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2004 30 January :: 7.03 am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: *i will always love you*
Michael
Grrr..michael was so sad at the end of the day and didnt tell me why and im so sad...cuz he like just is blah and i feel bad cuz i dont know whats wrong..i love him...brb gotta eat..
20 min later:
yummy in my tummy hehe anyways back on topic something was really wrong with michael and im not sure he likes me anymore..cuz he cant even talk to me...*starts getting really emo* i really like him but i dont know i wonder sometimes about how he feels for me...i know he likes me but i unno...am very confused right now so many things going wrong at once....my bday is going to be a todal disaster grr o well it dosent matter i guess ... my grandparents were suppose to lie and say that me and my sis were going with them to the fair cuz my dad was being an ass and was like your not going alone so now my fucking grandparents...are like no im not going to lie*damn them to hell* grrr...anywho imma go and think about stuff
bye
-crystal
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2004 29 January :: 7.59 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Carries singing
At school
Hello everyone am in first period bored stiff and missing my boy hehe damn iss..grr it sucks but oh wellz ill see him at the end of the day...so yah yesterday everyone took there shirt off in front of daniel hehe lucky him....*strips for mike* hehe its okay mike we still got the hot tub *wink wink* grr and so bored and carrie is bugging me...*i am not* *yes you are bitch*- *shove it hoe* *your mother slut fucker** ok loser bich cum guzzler* okay since thats over...grrr am so freaking bored...lets see whats on my mind well to tell you the truth sex is on my mind hehe la di da owellz gotta go bell is about to ring
crystal
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2004 18 January :: 10.16 am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: none
Am very angry right now....my dads being a bitch as always he was yelling at me becuz i took two showers today so now he thinks im a whore or some shit..*wishes that he would die* parents are fighting as always and tomarrow i have a appoinment so i can get my nose cheaked out yay thats going to be so much fucking fun..the only good thing going on right now is mike...he just makes me so happy ...and just knowing theres someone out there that actually wants me alive stops me from doing something stupid that ive been thinking about doing...but w.e ..am happy now...we started a band
yayness
*-crystal-*
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2004 14 January :: 6.13 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: *97.1*
not much to say...
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2004 13 January :: 7.25 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: *dashboard confessionals..raped hope loss* spelled it all wrong but o well
*everything*
Am just so depressed right now.....my stupid bitch of a sister told on me told my mom that ive been skiping and then i think she told her about plans i had made to skip over at nicks house with mike....stupid bitch!! grr and my moms like i better not hear about u skiping im like bitch its not like your going to find out imma do what the fuck i wanna do..and then today something happend in 7th period but im not going to say and now my family hates me as always cuz i wanna do something about something that happend..anywho i spent all 3 lunchs with mike it was really fun hes so cute..and sweet..anywho imma go cuz im really pist off right now..
-Crystal
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2004 12 January :: 6.13 am
:: Mood: drained
*life*
lets see i havent written in a while...my life at home is really agravating and its slowly killing me but am going to get out so hey theres an upside....only like 3 weeks till my b-day woopy do da....I went out with mike saturday yay that was fun...we went to the movies but its not like i watched it hehe...then we all went up to the 4th foor parking lot it was really nice the moon was out ...then there was a possum and they were messing with it hehe there crazy sometimes...lets see today was cool...i got to see mike so its always good when im around him...grr 2marrow rotc uniforms there ok but get on your nerves after awhile...anywho...i dont have any homework as usual..but w.e....am like so stressed out lately...and i really dont care w.e happens anymore its like i dont need any more stress then i already got....am like moving in march so im happy and my sister will be driving us around so thats cool....well imma go now im hungry and i smell food yay lol...bye bye *blows a kiss*
Crystal-
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2004 6 January :: 3.44 am
:: Mood: confused
*today at school*
Ahh today was cool....except 4th period... i really didnt like that mike n aurora went out....see i trust him so much.... really i do...i dunno what its is i just dont like the way...ahhh forget it...am very tired....n not being smart i should just shut up and just take it that thats the way him n aurora are and just be happy that he likes me..ah im so stupid why do i care so much this todally sucks and pisses me off really bad i mean i dont know aurora she seems cool i mean what ive hurd and ive hurd bad things but i dont listen to that shyt...i just wish i wouldnt act this way but i do its stupid of me....i just need to learn to shut my mouth and take w.e..cuz i might say something stupid and ruien everything...I just like him so much and today we hung out alot...and i see him all the time which is cool...well imma just go to sleep cuz i dont wanna say anything stupid... bye bye
*blows a kiss*
-crystal-
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2004 5 January :: 10.48 am
:: Mood: blah
Good morning...every1...ahh am blah about everything right now..i woke up about 2 hours ago and my head hurts alot...i talked to mike this morning on the phone...it was cool..i read some of these comics that he showed me it was really funny..we start school again 2marrow yay cant wait am getting bored of being at home..i really dont have anything else to write about..ill write later once i have something to say*blows a kiss*
-crystal-
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2004 4 January :: 10.25 am
:: Mood: pissed off
GRRR
I cant even write right now am so pissed off....ill write tomarrow morning
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2004 4 January :: 9.53 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
*yesterday*
Hello.....every1.....me and mike talked alot yesterday and that was so sweet ahh im so in love with him..hes so ahh wonderful...am so happy i met him..oh yah aurora...shes nice....lol is that good? hehe anywho imma go am like half asleep hehe adios oh yah mike u better have gone to sleep yesterday *waves her fist* lol *smiles*
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