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:: 2007 7 July :: 9.32pm

everyday it hits me harder.

:: 2007 6 July :: 12.03am

i feel like throwing up.

can i disappear now?

:: 2007 3 July :: 10.36am

this is the story of the boys who loved you
who love you now and loved you then
and some were sweet, some were cold and snuffed you
and some just laid around in bed
some had crumbled you straight to your knees
did it cruel, did it tenderly
some had crawled their way into your heart
to rend your ventricles apart
this is the story of the boys who loved you
this is the story of your red right ankle.

:: 2007 3 July :: 9.45am

cliff jumping

:: 2007 10 June :: 9.32pm

i miss you so much that it hurts my head.

:: 2007 8 June :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: sore

I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink
I'm so tired, my mind is on the blink
I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink
No,no,no.

I'm so tired I don't know what to do
I'm so tired my mind is set on you
I wonder should I call you but I know what you'd do

You'd say I'm putting you on
But it's no joke, it's doing me harm
You know I can't sleep, I can't stop my brain
You know it's three weeks, I'm going insane
You know I'd give you everything I've got
for a little peace of mind

I'm so tired, I'm feeling so upset
Although I'm so tired I'll have another cigarette
And curse Sir Walter Raleigh
He was such a stupid get

:: 2007 5 June :: 10.05am

"For I think it is Love,
For I feel it is Love,
For I'm sure it is nothing but Love!"

:: 2007 3 June :: 10.17pm

right now
i really want some oreos and peanut butter.

and loren.

:: 2007 19 May :: 11.42pm

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Take me back to the start

:: 2007 1 May :: 10.17am

my cheeks?
seriously?

AHAHAHA

<3

:: 2007 28 April :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: i feel like an asshole

someone should give me an amazing book to read.
and a really good hug.
and idk.
some nat king cole
or dean martin
or frank sinatra
albums.

idk.

i want to mellow out.

:: 2007 23 April :: 9.15am

"So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."

:: 2007 22 April :: 7.20pm

ahahahaha

strawberry milkshake oreos.

sldfjsldfkjlooksldkfjlskdjf

today was a good day.
:D

:: 2007 16 April :: 10.22am
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: dogs - page france

i really want to love him.

"and im not sure what happens
when everything here ends
but i hope its like they said
and i hope it never ends."

:: 2007 11 April :: 9.19am

i've been waiting for this moment all of my life,
but it's not quite right.

5 did | Tell me

:: 2007 9 April :: 6.25am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: anberlin

i dont want to go to school today
alkjblksjdjjosidu7u98s9

yuck
i better go do my homework.

:: 2007 30 March :: 7.55am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: safe and sound - azure ray

ahaha

man, i don't even understand where my dreams come from.
seriously
they don't make any sense at all.

anywayyyyyyyyyyy
eli's show is tonight
and i'm hoping to go with nicole and morgan.
and i want to hang out with loren today
so he can come to.

umm....

springbreak much?
indeed.
about damn time.

:: 2007 26 March :: 8.54am

i keep having these wicked awesome dreams
and they're all stuck on the tip of my tongue

but maybe thats best.
cause who knows if you would think it was wicked awesome

you know what you should check out though?
"Wincing the Night Away"
The new Shins album.
its rad
'specially Australia.

so like,
go listen
NOW!

ps. im so happy.
and its good
and uggh....

NICOLE COMES BACK WEDNESDAY
I GO TO SEATTLE ON SUNDAY (with nicole :D)
AND DLFJKSLDFJDLSFKJ
oh yeah.

dig it?
cause i do.

3 did | Tell me

:: 2007 23 March :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: the format

had the strangest dream last night about hypodermic needles.
and that shout song by otis day....

anyway.. here are some photos:

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:: 2007 22 March :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: mischievous

so, thanks to christina
i've listened to journey

and now
its stuck in my head
forever

just a small town girl, living in a lonely world
she took the midnight train going anywhere
just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit
he took the midnight train going anywhere

and then there's this fucking wicked guitar part.

ahhh

journey, i wonder why i never listened to them before......

HA.

:: 2007 19 March :: 7.23am
:: Mood: sick

So, here are some photos from days I've missed:

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6 did | Tell me

:: 2007 19 March :: 7.00am

"I have finally met someone who doesn't care what's on a pizza they plan to consume. Excluding (I'm sure) items you can't regularly get in a normal upstanding pizza establishment. Nope, no codpiece apples on that here pizza."

i guess this is some great skill?
haha
i just like pizza.

:: 2007 12 March :: 5.28am
:: Mood: angry

i really hate my computer.

last night i had 200mb of free space
and now i only have 1.96...
i didnt even put anything on my freaking computer

sdlfjeoifjseoijfsldkfj

and i dont even save any documents on my computer sldkfjldkfj

WHERE IS IT ALL GOING!?!?!?
I WANT TO SMASH THIS PIECE OF SHIT.

wtf... i want a new hard drive..

3 did | Tell me

:: 2007 11 March :: 8.39am
:: Mood: sad

d4
i forgot to post yesterday.
:S
oh wellllll

these things happen, especially when you're busy watching breakfast at tiffany's.

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:: 2007 9 March :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: hopeful

d3

i hardly touched my camera all day, but this is what i got.
i didn't feel much today.

im kind of pissed at eli. :S

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:: 2007 8 March :: 6.15pm
:: Mood: content

d2

today was a fun day and i'm glad i got to enjoy it with a wonderful boy named jordan
he wrote me a beautiful song, about my hair and my brothers sweater.
it was lovely.

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2 did | Tell me

:: 2007 7 March :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: scared

d1
uggh.... im so glad that ~~spring~~ winter quarter is almost over. seriously. lskdjf blah
im so tired of school, and i am so ready to be ungrounded.

blah blah blah....

i dont know what to say.

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:: 2007 6 March :: 6.23am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: the sweets - the yeah yeah yeahs

he doesnt want to
he needs to.

come on.

:: 2007 4 March :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: anxious

im having a hard time breathing.

alsdkjf lskdfjsldkfj

panic attacks slkdfjslkdfj blahh

anyway

life is weird as of late
mostly involving the police

:: 2007 28 February :: 7.41pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: sufjan stevens

"Don't know about you.

But I believe every detail is a part of the picture. Leaving no stone unturned.

I also believe that your choice of title suggests where the words are coming from. And that the comment is part of the whole.

And yet, what has always intrigued me about all this are the stones themselves, and the unsaid carved into them, glowing faintly in the corner of my mind's eye.

It's opening a book for the first time and reading the ever mysterious dedication.

It's the first thought you have after saying goodbye.

It's the possibility that some day in some way that perfect stranger understands your perfect thought.

It's listening for secrets in the music.

I like that stone alot."