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2005 6 September :: 5.28 pm
I've decided to do it.
I've become so turned off by woohu as of late in its cattiness and its hypocrisy.
I'm moving on.
I'm sorry to leave this site which I have been on for so incredibly long. I was the first of Stef's "new friends" to adventure into the world of woohu, and I now (similar to her) am stepping away from woohu, only to post once every other full moon.
Goodbye to everyone.
My new journal, leave the bitching at the door
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2005 3 September :: 8.04 pm
Things are getting way to fucking heated on this site.
Here's a couple of things I saw on my most recent trip on an airplane that made me look twice...
more availible at Airtoons.com
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2005 3 September :: 4.15 pm
I feel my last post should be clarified.
I am not, nor was I in danger of hurting myself.
I am just upset with the cards life has delt me. It's not that I have a bad hand, I have a great one. But I am tired of the fucking game and I don't want to play this bullshit anymore.
Love doesn't exist. The world makes more sence that way. People are just running around trying to fill their emptiness inside with whatever or whoever is convienient. Last night I realized how much what happened a few months ago has effected me. It was a shock to see me change from the "Love rulez" posterchild I was to the person that detests it's idea today.
I was also annoyed that while I can rationalize away the notion of love, for some reason I cannot change certain aspects of my nature. I feel like one of fucking Pavlov's dogs.
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2005 3 September :: 3.00 am
Fuck life.
I stopped believeing in love a few months ago, and I just lost momentum.
I want to fucking die.
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2005 1 September :: 11.54 pm
There's a girl who I have a crush on... she's on her way over to watch Famliy Guy. I'm so anxious, scared, excited... I'll keep you posted.
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2005 31 August :: 12.07 pm
Silly Jesus
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2005 31 August :: 11.38 am
Played volleyball with some peeps from TBW. It was a BLAST! In the past few months, a lot of e-friends have become just friends. They're good peoples.
Last night was the heaviest drinking I've done since I started this diet. I'm not supposed to because alcohol is a form of carbohydrate, but after I started last night I just couldn't stop. There is something about getting thrashed and whooping peoples asses at scabble. I had my greatest word ever I think. "ziti" with a double letter on the "z" and a triple word score. 69 fucking points... Do me!
Anyway after all that drinking I am amazed that my weight continues to drop, and I am skirting the big 20...
It's a good time to be me.
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2005 30 August :: 5.26 pm
I had a moment today. Actually I've been existing within the moment for a while now.
My journey is not about finding myself, it is about creating myself.
For all of the people from my past who didn't wish me a Happy Birthday, I pause to think of how we have all grown apart. It doesn't matter anyway. I remember the way things were and I smile, sometimes. But I cannot live my life looking backwards, or trying to hold onto things I'm destined not to have.
The me I am creating has better things to do.
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2005 29 August :: 9.23 am
I'll let you know.
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2005 27 August :: 12.44 pm
I'm searching for something but I don't know what it is.
I feel good. I feel healthy. I feel complete. What more can I need?
I think I'm going to find it soon.
It looks like rain.
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2005 26 August :: 5.40 pm
I've got to make this fast.
This mornings weight puts my weight loss at 15 lbs.
I found a new CD in the parking lot at work... it's The Strokes.
I've got a hot date tonight... well actually two...
well, I have to shower.
Here's to tonight, last night, and every night to come!
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2005 24 August :: 4.55 pm
I heard something on the radio that makes me sick.
An overweight woman goes to a doctor to get a check-up. He tells her that she is clinically obese and that if she doesn't lose some weight she might die.
This women is now sueing the doctor.
No joke. Just another case of our P.C. society going off insane.I'm sorry but the guy studied the body for what 12 years of college? If anyone should be allowed to call this bitch obese it's a fucking doctor.
Here is a link to the story
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2005 23 August :: 6.41 pm
:: Music: I wanted Mr. Jones but couldn't find it so... (comments, bishes)
Ok. So I have to turn in this paperwork for my apptment. It was actually due last friday but they said it could be a little late.
Anyway, I plan to leave work around 4:10 so I can get there to drop it off before 5. Around 4:05 a cowrker askes me to do a quick job, and I figure I have the time. Long story short I leave at 4:19. After pulling out of the company parking lot a semi truck
1) cuts me off
2) drives 3 miles/hour in a 35
3) causes me to miss my green light so I have to sit at a long red.
(Now would be a good time for me to mention to you that I forgot my paper at home so I have to drive a little out of my way.)
Anyway when the light finaly turns green I start cruzing until I hit Augusta where they are repainting lines. The have me stoped for 12 minutes before they let me by.
(Did I mention that my gas guage doesn't work so I have to get gass every 250-300 miles based on the odometer. and at this point I am at 310, but I don't have time for gas with the construction)
I get to my house to find my mother has burried my papers under a pile of crap on the kitchen table. Meanwhile I am wasting valuable moments.
I get caught behind every person who thinks that speed limits are deadly if surpased by a snails pace. I get to Kalamazoo and the streets are packed. I park at parking services and start running to the bird cage.
Meanwhile I am thinking if I get a ticket for parking there for not doing buisness and I pay the ticket within the 15minutes, shouldn't the ticket not exist because I had buisness at parking services paying it?
Anyway, I get to the doors....
LOCKED!
5:03! SON OF A BITCH!
I walk dejectedly back to my car, by gass and stop into 7-11. Jenny is working... She somehow has me smiling withing 30 seconds.
I'll make up for everything latertonight, my "Slurpee Whench"...
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2005 22 August :: 5.25 pm
:: Music: check the comments, bishes (same for mood)
Life has been spectacular these past few weeks. Life has somehow managed to go completely beyond my every expectation.
My new apartment rules. I've entertained guests on many occasions, but I look forward to entertaining more.
I've made a ton of new friends. You all may find this hard to believe but I don't approach people well. I can be incredibly outgoing if I'm close friends with 60% of a group. These parties I've been going to these past few weeks this was definitely not the case. But I've come out of my shell so to speak, and it feels great.
As I just mentioned I have been going to a lot of parties recently. These aren't some party I read about on the net, these are personal invites (more often then not from girls :) ). I don't think I've ever been as "popular" as I am now.
I've taken up the guitar again.
I've lost over 10 lbs on the South Beach Diet and I feel like I'm a lot closer to "the stud" I was in high school. And believe me, the ladies notice.
Only two sad notes to report...
TBW is down possibly for good because the idiots that run it can't their shit together.
I think I might have mono- but after the last couple of weeks I should be glad I haven't contracted worse.
Oh and I almost forgot my last bit of good news...
EAT IT, BISHES!
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2005 8 August :: 7.59 pm
I'm a different person now....
somehow.
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