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:: 2004 20 August :: 7.25 am

haha, screw off

1 braved it | i dare ya.


:: 2004 18 August :: 5.04 pm
:: Mood: Ü

zach and i are together.
that is so incredible.
and i can't believe it.
yayy.

i dare ya.


:: 2004 16 August :: 5.26 am
:: Music: Put your blue star in your window

Yet Another

1. Kissed your cousin: No.
2. Ran away: Nope
3. Pictured your crush naked: Haha?
4. Skipped school: Yeah
5. Broken someone's heart: Yeah
6. Been in love: Yes
7. Cried when someone died: Yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: MMmmMhmm
9. Broken a bone: Nope
10. Done something embarrassing: I tend to do that all the time..
WHAT HAPPENED TO NUMBER 11?
12. Cried in school: Almost..

WHICH IS BETTER

13. Coke or Pepsi: Both
14. Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
15. Girls or Guys: Guys
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers :)
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: Clean!
18. Blondes or Brunettes: Doesnt matter!
19. Bitchy or Slutty: Sluts can be nice. Haha
20. Tall or Short: Tall
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX

23. What do you notice first: Smile, eyes, hair, shoes.. heheh
24. Last person you slow danced with: Oh god, who knows.. probably when i was on my dancing frenzy with random people awhile ago, that was fun
25. Worst Question To Ask You: Cant think of any.

The last time you...
26. Showered: Like 20 min ago.
27. Stepped outside: Yesterday.
28. Had Sex: No
29. Romantic memory: Hmm
30. Your Good Luck Charm: A few things.
31. Person You Hate Most: I dont hate anybody, I don't think
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Theres lots, Nothing too special currently
33. On your desk: pens, paper, i <3 you joetta from kayla, my phone, ronald mcdonald bear, lamp, tv, picture of me, kayla karlie, my cousins senior picture, a glass cup thing with a candle in it and a blue aisha thing from mcdonalds. yeeep..
34. Picture on your desktop: What?

FAVORITE...

35. Color: Pink & Black, shades of blue and green.
36. Movie: Lots of 'em.
37. Artist or band: Ben Folds
38. Car: Not Mine.
39. Ice Cream: Chocolate
41. Breakfast Food: Mcdonalds Bagel

WHO...

42. Makes you laugh the most: Everyone
43. Makes you smile: All my friends
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: All my friends
45. Has A Crush On You: Not sure
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Of course
47. Who Has it easier guys or girls?: I dont know for sure, guys possibilly
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: I dont know

YOU EVER...

49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: Not really
50. Save AIM conversations: Sometimes
61. Save E-mails: No
52. Forward secret E-mails: Um, no.
53. Wish you were someone else: I wish i had different features, but not be someone else. I am ME.
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: No
55. Wear perfume: Yeah
56. Kiss: =( ..Single life i live
57. Cuddle: =( .. Single life i live
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: If i leave AiM on all night, otherwise no

HAVE YOU EVER...

59. Fallen for your best friend?: Mmm.. no
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: ha, yeeah
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: Nope, won't
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: No, never.
63. Been rejected: Yeah
64. Been in love?: Yes
65. Been in lust?: Yeah
66. Used someone?: Never
67. Been used?: Yes
68. Cheated on someone?: Once in like 7th grade, but it hardly counts
69. Been cheated on?: Oooh yeah, more than i want
70. Been kissed?: Yeah
71. Done something you regret?: Yeah

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

72. You touched?: Touched as in what? lol
73. You talked to?: My mom
74. You hugged?: Karlie, i think
75. You instant messaged?: I dont know
76. You kissed?: Wes
77. You yelled at?: My dad
78. You thought about?: Ehh
79. Who text messaged you?: Long time ago
80. Who broke your heart?: Zach.
81. Who told you they loved u?: Kayla =)

DO YOU...

82. Color your hair?: Yes
83. Have tattoos?: No
84. Have piercings?: 3
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Don't remind me, No
86. Own a webcam?: Yes, but it doesn't work
87. Own a thong?: Doesnt every girl?
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: Yeah
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: Yes
90. Habla espanol?: Mas o menos (right?)
91. Quack?: a lack

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

92. Stolen anything?: No
93. Smoke?: Sometimes
94. Schizophrenic?: No
95. Obsessive?: Not really
96. Compulsive?: No
97. Obsessive compulsive?: I dont think so
98. Panic?: No
99. Anxiety?: I dont think so
100. Depressed?: Ocassionally


Name: Alison
Nicknames: Kitty, Joetta
Eyes: Green
Height: 5'4"
Siblings: n/a
Hair color: strawberry blonde w/ diff highlights
Sex Before Marriage? Not against it, but i rather wait or find the somebody who it's worth with
Been so drunk you threw up? Nope.
Wanted to hook up with a friend: Maybe
Cried during a Flick: Once or twice
Had a crush on a teacher: Sick, nah
Prank called someone: lol yeah
been on stage: Yeah
Shampoo: Pantinene Pro V
Body wash: I dunno what its called.
Summer/Winter: Summer
Union or Confederate: Too many big words, im clueless when it comes that stuff. lol.
Like anyone as more than friends: Yeah

-----IN THE LAST 2 Weeks------------

Cried: Yes
Cut your hair: No
Worn a skirt: Put one on but not worn it
Been mean: Yeah
Been sarcastic: Yep
Talked to someone you have a crush on?: Yeah
Missed someone/something: Always
Hugged someone: Yeah
Fought with your parents: Mmhm
Laughed until you cried: Yeah
Played Truth or Dare: No
Read a book for fun: No

-------Do you believe in.....--------

God: Yes
Love: Yes
The Big Bang Theory: I dunno what its about
Heaven/Hell: Sure

--random questions --


What is your full name? I rather not say.
Whats the story behind your name?: My parents wanted something original.

Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: BSB, AJ'S hotttt

What was the the last thing that you said online? i don't remember

What is right next to you?: My dresser

What is your favorite state(s)?: California

How many buddies do you have on your list: 145

What did you do last night?: NOootthing

What's the best thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex?: Personality

Favorite hair color in the opposite sex : Doesnt matter

Pizza or ice cream?: Pizza

What do you want to be when you grow up? Something in the medical field, i dunno

Are you too shy to ask someone out?: Not really, i'll be open about it i guess.

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?: Not sure

Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: I dunno, depends, it is part gymnastics which is a sport.

i dare ya.


:: 2004 14 August :: 5.56 am

i was going to do a usual ramble rant entry. but now i'm thinkin sleep is a little better than that right now.

just needed to say UGHHH!
Guys!

i want zach

enough of my problems.. ta ta

i dare ya.


:: 2004 10 August :: 5.50 am
:: Mood: annoyed

yea
same shit as yesterday just a different pair of panties, yea.. fuck off

im tired of being fucked over.. yeah.

1 braved it | i dare ya.


:: 2004 8 August :: 5.20 am

Important things in life =)
A philosophy professor stood before his class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a large empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with rocks, rocks about 2" in diameter.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open areas between the rocks. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.

They agreed it was. The students laughed. The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

"Now," said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this is your life. The rocks are the important things - your family, your partner, your health, your children - things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, your car. The sand is everything else, the small stuff.


"If you put the sand into the jar first, there is no room for the pebbles or the rocks. The same goes for your life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Take care of the rocks first - the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

But then a student then took the jar which the other students and the professor agreed was full, and proceeded to pour in a glass of beer. Of course the beer filled the remaining spaces within the jar making the jar truly full.




The moral of this tale is: NO MATTER HOW FULL YOUR LIFE IS, THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR BEER!


hahaha, did it get ya at the end? It did for me. it's saturday.. haven't updated in a couple of days i think. nothing too exciting happened, only a few things.. hmm..

yesterday [friday] hung out with stacey.. we drove around and did random things, like went to bead co downtown.. went and cashed a bunch of change that we had in bags and got mula, got my paycheck, got gas, went to trevors, called a butt load of people but nobody answered or could hang out, got cash, went to the mall & then i went home and watched movies.. [ secret window, stuck on you & paycheck ] all of which were good except i only watched the first 20 minutes maybe of paycheck then fell asleep and woke up at 6 in the morning and went upstairs & went to bed.. haha. oh yeah, while i was watching stuck on you kasey & cody called me, they were at kaseys dads house and boyyy were they shitfaced. they were being so loud and slurring their words, it was funny! i don't feel like going into details, but those were the highlights of the day.

Then today, Saturday, woke up at 1230, got ready & went to work from 3-7, went home.. took a shower.. ate.. and have been watching tv since. non eventful day. dunno what tomorrow gonna bring but i've gotta work a short 3 hrs from 12-3 & hopefully do something afterwards. yyeepp.

kaylas in kentucky, maybe not.. hopefully on their way home.. karlie is still far away as well.. & hopefully get to see her in a week.

Fair is on Tuesday! woo.. how exciting. not really. i'll probably go 2-3 times is about all.

well anyways, im gonna go get ready for bed, clean my room and go watch some tv downstairs.
byebye!

i dare ya.


:: 2004 4 August :: 2.51 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Watching tv

Nothing much

Hey. I just felt that i haven't really made a good, real entry in awhile. Its just been a bunch of random disturbed junk that doesn't make sense or surveys. Lol, yeppp.

I have so much that i need to accomplish. I worked today for 5 hrs & now im home. My mom and i are going to wal-mart in 20 minutes because there is a bunch of random junk that i need to get, like nailpolish, nailpolish remover, moisturizer, ect. And i need to go to the mall for lip gloss because there's a certain lip gloss i get from the icing and the library for some books.

Yeppp. Its real exciting. Another thing i need to do is start going to bed early.. like 10-11 and get up at 8 or 9. That way it doesn't hit me so hard when school starts + when school starts i want to make sure that i get a ton of sleep, just because i want to and it'll be alot better for me. Ive got a month so that should be enough. It doesnt help though that today i woke up at 1230 because then im not tired around 11-12. Sooo yeah. I figure that if i get some books i'll just spend the morning reading everyday or something boring like that, Lol because it's gonna be real boring at 8 or 9 when everybody'll be sleeping until 11-12.

Im gonna get a manicure too, i hate my nails and it'll be so much easier than way. i haven't gotten one in like a yr and a half.

I need money though, i get paid friday and it's gonna be a niice paycheck, but I hate getting money from my parents or asking for it.. because i've grown out of doing that, I mean my parents will still pay for some of my school shopping clothes but not nearly for as much as i need/want to get, so it's partly my responsibility. If i could i wouldn't make them spend their money at all.. but i can't afford it all by myself. After school starts and stuff i'm going to buy a new cell phone Ü i'm gonna get a flip phone, i hate regular ones, i hate buying covers and dealing with them because they always get old and a flip phone wouldn't because i'd have to deal with it.

Alright im going to go now
byebye!

i dare ya.


:: 2004 4 August :: 2.16 am

i fucking hate guys and this fucking song.
They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
Would come rescue you

You like romantic movies, you never will forget
The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet
And all this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

(Chorus)
I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move heaven and earth
If you were my girl
I would give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything
That's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever, forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova, but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin nothin back when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes

Repeat chorus

You want tenderness (tenderness)
I've got tenderness
And I see through to the heart of you
If you want a man (want a man) who understands
Well you don't have to look very far

Repeat chorus


it's like the fucking perfect song, only nobody actually meaning it to me.

fuck off.

i dare ya.


:: 2004 4 August :: 2.38 am

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

That's how i feel. STUPID GUYS! ugh. i don't even need a boyfriend. I dunno, i suck.
I wanna go shopping.
Hmm.. okay

i dare ya.


:: 2004 3 August :: 5.36 pm
:: Mood: full

wooo another survey
What does your name mean? Hell if i know.
How old are you? 15
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)? 12, lol
Describe yourself in 5 words. -- Nah thats ok.
What are your worst qualities? Procrastination, perfectionist
What are your best qualities? Umm..lol

How long does it take you get get ready in the morning? 15-45 min..depends if im rushing or not!


*sLEEP*
Do you dream at night? Yep i do.
Do you remember your dreams? Usually.
What time do you go to bed usually? Sometimes 1-2am or 4-5am, just depends if im tired.

What time do you wake up normally? 11-12ish
What time do you wake on weekends? Same time
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? Nice
do you sleep with one pillow or two? 4


*sCHOOL*
Do you like school? Sometimes i do.
Why/why not? Why do you care?
Whats ur fave subject? Math
Most hated subject? History or Science
Do you have a fave teacher? Nah
Ever had a crush ona teacher? Ew, no

Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? Math/science

*fRIENDS*
Do you have heaps of friends? Not really
Do you have a best friend? Yeah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? Way more guys.
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? Sometimes

Have you ever lied to a friend? I cant recall anything, but im sure i have, just nothing big and they probably found out anyway

Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? Haha, no

*fAMILY*
Do you like your parents? Yep
Ever run away from home? Nope
Ever thought about it? Lol, when i was like 10 i actually packed a bag because i was so pissed.
Do you have any siblings? Nope
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them? N/a
How old are they? Doot, Doot

If not, do you mind being an only child? Yeah i do.
Do you feel your parents spoil you? Ocasionally
Do you not get along with any of your family? Not really
Do you have big family get togethers ever? Yeah, sometimes on weekends for special events

*rELATIONSHIPS*
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No
If so, are you in love with them? N/a
Do they love you? N/a

How long have you been together? N/a
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? n/a

Do you have a crush? I dunno, sometimes

If so, are you in love? Its no use now.

Do they know you like them? I dont know that it matters
Is it serious or playful? Serious

How long have you liked them? 10 months
Ever done something stupid to impress them? Hmm, nope
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? What?
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? n/a?
Even know what it is? Lol, nope


*sEX*
Ever had sex? Nope
believe that a person shouldnt have sex before marriage? Sometimes, Lol
Believe in casual sex? Hm?
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity? I dunno, not soon

*rELiGiON*
Do you have a religion? Yes i do

Do you practice it i.e go to church? I do, but not often
Do you believe in God? Yes
Jesus? Yes
Satan? Yes
Heaven? Yes
Hell? Yes
If you died tomorrow what do you beleive will happen to you? Start the decaying process
Does death scare you? Sometimes, but not really...


*mORALS*
Have you ever been drunk? Yeah
taken drugs? No
stolen? No
shoplifted? No

tried to commit suicide? No

Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? No
gotten into a fight? Yeah
are you more innocent or guilty? Both
Would you date a drug addict? No
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? No
Are you racist? No
Are you discriminatory to anyone? Hahaha probably.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? Yeeah

Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? Open

*mEDiA*
Do you watch tons of tv? Not really

How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? 10+ times maybe
Do you listen to the radio often? Not since i got my cd player in my car

Do you read the newspaper? Sometimes
Do you read magazines? Yeah
Are you a couch potato? I can be

Do you use the internet too much? Haha probably

*pERSONALITY*
Are you funny or serious? I can be both

Creative or not? Yeah
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? Uhhh..lol?
Are you outgoing or shy? Both
Are you lazy or active? In what?
Have you ever been hyperactive? Oh yes
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? Yeah

*lOOKS*
Are you happy with the way you look? No
What would you change? Everything
Do you wear makeup regularly? Yeah

Do you have a large wardrobe? Yeah but i never wear most of it

~Money~
Do you have a job? Yeah

Do you like it? Yeah, it's alright
Are you a saver or a spender? try to save, but im most a spender
Do you work hard or slack off? Work hard
Have you ever been fired? Nope
In trouble at work? No

Made a major mistake? Not major, but ive have my mistakes!
Ever had money stolen from you? Yes
Are you always broke? Yeah, but not now!

*eMBARASSING mOMENTS*
Your all time most embarassing moment? Haha ummm like i'd say..
Ever snorted drink out your nose? No
Ever giggled like an idiot? Probably
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened? Hah yeah
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? Haha, when Austin tripped me, but that was his fault
Ever said something really stupid? Always
Ever snorted while laughing? No
Ever fallen off a bed? Yes

Ever sleepwalked? Nope

Ever sleeptalked? Yep

*mEMORIES
Whats your best memory? tons
Worst? Idk

Do you have a good memory? Hahaha yeah
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? I dunno




1) When's your birthday? May 26
2) Where do you live? Around
3) Have you visited all 50 states? Not yet

4) Have you ever traveled abroad? Not yet

5) Do you like to travel? Yess!
6) Describe a funny/crazy/freaky experience you had while traveling. Ahh I don't know
7) What's your favorite animal? Dogs and little baby kitties

8) Do you have a pet? Fluffy

9) Do you think hunting is wrong? No
10) Describe a funny/crazy/freaky experience you had with animals. i dunno!
11) So what school do you go to? WHS
12) Are you smart? I can be if i want to...
13) What are your average grades? A's and B's
14) What class are you? (Class of 2002, Class of 2001, etc.) class of 2007
15) Do you like your school? Yeah, i suppose
16) True or false: There are some things you just can't learn in school. True!
17) Describe a funny/crazy/freaky experience you had at school. Does boringness count?
18) How often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day.. sometimes 3
19) What's your favorite flower? I dunno

20) How about your favorite book? Lots
21) TV show? all MTV shows

22) Sport? Volleyball
23) Homemade meal? Lasanga
24) About how long are you on the Internet per day? 3-4 hrs maybe
25) Do you get along with your family? Yeah

26) Would you do anything just to get out of your house for one day? No, because i could get out if i wanted
27) Are there days when you'd rather be at school than at home? Hahah sadly, yes

28) Are your parents divorced? No
29) If so, for how long? N/a

30) Is family life chaotic for you? It can be
31) Would you rather bungee-jump or fight with your parents? Bungee jump, duh!
32) Would you bungee-jump ever? Sure
33) Are you a risk-taker? Yeah

34) Would you skydive? Yeah, itd take a little bit for me to jump but i'd do it
35) Scuba dive? Yeah
36) Dive off the high dive? That i wouldn't do

37) Dive into a pool of Jell-O? Woo yeah!
38) Would you ever skinny dip? Mayyyyyyyybee
39) Streak? No
40) Go to a nudist beach? I dunno
41) If you answered "no" to number 40, why not? I dunno
42) But I'm assuming that you would go to a "regular" beach, right? Yeah!
43) How often do you go to the beach? I havent been to a real beach forever.. it's been 9 yrs at least.. otherwise not often

44) Do you ever work out like crazy before you go to the beach in hope of getting a good body to show off at the beach? Ummm, no
) Describe a funny/crazy/freaky experience you've had while at the beach. What's with the describing funny/crazy/freaky experiences at places & stuff?
46) Would you live at the beach? Haha yea!
47) Have you ever surfed? Nope
48) Have you ever body-surfed? No
49) Have you ever been at the beach in the middle of a rainstorm? Yeah
50) Have you ever been stuck anywhere in the middle of a rainstorm? Yea
51) Suppose it's sprinkling outside. Would you typically use an umbrella or wear a hat? Or neither? Neither
52) Studies show that your chances of being struck by lightning are tripled if you are holding an umbrella in the middle of a thunderstorm. Would you still use an umbrella anyway? Nope
53) Do you know anyone who's been struck by lightning? no
54) Do you know anyone who has died? Were you close to this person? (or people)? yeah, a few people
55) Did you cry? yeah

56) Do you tell your loved ones "I love you" on a daily basis? no
57) Have you ever loved someone so much it's made you cry? yes

58) Have you ever fallen in love with someone else? no
59) Have you experienced "true love"? Maybe
60) Do you believe in love at first sight? no
61) True or false: There's somebody out there for everybody. True
62) Do you go through partners quickly? no
63) What do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend? sense of humor is a must.
64) Would you go out with someone who was drop-dead gorgeous but absolutely stupid? Been there, nope
65) Do you go out with people just for their looks alone? No
66) Do you undress people with your thoughts? Ooo baby. k, no

67) Have you ever performed oral sex? no
68) Have you ever had oral sex performed on you? Yeah
69) Do you like this number? you know it ;)
70) Are you a virgin? yeah
71) Do you think oral sex is sex? nope
72) What are your thoughts about teen pregnancy? that sucks major balls.
73) True or false: Premarital sex is wrong: It depends on the persons morals
74) True or false: You should only have sex with someone when you're truly in love. True
75) Given the chance, would you be willing to have a one-night stand with someone? Nope
76) Do you think you would get a thrill out of going to a club, having a one-night stand with someone, then wake up the next morning with a total hangover and not remember what you did last night, and to find that the person that was with you is nowhere to be seen, and you find $50 missing from your wallet? Definietely not, Id be pissed if somebody stole $50 of mine

77) Do you plan on saving sex until you're married? Right now, yeah
78) Are you planning on getting married? I want to, yeah

79) At what age? 20's
80) Do you want to have a big, spectacular wedding with everyone you know or a small, traditional, get-together-with-family-and-close-friends wedding? We'll see....
81) Do you plan on having kids? When im married i want 3 or 4 kids
82) If you answered "yes" to number 81, how many are you planning to have? 3-4 kids
83) Are you more interested in having a conformative, all-American, white-collared job, married, living in a suburban home, a dog, and 2.3 kids, or more interested in living a non-traditional, action-packed life? hahaha 2.3 kids.. umm it depends who im with!
90) Would you ever want to be on "Survivor"? i'd think about it
91) How about "Who Wants to be a Millionaire"? Id lose after 100.
92) "The Weakest Link"? No
93) Are you the weakest link? Yeah
94) Are you a TV fan? Not really.
95) Are you an aspiring actor? ???? No.
96) Are you a sports fan? Not really.
97) Are you an aspiring athlete? ???? No.
98) Would you want to live in a big city? I do live in a big city. Hahah
99) If you answered "yes" to number 98, which city(ies) would you like to live in? NYC, LA, Minneapolis
100) Are you a perfectionist? Yeah i can be
101) It's the 101st question. Do you like the movie "101 Dalmations"? yes
102) Does anyone you know remind you of Cruella de Vil? no
103) Are you afraid of failure? yeah!
104) How about rejection? yeah
105) Michael Jordan didn't make one of his high school basketball teams. When Barbara Walters first started out in journalism, she was told that she would never make it in television. With these things in mind, are you still afraid of failure and rejection? yeah
106) Do you like anybody at the moment? maybe
107) If so, who? why?
108) Are you straight, gay, or bi? straight
109) Do you go on dates often? no
110) Do you like to go on double dates? yeah

111) Blind dates? i'd try it
112) Describe a funny/crazy/freaky experience you've had while on a date. another one of them expierence questions -- n/a
113) If someone set you up on a blind date, and you were told you were perfect for each other. When you finally meet your date, he/she is not very attractive and smells bad. What would you do in such a situation? leave
114) Are you typically the dumper or the dumpee? neither
115) How bad do you feel after you've broken up with someone (if you feel bad at all?) this bad [------------------------------]
116) True or false: There are plenty of fish in the sea. True, but i prefer people.
117) Do you believe in fate, meaning that all of our lives are predetermined? Yeah
118) Do you think when we die, that's it? i dont think so
119) Are you religious? Sorta
120) Are you a "holy roller"? Hahah

121) True or false: 121 is a perfect square. What?
122) Do you go to church? Not often
123) If so, how often? Not often

124) When was the last time you went to church? a few months ago
125) Do you think church is boring? sometimes
126) Do you belive in God? yes
127) Heaven? ya
128) Hell? yes
129) Reincarnation? yeah
130) What about aliens? not sure
131) Do you think aliens really have abducted Earthlings? lol

132) Do you play any sports? nope

133) Do you work out? not that much
134) If so, how often? rarely

135) Do you work out to maintain good health or try to maintain a good body, or both? both
136) How fast can you run a mile? I dunno
137) Do you drink a lot of bottled water? No
138) Can you taste the difference between different kinds of water? yeah
139) Do you play any musical instruments? no
140) How about singing? Do you sing? no
141) Do you write music? no
142) How about lyrics? no
143) What do you like to do when you're bored? internet
144) Do you daydream? Yep

145) Have you ever been embarrassed in a class because you were daydreaming? (i.e., the teacher calling your name and you don't respond) Yep
146) Do you ever get in trouble in school for your behavior? no
147) Do you get low marks because of your behavior? no
148) Are you a class clown? no
149) Have you ever had detention? Yeah
150) Been sent to the principal's office? no

i dare ya.


:: 2004 2 August :: 4.20 am
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: tv

oxygen facial

i just ate a twinkie and now i'm thursty.

don't start no shit & there won't be no shit.

k i really don't feel like doing this.

1 braved it | i dare ya.


:: 2004 30 July :: 1.44 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: none

hiii
whhatup?
nothing here, 1230 and i'm wake. been awake for an hour now because of austin, who randomly called and woke me up but hung up when i answered & he was online so i said thnx for waking me up and then i went away and when i came back he'd signed off a few minutes later & didn't say anything... okkkaay? don't understand him.

i've gotta work again today. but then i've got the next 4 days off, which is goood.

last night karlie cody kasey & i went to thunder road from 930-a little after 12. i didn't get home until 5 to 1. it was a luvley time. we got to ride 5 times.. for me and karlie anyway & cody and kasey went 6 times. saw a hand ful of people we knew out there too. + when i got home my parents were sound asleep. it wasn't until i was going to bed at 2 that my mom woke up and probably remembered that i was coming home late and she came in my room to make she i was alive and it was dark in my room so she poked my forehead and make sure i was real?

umm what else? oh yeah.. school picture are the 19th of august which is almost 19 days away. i might make a hair appt and stuff and get my hair re-dyed again, i don't know because the next time i wanted it done i wan't to dye my whole head caramel & i'll probably put a blonde weave in it too. then i've gotta find something to wear, ugh. & some other stuff too, blllaah. if i really had the money for this then hell, i wouldn't mind, but currently i have 15 $. i get paid next friday though.

i dunno what i'm rambling on about.
hum hum.

k well i'm going watch tv or something now.
have a good day.
byebye!

i dare ya.


:: 2004 29 July :: 12.46 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: shake it like a salt shaker

doot
my tummy hurts.
i'm listening to missy elliot.
and watching room raiders on mtv.
i'm really bored.
listen up mother fuckers u got 5 seconds to catch your breath.
more missy elliot.

so, i worked today from 3-7, it was reeallly exciting! not. the best part of it was when it starting raining/pouring/thundering. yesss baby, that was the best.

tomorrow i work 2-7 & friday 3-7.. hmm
then i still haven't figured out my plan for this weekend. i've gotta figure out if i work on monday because then i'll stay at my gmas until monday.

i dunno man.

scottie is going to come over @ 3 in the morning. i doubt he will.. but he thinks he is. it isn't really worth it, but oh well.

i just drank a pop w/ caffiene.. so it looks like i'll be up for a while. yaay.

doot doot..

fluffy is passed out in front of my door. silly little shithead.

you know what.. i really fucking want a boyfriend. i really do. but then again i don't..i don't really want one when we start school.. until after we've started school because going from summer to school always messes with things a little.. and who knows.. maybe there will be somebody better in one of my classes. hahah, i doubt that one.. i never meet guys that are more than friends in my classes, they are all just friends. bleeh. who knows, maybe this year will be different ;) i'm up for a change, as long as it isn't a bad one =) hehe. just for gods fucking sake give me a man! ahhh

okay, well i'm gonna watch some tv
byebye!

i dare ya.


:: 2004 28 July :: 1.38 am

Underline what applies to you.

01. I love looking at the moon.
02. I'm single.
03. I'm nonsensical.
04. When I'm by myself, I often scream/sing/talk in crazy voices.
05. I wish I could go to school just for fun.
06. When I'm in the shower, I form possible thesis statements for future papers.
07. I hate when people type in all caps online.
08. I wish I could be an artist.
09. I try not to cry in front of people.
10. I have one younger sister.
11. I haven't had a good conversation on AIM in years.
12. I like people who make me laugh.
13. I strive to be a vegetarian.
14. I miss Herr Lelko.
15. I am addicted to reading.
16. I think dorky girls are hot.
17. I know how to do the Macarena.
18. I adore Charlotte Perkins Gilman.
19. Sarcasm is my best friend.
20. I want to try opium.
21. I want to travel more.
22. Sometimes I understand math...sometimes I don't.
23. I have a great relationship with my mom. you could say that i guess.
24. I've never done a list like this.
25. I procrastinate.
26. I like thrift stores.
27. I like sleeping naked.
28. I'm a weird person.
29. I wish I spent more time with my friends.
20. I want to accomplish more of the goals I've set for myself.
31. I love new bed sheets.
32. I write terribly boring livejournals.
33. I wish I had a job I loved.
34. I need to work out more.
35. I love waking up early and going to bed late.
36. When I die, I want to buried on the moon.
37. I'd also like to finish school too.
38. I would love to run my own restaurant.
39. My parents are married.
40. I love making people happy.
41. I need to stand in front of the Great Pyramids before I die.
42. I want to study overseas.
43. I don't mind getting shots.
44. I like to sleep. so so much
45. If George W. Bush is elected president in 2004, I don't think I will be able to handle it.
46. I feel as though few people understand me. only select few.
47. I spend too much time thinking.
48. I wish I had people to dance with.
49. I often feel like a clueless, naive person. clueless is good.
50. I'm insane. haha
51. I sleep in the fetal position.
52. I've never had a job at Target.
53. I want to own an apartment in NYC. And be just like Friends.
54. I love having people read to me.
55. I love being in the Flower Club.
56. I want to be cremated.
57. I am not a good musician, but wish I was.
58. I enjoy talking in front of large groups of people.
59. I don't like the President.
60. I've been to Germany.
61. I would like to be a marine biologist. it would be fun
62. I saw a UFO once. haha do my dreams count?
63. I never wish I could turn my mind off.
64. I love being creative.
65. I would like to be fluent in another language.
66. I love Queer Eye for the Straight Guy.
67. I've never told anyone all of my secrets.
68. I hate it when people around me are sad. Makes me sad.
69. One can never have too many picture frames.
70. I sing, but not well.
71. I love the rain.
72. I wish I had better grammar.
73. I wish I owned more pictures.
74. I love WINE.
75. I wish I was a real English Lady.
76. I wish I could paint.
77. I like to read.
78. I can go to a bookstore and be there for hours.
79. I might never get married.
80. I like massages.
81. I hope there is contact between humanity and extraterrestrials before I die. then i can found out if I really was switched at birth.
82. Ben and Jerry's ice cream is the best.
83. I think I think too much.
84. I am in love with my friends. friends are great!
85. I love learning new things.
86. I like to sleep under a bunch of blankets.
87. I love my room.
88. While I've had some close calls, I've never met anyone who really reminds me of me.
89. I wish more people paid attention to the news.
90. I was a waitress and it was the worst year of my life.
91. I wish I could live in my own house.
92. I wish I was Irish. lol, so i can say.. kiss me, i'm irish!
93. I wish I could spend my entire life traveling.
94. I like old buildings.
95. I think hating someone based on their gender, ethnicity, or sexual preference is stupid.
96. I love the night sky!!!
97. I'm confident.
98. I have lots of regrets, and never believe people who tell me they have none.
99. I don't want any children.
100. I love my hair.

i dare ya.


:: 2004 26 July :: 1.07 am

[Current Clothes] tshirt + sweatpants [pjs]
[Current Mood] tired
[Current Music] tv
[Current Taste] naddda
[Current Hair] pulled back in a pony tail
[Current Annoyance] my head hurts
[Current Favorite Artist] i dunno
[Current Desktop Picture] take a sip of summer picture
[Current CD in CD Player] no idea
[Current DVD in Player] no idea
[Current Refreshment] naddda
[Current Worry] i'm not sure
LAST PERSON...
[You Touched] scotts dreads
[You Talked To] troy
[You Hugged] austin
[You Kissed] zach
[You Instant Messaged] ben
[You Yelled At] my dad
FAVORITE...
[Food] mexican
[Drink] umm i don't know
[Color] green & black/pink
[Album] authority zero
[Shoes] flip flops or just plain tennis shoes
[Candy] reeses
[TV Show] ah, mtv shows
[Movie] lots of them.. the butterfly effect
[Dance] polka.. jk
[Song(s)] I have way too many to list...
[Cartoon] i dunno, finding nemo
ARE YOU...
[Understanding] yes
[Open-minded] yes
[Insecure] yep
[Interesting] u tell me
[Random] yes
[Hungry] always
[Friendly] mmhmm
[Smart] street smart
[Moody] mhmm
[Childish] can be
[Hard-working] when i want to be
[Organized] yes
[Healthy] meh i try to be
[Emotionally Stable] *shrugs*
[Shy] depends, but more often than not no
[Difficult] nah
[Attractive] u tell me
[Bored Easily] yeeah
[Messy] can be when i'm lazy
[Thirsty] yes
[Responsible] yeah
[Obsessive] depends
[Angry] if ya piss me off yeah =)
[Sad] depends on the day
[Happy] usually
[Hyper] usually
[Trusting] yep
[Talkative] if i want to be
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[Kill] bad people =)
[Slap] your ass, biitch!
[Look Like] me
[Talk To Offline] idk
[Talk To Online] idk
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Pictured Your Crush Naked?] why, yes!
[Been In Love?] yeah..
[Cried When Someone Died?] i haven't really had anybody close to me die
[Lied] noo, neevverrr... that's obvious, we all lie, yeah
WHICH IS BETTER...
[Coke Or Pepsi] both
[Flowers Or Candy] flowers
[Tall Or Short] tall
[Spell your first name backwards]: nosila
[3 words that sum you up]: meeh. blehh. rahhh?
[Describe your wallet]: gray & roxy + in need of a new one
[Describe your pillow cover]: blue and hmm, blue!
[Describe your coffee cup]: one of them old style rounded white with the 70's green and orange stripes around the top, yo
[Describe your shoes]: broken in
[CD in stereo right now]: none
[Describe your hair]: long, different colors, and thin
[In your head]: blood and brians and mushy stuff?
[Eating/Drinking]: noootinhg, stop askign!
[Something you're looking forward to]: getting paid or going shopping or having plans
[The last thing you ate]: a BBQ & mac and cheese
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: after high school and other things possibly too
[Do you like candles?]: i do
[Do you believe in a thing called love?]: yes
[Do you believe in soul mates?]: yes
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]: yes, when it's proven to later on
[Do you believe in forgiveness?]: yeah
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: dogs & a kitty
[Name 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to]: minneapolis, california or new york
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: psh too much to list
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: school stuff, cars, and other things
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: yep
[In the last 24 hours, have you cried?]: nope
[In the last 24 hours, have you gotten sick?]: nope
[In the last 24 hours, have you sang?]: at work yep
[In the last 24 hours, have you eaten?]: yep
[In the last 24 hours, have you felt stupid?]: lol yeah, but not really
[In the last 24 hours, have you hugged someone?]: nope
[In the last 24 hours, have you wanted to tell someone you loved them?]: yeah..
[In the last 24 hours, have you met someone new?]: nope
[In the last 24 hours, have you talked to someone you have a crush on?]: nope
[In the last 24 hours, have you fought with your parents?]: yep
[In the last 24 hours, have you dreamt about someone you can't be with?]: yes
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower?]: wallflower
[What type of automobile do you drive?]: a kneeee-yooonnn, a bluuueee oonnee, who came into the world in the year 1997.
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: friends
[Do you attend church?]: every so often
[Do you like being around people?]: yeah, too much
[Who have you known the longest?]: my family?
[Who do you always get along with?]: dunno
[Who has the coolest siblings?]: i dunno
[Who is the smartest?]: why?
[Who is your hero?]: you baby.
[Who is your rival?]: uh... i don't think i have one.
[What time is it now?]: 11:51pm
[What are you planning to do later?]: talk, read, sleep
[What do you hear right now?]: wheel city auto commerical
[What was the last thing you watched on TV?]: the assistant on mtv

i dare ya.

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