waiting on them. After a while of that Brenan and Jake came back and brought Wes with them, so then Jake, Wes and I walked over to the Shell station so Wes could go in and buy a bunch of High Gravity (Horrible, low quality, high alcohol beer) and have us carry it back. So the rest of that night was basically just being drunk, had a few kinda awkward moments, but overall it was a nice night of drinking, lots of people came and went. Woke up saturday around noon and watched a few tv shows with brenan and jake, then brenan suggested going to the park to check out the Earth Day festivities, so we walked over there and found out it was just stupid hippies being stupid hippies, so we walked around riverfront for a while, then walked over to Value Village so Brenan could buy pants, he ended up buying like, no normal pants I'm pretty sure, but he got a suit jacket and a full set of scrubs, so we got back to their apartment and I took a shower and they ordered pizza while I was in there. So, a bit after the pizza shows up, Alex shows up and we're like "Woo, Alex", because he's a fun guy, and he notices Jake's hookah and suggests we buy some shishah and coals, so we walk over to the smoke shop by the plaza to get those, and then get back to the house and smoke copious amounts of hookah, it was pretty fun, we were dipping a piece of vacuum cleaner tube into some soapy water and blowing smoke-filled bubbles, which bounced on the floor and would then sit on it as perfect spheres for a bit before exploding into a perfect ring of smoke, it was really pretty. After a while of that Alex left, and then Jesse and a couple of her friends showed up and put some marijuana in the hookah, I honestly didn't feel anything from it, but Jesse and her friends were pretty high, so I took that chance to give Jesse an existential crisis by explaining nihilism as the only truth in the universe while she was totally stoned out of her mind. So after they left Wes came down and smoked some Hookah with us, then we all drifted off to bed. Then Sunday, Jake, Alex and myself basically just smoked hookah the whole god damn day, we hotboxed the kitchen at one point. And then today I came home a few hours after waking up, yay. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607513 Tue, 22 Apr 2008 01:19:07 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607060 Elope with me Miss Private and we'll sail around the world I will be your Ferdinand and you my wayward girl How many nights of talking in hotel rooms can you take? How many nights of limping round on pagan holidays? Oh elope with me in private and we'll set something ablaze A trail for the devil to erase San Francisco's calling us, the Giants and Mets will play Piazza, New York catcher, are you straight or are you gay? We hung about the stadium, we've got no place to stay We hung about the tenderloin and tenderly you tell About the saddest book you ever read It always makes you cry The statue's crying too and well he may I love you I've a drowning grip on your adoring face I love you my responsibility has found a place Beside you and strong warnings in the guise of gentle words Come wave upon me from the wider family net absurd "You'll take care of her, I know it, you will do a better job" Maybe, but not what she deserves Elope with me Miss Private and we'll drink ourselves awake We'll taste the coffee houses and award certificates A privy seal to keep the feel of 1960 style We'll comment on the decor and we'll help the passer by And at dusk when work is over we'll continue the debate In a borrowed bedroom virginal and spare The catcher hits for .318 and catches every day The pitcher puts religion first and rests on holidays He goes into cathedrals and lies prostrate on the floor He knows the drink affects his speed he's praying for a doorway Back into the life he wants and the confession of the bench Life outside the diamond is a wrench I wish that you were here with me to pass the dull weekend I know it wouldn't come to love, my heroine pretend A lady stepping from the songs we love until this day You'd settle for an epitaph like "Walk Away, Renee" The sun upon the roof in winter will draw you out like a flower Meet you at the statue in an hour Meet you at the statue in an hour http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607060 Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:45:28 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605813 http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605813 Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:28:01 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605774 "Broken Heart" I’ll start this broken heart I’ll fix it up so it will work again Better than before Then I’ll star in a mystery A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come Fingers crossed there will be love But I get carried away with every day And every fantasy the deeper the wound, the harder I swoon and wish that that was me So much to say But no words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it I’ll devise the best disguise A brand new look and take them by surprise They’ll never guess what’s not inside I’ll express myself with ease, With confidence and character complete With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me But I get carried away with every page In every magazine The cheaper the thrill the deeper I fill my head with blasphemy So much to say But no words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it I’ll destroy this useless heart I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again Not just for me but for anyone But I get carried away with every phrase and made up malady The longer I hide behind these lies, The more I disintegrate So much to say But no words to convey The loneliness building with each passing day You never get used to it, you just have to live with it http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605774 Mon, 11 Feb 2008 23:33:11 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605421 Well fuck you too bitch. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605421 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 22:42:09 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605376 Dealing with other people is too painful sometimes...I think I'm gonna be reclusive for a while...bye. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=605376 Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:15:44 EST