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:: 2004 3 February :: 9.44 am
:: Mood: happy

my weekend
aww.. my little boy turns 1 on wednesday =( I dont want him to grow up! hehe...
Saturday was his birthday party it was really cute. It was at Pizza Hut and it was finding nemo :) he had his own little cake that I put his face in lol and he put his face to it and took a bite then he just started grabbing handfulls and he got sooo messy! Mike and Baron had to take him in the bathroom and like give him a bath in the sink. He got $90 between my mom and Jason, a little people farm house from my aunt jen and my cousins, a blue kid couch with pooh on it from me and Mike, this lego truck thing from my grandparents, Keagen and Baron got him 2 cute shirts and a pair of jeans and 2 sippy cups, one has a tire for a cover and the other one has a hard hat.. hehe & Shanon and her friends gave him this noisy toy hammer thing. Mikes mom didnt even come shes such a bitch and Keagen told me that john was asking her if he could go and she wouldnt even let him.. god shes a bitch. After the birthday party me & keagen went back with mike and baron to their house and she didnt even give the baby a birthday present. I seriously cannot stand that woman. Well anyway besides that i watched the super bowl on sunday and was soo happy the the patriots won!! I knew they were going to. I got the pictures back from the birthday party and they turned out really cute!! yesterday my nana took the day off of work because I had a doctors appt. for my migranes, baby michael had some shots due and his one year check-up, and my nana had an eye appt. and an appt. for her reg. doctor check -up. Well my appointment was fine.. the doctor is putting me on Imatrx for my migranes or else this otther kind he gave me 2 prescriptions for which ever one works better I can pick the one I want. Baby Michael has an ear infection in one ear :( and had 2 shots :( it was sad.. so anyway he is on some medicine for the ear infection and hes gotta go get his finger pricked for a test he was suposed to do at him 9 month check up but they forgot. Mike came over after work yesterday for a few hours .. brought back my cell phone and ate dinner with me. I was soo happy cause I usually dont get to see him all week since he works late and I have ged classes twice a week. Well I think I'm gonna go feed Michael now.. bye <3 Kayla

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:: 2004 26 January :: 12.04 am
:: Mood: tired

I love mike
I think its been like a week since i've updated. Shannon changed the way my journal looks, i am gonna find something better soon but this is cute for now. I got back from Mikes tonight.. I was there since his dad picked me up on friday I came home early today because was bored because Mike just stayed outside with that freakin dirt bike most of the time.. I would of like for us to spend more time together consider be only see each other on weekend now :( when he dropped me off he said he'd come over here next weekend. We'll be able to spend more time together that way and maybe go do something together saturday night if my nana will watch lil michael. Speaking of lil Michael.. his birthday is next wednesday Feb.4 but we are having his birthday party this saturday at pizza hut.. its gonna be so cute.. I cant believe he's already turning 1 he is getting so big hes been pushing his walking toy all around but hasnt walked yet.. soon I'm sure.. I need to take him to get updated on his shots this week at the doctors :( i hate when he gets shots its so sad! But all babies get em so.. I know it'll keep him heathy in the long run. tonight I bought 2 shirts at old navy and the murphy lee cd. well I'm very tired.. goodnight <3 Kayla

i know that my temper may go to the extreme
i know that at time ill hate u it may seem but
the truth is your the only thing i want to hold
on to. the one person i want to belong to baby
by now u known me for awhile, i`d do anything just
to make you smile . i promise you from the
bottom of my heart i will love you till death do
us part. i promise you as a lover and as a friend
i will love you like i`ll never love again.....

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:: 2004 17 January :: 9.50 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: whatever baron has here playin on his computer..

I'm at Mikes house.. just hung out all day and didn't do much of anything else.. I wonder what Mike thinks about sometimes.. or if he thinks about "us" as much as I do. I love him so much. I feel like if I ever lost him.. I'd lose my whole life because thats what I've turned my life into, just loving and being with Mike... what would I even be without him? What would I do & where would I go from there?? I hope that I never really have to figure those questions out.. I'll just be happy if me him and baby michael just live happily ever after together. :) The 2 of them are what make me complete. Sometimes just the thought of losing Mike will make me cry myself to sleep at night... you just never know what life will do to ya or what you will keep and what you will lose... I just really cant even begin to imagine life without him. I guess I'm gonna go now and see what *the love of my life* is up to...
<3 Kayla

**<3 Love- Is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to do it<3**


:: 2004 14 January :: 12.12 am

I spent the whole weekend at Mikes house and we didnt really do anything just hang out and stuff.. This morning my mom went to the hospital for her foot operation and tonight I started my GED classes at clhs.. I think It'll be ok it doesnt seem like its gonna be hard or anything.. mikes bein a meanie tonight.. he said he could see right through my lies... about what I don't know... so anyway we got off the phone but I'm sure we'll talk tomorrow and everything will be ok.. It always is :) I love Mike.... <3


:: 2004 8 January :: 1.07 pm
:: Music: days of our lives (tv)

Your Opinion On
Cherries:Yummy! I love em, and I love to collect cherry things
Abortion:I think it's awful and selfish.. I'd never do it
Saddam Hussein:sicko
Beaches:i like em...
Matchbox 20:stupid
Labels:I think they are immature because onece your out of school, they dissapear you dont hear your mom come home and say "oh yea today the preps at work were being snobby" lol
Love:Its sooo great!! But it can also be the most painful thing
Family:family is very important
Hate:depends on how you act on it
Life:sometimes it can be rough
Toe Socks:really stupid
Moving:a hassel
Winter:I love the cold weather..
What Does This Word Make You Think Of?
roller coaster:fun
shaving cream:shower
the number twenty four:umm??
v.i.p.:pamela anderson.. lol

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:: 2004 7 January :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Television

I have not updated in awhile, I think since right after Christmas.. Well new years was pretty good. Me and Mike had the house to ourselves.. my grandparents went to the beach for a few day so we just spent our time drinking until 12 and then watched a movie.. we didnt drink as much as that just sounded.. just a little. oh yeah and my aunt had taken baby Michael for us so we could have a break. Oh and speaking of "baby" Michael... he wont be a baby much longer :' ( He's gonna be 1 Feb. 4th !! I want him to be a baby forever!!! = ( I am in a way a little excited though because I'm anxious for him to start walking and talking. He says "mama" and "dada" sometimes but nothing else yet. I havent decided what to do for his 1st birthday yet.. but I think me and Mike are gonna buy him a care bear couch (a little kid one.) Well Tuesday I start going to GED classes every Tuesdays and Thursay nights at Cypress High, then in a month I'll go and get my permit.. as sad as it is no I dont have it yet.. I never wanted to read the book.. or really have time.. lol just lazy I guess But anyways its read but now I have to wait til I'm in the GED classes for a month. Then in 6 months I'll get my licence. Over this past weekend I got a cute new outfit, got my nails done, and at at walmart I got the baby some food and while I was there I walked by this lady that was in line and she was laying on the floor like half underneath her cart and she started jerking around and foaming and drooling blood from her mouth.. then her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she look posested like she was gonna attack somebody. I was like omg.. nobody was even helping her or doing anything.. people were just staring so I went running over to tell a worker and then they screwed around looking through her purse for some ID then FINALLY called an ambulence.. I was like damn I hope nothing ever happens to me at wal-mart.. I'd die before anybody helped me.. geez! Well anyway not much else has gone on.. I'll write more later <3 Kayla


:: 2003 28 December :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Television

I just got back from Mikes house earlier today. I was there since Christmas Eve night.. Christmas eve Mike and I helped baby Michael open his Christmas presents from us and everybody else and I got a video camera,$50simon gift card,$25walmart card,$20walgreens card,a jacket w/ a 'K' on it,the movie 'the ring', this glass thing with tiny bubbles formed into tinkerbell with a rose on this light up thing to make it change colors, and a discontinued Victorias secret body spray. Mike gave me 2 gold necklaces one with a heart shaped locket that says 'i love you' on it and a louie vuitton purse =)
then on Christmas day we were at Mikes and we video taped baby michaels 1st christmas and mikes mother gave me a bracelet, a cherry dish set and a cherry crockpot, (mikes sisters)Reba gave me some earrings and Lori gave me a $20 burdines card. Oh and yesterday Barons g/f Keagen gave a a victorias secret lotion set, a lip gloss set, some body spray, body wash from claires, and a cherry key chain. Baby Michael got too many toys to name from everybody me,mike,my grandparents,my mother, mikes parents,my g-ma shirly, my aunt,my sister,mikes sisters and so on.Me and Mike waited in line for like 2 hours 2 days before christmas for baby michael to have his picture taken with santa at the mall :/ But besides that I think we all had a nice christmas :) I gave Mike a gold and silver watch, need for speed underground for ps2, and a ralph lauren wallet.
<3 Kayla

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:: 2003 16 December :: 10.18 pm
:: Mood: sympathetic

baby Michael is sick with a high temp. :, (

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::Kayla
Birthplace :::Rutland, VT
Age :::17
Age you act :::17
Current location :::Ft.Myers FL
Eye color :::brown
Hair color :::brown with blonde highlights
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::righty
Zodiac sign? :::Sagittarius
Height? :::4'11"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::german/ white
Your hair :::long natural soft curls, usually straighten it
Your fears :::anything bad happening to my family
Your perfect room :::It's fine the way it is
What you practically do in a day :::take care of my son baby michael
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::?
Phrases you overuse :::?
Your first thought when you wake up :::why cant baby michael sleep later!
Your greatest accomplishment :::taking care of my son
Something you want to do :::go to cosmotology school
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::mcdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::neither really but I guess x-tina's music is better
Chocolate or vanilla :::chocolate
Adidas or Nike :::nike
Black or white :::white
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::burgers
Egypt or France :::france
Rock or rap :::rap
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::noooo never
Cuss :::moderatly
Sing well :::a little
Sing in the shower :::no
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::no
Believe in yourself :::yeah, kinda
Like taking these longass surveys? :::nothing else to do right now
Play an instrument :::no
Want to go to college? :::cosmotology school
Want to get married? :::I'm going to
Want to have children? :::have 1 already but would like 1 more in a few years
Think you're a health freak? :::no
Get along with your parents :::yeah
Get along with your siblings? :::not really
Think you're popular :::doesnt apply to me
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::no
Drank alchohal :::no
Smoke :::never
Get high :::never
Done any drugs :::never
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::no
Been on stage :::no
Gone skinny dipping :::no
Been dumped :::no
Dyed your hair :::got highlights put in
Stolen anything :::no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::doesnt apply to me*
Loudest :::*
Most shy :::*
Blondest :::*
Smartest :::*
Kindest :::*
Best personality :::*
Most talented :::*
Best singer :::*
Most ghetto :::*
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::*
Pain in the ass :::*
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::*
Funniest :::*
Best person for advice :::*
Dependable :::*
Trustworthy :::*
Druggie :::*
Most likely to end up in jail :::*
Person you've known the longest :::*
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::an old lady was a construction worker
Last nightmare :::someone was trying to kill me
Car ride :::baby michaels dr. appt. today
Last time you cried :::today
Last movie seen :::final destination2
Last movie rented :::*see above*
Last book read :::summer sisters
Last word said :::ok
Last curse word said :::bitch
Last time you laugh :::earlier today
Last phone call :::Mike at work
Last CD played :::big tymers
Last song you listened to :::?
Last annoyance :::?
Last IM :::my sister
Last weird encounter :::?
Last person you hugged :::Mike
Last person you yelled at :::Shanon
Last time you wore a skirt :::like 2 months ago
Last time you've been evil :::Im never
Sarcastic? :::probably today
Last time you fought with your parents :::last saturday
Last time you wished upon a star :::a month ago
Played Truth or Dare :::years ago
Spent quality time alone :::hmm I dunno
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::no
Do you feel lonely :::no
Ever TP'd someone's house :::no
How about egging someone's house :::yeah
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::what?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::nope they are both pretty ugly
Yo Momma :::ok
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::uhhh no
What do you think of George Bush? :::I think he could be doing a better job
Any secret fetishes? :::I'm not going to type them in here...
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::no
How many languages do you speak? :::1
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::i guess

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:: 2003 11 December :: 10.00 am
:: Mood: happy

my birthday
My Birthday was 2 days ago, It was so great Mike took me to the outback and I had lobster with my food =) that made me happy. It was also nice since I got to have a little break from taking care of baby michael, my nana watched him. He is getting so big.. 10 months old already! He'll be walking in no time. He's so adorable though ;) I can't wait until Christmas so he can open his presents Mike & I got him some pretty cute stuff.
<3 Kayla

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:: 2003 9 December :: 11.21 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: baby Michaels cartoons

Today is my birthday|!
Todays my 17th Birthday! =)
Nothing has really happend yet its only like 11 something.. I don't know what I'll be doing today yet anyway. <3


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