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2009 30 January :: 6.48am
This weekend should prove be interesting.
One for the history books, so to speak..
Ahaha.
I wote a bitchin' paper on "Hills like White Elephants" by Earnest Hemmingway.
You should read that story btw.
It is also pretty bitching.
I've got to get back to outlining a shitty rough draft for my psych class :S
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2009 29 January :: 5.35pm
"These days, living alone in Spokane, I wish I lived closer to the river, to the falls where ghosts of salmon jump. I wish I could sleep. I put down my paper or book and turn off all the lights, lie quietly in the dark. It make take hours, even years, for me to sleep again. There's nothing surprising or disappointing in that.
I know how all my dreams end anyway."
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2009 24 January :: 11.12am
I'm not worried.
It feels good.
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2009 21 January :: 3.06pm
I don't get it.
Would you please explain yourself?
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2009 12 January :: 2.43pm
i want to do arts and crafts.
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2008 12 December :: 11.09pm
Seattle in 12 days.
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2008 5 November :: 9.03am
some of myspace's reaction to our president
"Crystal Anne thinks she's gonna be sick. How did HE win... America is screwed"
"Well... for those of you who don't pray, now would be the time to start
Welcome to (Osama) O'Bama's America. This country... is screwed..."
"black president? really?? this guys gonna get JFK'd for sure hahah
for fuck sake his middle name is OSAMA!!! didnt that guy bomb us?"
Seriously?
I cannot believe that some people can think like this.
Even if you don't like Obama, at least know what the fuck you're talking about when you try to make a point against him.
It makes me sick to see people this bigoted, and I'm really surprised Obama won in a country where a lot of people still have problems with someone because of the color of their skin or even stupid details like a middle name.
So, I guess if you really think "America is screwed", then why don't you get out or do something about it instead of sitting on your punk ass, complaining about it on myspace.
We should believe in our leaders, not matter what. Even if we didn't vote for them, even if we don't agree with everything they say, even if we don't like the color of their skin or their sexual preference. Leaders are here for a reason and without them I'm pretty sure you'd be far worse off right now. This man is leading your country, have a little faith.
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2008 3 September :: 8.50pm
I always hate the end of summer, but I guess it's different this time because I have no where I need to be.
I feel like I wasted my summer, but I know that isn't true. I just can't help but feeling like things could be a million times better I could be doing something right now instead of watching the National Geographic channel and updating stuff on the internet.
I hate thinking like this. Things are the way they are and that's it.
I hate thinking about how things could be different and how much I want things to be the way they were.
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I need to not think about this anymore.
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2008 30 June :: 1.04pm
Last night sucked so hardcore.
I think that's the last time I hang out with Quin and Morgan together.
I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but i'm kind of getting sick of it.
Maybe I just want someone to show me that they care. That sound's pretty lame but I'm not feeling it.
There were seven cop cars in front of my neighbors house when I got home from work yesterday, it was pretty ridiculous. Apparently, some 40 year old dude died and it was "suspicious".
Thursday, hopefully me and Zak Attack will go to Airway Heights and load up on fireworks for the fourth. :D
I'm pretty excited for that.
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2008 25 June :: 2.28pm
i feel like we're in an ocean... in separate boats... drifting away from each other... except i'm not in a boat, and you're rowing away from me... laughing about it...
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2008 14 June :: 1.47am
80's dance party?
i think so.
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2008 9 June :: 7.33pm
people are so nice these days
I'm glad I have the chance to have assholes insult me all the time
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2008 3 June :: 8.45pm
two hours tomorrow
and i'm done.
it hasn't hit me yet.
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2008 29 May :: 6.53pm
three and a half days until high school is behind me
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2008 14 May :: 6.04am
It feels good to conquer what you're battling.
Now all I have left to fight is Jeff Reyburn's College Prep English class.
Haha?
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2008 5 May :: 6.46am
this was pretty much the worst weekend ever.
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2008 27 April :: 8.18pm
I just don't want to go.
Is that so hard to understand?
Stop trying to make me do something I don't want to.
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2008 25 April :: 5.17am
Let's hope I know what I'm doing.
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2008 23 March :: 2.42pm
I can't even say what I mean.
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2008 11 March :: 2.52pm
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i hate shots.
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2008 6 March :: 5.38am
Patrick Swayze has pancreatic cancer.
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nobody puts baby in a corner...
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2008 28 February :: 4.23am
i have an interview at laser quest today
and i am so stoked.
omg
plus,
its christina's
joy's
and emily's
BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
WOOOOO!
yay for being legal haha
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2008 22 February :: 5.40am
I don't get why some people have to be such bitches.
It's time to grow up and learn how to be civil to other people.
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2008 21 February :: 6.22am
anyone have any ideas of subjects i can use for a photography portfolio?
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2008 5 February :: 5.11pm
i don't know why i'm here.
today has just been utterly nostalgic and i just feel so drained.
i miss those day.
the you and me days.
wierd how three years later i still find myself adressing you in this blog. not that i even remotely expect you to read this. mostly i'm hoping you don't. or that you do. not quiet sure yet.
i found your letter.
"WTP!
what's the p stand for?
Pope.
what the pope is going on in here??
we should start saying that"
it honestly made me cry.
i hate how looking back i'm able to draw all sorts of lines to how i things resulted. your friendship shaped me in ways i didn't think possible, and now we're just number higher in the myspace friends count to each other. but in a way, we we're headed there when we graduated from SAC. or more correctly, i was. i was so focused on finding this idealized high school group of friends that anyone else not fitting that mold was irrelevant. it's not the fact that i still haven't found that niche that arouses these pointless thoughts, just that i still find myself wallowing in things long out of my control.
i could've been a better friend.
should have realized when you were crying out.
shouldn't have let things drift so far away.
shouldn't have let these habits sink so far in.
i don't think its in anyway out of the ordinary either to be thinking this way, just odd that i'm expressing it.
now starts the battle of post/don't post.
why am i here?
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2008 5 February :: 6.10pm
i feel like i dont have a best friend anymore
i know i'll always have nicole, but its hard because she lives across the state.
i just want someone to talk face to face to
someone who will actually listen
and not try to kiss my ass or sound all nice by giving me false sympathy
i dont fucking want your sympathy
i just want someone to listen
and realize how retarded i feel lately
i feel so alone
and i keep trying to tell that to people
but no one is there to listen
i wish nicole were here
or that someone was here for me
because i dont know what to do
i feel so pathetic
and lost
and worthless
and i dont want to anymore...
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2008 5 February :: 6.28am
i just want to leave this town already.
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2008 26 January :: 2.03pm
it's not worth it.
i'm not worth it.
so fuck it.
nothing is ever going to go right for me.
no one is ever going to be there for me.
this is pathetic
and i'm pathetic
and i hope she's fucking happy.
i hope you're all so fucking happy.
when the hell is it going to be my turn?
i'm sick of feeling like shit and hating myself. sick of freaking out over nothing and crying like a baby. i'm sick of people thinking that it's okay to be an asshole and make someone feel like nothing. sick of not having any answers. sick of not being able to accept things and of not being able to say what i think or how i feel.
none of this came out right.
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2008 15 January :: 5.34am
its always nice when your friends ditch you, ignore you, then replace you.
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2007 15 November :: 8.03pm
So some girl in Liberty Lake is drawing a picture of Nicole, but it's kind of weird because they've never met, and she never asked Nicole if it was okay. It's really freaking good though, and I want to buy it.
So imma find out how much she's selling in for in January, but it's even weirder because she's selling it at the Empyrean.
:D
Read more..
I'm stoked. I get to see Nicole on Wednesday. :D:D
It has been far too long since I've seen that girl. It's going to be amazing.
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