:: 2009 15 December :: 6.03 pm

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING
ALMOST DONE!!!!!! XDDD
I just have yet to get a three things for Ry and 2 for Rosey.
And then I'm all set! Now to do the wrapping!

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:: 2009 1 August :: 4.29 pm

Who's the fucking bitch?
I love how people act like they are so fucking perfect while they blame everyone else for the things they lack... like beauty, intelligence, and health insurance... Hmmm :)



I went to Cabella's today. It was the most disgusting place I've ever been. I don't think I've ever wanted to kill as many people in one place as I ever have before. What the fuck is the point of killing an animal, gutting it, stuffing it, and mounting it on your wall? It's not like it's aesthetically pleasing... it's not like it's art... it's just a stupid fucking "trophy" of your stupidity and selfishness. I FUCKING HATE for-sport hunting. Hense, why I am so happy that other guy won vice-presidency. That dumb bitch whore.

I don't fit in at all with Ryan's family. They're so republican and frustrating. I went to the lake yesterday with them and his step-father was talking shit about "tree-huggers" restricting his area to drive his dirt bike. I could have chewed his god damned head off and argued my point so well he would have been cowering and frustrated to all hell. And then decided... hmm... maybe I'll be civil and bottle it up so no ill-felt feelings would need to be in the camp....
But I fucking CAN'T STAND not expressing my passion. On ANY issue I feel is important to me...

It makes me sad ;(


Other than that, I've decided to have a huge party. I'm not sure when it will happen, but I want it to be amazing. And invite everyone I know... who is decent... which pretty much leaves out one HUGE DOUCHE-BAG BITCH who I spoke about earlier in the post :)

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:: 2009 30 July :: 11.02 pm

Eww.
I HATE hot, sticky weather. It fucking irritates the hell out of me.
Ryan asked me a question the other day:
If not me, who is the next person you would sleep with?

I took a while to think about it. Over all I think, I wouldn't really want to sleep with her, I just want to squeeze Jen's ginormous boobs. OLOLOLOLOL... But don't we all? I haven't seen her in a while. No girl crush or anything. And it's not like I payed super big attention to them. I just appreciate big boobs... as most people probably do.


So yes, there's that... and...


I like spending money. It's a horrible trait I share with so many others. I like spending money on other people. It's got me in a horrible position right now of not necessarily being able to pay for all my bills :/ But I did so happen to by a few gifts... One for Anna, one for Celeste, and one for Lizzie. I think I'll make it best girlfriends day soon... so that I can give the presents to them.

I also can't stand people spending money on me. Ryan's dad is in town for his 21st birthday and he just today spent probably over $100 on the both of us. Meals and a movie and what-not. It makes me feel so effing uncomfortable. I have 3 more days of this ahead. Tomorrow we are going to Lake Roosevelt so I don't really have to worry too much. Though Ryan's mom is going to spend food on me and I don't like that either... And my dad had to buy me gorceries the other night because I didn't have the money for it T.T

As far as Ryan's birthday is concerned, I've spent way too much on that and keep on spending because I don't want his parents to pay for everything. I already have gotten him Armani and Fossil sunglasses, an O'neil cap, another Dan Abnett book, lots of food, and like... 10 other presents for his birthday Sunday. I'm determined not to spend anymore on him this weekend, with the exception of buying him a drink on the big day. It's of course not his fault. He always says no, but I insist... because I want to make him happy... even though he is already... I just like doting on others.

Which reminds me, mom needs a new purse...
And... Silverwood on Saturday will be murder because I don't want anyone to pay for me. I wonder if they let you bring food into the park...?

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:: 2009 28 July :: 11.38 pm

Feeling accomplished :)
I cleaned the ENTIRE apartment today. Vacuuming, surfaces, dusting, sweeping, dish washing, EVERYTHING... but laundry (which I'm going to take care of tomorrow) It smells so nice in here. And everything is so nice :)))

This is a very happy day.
Now if only Ryan's other presents can get her in time for me to wrap them for Sunday! PAR-TAY!!!

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:: 2009 24 July :: 8.59 am

Apartment
We found a lovely two bedroom apartment :)
It's on 36th and Regal and it has all new vinyl and carpeting, 1 and 1/2 baths, free extra storage, new lights, new switches, it's amazing! It's on the same bus route as my coworker Megan so we're going to ride it together to work. And it's right around a major shopping area (Lincoln Heights). I make plenty to live there and our manager loves Obama!

We're going to move in around the 5th and I'm planning on a totally awesome, amazing house warming party! I hope you're gonna be there ;)

I'm excited! But our roommate Stefan bailed on us. I'm bummed about that. He broke his transmission or something. So I suggested to Anna if she ever needs to get away from all those people crowding up her apartment, to come to mine! ;D



In other news, I can't wait to have a stiff drink. My father is bitching to me about how much I'm spending on this new place and really stressing me out. T.T I hope it all goes well though.

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:: 2009 21 July :: 10.40 pm
:: Mood: gloomy

grumble
I don't think this is going very well... and it's taking a tole on me and my mind, mental state, health, body and everything. I just feel upset and irritated all the time. And I'm sick of it :(
It's never a good time to do it... so how do I?

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:: 2009 20 July :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: energetic

So...
We found a roommate. I'm really excited actually. You wouldn't think it because I haven't talked to Stefan in a really long while... and before he could be annoying at times... But I'm so happy to be living with someone I trust, not just another random roommate. What I mean by that, is I know he won't steal from me and I know he will hold to his word when it comes to the rent.

I also am excited because once we find an apartment, we can have a house warming par-tay!!! Plus this way, we have to keep the apartment clean and tidy, we have to always smell nice, and we can have tons of friends over (currently is lack of space, keeping us anti-social).

So I'm super psyched. And I hope the apartment is perfect. And the par-tay is a blast. And I'll invite everyone I love!

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:: 2009 19 July :: 10.19 am
:: Mood: groggy

Fun night
Last night was a blast. I went out with Miss Anna.
I had to get a few drinks in me before I made a fool of myself on the dance floor. We went to Irv's and to Dempsy's. Gay bars are fun. You don't have to worry about anything. Not to mention Anna had her hands all over me. She was trashed though... so I don't hold it against her XP
The drag show was bomb. I wasn't sure if all of them were gay or bisexual or lesbians or even straight.... but then again, are drag queens straight when they dress up as women? I'm not sure XD

It was fun though.
And no huge hangover. SCORE!

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:: 2009 18 July :: 12.13 am
:: Mood: content

...
My favorite books of all time are in fact the Harry Potters.
I was just re-reading some of the insightful quotes present in the series and they are so... amazing. And truthful. And beautiful.

I love them.

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:: 2009 16 July :: 11.44 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

>:(
Wow, that upsets me. Anyways...

I'm looking for a roommate now. It could possibly be a coworker, however, I would like for it to be someone who I trust a bit more. Plus she's beautiful and I don't know about her living with me and Ryan.

Anyways, life is fairly hectic right now. I got an account today! And what's more, it wasn't Julius! XD I did it all on my own! Props for Lauren. So I'm excited about that, yet I still don't love my job. I want something not-so-retail oriented. But I'm reconnecting with Heath since he was my manager last Christmas season and it's enjoyable. He's Sus' age. I find it easy to converse with guys of that age, simply because they are quite a bit more mature than some others... However talking with guys a bit younger is a bit more entertaining... less mentally stimulating... I had a discussion with Shane and Rocky last night and don't remember much of anything important being said... with crazy laughing going on.

I like Shane's new tattoo a lot. I felt the raised ink and scabbing. It makes me want mine that much more. *sigh*


I have a list of things to do before I die somewhere...
Some of which includes...
1. Get a tattoo *check*
2. Get a dog *check*
3. Own a house (with a big garden)
4. Have children
5. Get married
6. Fly in a hot air balloon over Europe
7. Scuba dive in a tropical paradise (must include sharks and giant sea turtles)
8. See a whale close up *check*
9. Visit just Italy for at least 2 weeks (see amazing artwork)
10. Visit the rest of Europe [a little less important] (but must see Gothic architecture)
11... there was one more I can't quite remember... I guess we'll see :)

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