:: 2009 17 February :: 5.06 pm

Grrr
So I am down here in GA and I guess people are getting frustrated with not knowing whats going on... but instead of doing the correct thing and asking me through the many ways of getting a hold of me, they have decided to just make stuff up. How hard is it to IM me, e mail me, facebook, myspace, woohu, or call me? All of these things I check everyday. I honestly don't care what most people need to tell each other to keep 'informed'. It only really bothers me when it gets around to my family and then I have to spend 45 mins calming my father down over the phone because of 'the things he has heard'.

So to correct the biggest piece of misinformation I have heard, My boyfriend is not "sick of paying for my ass". Money happens to come lower on his list then I do and with only a cell phone and internet bill to pay every month, he isn't really struggling. I find it hard to believe people believe this when he invited me down, sent me money to get some new clothes (his idea), payed for my ticket, asked me to stay for 2 months. That really sounds like someone who would put money before me. Plus I try to be as little of an expense on someone as possible. I hate it when people spend money on me and when we go out and do something, it is his idea...

So now everyone knows. I expect that if there are any other questions or 'things you have heard' you will do the smart thing and ASK before believing word of mouth.

Its so easy... you can even ask in a comment right here.

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:: 2009 4 February :: 8.46 pm

Dear Sam,

I don't really know how to tell you this, I dislike your eyelashes.I think I realized it last year when you peed your pants at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into the elephant in the corner. I'm sure you're open enough to understand that there is no solution to you being a dumb kid. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the results of that blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of your feet and I'm off to lead a new life as a lemon.

Go milk a cow
Kayliegh

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:: 2009 25 January :: 10.50 am

Mhm
Everything is going good.

The temperature change is interesting. Going from really cold weather to not so cold (45-60) makes it feel like really warm weather (80-90).

Its great.

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:: 2009 16 January :: 10.56 am

Running out of time.
I leave next Wednesday for GA. This happened to be my last weekend in MI for the next 2 months ish and my mom has decided to spend it away on a trip with her BF. Awesome... Anyway my dad is coming to stay the weekend. My niece probably is too. I have tons of laundry to do and a suitcase to pack and take to Meijers and weigh. I wouldn't be so worried about over packing if I hadn't watched my 16 year old brother crawl into this suitcase with my 6 year old brother and zip it up... yeah... its that big... I might end up bringing 2 of my smaller ones.

I am really excited to go... but sad to leave my kitty... and my niece... maybe a few friends... possibly my parents and my sister... but thats about it.

My brothers can go to hell lol.

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:: 2009 2 January :: 5.00 pm

Bleh
I am sleepy

I really really dislike the company of small children

I really really need to get up soon and clean my room.

Balize goes into surgery on Tuesday. No more babies for her. She has to stay overnight and I have to be up and over to 44th street by 7:30 am to pick her up... woo. At least she will have a clean room away from the small children to recover.

Well, I am off to go grab my Rockstar out of the freezer and head to my room where I will begin the slow and painful cleaning of my own room. On the bright side... I will be away from the extremely annoying small children.... who will probably trash the rest of the house that I spent all morning on and will have to clean again tonight.

I really really really REALLY dislike children.

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:: 2008 17 December :: 12.05 pm

Grr.
I don't even what the subject of this post should be. Last night while driving home from my moms boyfriends house she springs on us kids her "Christmas plans"

In her mind we were going to leave my grandparents on Christmas eve and and go back to her boyfriend's house, stay the night there, and have Christmas there.

Once she realized that wasn't going to fly with me and chase she tried to play it off like a joke.

Tying not to be a bitch and taking my moms feeling into consideration, I came up with a new plan.

After my doing Christmas with my grandparents we are going to come back home, stay the night here, do stockings in the morning, then go to the boyfriends for presents and breakfast.

She then again tried to say that chase and I would be staying all day cause we are having dinner there too... not gonna fly.

I called my dad and left him a voice mail saying chase and I wanted to have Christmas dinner with him. As I am waiting for him to call me back the situation starts to get under my skin a little. Christmas is a day for family. I'm not saying her boyfriend is not a good guy. Chase and I just don't see him and his kids and grandkids as family. We hardly know them. Its great that my mom and youngest brother are so close with them but chase and I are not. We are going to feel awkward. I tried explaining this to my mother; not trying to fuck up plans but just to let her know how we feel.

My mother quickly turns it into a conversation about how selfish I am...

yeah...

I am so selfish I will spend 3 days cooking for a Holiday and still end up sitting at the kids table

I am so selfish I clean this house everyday, do whatever she asks me with no fight, and let her go out almost every night while I never leave the house.

I am so selfish that I never ask my mom for money.

I am so fucking selfish that I will pack chase up in the car in 16 degree weather after we both just ate, drive out to her boyfriends house, and have dinner with them because she wanted us to.

No. I am not selfish. She is and she always has been.

I should be used to that by now.... Anyway. I am going to bite the bullet on this one and go along with the plans. I already know that the highlight of my Christmas is going to be having dinner with my dad and I am okay with that. My dad and I have built back and healthy relationship the past few months and he was there for me last night when I called him crying cause my mom drives me nuts.

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:: 2008 1 December :: 10.30 am

Made it through November.
For the most part I wish I could say that I did it by myself but I know that isn't true. Luke helped a lot.

I am done being homebound now... It actually didn't help me at all to keep myself locked up in here but going out would have only made me feel worse.

I miss my friends.

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:: 2008 4 September :: 11.08 pm

Girls night
Sooo girls night with Mel was awesome.

We got married...

and had a love child...

Coors MacIce... Coors after what we were drinking, "Mac" after the dinner I made her (mac and cheese), and Ice after the ice cream we ran to the store and bought.

We talked about hanging out tomorrow so Beaver will just have to deal. :D

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:: 2008 2 September :: 9.07 pm

Birthday
It was alot better then I thought it would be.

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:: 2008 31 August :: 12.05 pm

Bleh
I am going back to bed untill I wake up...

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:: 2008 29 August :: 10.35 pm

I really really really really really really really dislike the company of most children. Even more so when they are left in my care.

When I was younger I always wondered why my grandmother always yelled so much at the children watched in her daycare.... Now I realize that when dealing with small children almost everyday, expecialy when you dont want to, the frustration never ends. The only way that frustration can be expressed when having to tell a child to lay down 15 times every minute during nap time or not to spit or hit, is to loose all control of the volume of your voice.... to yell.

I dont think that its possible for me to even "talk" some children anymore (mainly my youngest brother and my moms boyfriend's grandson)... I just yell.

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:: 2008 25 August :: 11.36 am
:: Mood: aggravated

Fuck this, I am getting a job.
You know those morning thats make you wish you hadn't woken up? Guess who is having one.

My mom stoped by just now... She is suposed to be up north with her boyfriend till tomorrow night. That was the plan, soooo I let the cleaning slide. She walks in the door (I was just woke up by a call from her boyfriend asking where she is.) and yells at me, insults me, and then assumes I will watch 3 kids for her while she takes a shower... Then she just takes off.

Gooooooooooood morning... I can see how the rest of this day will go... I will be cleaning my ass off to try and make her happy so she can not notice a thing when she gets home. (reason #42 why I feel like a house wife)

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:: 2008 21 August :: 9.34 am

New number.
I have a new phone number.

696 0784

Im telling all of you and posting it here because IIIII will never remember it.

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:: 2007 28 November :: 3.45 pm

Car Accident
Yes I was Involved in one Monday after picking my 5 year old brother from school.

No one died.

The people in my car were the only ones injured and it was not even my fault. No one broke anything but we are banged up a bit.

What happend?

Comming down Northland Dr, at the intersection of Northland and 12 mile, the light turned yellow with not enough time for me to stop. There were 2 cars in the left hand turn lane. The first one anticipated he could beat my car and just barely did. The lady following him did not look at on comming traffic and just assumed it was safe to go because the guy in front of her did... I slamed on my brakes, took my hand of the wheel and hit her front end with mine.

My moms car is totaled. My 5 year old brother and I were taken to the hospitol by ambulance. My 15 year old neice was taken there by her mother.

Like I said we are alive.

I have sprained back and neck muscles, a bruse from my seat belt, and my knees look like hell.

My brother has a seat belt burn accross his face and a bump on his head from hitting it againts the window.

My neice has a heartagram inprint on her chest (from her necklace), her right knee is banged up, her ring and middle fingers got jamed.

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:: 2007 3 April :: 11.17 pm
:: Music: ahahah yay chocolate pie

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