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:: 2006 20 February :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: bored

The Impossible

My dad chased monsters from the dark
He checked underneath my bed
An he could lift me with one arm
Way up over top of his head
He could loosen rusty bolts
With a quick turn of his wrist
He pulled splinters from his hand
And never even flinched
In thirteen years Iíd never seen him cry
But the day that grandpa died,i realized

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
Iíve learned to never underestimate
The impossible

And then there was my junior year
Billy had a brand new car
It was late,the road was wet
I guess the curves was just too sharp
I walked away without a scratch
They brought the helicopter in
And billy couldnít feel his legs
Said heíd never walk again
But billy said he would and his mom and daddy prayed
And the day we graduated,he stood up to say:

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
Iíve learned to never underestimate
The impossible

So donít tell me that itís over
Donít give up on you and me
ícos thereís no such thing as hopeless
If you believe:

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
Iíve learned to never underestimate
The impossible
Joe Nichols

Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 18 December :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Away in a Manger

The Birth of Jesus
In the town of Nazareth lived a young woman named Mary. She was engaged to marry a carpenter named Joseph. He was a good man and was a descendant of King David. Mary would often stop in the doorway of Joseph's shop to say hello. Mary and Joseph loved each other very much, and they looked forward to sharing a long and happy life together.

Long before Mary and Joseph had even been born, one of God's prophets made a very important promise to the world. The prophet said, "An unmarried woman will have a baby boy, and he will be called Immanuel which means 'God is with us.' "

One day, Mary was busy at home when God sent the angel Gabriel to see her. "You are a blessed woman," Gabriel said. "God loves you very much." Even though Gabriel was bringing Mary good news, she was so afraid she couldn't speak. Then Gabriel told her, "Do not worry, Mary. God is pleaded with you. You will have a son and you must name him Jesus. He will be called the son of God. He will have a kingdom that will never end."

Mary asked the angel Gabriel, "How can this happen? I'm not married."

Gabriel answered, "God's Holy Spirit will make it happen. Nothing is impossible for God."

Mary thought a moment then said, " I want to please God. If this is what God wants ,then let it be."

Joseph soon heard that Mary was going to have a baby, and he was upset. He still loved her very much, but he decided it would be best to call off their marriage.

One night while Joseph was asleep, an angel from God spoke to him in a dream. "Joseph go ahead and marry Mary. The baby she is going to have is from God's Holy Spirit. After the baby is born, name him Jesus. That means he will save his people from all the wrong things they have done." When Joseph woke up, he went to see Mary to tell her about the wonderful dream he had had. They were married soon after that.

About this same time, the emperor of the country ordered everyone to go to their family's hometown to be listed for tax records. Joseph's family was from a town called Bethlehem, so he and Mary needed to go there to be counted.

They started off on the long journey to Bethlehem. Mary rode on a donkey, and Joseph walked along at her side. The trip was very hard, especially for Mary, because it was time for the baby to come. Finally, they arrived in Bethlehem. Many other people had also come there to be listed for the tax records. The town was very crowded with visitors.

Joseph tried to find a place that he and Mary could stay in for the night, but the inn had no room for them. Finally, Joseph took Mary to a stable because the baby was coming. There she gave birth to a child. She and Joseph named their newborn son Jesus, just as the angels had told them.

Mary wrapped the baby in wide strips of cloth she had brought from home. She gently laid Jesus in an empty manger, a place where the animals ate. Joseph and Mary were very happy.

That same night some shepherds were guarding their sheep out on the hillsides near Bethlehem. All at once they saw an angel from God in the sky. Great light flashed down around them and they were very afraid.

But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I am bringing you wonderful news. This very night a Savior was born for you and your people. He is Christ the Lord. Go and see him. You will find him in a stable lying in a manger.

Suddenly the sky was full of angels who joined together to sing praises to God. "Glory to God in heaven and peace on earth to everyone who pleases God."

After the angels left, the shepherds were very excited. "Let us go to Bethlehem and see this wonderful child," they said to one another.

They went straight into town and found the new baby with Mary and Joseph. The shepherds told everyone they met what the angel had said out in the fields. Mary knew she would remember the shepherds' words about her child for a long time.

The shepherds went back to their sheep, singing thanks to God for the new baby as they went. Everything they had heard and seen was just as the angel had told them.

A little later some wise men who studied the stars came from the east. When they arrived in the city of Jerusalem, they began to ask questions. "Where is the baby who is born to be your king? We have followed his star from the east and we want to worship him."

When King Herod heard about their questions, he was worried. He wanted to be the only king in the land. He called together a group of important men and asked them, "Where will the Son of God be born?"

"In Bethlehem," they answered.

Then Herod called in the wise men and tried to trick them. "After you find the baby, come back and tell me so I can see him too," he said.

The wise men set off for Bethlehem, following the bright star all the way. The star stopped right over the place where Joseph, Mary, and the baby were staying. The wise men went in and knelt down to worship the new baby.

They opened their bags and took out gifts for him. They brought gold, frankincense-which smells like perfume-and myrrh, which is a spice that can be used as medicine. Mary and Joseph were surprised at these rich gifts for the child.

Later the wise men were warned in a dream not to return to King Herod and tell him about baby Jesus. So when they started toward home, they went a different way.

After the wise men had gone, an angel from God spoke to Joseph in a dream. "Get up! Take Mary and the child to Egypt now. Hurry, because King Herod is looking for the baby and will kill him." Joseph, Mary, and Jesus left that very night for Egypt. They stayed there until the wicked king had died.

Then Joseph took his family back to the town of Nazareth where Jesus grew from a baby to a young man. He became wise and strong and pleased God in all he did.

-Treasury of Bible Stories-

Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 3 December :: 9.36pm


Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 16 October :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: Really Confused about everything :(
:: Music: Black Label Society - In This River

quotes.. i was bored and was trying to get my mind off of some things

at this very minute ;;
someone is thinking of you.
someone cares about you.
someone misses you/wants to be with you.
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies with you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you

rester avec moi √ jamais.
( stay with me f o r e v e r )

i'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line even when the tears are streaming down my face, i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine."

Do you ever sit and think.... What if? What if you never said that first hello? What if your paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, Where would your life be? Better, Worse, Less confused, More confused, Happier, or Sadder?

she might not be the prettiest or the smartest
girl in the world ;; but she'd give anything to be
with you.

everytime i [ hear ] your name,
see you in the distance,
think about you, talk about you,
even dream about you
my H E A R T beats faster /
and i know that (( i'm in love )).

each of us represents a star in heaven. sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone, and sometimes..when we least expect it...we make someone else's dreams come true

Honestly, I don't care what anyone says. You're the one I want. It doesn't matter what they say. I'm not scared of that. I'm just scared that I'm going to share all my feelings with you, and you're just going to stare at me and the words won't mean a thing

You make me smile for the weirdest reasons, you make me laugh for no reason what-so-ever, but most of all, you make me love you

you see, he has this way of making you feel like your the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world when your sitting in his lap and his arms are wrapped around your waist, his head is on your shoulder and occasionally he kisses your cheek or neck for no reason.. just so you feel like the most beautiful, special, valuable thing in the world

come on just do it. tell me i`m amazing and why. tickle me even if i say stop , you know i love it. hold my hand . tell me i`m beautiful . tell me i`m the most amazing girl you know. tell me stupid jokes , whatever it takes to make me laugh . let me wear your clothes . do things that make me smile . when i start yellin at you, kiss me . kiss me on my forehead . kiss me in the rain . let me fall asleep in your arms .push me on swings and give me piggy back rides .call me .stay up with me all night on the phone . leave me unexpected notes saying how much i mean to you , and then we pinky promise that we`ll be together forever , & i`m holding you to it.

Him:I can`t wait to go to sleep.
Him:I just love my dreams.
Her:What are they about?


Best friends hang tough. They don't come with fragile stickers and aren't easily scared off, or ticked off. Best friends help you out whenever they can, make time for you even when they don't have any, and trust your friendship enough to say, "no". Best friends are cross-your-heart and hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever friends

Thinking of you is what brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you is what makes my heart race. Looking into your eyes makes me fall even more, but simply being with you is what I live for...i love you

eventually- all the pieces will fall into place
but until then- live for the moment Laugh
at confusion and know that e v e r y t h i n g
happens for a reason *`

I am not perfect..
but you make me want to be.

you're not friends because you sit together at lunch` or talk on the phone; or have matching flip-flops' or can recite each others wardrode. you're bestfriends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends. <33

i like that you ramble when you're nervous. i like
that i know that you ramble when you're nervous.
i like that i still make you nervous

i love you. i know that word is thrown around alot. but i truly believe i love you. my friends think you still like me. but even if you do, its not like it matters. you made a promise. and you're not the kind of guy to break a promise to himself. but that doesn't change how i feel. i love you. i know its love, because you're the only guy to see me for who i am, not what i look like or who i pretend to be. i know its love, because you act more like an older brother than a boyfriend, as protective as you are. i know its love, because, when i stare into your eyes, it feels like you're ripping away my every defense. but mostly, i know its love, because, after seeing me for who i am, being over-protective, and ripping away my defenses, i still cry, because i can't imagine what i did to deserve you. you may not be the best looking guy, and you may not always make me laugh, but you're my Prince Charming. my Knight in shining armor. my best friend. my rock star. my gift from God...

The greatest irony of life is knowing that- the only things in life
worth living for, are the same things worth dying

Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool, she'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. . tell her she looks BEAUTiFUL. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Get her mad then kiss her. =]. let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. kiss her in the rain. & When you fall in love with her. tell her. <3.*.

not tellin you how I feel that scares me.
its what you'll say back that does

I just want you to think of me,

And miss me, when we're apart,

I just want you to hold me and love me when we're together.
I want to be happy again and when I see you,
Be able to kiss you instead of give you a friendly hug.
Is that too much to ask?

I'm scared of everything.
I'm scared of what I've seen.
Of what I've done. Of who I am.
But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room
And never feeling for the rest of my life
The way I feel when I'm with you.
(Dirty Dancing)


Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convo's late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you're having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile

Whenever you feel a warm breeze against youÖ.
Thatís the kiss I blew to you

ok well im gonna go talk to people i reckon... ill most likely be back to put more later... Much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 3 October :: 12.04am
:: Mood: blank

This song just breaks my's so sweet and sad!

Read more..

Yeah...I just thought I would leave a cute little entry for all you non-friends of mine...haha.

whos ur craziest friend? Jessey & Ben
hyper? Jessey
pretty? Brittany or Bobbi
nice? Cierra
mean? well...we can all be mean at times
shyest? ehh, Bobbi
understanding friend? Bobbi & Tabi
listens? Tabi and Sarah
hottest? all of em ;]
uglyest? none of my friends are ugly!
shortest? Jessey and me...heh.
tallest? Brittany & Jenn
sportiest? Alan and Tabi
best nails? Jessey
best dressed? Alan and Cierra
best music choice? all of us? I dunno
best hair? Cierra
best drawer? ahh I dunno this one...
best smile? Bobbi & Cody
biggest house? Sarah and Alan
smallest house? Jenn
best basement for parties? no basement...but a cabin! Sarah
always has the best foods? Sarah
most dramatic? Sarah
always looks good in pictures? Alan
looks bad in pictures? I dunno...everyone looks bad in pics every now and then
strongest? Alan and prolly me, lol i dunno
skinniest? Sarah, flippin stick
smartest? All of em cept me!
dumbest? none of em are dumb
funniest? Ben and Jessey
can type the fastest? I can type pretty fast
in most clubs/activites? Alan
on most sport teams? Tabi & Summer
whos the best dancer? Joe and Alan
koolest car? Sarah
worst car? NOT BEN
has a cell phone? basically all of us except Benji
most likely to be famous? Alan
to be a movie star? I dunno
invent something? Ben
be a blue collar hick? Luke
live in another country? hopefully none!
stay in town with the parents after school? Tabi
go to college? all of us
go to the moon? Alan
be a soccer mom? Tabi
get married first? well, was gonna be me but now, prolly Tabi and Brad
last? Jenn or Bobbi
have the most kids? Me or Tabi
goes on the computer most? Me, Tabi and Ben
goes to the mall most? Sarah
never goes shopping? Tabi
likes movies the most? Me and Ben
reads alot? Alan...i guess?
goes on best vacations? me or Tabi
best person to party with? Luke
make out with? Joe

4 -- I want to be a professional | Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 29 September :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Sweet child of mine (dont know who its by)

do you remember?
when life was as easy

Close your eyes...And go back...

Before the Internet or ipods

Before semi automatics and crack

Before SEGA or Super Nintendo...

Way back...

I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

Red light, Green light.

Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Mother May I?

Red Rover

Freeze Tag

Hula Hoops

Running through the sprinkler

Happy Meals


Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who could forget Snick

Fat Albert, Road Runner, Smurfs, Picture Pages, G-Force & He-Man Wonder Woman

& Scooby Doo Underoos

Catchin' lightning bugs in a jar

Christmas morning...

Your first day of school

Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses

Climbing trees

Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck

A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

Jumpin' down the steps

Jumpin' on the bed

Pillow fights

Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt

Being tired from playin'

Your first crush...

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7UP" in the classroom Remember


That was the good ol' days

I'm not finished yet...

Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer

Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

Class Field Trips

When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.

When a quarter seemed like a fair allowance, and another quarter a Miracle.

When any parent could discipline any kid, or use him to carry

groceries, and nobody, not even the kid, thought a thing of it.

When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.

When being sent to the principal's office was nothing compared to the fate

that awaited a misbehaving student at home.

Basically, we were in fear for our lives but it wasn't because of drive by

shooting s, drugs, gangs...and all the crap going down today

Our parents and grandparents were a much bigger threat! And some of us are

still afraid of em!

Didn't that feel good, just to go back and say, "Yeah, I remember that!" hahahaha

I want to go back to the time when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo"

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big" rides at

the amusement park.

Getting a foot of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.

The worst embarrassment was being picked last for a team.

Water balloons were the ultimate, ultimate weapon.

Older siblings were the worst tormentors, but also the fiercest protectors.

If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!

Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...

Price is Right contestant


:: 2005 10 September :: 11.54pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Green day- When September Ends

Heres some things i found that i thought i would post to give you people something to read cause i dont know the next time ill actually update again

this is my tribute to all of those friends
the ones who arent whores, and sluts,
the ones who were always there through think and thin,
the ones who never gave up on you,
even when you gave up on yourself,
this is the tribute to all those friends,
the ones who try to understand what your going through,
from your tears to your cuts,
this is my tribute to all of those friends.. thank you guys.

Congratulations! You're not perfect! It's ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. But then, everybody's ridiculous sometimes, except perfect people. You know what perfect is? Perfect is not eating or drinking or talking or moving a muscle or making even the teensiest mistake. Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. Perfect is boring! So you're not perfect! Wonderful! Have fun! Eat things that give you bad breath! Trip over your own shoelaces! Laugh! Let somebody else laugh at you! Perfect people never do any of those things. All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are. But they're really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway. You should see them when they get the hiccups! Phooey! Who needs 'em? You can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person. Good people are hard to find nowadays. And they're a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week. ~Stephen Manes

May you get to Heaven a half hour before the Devil knows you're dead. ~Irish Proverb

however far away, i will always love you
however long i stay, i will always love you
whatever words i say, i will always love you

When you are a teenager...every little problem seems so much bigger than it really is...just think the next time you start to stress over the little this going to matter 5 years from now

If someone wants to be part of your life, theyíll make an effort to be in it.

You don't have to be somebody you're not. The trick is embracing who you are.

These scars will eventually fade, but I'll never forget the pain that put them there

I want to be... the smile, the first thought, the long drive or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want.. I want to be your perfection.

Sometimes the smallest things in life are the hardest to do

any guy can love a thousand girls.. but only a real guy can love one girl in a thousand ways.

You know when you're singing along with this song, and you know all the words coz you really love it. Then a train passes and a door closes, and you can't hear the music anymore, but you keep singing anyway. Then, when you can hear it again, you're still perfectly in time with it. Well, that's what love is.

a true friend is a person who is there for you through thick & thin. They donít judge
you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house. They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need & listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you. They stand up for you when others donít. Pretty much the greatest people God will ever give you.

<3 because of you i laugh a little harder, smile a lot more,&& cry a a much less <3

he'll look you straight in your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl in the world and for the first time in your life you will finally believe it.

It's amazing. some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

I'll be there when your sleeping && every hour your awake... I wanna hear your secrets, wanna share your worries;; wanna go the deepest;; don't wanna hurry... I wanna take a lifetime to memorize your face... wanna hold you closer, kiss you longer... wanna hear your heart beat stronger && stronger. Wanna know you all over............ til I know you by heart

it's those days where we sit around and do nothing. it's the moments we laugh so hard, we cry. it's the way we look at each other and know whats going through each others head it's those stupid pictures and the jokes. Those are the reasons we're best friends.

I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet, i finally found the one who makes me feel complete, it started over nothing, we started out as friends, it's funny how from simple things, the best things begin... <3<3<3

i don`t have the words to make you feel better; but i do have the arms to hug you, the ears to listen to whatever you wanna talk about and a heart that`s aching to see you smile again.

yeah, family's in the blood. But friends are in the heart.

you know, the greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all of your differences, flaws, and bad assets...yet they still love you with everything they have.

the truth is, we hide so we can be found.
we walk away to see who will follow, we
cry to see who will wipe away our tears &&
we let our hearts get broken to see who
will come & fix them <3


tell me i`m amazinq and why. tickle me even if i say stop, you know i love it. hold my hand. tell me i`m beautiful. tell me i`m the most amazing qirl you know. tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me laugh. let me wear your clothes. do thinqs that make me smile. when i start yellinq at you, kiss me. kiss my forehead. kiss me in the rain. let me fall asleep in your arms. push me on swings and give me piqqy back rides. call me. stay up with me all niqht on the phone. leave me unexpected notes sayinq how much i mean to you, and then we pinky promise that we`ll be toqether forever, & i`m holding you to it.

A boy and a girl. Best friends...they knew everything about one another, they helped each other out. And cheered each other up when they needed it. They called each other daily. And told each other what happened in their day. Together they'd hang out, and share priceless memories. When they were upset, they both knew the perfect person to call would be one-another. They would stand up. And help each other through it all..*They knew so much*..But what they didnt know was that they both were perfect for each other..

I know how it feels
to be on the |edge| of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would end

your friends are your release, they're who you have the most fun with, & yet when the going gets tough those people turn around & suddenly there not just making you laugh, they're being this rock & giving you all their advice, even though your so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you, your friends are in there, their influence is incredible, best friends are what you need most ..

<3 Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away. -Hitch <3

All of the best love stories have
one thing in common; ;you have
to go against all odds to get there. <33

theres only so much pain one teenage ;;
girl's heart can take & you my dear have
exceeded the limits.

boys will break your heart, friends will betray you, parents will seem too strict, and life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there's a purpose for these things to happen to us .. so keep your head up and your spirits high .. because if you don't .. life will just p a s s you by ..

Twenty years from now I am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. That person who lifted my
head when I was losing faith in myself. That
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
That one person who always knew what I was
feeling by the look on my face. That one person
who accepted who I was when everyone else
laughed in my face. That one person that
accepted every decision I made believing that
i'd make the right decision. That one person who
knew who I really was. That one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. My best friend.

is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me whats going on?

Tell me whats going on.
If you open your eyes youíll see
That something is wrong.

--simple planó

i want to be someone's last call of the night,
and their first thought in the morning. i want
those 5 hour conversations that end in "no,
you hang up first." i want the heart racing,
palm sweaty, "what's going to happen next"
moments. i want the hugs that you never
want to let go of and the stolen kisses that are
always the sweetest. but most importantly, i
just want to know someone considers me theirs

I could never forget the memories.
I could never forget the fun times.
I could never forget the conversations.
I could never forget the long nights.
I could never forget the phone calls.
I could never forget -- you. <3

if i could do anything it
would be to kiss you in the
middle of the street on the
rainiest day of the year. <3

I believe in love like I believe in God
You can`t touch it, you can`t see it
But you can feel it`s warmth <3

In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do...

every girl wants a "Prince Charming" .. and while that may be nice and all .. im thinking that id rather have the guy thats going to call me at 4am just to say hi and that he couldnt sleep because he missed me .. someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone .. because he wants to see how im really doing. because i said i was fine, but we both know im lying .. or the guy who will stay home on a Saturday night with me because im sick .. he'll bring me my favorite kind of candy .. even though i cant eat it because my stomach flips at the idea .. the guy- that one guy ... he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else .. but he'd be my hero .. my knight in shining armor.. anyone who'd stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair back while i puke .. thats a hero .. and a true love.

i can see your sad, even when you smile, even
when you laugh, i can see it in you eyes, deep
inside you wanna cry ..because you're scared

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never
mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

the only people that could hurt you
are the ones you love, cus if it wasn't
love, you wouldn't even care..

Nothing compares to the stomach ache you
get from laughing too hard with your bestfriends

... alright well i think thats enough to last you guys for a LONG time lol
oh yeah had a football game tonight and we lost... 42-12 (i think)

Much Love and God Bless Always
Kimberly Dawn!!!

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:: 2005 31 August :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: something on 106.3

well hum.... nothing big has happend beside me and patty are taking a break cause i need time.... there was the first game which we lost.. 40 to zero...... um.. Tabis Birthday was Saturday YAY go Tabi!!! happy latish birthday lol.....been having volleyball practice which really sucks this year i dont like it one bit.. cause SOMEONE is getin mad if we goof off.... she did it yesterday and i reckon today too.. im gonna have to tell her how it is cause she dont seem like someone i would like anyways so why not lol sounds like a good plan to me.... im ok if she ends up hating me..........theres a volleyball game tomorrow at southern....... umm... my classes aint to hard i have dewy 1st and chemistry 2nd and 3rd i have geometry and 4th i have spanish.. woohu fun stuff... alright welps thats it.. Much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 31 August :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Staind- Right Here

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

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:: 2005 28 August :: 12.52am
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: The Exies- Ugly

First Semester
1st period- World History, Mrs. Shaw
2nd period- Spanish II, Mrs. Gue
3rd period- Band II, Mrs. Schoon
4th period- CATS 10, Mrs. Kidwell

Second Semester
1st period- English 10, Mrs. Hagley
2nd period- Health, Mr. Grady
3rd period- PE, Mr. Kimble
4th period- Trigonometry, Mrs. Edmunds

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:: 2005 27 August :: 12.00am
:: Music: Weezer (Beverly Hills)

YAY, i'm 17!!!!


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:: 2005 22 August :: 1.10am
:: Music: radio

nothings has happend exciting there was the gallia fair and our fair.. adn ive had band practice and volleyballl...... thats bout it... im only updating that much cause tabi told me i needed to a while back lol.. if anything exciting happens ill update about it

Much Love
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 2 August :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Black Eyed Peas - Pump it

pretty much all month lol
well Sarah told me i need to update this more so here it goes... nothing really has happened since last time i updated tho..... Band camp which was AWESOME had a blast...... went to Mill Creek with mom and had strangers talk to me and call me the new girl no matter how many times i actually told them my name lol.........I Started Dating Patrick :):)..... he came over all weekend which was AMAZING i loved ever minute of it... things are soo perfect right now with him ............. hum what else?.... oh yeah have had band practice alot... which is always fun besides the fact 90% of them dont listen to me.......................... OH YEAH!!!! went to DCI (drum corps international) that thing was soo awesome i loved it......... the bands in it was awesome they was even marching in step when they wasnt on the field......... i wish ours would do that :(......... alright well thats it of my oh so exciting life lol

Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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:: 2005 29 June :: 2.19pm

This journal is done. I have a new one now...just thought I would let you all know!


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:: 2005 28 July :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: accomplished


I think this is it. I'm making my journal friends only...there's just some stuff I don't feel like sharing with the world, lol. No offense to anyone. If I want you to read - and I like you (haha) I will find some way to get you in, have friends =]

!*!*CoMmEnT tO bE aDdEd*!*!


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:: 2005 27 July :: 11.31pm
:: Mood: tired

OH what a day?

I'm thinking about making my journal friends only, but i'm not completely sure of it yet though. If you're a woohu user and aren't added yet, leave me a comment!

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:: 2005 27 July :: 12.48am
:: Mood: tired

Shopping Spree! LOL!

Soooo yeah. Uhh, me and mom went to the mall today at like...3. I spent about $120 of my check. I got Jeans and perfume in AE, Jeans, a track jacket and a shirt in Aero, two pairs of flip-flops in Old Navy and a Green Day poster in Wal-Mart...uhuhuhuh! It's hot. LOL. I had the Lifehouse CD, I carried it around with me for like a half-hour then I decided to put it back. I'm gonna to to work early tomorrow and buy Green Day's newest CD instead. They didn't have it at Wal-Mart. BLAH.
Umm...Sarah wants me to go to the Eleanor pool with her tomorrow morning/afternoon, but I have to be back by 2:30. I have to work every flippin day this week except for Friday. That sucks...But at least I have the 5-9 shift all week =] Friday is the only day this week that Sarah DOES work. Ughhh...anyway, Sunday we might all go out and do sumthin. Corey came to the mall for like an hour today to talk to me...heh, he's a dork. Pretty much came there talked to me for about 5 minutes then went and talked to Sansom, came back down to DQ, walked me to my car and then he left. his heart. Muahaha. I wrote a song about him last night. It's quite lovely...I dunno if i'll ever let him see it. He read me like three of his songs last night but they were all depressing...he said the only ones he really has now are about his uncle dying and his ex-girlfriend. And the only happy one is the one he wrote about me...he won't let me read I don't know why...? Uh yeah, I don't even know Amara (his ex) and I hate her. So i've heard from like 5 different people, she's a psycho biotch. Oh well. She's Well i'm outta here y'all.


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:: 2005 25 July :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Listening To Zoey 101

Season Two Premiere of Laguna Beach on tonight at 10 =] YAY!
I haven't done anything but sleep today. Nap after It's so boring here. Especially today since it was stormy. I called in this morning and I gots ta work tomorrow. YAY! I'm going shopping before I go in though because I haven't spent any of my money from my check yet. I'm gonna try to keep $50 of it home to do me til the next one. Well, nothing to update on so i'm outta here! Enjoy the pics.

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:: 2005 25 July :: 12.52am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: [Taking Back Sunday ... You're So Last Summer]

How it be...?

Work today sucked. I seriously think I might have sun poisoning. I was sick all day, dizzy like. Awww, when I was workin, Corey brought me some Willy Wonka taffy cause he knows how much I loved the movie. LoL. Little things like that just make me melt. He and I talked about a lot of stuff tonight...he really opened up to me, and that's the first time he's done that. Ofcourse, I do know that someone can tell you, you can trust them, and as much as you want to do that, it's really hard. Before, i've trusted people too easily...I think this time i'm gonna try and do things differently. The only problem I really have with him is he doesn't inform me of things. Like i'll call him when he tells me to, he doesn't answer and I have no idea where he is, then like two hours later he shows up or calls and is like 'Oh, we went to Huntington to skate' or I'm like gee thanks for letting me know. I guess I just worry too much though, i've always been that way. I'm working on correcting that (although I doubt it'll ever Don't you all love how i'm so confident? Heh...anyway. I wanna go see Bad News Bears. I have no idea what it's about but people keep talkin bout how good it looks, so.
Yeah...I gotta call DQ in the morning and find out if I have to work tomorrow or not. I hope not, but...oh well if I do. At least i'd see Cor. Well I think i'm gonna go. I'm gonna try and post some pictures later. We'll see.


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:: 2005 23 July :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: good

Hey Everyone!

How's it goin? Vacation was pretty fun. The first day, Bobbi and I were wusses. We only rode The Beastie, lmao...Italian Job, Tomb Raider, White water canyon & The Racer like 5 times. The next day we got up and went to the waterpark where I got burnt bad. It's like DANG. The lines from my bikini are WHITE and everything else is like bright pink. It's kinda face is pinkish too. It hurts!! I did put sunblock stuff on it though. On my back, shoulders n stuff I just put tanning lotion. We didn't really do much at the waterpark. We stayed at the wave pool for a little bit then Bobbi and I rode the Snowy River Rampage, which was really fun, then went on the lazy river. After that, we went back over to the amusement park where we got brave and rode Vortex twice. Six inversions...MAN it was awesome! We rode The Beast twice and Top Gun was the last thing we rode. It was pretty cool too, it was dark outside when we rode and it goes thru the trees and stuff, so you couldn't see what was coming next. It was dark when we rode Vortex the second time, too. Ummm, we left this morning around 11:30 and got back at about 3. Last night Corey asked me if I wanted to go see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory when I got back around 5 we went to the mall, I picked up my check $194.02, WOOOOH! lol...then I went down to the golf place and worked out movie business with Corey then mom calls and is like, come down to Cingular so I went down there and they let me pick out a new phone =] It is flippin awesome. It's a camera flip phone. Rocks...we were down there for almost an hour and a half, lol. The movie started at was really good. Johnny Depp is great. I don't really think he's hot, I just loved him in that movie. Corey made fun of him like, the whole time...cause basically, he looks like a transvestite (sp?) in it, lol. Oh well. Everyone should go see it, it's amusing. It was well worth Corey's money...HAHA. Oh I saw the preview for this new movie with Reese Witherspoon (I love her, she's my favorite actress) and it's called 'Just Like Heaven' the guy who plays Napoleon Dynamite is in it and he SO doesn't look the same, he has brown long-ish hair...he's kinda cute...yeah I know, haha. Let's see, I have to work tomorrow 12-6, and then I have no clue what's going on the resta the week until I get the schedule tomorrow or the next day. But anyway...i'm gonna get outta here! I will add some pics for y'all when I get around to it.


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:: 2005 21 July :: 1.44am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: [The Killers ... All These Things That I've Done]

Well Hello My Friends! LOL.

What's going on??? I jus got off the phone. Something really good just happened, if you want details...ask! But yeah, um. Me and Sarah went to the mall yesterday at like 3...uh, pretty much just shopped around til Joe got there then he took us to Pizza Hut. After we ate we came back to the mall and waited for Cor to get off work and we were gonna go to Banana Joe's but things didn't work out as planned so we went to Pullman Square and watched Dark Water. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. LoL...if that tells ya anything at all. Corey drove and I was a little scared at first cause he's a new driver and all but he is very good, and he listens to my rules ((even though it's his car)) haha. He respects me...which rocks my socks. LmBo, i'm such a nerd. Something also happened last night that I was a little worried about but now, since the good thing happened I don't really give a damn. Again, if you wanna know what the deal is there, ASK! LoL. But anyway, after all that business...we came back to the mall to get the vehicles cause Corey had to be home cause it was like and me, Sarah & Joe went to Taco Bell to eat, then Wendy's. Some dude in Wendy's like hates Joe...and well, this will LATER explain a Hang in there. Yeah, I know I am extremely confusing, but oh well. That's me. I spent the night with Sarah last night. We were up til like 4am being retards, like usual. HA. Then, we got up at 12 today and got ready and went down to the mall at about 3. We ate, met Joe & then Sarah had to get a few things. She had to go into work at 4, so I hung out with John for about a half-hour then Corey came down and we talked for a few then I had to go to work. Pretty boring, and I was mildly upset and just felt like crying. Benji visited me, made the day a bit brighter. Then I got off at 9:15 which is extremely early for DQ...but we were on the ball! So I went down to the golf place to wait for Sarah...and Corey, Cory & Napier were there too...they talked to me while I was waiting on Sarah. Then we decided to go to Wendy's well, here goes my 'Joe beef' story. Well, this dude has beef with Joe for God only knows why, and he works there. Well, he knows who me and Sarah are because Joe was with us last night in her car. So, tonight he recognized me and Sarah and was saying to his co-workers 'Should I spit in this?!' and crap. two, and Corey went down to Arby's after that to talk to Joe...we were there for awhile cause he was cleaning, well why we're waiting, this man drives by, and there's a little girl hangin out the windown flipping us off and the man sticks his head out the window and says 'Tell Joe to leave my f*cking son alone!' lmao...well, Corey called Joe and told him about it and he came out SWINGIN. Then he went up to Wendy's and had a few choice words. It was pretty funny....added some excitment to the night. Muahahaha. I loved it. Then I came home...haha. Mom and Dad were on the net forever, looking for directions and all that crap so, I didn't get to talk to Corey til about 12:30...I tell you what i'm falling for that boy, bad he is so awesome. He's crazy, sweet...ahhh. I dunno. Yeah, some stuff has bothered me but i'm gonna get over it. After the conversation we had tonite, i'm thinking positive is gonna least I HOPE so. I like him an awful lot. I need this.
You know what's freaky? I was just sittin here thinking to myself, I wanna see something about Green Day and I turned to VH1 and 'Driven' was on. I press info and it said Green Day. That is so weird. I ♥ Bille Joe so much. I heard You & Me 4 times today. That song is following me...I swear. HaHa.
I'm leaving for Kings Island at 8am in the morning. I'm kinda excited...but i'm gonna miss Corey a lot more than what I thought. He hugged me like a million times tonight and was like 'I'm gonna miss you, and call you lots' I felt all sadly and fuzzy at the same time. LoL. I'm glad to be spending time with Bobbi Jane though. Cause I miss her (not the person she is around others) so much. We will see =]
If I can i'm gonna go to the mall when I get back Saturday and pick up my check so I can get it cashed, and go shopping maybe Sunday before I go into work. I guess we will just see. LoL. Well I think i'm gonna go, I have typed WAY more than I had planned! I'll update when I get back from 'vacation' lol.


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:: 2005 19 July :: 1.24am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: [Fall Out Boy ... Sugar, We're Going Down]

Is this more than you bargained for yet?

So's it been going? Pretty boring here, lately that is.
I went to the mall a lil early to hang out with Corey & Sarah was there too, well...they were together and I met up with em. We saw John, Ben & Alan while we were there...talked to them for a few. Harry Potter. I am so glad no one else I talk to is obsessed with that, I don't think I could take it....ha. Yeah, anyway, I told Corey I was coming early and that he'd better play for me, so he was greatness he played 'Holiday', 'Rape Me', 'When September Ends' and 'You and Me' I was like UHUHUHUH the whole time. =] That's so hotttttt. Yea well, once that ended I had to go to work. Really boring because we had about ehhh...maybe 30 customers all evening. But I like it that way. Free time = awesomeness! Oh...Sarah and I reported this old guy who always comes by and trys to get in the gate, and like begs people for money. The security guard told us that he as alztheimers (sp?) and they're gonna try to do something about him. Corey came down at about 9:30 and walked me out to the car n stuff. He makes me feel safe =] ...then I came home. Talked on the phone some, then mom and dad got online and booked a hotel for KI and stuff. I am looking forward to it in a way but then i'm not. I dunno....glad to be off work for 3 days though. Tomorrow night I think we're going to Banana Joe's. My moms being weird about it though. She won't tell me if i'm allowed to go for sure. I dunno why she's being that way about it...we're not gonna get into trouble, well at least i'm not, i'm a good kid. I just want to listen to music, possibly dance and hang out with friends. But yeah, Sarah wants me to spend the night with her afterwards. So I guess if i'm allowed to go, ima stay with her.
I'm watching a show on MTV now called T-Minus rock...and Fall Out Boy is #1. How great is that...? WOW. Yeah, i'm proud. This video is hilarious. Kinda weird know. They are sooo flippin hot. Oh yeah, speaking of hot I had Holiday and Scars in my head alllllll day today. I was like SHUT UP! haha...but the vision of those guys in my head, man. I was like UHUHUHUHUH! LoL.
Well I think i'm gonna get outta here and maybe go to sleep or watch TV. Talk to y'all later!


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:: 2005 17 July :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [Papa Roach ... Scars]

The Perfect Man

Hey everyone...what's goin on? I haven't done much of anything today. I woke up at like 10 something, for like 10 minutes...went back to sleep & woke up again at 1:15 when Corey called. I talked to him for like 30 minutes and then I went back to sleep and woke up again at 3...watched a little bit of Road Trip and now i'm watching Austin Powers. Heh, I love these movies. Goldmember is my favorite though. Hmmm...AnYwAy!
Last night was fun. WORK was terrible but, yeah. Before I had to go in, I got to talk to an old friend...Emily Ranson. I love her, and miss her dearly. I wish she would come back to Hannan! Anyway. When I got off work, Corey drove over to CiCi's and we ate then we came back to the mall and got Joe's car and went to Pullman Square and saw 'The Perfect Man' it was pretty good, but not as good as I had imagined. Oh well. Something funny happened during the movie, lmao. Well, it's funny and sad at the same time because who knows what was goin on...there were only 8 people in the theatre, including us. Well, there was this guy (well, if ya ask me he looked like a dike) and his little girl in front of us, she looked like she was maybe 3. I want to know why the hell a guy is taking his little girl to see that movie. It seems weird for some reason. hear her gagging, and she's like 'Daddy, I don't want no more popcorn!' and he was like 'Shut up!' and then a few minutes later he's like 'Do you want to go to the bathroom?' And she's like 'Yea, I was choking daddy, and I thought you would help me!' and he goes 'You need to be quiet' so they went to the bathroom and about 5 minutes later they came back. Well a little bit later we were all laughing about something, we weren't even being loud, seriously. I think it was the Sarah is love thing, haha...well, he turned around to Corey and was like 'I don't mean to be rude but can you all shut up we're trying to enjoy the movie' and Corey's like okay...well yeah I was really ticked. Joe had his 'knuckles' out. LmBo. I thought we were gonna have to whoop some arse! But yeah, we all flipped him off as we were leaving. Prolly didn't see us but who cares...he didn't deserve our attention. Flippin jerk. After we left the movie we went back to the mall parking lot to drop Corey off to get his car...and then Joe took me and Sarah home. The ride wasn't too lovely because he had only been out this road like once before so there was a lot of 'breaks' getting hit. LoL...we did 45 all the way from Milton - odd for Joe cause he's useta normally going 80. We got here at about 10:45. It was okay least we made it safe. They came inside with me cause mom and dad weren't home, and Joe got to meet Jazzie...she went postal on him, she didn't like him at all. He even tried to give her a doggy treat but she didn't take it til they were leaving, lol. She's crazy. Yea I talked to Corey for a lil bit when I got in, then I went to sleep at like 1...and woke up at 1:45ish when mom and dad got home. Ate a taco from taco bell...haha and then went back to sleep.
We will just say last night was awesome, besides a few things. That's all. No details, unless your special...hahahahaha. What am I gonna do without Tabi all week? LoL...well I won't really be home all day Wednesday, Thursday & Friday...oh, and some of Saturday, for Kings Island. Well i'm gonna get outta here!

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:: 2005 16 July :: 1.22am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [Montgomery Gentry ... Something To Be Proud Of]

Another one of those pointless entrys...

LALA! Today has been exceptionally boring. I actually like going to work now because those are the days I get to see Corey & sumtimes Sarah. Hmm...I slept late today then got up and talked on the phone then went to Chili's with mom and dad and then went to Value City & Wal-Mart. Ehh, we got home around 11, dad stayed on here forever then I finally got to get on here. Well, Corey didn't call me like he said he was gonna and I was all depressed then I got on the net and he was on...he said he'd tried to call a few times but couldn't get thru (cause dad was on) and he appologized like a million times for not calling sooner but he worked all It was okay. haha. He's going to 'make it up to me' or so he says. LoL....he said he would play for me tomorrow. YAY! I can't wait.
I gots to work 12-6 but i'm gonna try to get down there sooner. Afterwards, I think we're all gonna go see a movie. I'm 'cited. YAYZ! Well i'm gonna go now, that's all I really had to say. Pointlessness!

Because i'm bored...
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:: 2005 15 July :: 1.18am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: [Hawthorne Heights ... The Transition]

Don't read this unless you're extremely bored... know? Today was interesting. LOL. Not really. I got up at like 11 and got ready to go to the FFA was over by 1 so I came back home went to sleep and got up at 2-3? and took a shower and got ready for work. Me and Sarah got to the mall at like 4 (she had to take some stuff back) and ended up runnin into Joe and Corey because they had to work too and were down there. So we walked around for a bit and they had guitars sitting out in Sam Goody and Corey went in there and played some of you and me =] he was playin that thing with his bare fingers, he said he don't even have feeling in those fingers anymore that he uses to play with but anyway, he was really good. I was proud...people were around n I was like 'I KNOW HIM!' haha. Well Joe left and it was like ten til so, we walked with Sarah to pee and when we were outside Corey was fiddlin around with his lil leather ae bracelet and i'm like that's awesome n pretty, I like it! and he took it off and put it on me...haha. So now I have his bracelet. It's really cool looking...plain but good. Then I went to work. HA. Yeah, umm. While I was working he brought me his Hawthorne Heights CD to borrow which I totally love! I have been listening to it since I got home. should go out and buy it, right now. hahaha. I'm suprised I like it as well as I do. After we got off work, me and Sarah went to Bob Evans to see Ben but it sucked cause we only got to talk to him for like 2 minutes. SO...worthless, really. My soup didn't taste right and Sarah's grilled cheese had too much cheese. It's cool though. We went and talked to Joe at Arby's for a few then came home. Yeah...and here I am, sittin here bored, not able to sleep - nothin new. Don't gotta work tomorrow, gots to work 12-6 Saturday tho. I think I may go see a movie sometime over the weekend. Ahh, who knows what i'll get into. We're going to Kings Island next week but amazingly, i'm not looking forward to it one bit. I dunno who's even going.
Some things are still on my mind. Well, things that have taken place in the previous year or two. But, I DO think it's going away for the simple fact that my parents have been very unsupportive of my feelings on it lately, i'm so mad at the situation, so i'm trying to avoid it. I've thought of checking up, but...i'm learning to let go. Something I gotta do, I think it's working so far. I've had some help. Go me...*dances*
Well i'm outta here, gonna go watch some TV or something. I don't know! NIGHT!


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:: 2005 14 July :: 1.34am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: [Fall Out Boy ... Sugar, We're Going Down]


SO! Work today was so boring! Me and Rae had the worst luck, lol. It was sad. I dropped a box on her head, it was quite funny but I felt bad cause I laughed so hard. LOL. The pop machine was acting up, and making loud noises so we had to have someone fix that then the ice cream decides it's not gonna freeze, and comes out all runny...haha. Corey came down to talk to me like 3 different times, cause he was there helping his dad move stuff from the old golf place to the new. He is so nice to me, it just makes my day!! LoL. I also ♥ his new background on his phone. Few of you know what I mean. Yea, I know....I suck me and my no-detailed journal entrys. Oh well. If you ever wanna know anything that i'm beating around the bush about, just ask and i'll tell you unless I hate you. J/K! haha. Anyway. I talked on the phone for a lil while after I got home then I got on the net and I have been since. Yeehaw. Mom has been a lil angry with me lately cause I don't eat like, anything. I can't help it. I duno what's wrong with me i'm just never hungry. All I had all day today was a blizzard and 6 chicken nuggets. Maybe it's the heat or the sickness I feel after I leave work every night. I swear, that popcorn makes me want to puke.
Speaking of mom, I think she might let me go to Banana Joe's Tuesday night, if Sarah, the gang...Darrell and all them go. I hope so!! I am so excited about this! I asked dad about it and he didn't seem to care. I was like 'You need to tell mom YES!' and he's like 'Ok? Do I?' I'm like UMMM YEAH! haha. I just wanna go out and have fun. I wanna dance! I got my fingers crossed. This journal is lame anyway, I need a LIFE all I ever talk about anymore is work & Corey, well Sarah too. LoL. But yeah, I gots an FFA meeting tomorrow at noon & I'm riding with Sarah to work and then I think we're goin to eat at Bob Evans see little Bendy. Aw. haha.
Well I think i'm outta here...! Later y'all!


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:: 2005 13 July :: 2.10am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [Lifehouse ... You And Me]


So, tonight was rather interesting. Me and mom got ina fight, Sarah came and rescued me...we went to the mall and shopped then ate, then I worked 5-9 which was really sucky. I hate the mall, when I gots to work. I got text messages upon text messages before I went in finding out Corey (that a-hole...j.k!) got his liscense and that his mom was taking him right then to buy a 2005 Honda Civic. Yeah. He came to DQ at 9 and was like OMG come outside and look at my car. It is so nice...i'm so jealous, and he's so's funny. He's like you won't hate me so bad when you sit in it or drive it will you?! LOL. Anyway, later - Joe, Sarah & Nicole came down and we all went out. Not going into details. We ended up having to drive Corey home and mom gave me this shitty curfew of 11:30...which I don't understand, when before it was like whenever. I think she's just mad because i'm not with Cody and she's taking it out on me. I can't flippin help it...gawd. Well, I didn't get home til 12, and she got all ticked. I had called her 2 times, since 11 though so, I don't see what the big deal was. I woulda been home sooner but Corey and Sarah were thirsty so we had to go thru McDonald's and we were there for almost 15 minutes. YA. For a sprite and a powerade, lol. Then they ended up not having to pay for it because the guy in the drive thru window was like punchin a buncha crap in the register and was like "It f*cked up, just don't worry about it" they got em for free. Pretty Niiiiice! LOL. I have so much fun with them...even though I was all jittery cause of mom. They were all extremely understanding though....more than I had expected. Fun-ness to hang out with. I just wish I wasn't such a party pooper! Ben, Alan & Darrell, maybe others may go out with us one night here in the next few weeks. I can't wait...hopefully mom don't go all psycho on me then, too. Ugh...Oh yeah, my brothers fiance asked me tonight if I would be a bridesmaid in their wedding. I was like OMG, ofcourse! haha. I wish they'd hurry up and get married...this engagement has been going on for 2 years now!
I have to work tomorrow 5-9 once again. That is terrible! GAGS! But i'm supposta get visits that will make my day like 10 times better. Things would be SO awesome right now if mom would stop being so uptight. I just don't get it. Hmm...I can't wait for Charlie & The Chocolate Factory to come out, I want to see it so bad. I dunno why. I'm a geek! HAHA.
Oh yeah, the song I am listenin to was dedicated to me, last night. YAY! haha. I'm special!!!!! ha. I'm out y'all.


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:: 2005 11 July :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: [Green Day ... Holiday]

Today Has Sucked!
I'm watching Backstage Pass with Green Day. I ♥ them so much! They're great & hot! Uhuhuhuh!...slowly becoming one of my favorite bands, along with Lifehouse. I also love Papa Roachs' new song ((Scars)) I didn't useta like them but I do now. The lead singer is hawt. LoL. Haha...i'm becoming a punk. LmAo.

Today has Not going into why, but yeah. I called in this morning and I wasn't supposta work until tomorrow at 5, then Sonya ends up calling me at 5 this evening and was like can you come in this evening and work, because i'm here alone. But yeah, no one was home but me...and I couldn't get there. That's good because I didn't really wanna go but, GOSH! I still wish I had my license. Permit months go by wayyyy too slowly.
Hmm anyway, that's all I had to say. Just updating because i'm bored and a lil' angered or something. Well i'm not really angry, I dunno. Just blank and ticked. Who knows....? Nevermind. I'm

((edit:)) my evening got better around ehhh, 9....hehehe. tomorrow needs to get here faster!


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:: 2005 11 July :: 2.02am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: [Lifehouse ... You & Me]

Hey Everyone!
I had a rather awesome evening =] Me and Sarah went to the mall around 4 to shop and such and were going to see a movie there. Well Joseph and Corey decided to go too, when they got off work so...yeah. We went and ate at The Outback and then we went over to Pullman Square and watched "War of the Worlds" It was pretty good. Not a good ending at all, because I didn't think it explained much but anyway, we had fun - making fun of it. "Steven Spielburg is a sick man" lol. Corey's such a nice guy. I dunno he's just really friendly and polite. I like that in a man, haha...although I don't want to rush into anything, too fast. He told me after tonite that he had a really good time and that i'm an awesome person. Yea that just makes me feel good about way, we had some nice experiences in the ghetto...seeing how Joe likes to roll his windows down and turn the base up so high that it literally hurts your That wasn't too fun. Almost hit two guys...who ran across the road in a dead part of town *wearing black* some people have no common sense whatsoever. We came back to the mall after that and took pictures and then came on home. *Sighs...* Yeah, I can't stop listening to this Lifehouse song, you and me. It is stuck in my head, I hear it over and over. That's a good thing though. Heh..
Yeah, yea, yea! I know. LoL. I got a new layout but I don't like it much. Just keepin it up til I find something better. Ideas? Leave me some comments! I'm not sure if I have to work tomorrow or not. I have to call in at 1 or 2 and find out. I kinda hope I hafta work, for a few reasons. If I don't that's cool too cause I can just sleep. HAHA. I am such a lazy bum. That's okay though. Before I go, here are a couple pictures you might enjoy, probably not but I don't care. HA. I'm so kind...

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:: 2005 11 July :: 1.17am
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Queens of the Stone Age- Little Sister

Miss Sarah Starkey reporting with the weather...
Yes, I realize what I said before about not updating, but I think a little summer update wont hurt anyone.

In case anyone was wondering (which I'm sure they weren't), yes, I did have a nice birthday. =] It's the best one I've had in a LONG while, but Daddy was sick and couldn't be with me the whole time, which was the only thing I disliked about my day. I got an awesome cell phone (5213305) which was definitly the highlight.

I will be leaving West Virginia and attending bandcamp all this week. We're having it at Rio Grande, which I'm not particularly looking forward to. I hear the food sucks so we'll see how that goes.

I have to get up early tomorrow (well, today) and go to the DMV to get my permit. I've been studying, desperately hoping I'll pass. I have a bad feeling about it.

So, I should be arriving home on Friday around 4 to greet my many fans (ha) and later that evening the wonderful Quinlan family will arrive =]!! I'm so excited to see them!! Meghann and Micheal will probably come with Catie and I to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and then go to Borders and midnight to get HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!!!! No one has any clue how happy that will make me =]!

Have a fun summer everyone and be safe!! Somebody leave me a comment...

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