| 2003 Favorites |
| Movie?: | i dont have many favorites |
| Album?: | The Mars Volta~De-Loused In The Comatorium |
| Season?: | Summer |
| Song?: | Evanessance~My Immortal |
| Event?: | |
| Celebrity?: | ehhhh |
| Day?: | none |
| Month?: | |
| 2003 Events--- which changed your life? |
| For the better?: | moving out |
| For the worse?: | going to college |
| For the better?: | realizing how much i need my family |
| For the worse?: | realizing that its too late to to feel close to my extended family |
| For the better?: | working at Mongolian BBQ |
| For the worse?: | losing my brother |
| Has made you a better person?: | i havent become a better person this year |
| Has made you learn so much about yourself?: | going to college |
| Has made you actually want to die?: | everyday after 2/7/03 |
| Has made you feel so alone and afraid?: | its obvious |
| Has made you want to die with happiness?: | nothing. havent had a very happy year |
| Still on 2003 events... Which one---- |
| Have you learned the most from?: | |
| Will you always remember?: | nick |
| Will you tell your children about?: | nick |
| Are you trying to forget?: | nothing |
| Are you laughing at yourself for?: | too much |
| Makes you sad when thinking about it?: | blah |
| Causes you the most pain?: | the last time i talked to him.. he said something right before i hung up..and i didnt hear what it was and i wont ever know |
| Brings tears (of joy) to your eyes?: | nothing |
| 2004--- It's already here! |
| Can you actually believe that it's 2004?: | NO |
| Are you going to be writing 2003 on all your checks and papers?: | its already been done |
| How did you celebrate?: | wine in red frosty mugs with corissa and jen |
| Were there fireworks?: | nope |
| Did you actually make resolutions?: | absolutly not |
| Did you, or are you going to stick with them?: | nope |
| How long do you usually?: | never normally make them |
| What time did you fall sleep on New Years (night/morning)?: | uhhh really late i think...like 5 or something |
| More 2003 |
| What was the most important thing that happened to you in 2003?: | i hate this survey |
| Are you going to remember that forever?: | yes |
| Will you tell your children about it?: | yes |
| Was it fun, happy, and beautiful or dark, painful, and terrible?: | hmmm. the worst pain ive ever felt in my life times 100 |
| Do you believe in wishes?: | ? yeah..what about them |
| Wishes |
| Did you wish on a shooting star in 2003?: | probably |
| Did your wish come true?: | nope. it cant |
| Did you throw pennies into a fountain?: | nope |
| Did your wish come true?: | nope |
| Would you tell me what you wished for? If so, what?: | that i could take places with Nick |
| Do you always wish to be happier?: | not always just now |
| Do you wish on someone you love?: | do i wish on them? |
| Do you believe that they will come true some day?: | no |