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:: 2004 15 October :: 1.24 pm
:: Music: Deftones - RX Queen

1 - YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of a snack food you ate last + Grandfather's first name): Jerky John

2 - YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant): Yahoo Olive Garden

3 - EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot): Ketchup Michigan

4 - SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied): Jenitals Toledo

5 - FLY GIRL ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): J.Spa

6 - ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen): Candy Cane Vodka

7 - DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School): Puppy Wood

8 - BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): Jerky Mike's

9 - SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived): Marie Pasadero

10 - LOVER ALIAS: (Favorite Baked Good + Last Bf/Gf Last Name): Cookie Nickel

11 - GREASE ALIAS: (Favorite Expletive + Last Word of Last Movie Seen): Anus Dirt

..Okay so only 7 and 11 were actually funny.

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:: 2004 11 September :: 10.12 pm

I am PROUD.

I am proud of being an American citizen.

I am proud of the fact that as I lay silent--lips sealed in fear that if I speak the wrong word, utter something that disagrees with the majority of the public, I will be punished and terrorized and branded as "unpatriotic"--my rights and liberties are being taken away.

I am proud of being an American citizen: I am proud of the fact that, when I am old and decrepit, I will have no health insurance and social security to fall back upon.

I am proud of the fact that my children will die as martyred innocents in future gang wars that were caused because gun control laws slowly dwindled away and became nonexistent.

I am proud of being an American citizen.

I am proud of the fact that I must learn to fear my neighbors because if what I say doesn't agree with them and the governmental administration, I will be reported. I am proud of the Patriotic Act and the fact that my right of free speech has been taken away from me.

I am proud of the fact that I have the ability to watch the brothers of my friends pick up their weapons to fight in a war that no longer has any meaning.

I am proud of the fact that soon I, too, will be required to pick up my own weapon to fight in a war in which I will die, blood running from gunshot wounds, as red as the stripes in our nation's flag.

I am proud to be living in a country where the words "justice," "liberty," and "equality" are still ideals that we have yet to achieve.

I am proud of the fact that I now have the ability to stand in an emergency room and watch as a gay man desperately tries to plead with the ward's head nurse to see his partner, but is denied access because he is not the other's "spouse."

I am proud of being an American citizen, for that means that other countries will look upon me with disgust and hatred.

I am proud of being an American citizen, for that means that I have the God-given right to disregard international policies that took years to create. I am proud of the fact that this disregard and high-handedness will soon lead to misunderstandings, chaos, and--eventually--war.

I am proud of the fact that I will die of lung disease, caused by the pollution in the atmosphere, because the government decided that drilling for oil was more important than preserving our environment.

I am proud.

I am proud to be an American citizen, because the America that I was promised still remains a dream that I cherish with all of my heart and soul.

This nation that I live in now denies everything that "America" is supposed to represent. This is not my America. This should be no one's America.

I am not proud to be an American citizen.

-- Bryanna Sandoval

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:: 2004 11 September :: 5.21 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: The TV in the other room.

Today has completely lost it's meaning.

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:: 2004 9 September :: 9.09 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Hate This Place

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Type your username with your:
nose: quenya {Skill, man.}
elbow: bn bvbn bn ghghhnjjkhjjk {I wish my keyboard was a piano.}
tongue: No.
chin: qwyuerrnjagysfj {Ahahah I feel retarded.}
feet: qwyuerbntya
eyes closed and one finger: quenya
back of my hand: qyuehntyasd
palm: gyft btr6sw3 hu3rxsw xsw3sw
mouse: qwyuernyas
wrist: qyqyebtaYA

I have great skills.

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:: 2004 3 September :: 10.15 pm

EVERYBODY DANCE


A bleeding anus cloud, who'd a thunk it. They make plugs for that, you know.
Take this quiz!

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:: 2004 25 August :: 5.11 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: Audioslave - Like a Stone

I sort of have a headache and I'm tired and hot because suddenly.. it got warm. Ick. I long for cold, suprisingly enough.
Yeah this journal was pointless. I'm trying.

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:: 2004 17 August :: 5.08 pm
:: Mood: calm

Happy Birthday, Brian!

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:: 2004 1 August :: 5.07 pm
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - The Wretched

Okay. So I really need to update more, hm?

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:: 2004 2 May :: 6.34 pm

So, I met a guy online and I think I like him... but he has a girlfriend.

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:: 2004 3 April :: 8.54 pm
:: Music: Radiohead

I'm sick of being made fun of by people at school.
I'm sick of my step-brother making fun of my looks.
I'm sick of my sisters getting everything and I left out.
I'm sick of my mom putting my step-dad before her own daughter.
I'm sick of being alone..

I HATE this..

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:: 2004 25 March :: 4.52 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Motion Picture Soundtrack - Radiohead

I miss you so much..

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:: 2004 11 March :: 4.41 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails

Sweet sixteen.

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:: 2004 11 February :: 1.37 am
:: Music: A Perfect Circle

You mouth your favorite words as I drag my teeth across your skin.

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:: 2004 25 January :: 6.36 pm

I guess I'm going to be around more..

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:: 2003 25 December :: 4.45 am

Happy Christmas.

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:: 2003 1 June :: 4.32 pm

Doubt I'll be around much..

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:: 2003 25 March :: 4.14 am

I'm going to wake up tomorrow and he'll be here..

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:: 2003 19 March :: 10.11 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Swing Swing - All-American Rejects

I thought I wrote yesterday night.. infact, I can't remember yesterday night. Strange eh? I have a massive headache, and my stomch is acting up again. I might throw up so I'm gonnagoooo.

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:: 2003 11 March :: 1.07 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: vgbhjgl;hkj;dflhj

I AM OFFICALLY 15!

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:: 2003 4 March :: 4.06 pm
:: Mood: sigh
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - We're In This Together Now


Look at that FATTY. I'm so ugly..
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:: 2003 1 March :: 7.02 pm
:: Music: Tool

Go read something useful: click.

I laugh at you and throw hot peppers on your face.

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:: 2003 26 February :: 10.53 pm
:: Mood: In love?
:: Music: Here's to the Night - Eve 6

All my time is froze in motion,
Can't I stay an hour or two, or more?
Don't let me let you go..
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well.

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:: 2003 14 February :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Deftones - Passenger

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:: 2003 11 February :: 11.23 am
:: Mood: blissfull
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - A Warm Place

I love this song..
I got to stay over at Dustn's house last night. I'm glad I did.. we spent 3 hours on the backstep. I can't descrive what I feel when I'm with him..everything sort of melts away andI don't care about anythign but us. I dont xcare about my looks or my problems, I jsut love the feeling I gwet when he holds my hand or talks or sits next to me.

I'll write later..

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:: 2003 27 January :: 1.11 am
:: Mood: mellow

The time is 1:11.
You're always there for me. You're the only one I can talkto and you make me feel wanted.No matter how annoyed or angry you might be at me or someone else, youre still there..you still let me cry and talk to you, and you make things right..

..thank you..

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:: 2003 14 January :: 4.12 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Blurry - Puddle of Mudd

Today's been better.I went to Michigan for a family reunion at Luna Pier. My mom's seemed fine, but I can tell she's still mad at me.:\ IO tried talking to her but she ignores me. She let me bring dustin with, though.. so him and I went to the beach.It was really cold, but him and i just huddled together and watched the waves for a bit, then decided it wastoo cold so we went inside. xD

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:: 2003 13 January :: 3.31 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - Gave Up

I think she hates me sometimes.She yellwd atr me in public.. then threw he keys at me.People were staring.. I hope shes happy. I hate this..

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:: 2003 3 January :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: shocked

Oh my god..about 20 min ago thisguy wanted inside my house! He said it was about the cable.I told him about how everything is fine and he couldn't come in. And by the way his breath stank and how he talked, I think he was high or drunk. :x He tried to walk nside but I shut the door on him and locked it. Damn luck I have.. I couldn't find the phone and Dustin was all worried about mesince I told him someone was at the door online. Plus, I tripped and pulled out the phoneline and it ssigned me off. I guess that's a good thing because dustin told his dad and his dad came over and got the guy to leave, then called the poliec.He could of been a rapist!!! There's been so many of thosereported on the toledo news here lately. :( Dustin was so concerned...it's nice to have afriend like him.

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:: 2002 23 December :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Christmaaaaaas!!

Wow! I haven't updated in a long time.Sorry! D: well.. christmas is almost here!!! Have a wonderufl holiday!!

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:: 2002 11 September :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: ..

One year ago today we were attacked...Everyone at school stood outside the bell and we had a remeberance ceremony. Dustin and I just had our arms around eachother and I was crying a little:\

If you know someone who died that day, I give you the best sympahty I can....

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