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2004 28 September :: 4.24 pm
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak; it sometimes means you're strong enough to let go...
maybe I should just give up
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2004 26 September :: 11.06 pm
:: Mood: angry
My mom just fell asleep...im so angry! She fucking got drunk at Al's, I saw the making out, other guys were sittin on her lap and she was kissin everybody on the lips. I would get more into it but its just pissing me off more talking about it...i'll update sum other time about wut else happened over the weekend. Hope every1's safe
[[maybe the reason why no one likes me is because I dont like me]]
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2004 24 September :: 9.18 pm
Im so sick of this crap, nuthin ever turns out the way it seems! How I wish for once things would just go my way!
Hurricane Jeanne os coming :(
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2004 23 September :: 1.49 pm
:: Music: Papa roach-gettin away with murder
:) half day
I seriously luv half days :)!!! Anywayz lets see wuts been goin on lately
Today nothin much so far...I went to mcdonalds with sum ppl it was so good. I also got progress reports my grades look like this:
Drama~A
Psychology~A
Chemistry~C
Computer class~A
English~D :(
Spanish~D :(
Math~C
thats ok tho i've still got time to bring them up
Yesterday me and ashley went over to mikes...it was fun, not gunna get into detail tho
I found out today that hurrican Jean is gunna hit us :( DAMN Floridas gettin the shit beat out of them lol...I swear I better not have to go back to Naples
anywayz I wanna do sumthin...so for those of u who read this and are bored like me (which is probably only 1 person...i love u emmy!), call me up so we can hang out
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2004 20 September :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: hyper/happy/giggly
My horoscope for today:
You must have a four-leaf clover in your back pocket because you're going to have some pretty good luck today. You might come across a sticky situation, and just slide on by.
Holy shit i've had such a great day! I was so awake and so hyper and I luv it when im in moods like that...I dont think I felt one sad feeling at all today. I was laughin my ass of all day (especially in the car) I wish I could remember what jeff and adam were sayin but it was sooo funny!!! It was their own version of skewl house rock LMAO!!!
I decided that im gunna buy a class ring :)...even though my mom said it was probably gunna be apart of my christmas present I reli dont care. I've already picked out the one I want and everything. Its white gold with a pink stone in the middle (with a cursive J) and my birthstone three times on the sides...then my name on one side and my year on the other...I hope its not too expensive.
Mikes goin for his drivin test today...GOOD LUCK :)
I dont even have homework becuz it was a block day!!! Today life was good (In about a half hour i'll probably be bak on saying how my life sux...thats just the way i am)
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2004 19 September :: 4.23 pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: The Ataris- Boys of summer
Right now im sittin here with ashley trying to decide wut kinda class ring i wanna get. Im a lil upset cuz i just found out that they're gunna be moving :(...but itz not that far....I got the new ataris cd its so kick ass!!! Lifes been pretty boring lately...I saw a hot guy at church :)!!!! thats so wrong...no thoughts like that in the house of god LMAO!!!! Emily I miss you call <3 ya all
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2004 17 September :: 3.53 pm
creepy old guy
Wednesday night was pretty fun. Emily came over and we decided to go to the movies and see wicker park. When we got there we were the only ppl in the theatre. The previews came on and their was no sound, so we were about to get up and go tell sum1 who works there about it. Before we went the I looked up in that place were the movie is being played and there was sum old guy up there just staring at us. So me and em started pointing at our ears, but he just kept staring. I glanced away for a second and the sound came on, and when I looked back he was gunna. It was so freaky, because old ppl move slow...I guess you had to be there. Then after the movie once we were outside I realized i lost my gold bracelet so we walked bak inside and the whole place was deserted. We walked bak into the theatre and it was reli creepy in ther so we started running, and we saw the old freaky guy and once again he just stared at us...that was about the weirdeat moment of my life lmao...I almost cry just thinking about it!
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2004 14 September :: 6.42 pm
Well lives been pretty boring lately...I was so out of it today . I got a shyt load of homework...and sum tests to sudy for...once again im procrastinating. yesterday was kinda fun. I got to see Em for a couple of hrs and we got subway and were gunna go to the movies but ended up not goin :(...if any1 else is bored call me...its sumthing to do!
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2004 11 September :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
IM SOOOO BORED!!! im starting to feel better...I got this personality thing in an email and it summed up my personality pretty well...
I am a Lime Tree (the Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life
dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.
I also looked up my horoscope today...
Pisces February 19 - March 20
Repeat this until you believe it: Granola is great! French fries are bad! Granola is -- you get the picture. It's time to unclog those arteries, pumpkin.
Holy shit if i didnt know any better I would think my mother wrote that :(...oh well im goin bak to being bored
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2004 9 September :: 2.20 pm
Lifes a bitch...then you die
I just officially got my phone line bak...it took a while but now I can actually talk to ppl
lets see whats been goin on
THURSDAY...
My mother decides to take me and my little family away from are quaint little apartment and drive to naples with her boyfriend and his kids so we could be safe from the hurricane. I can still hear my mothers voice "the latest were staying is sunday morning". Seven people with two bedrooms...HOW MUCH FUN!!!
FRIDAY...
Me and Kylee (al's daughter) decide to go shopping! It was actually kinda fun...but only because I got a new pair of jeans....then afterwards we went out to dinner and sat near sum drunks...it was funny though
SATURDAY...
Everyone had plans to go to the movies...me, kylee, and Julie were gunna go see without a paddle while Jeff and Derek were gunna see hero. At first the adults were fine with it...but then things started going terribly wrong! Al and my mom suddenly thought thst if we drove the car would blow away! The sad part is we didnt even get that much from the hurricane. Now even weirder they decided to DRIVE to K-mart and buy us dvd's to watch...dammit all...oh well i figured it was better than nuthin. Me and kylee got perfect score...jeff and derek picked out badder santa. Aftewards my we all walk into the dollar store and my mom and al pick out peterpan and doctor jeckyl and mr hyde (keep in mind that they were dollar store brand!) They seemed real excited about watching it too...enough said
SUNDAY...
My mother decides to extend our little vacation...because she doesnt see the point of us goin home because the electric was out. Then she gets all crazy and tells me I cant leave my room unless I finish the davinci code (the book i'm reading for school)...so I read a few chapters and fall bak asleep. My mom comes in and wakes me up, and tells me im goin on a walk to get fresh air. I tried telling her that I didnt wanna go and that I was hungruy but she seemed like she didnt care. Even though I was still in my pajamas (green sophies with barely no elastic waste, and my purpke shirt that says we are the class of the magic six)she dragged me and everyone else out of the house. It was pointlless pudd;es were everywhere and we were just walking on the side walk...everyone decided to run back to the house hoping my mom and al wouldnt notice (mr. and mrs. hitler)....they did. Al walked after us screaming that if we didnt walk we wouldnt get to watch tv the rest of the trip
MONDAY...
you have no idea how boring tv can get! Our favorite past time became scrabble...everyone was very competitive
TUESDAY...
We finally decide to go home even though we have no electric. My family goes al's stay. When we get in the car my mom starts bitchin at us saying that we were horrible and thats why we left. We get home a few hours later...there was no huge damage done to my neigborhood..the tennis court is pretty fucked up and trees are laying everywhere but thats about it...oh ya the sign got blown over too. When I got home all my electric was out and my house stunk so bad cuz everything in the fridge spoiled. I called Emily when I ot home and we decided to hang out...I went oveer to her house and we ate then saw her new room...it was sooooo pretty lol!!! Then she came over to my house...AND MY ELECTRIC WAS BAK ON YEA!!!!! But my phone was out and I forgot to bring my charger home so my cell is almost dead :(
WEDNESDA Y
me and emily were bored so we went down to the pool...and no one would ever guess who showed up...sum1 I thought I was never gunna see again...justin...i'll try to contain my excitement (in case u didnt kno i was bein sarcastic) thanks for catchin all the hints em...grrr that sucked!
Besides all that happening I've been sick too. Only a few ppl got ahold of me to make sure i was ok...THANK YOU, luv u all...and i tried callin alotta ppl but no1 reli answeresd. Ivan might hit us but incase no one knew there are supposdly two more hurricanes not far behind.
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2004 2 September :: 12.08 pm
My day has been a little nerve racking, im actually pretty scared, i dont kno whats gunna happen...in case i never told sum of u....I LOVE U ALL!!!
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2004 1 September :: 4.42 pm
:: Mood: okay
God has frowned down upon our poor little sunshine state!!! Actually the whole hurricane thing doesnt reli bother me...except for the fact that im not gunna get to do anything except probably (im not 100% sure) end up goin to naples staying there for the weekend with six other ppl, in a small condo. :( I reli dont want to...i was reli lookin forward to hangin out with the one tru person who understands me this weekend (yes emily im talking about u! lol) on the brighter side...tomorrows a half day now and we get friday off so that kicks ass!!!! HELL YA!!!!
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2004 28 August :: 10.51 pm
:: Music: Nine days- story of a girl, offspring-pretty fly(for a white guy)
Right now I have two songs stuck in my head at the same time. I keep switching off from story of a girl to pretty fly for a white guy, lol what a weird combination. This weekends been pretty fun so far...
Friday night I went over to Christinas house and we were hanging out w. mike...but we got him in trouble because he wasnt redi for work on time...i felt reli bad! Then me and christina babysat some kids in her neighborhood...we each got 10 bucks which isnt to bad. Then after the we all went swimin, and finally went back to mikes house and watched "the girl next door"...that movie was pretty good.
Today I just went with christina over to her friend ashley's house...to help her move. we were over there for a few hours. we drove to the boca mall next and I got community service hours for helping out at the rockathon. It wasn't rock music either...it was rocking chairs LMAO!!! me and chirstina were trying to get donations...so we decided to dance so ppl would put it in the donation jar...for those of you who have seen me dance its not a very attractive picture...in other words we got nuthin out of doin that, but it was still kind of fun.
I came home around 7 at fell asleep for about 2 hours...I woke up to see a new tv in my room. Well it reli wasn't new it was Al's old t.v. but its a hell of alot bigger than the one I had. I tried hooking up my Nintendo 64 (how ghetto is that? lol) and my dvd player, but I couldnt get it becuz i need a different adapter...hopefully Jeff has one.
oh emily...remind me to tell u about my horrible skate boarding story haha (j/k) now i feel like you!
Now he's getting a tattoo yeah, he's getting ink done
He asks for a 13, but they drew a 31
Friends say he's trying too hard and he's not quite hip
But in his own mind he's the, he's the dopest trick
Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
Give it to me baby, uh huh, uh huh
And all the girlies say he's pretty fly for a white guy...
Your clothes never wear as well the next day!
And your hair never falls in quite the same way!
But you never seem to run out of things to say!...
This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles!...
sry guys that was pretty pointless I just had to get it out of my system!
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2004 24 August :: 3.38 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Blink182- I miss you
finally updating!
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends....good song, if you dont know it you should listen to you it. Sry about not updating in a while my computers a piece of shiit, not that anyone reads it anyway lol. lets see...
Friday night I went to the movies with Emily, Mike, and Christina. We went to go see the exorcist...it was pretty good but I was soooo lost! All I kno is that somebody was possesed by a demon and started killing every1...but u could figure that much out by watching the previews. After the movie we walked in to the end of alien vs. pretadors, it looked really good but once again I was lost! After that every1 came over to my house and I started questioning emily and mike for stealing my phone...it turna out christina had it (that is after emily gave it to her) we hung out in my room for a little while and ate pizza...than we walked down to the pool and mike left. me emily christina laid on the lawn chairs for about 15 minutes I was soooo tired, I almost fell asleep. Then we went back to my house and me and emily fell asleep right away but Ithink christina stayed up alot longer
Sunday morning I woke to the sounds of timon and pumba (from the lion king) Christina was laying on my sisters bed watching it, she lookes really tired and it didnt take her long to fall back asleep. Emily had to leave early around 9:30 and christina didnt leave much later. Chrisitna came back and hung out at the pool with a whole bunch of ppl and every1 started throwing me in! somebody scratched my nose :( grrrrrr....anyways afterwards I went home got changed out of my swimsuit and walked back up to the pool and they threw me into the pool AGAIN...with my clothes on :(, after that me, julie, josh, and ashley went to jenn's house and watched the butterfly effect thats such a GOOD MOVIE. It was funny tho cuz it was boot legged so for half the movie the words werent matching up to their mouths lol
yesterday ashley came over and we were gunna go to the mall but she never came back after she left my house...I feel so unloved! Not much has been going on since then i'll update again when something does
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2004 18 August :: 8.52 pm
Today was pretty good, I finally got switched out of basketball and got put into spanish 1. I felt so stupid while taking that class because everything on the board was written in spanish. I couldnt understand anything lol. Then we had to spell our name using the spanish alphabet...it was scary how bad I was...I cant even roll my r's!
My brother went home early today so I ended up riding the bus. I didnt get to sit with any of my friends cuz the bus was so packed. Someone smelt so bad but I couldnt tell where it was coming from. The part that reli pisses me off is that I couldve gotten a ride home...but no I wanted to see my friends that rode the bus! grrrr, but it all turned out good cuz Jeff picked me up at the bus stop :)
Then when I got home I watched t.v. and talked to christina on the phone..I think im gunna go call emily and see if she wants to hang out on friday...the Exorcist comes out...I wanna see it so badly
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