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:: 2016 4 November :: 10.00am

I always change my mind.

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:: 2016 30 October :: 1.53pm

Couples costumes make me want to hurl.

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:: 2016 27 October :: 4.28pm
:: Music: Last Days of April: Life Companion Murphy's Law

Adults never tell kids that the best time of their lives will be childhood.
I feel deceived.

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:: 2016 21 October :: 7.58pm

All day I was making myself physically ill with worry. Just what I did the last time I delivered this news only much worse this time.

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:: 2016 18 October :: 11.38am

Just because I can 'deal' with short-term loneliness does not mean I can handle it in the long-term. If I so choose, I'm not sure I could. Boredum is what eats me up. No one there, no one to talk to or do things with, it would suck.

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:: 2016 16 October :: 9.51pm

I can feel the walls closing in. They're soft but dense. They're slowly suffocating me.

I can't get out... I can't get out... I can't breathe in this. I'm going to die.

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:: 2016 11 October :: 9.47pm

I cannot get over how ignorant others can be. This election has brought out the worst in people, including me. It's hard to see the humanity behind an image you see on the internet... but I feel like I cannot be kind to others when they are so bigoted, sexist, and wrong IMO.

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:: 2016 8 October :: 11.05pm

Anna is always going to be my friend. She is always there for me. She may hurt my feelings sometimes unintentionally, but I know she would never do it with any malice. She always makes the effort to text when I'm away or see me when I'm home. She is fine going out or staying in or spending money or doing whatever, so long as it's with me. She only wants the best for me. She only wants my happiness.

She is what friendship means to me. I have been very fortunate to have her in my life. Best friends, the people you really want to love, will sometimes disagree with you and get into arguments with you, but they will always be there at the end of the day, in your corner, cheering you on. I have 6 of those. But she's that for me, most of all.

Friends are family you choose.

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:: 2016 7 October :: 11.03pm

Gotta let go.

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:: 2016 31 August :: 2.09pm

Bye, Felicia.

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:: 2016 2 August :: 1.36pm

Holy shit. Uh oh.

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:: 2016 20 July :: 11.26pm

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:: 2016 16 July :: 9.16am

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:: 2016 5 July :: 9.00pm

"Non, je ne suis la belette de personne."

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:: 2016 19 May :: 6.43pm

I haven't been in a rainstorm for a long time.
It's beautiful. It's nice to be in my car for these so I have the tin-roof sound. So calming and refreshing.

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:: 2016 15 May :: 1.22pm

People are garbage.

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:: 2016 17 March :: 8.18am
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins

Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.

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:: 2015 2 November :: 8.13pm

My world is a terrible place when I think of where it's lead to.

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:: 2015 23 August :: 12.01pm

Today marks 4 years of James and I being a couple.

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:: 2015 14 May :: 2.50pm

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