The Shit Happening in my Life

The Shit Happening in my Life

ears	:: 2004 24 December :: 9.54am Happy Christmas Eve!!! 2 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 23 December :: 10.51pm It doesn't feel like X-mas to me. I wish it did. Everyone else is in the spirit except me. I want the spirit!!! Maybe I'll have it tomorrow. I will be X-mas eve after all. How is everyone doing??? 11 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 23 December :: 1.09am 4 to go. 1 comment \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 11.43pm I have downed a whole case of Bawls. 24 of them. I just bought 6 more. I'm going for 30. I have become quite well know around here. I am the Bawls master. No one can suck more Bawls than me. 6 comments \| leave a comment

ears

:: 2004 22 December :: 9.47pm

20 down. 4 to go. Jackie just left. We had fun. It was nice to see her again. She got me an anime manga. Battle Vixens. Ther's a hot chick on the cover. Niiiiice. *wink wink*

I can't play DDR anymore because I feel weird playing. It's like I'm watching it but not playing, yet I look down and my legs are moving. But they are doing bad. Now they started tingling when i typed "legs". This is better than weed. Not. Or is it?

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ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 8.26pm 17 now. 7 left to go. 2 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 6.46pm Over 1/2 way done. 12 left to go. 2 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 3.37pm I've had 6 Bawls already. 1/4 of the way done. 2 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 2.06pm So it begins. I just bought a case of Bawls. I'm gonna be here awhile. Any one want to come? 1 comment \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 22 December :: 12.32pm I'm going to eDen in a little bit if anyone wants to join me. It'd be nice to see some of y'all again. I'll probably be there all day. I'll give a ride if someone needs it. Just give me a call on my cellphone (443-1420). Hope to see you there. leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 21 December :: 7.32pm Here I sit at eDen, playing DDR. Why haven't you showed up Jackie? You too Kelly. I'm having fun, nonetheless. Jacob and Raechel just left. Now I'm by myself. How's y'all doing? How's X-mas vacation? 9 comments \| leave a comment

ears	:: 2004 18 December :: 11.32am That one didn't even last 24 hours. I think that tells me something about myself. At least now I don't have to quit smoking. That would have been very hard to do. But it would have been worth it. For her anyway. 9 comments \| leave a comment

ears

:: 2004 15 December :: 8.10pm

Truth springs from argument amongst friends.

It is difficult to say who do you the most mischief: enemies with the worst intentions or friends with the best.

It is not so much our friends' help that helps us as the confident knowledge that they will help us.

True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance.

It's the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter.

I have no trouble with my enemies. But my goddamn friends,...they are the ones that keep me walking the floor nights.

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ears

:: 2004 13 December :: 5.47pm
:: Mood: Fucked

What has happened to this group?

I remember days of smiles and laughter. Just hanging around the group made it feel like warm, spring days. Even in the middle of winter. When a friend had a problem we helped each other. We were a team. We were friends. When I was having problems with my mom and moved out, 2 people were there for me. 2. Only one of them is in the group. Kyle was there in a time of need for me. I can't thank him enough for that. I feel like I owe him my life. Thanks Kyle.

Now everyone seems so cold. Everyone is always depressed and has problems. Well guess what??? That's life. You need to get over the minor stuff. If you are having problems, talk to someone about it. Don't hold it in and mope around all of the time. Friends are here for a reason. To be there for each other. I remember when people used to get hugs without having to ask for it. We used to give hugs, never mind who you are, or who you dated or, who you have feelings for. I think that's why I've strayed away from the group. It makes me sick and unnerved to see what it has become.

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ears

:: 2004 11 December :: 4.52pm

Yesterday I went with Jacob and Raechel to Holland. We went to an arcade and played DDR. It kicked ass. It was nice playing on a metal pad. I did alright at first. Took awhile to get used to it though. Then we went to see Blade Trinity. That was good. Then we went back to play some more and suddenly I was doing a heck of a lot better. Like better than I've ever done. I was pretty happy. Got home at 11:45pm. Went to bed and slept better than I have in a long time. Had an interesting dream but I will not reveal it. Don't worry it wasn't sexual.(sickos) So what has everyone been doing this weekend?

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