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:: 2006 18 March :: 2.10 am
:: Music: Rammstein- Halleluja

I know I post this a lot but...
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If there's anyone you love this much on here, re-post this.

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:: 2006 17 March :: 4.03 am
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Adema-- Promises

I've got friends..
I've got friends, I've got loved ones, and then I have people that I hold in a greater respect.

Meredith, Jesse, Lauren, Josh, Jack, I've known you all for a long while now. You folks are always there for me, and you never just toss me away for something new, someone else, or for no good reason. You all have no reason to not call upon me for anything, I owe you all as much. I love you guys.

Now then,
I have some people I love, and even though I prolly shouldn't, I do. I hold you close to me, and you all know I would take a bullet for you, and pull the sun out the sky for you. But sometimes you all forget me, you toss me aside for others, and I understand it for the most part, but then when the shit is neck deep and you're afraid of drowning...you come back. Tucker pulls you out and helps you to your feet. I fight your battles, pay your bills, and keep you afloat. Then things improve for you, and as if the green light came on, you're off like lightning. You guys hurt me, but yo uknow, I love you, and I'll forgive you.

And then,
I have friends, wonderful friends, friends that got me through the rough spots in my earlier days. I have friends that threw me away when I became a threat to their posh hang out spot, friends that won't talk to me, hang out with me, even remember me. They know that if they are in trouble, that I'll tear down walls to save 'em, that I treasure my friends no matter how much they hurt me, they know, no matter how much I may hate them one mintue, if given some time I'll forgive 'em, even that Jew-fro'd bastard. I love my friends..

Then they're people I can't fucking stand. People that I can't imagine helping under any circumstance...I hate you people. But, It's a bad day when you people upset me less then my friends and loved ones that cast me aside.

End Rant.

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:: 2006 20 February :: 1.10 am

back from katsu. details at 11.

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:: 2006 16 February :: 2.30 am
:: Music: Metallica-- Sanitarium

Heading to Katsu soon. Yay!

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:: 2006 10 February :: 3.43 pm
:: Mood: Anti-snowmetic
:: Music: Graveyard Dirge

I hate the snow
So mother nature decided to screw me over this weekend. Im slightly ill, sore throat and stuffy nose, and It's gonna snow...fuck you the weather, and to hell with you the snow.

Oh well, perhaps the weekend after I get back from Katsu the guys and I can get together and work of stuff. Oh well, one can hope for the time being.

Im gonna go back to listening to graveyard dirges.

Later folks

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:: 2006 6 February :: 5.05 am
:: Music: Bloodsimple-- Blood In Blood Out

Yet Another Guerilla Update!
So whats up ladies and gents. Yeah the only reason im up at this moment is my lack of remembering the Networking classes' homework.


Anyhow, not alot is going on, a little fight with Meem, but all is patched up. Happy happy. Katsu is comming up, this week is operation MAKE MONEIES!!!!111ZOR and yeah as you can see im all over the place with the nonsense.

So I started a new hobby a while back, and hopefully this comming saturday Im gonna get some practice in, if not that, then work on some storyline stuff...gotta work hitting someone with a steel chair in somehow ^_^

So Meem's new friend Jen sounds cool, at some point I assume she just might introduce me to her instead of telling me about their random and often funny conversations. Who knows.

Katsu is a comming which means I'll get my anime fix...although, its been 2 years since I went to a convention, and I am a wee bit nervous. Since this will be the first time I've gone without my friends, but then again, Im going with my best friend, so that accounts for some alleviation on my poor poor nerves. Parker is susposed to be there, so I'll try to find him at some point maybe hang out with him a bit, Im also hoping to see Heidi again this year, I saw her last time I went to Katsu, and well, I attribute my love of art to her, she really got me interested in art and whatnot. That and while this will sound pig headed, she was pretty, but thats not to say that I in anyway perfer her to Meem, I love my Meem, when she isn't punching me in the nuts....

So yeah, I think Jesse invented some new holiday that he won't tell me about. Crazy Jesse, you can't do that....or can you..

Great, now he's gonna burn my bathroom down and claim is was a holiday requirement.

On room notes, Mom said something about selling this house...I have no plans on moving till I can move out on my own...which will be soon, hopefully.

Ok, I need to sleep

Sleep good,

Night Hoes...I mean my 3 to 6 devoted readers...

Im glad you people still read this, makes me feel like someone listens.

Even if it is a crazy hoe or two....and a gay guy...that makes joke about me being white trash...I hate you..

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:: 2005 31 December :: 3.47 pm

wow what a lazy day. Slept till 3, took a shower, and now ill wait a few minutes and go to work...come home, sleep, and I think im off tomarrow, which means I can sleep till...nah ill find something to do.

Later Journal World.

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:: 2005 28 December :: 12.53 am
:: Music: Tool-- Disgustipated

I know im really bad about updating this mofo. So whats up world, Ill be back later, once ive had my Evil Genius/AOE3/Gangland fix.

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:: 2005 26 November :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Motograter-- Get Back

Oi Vey
Yeah I know Im really half assedly...(quarter assedly?)updating this thing but yeah, sue me. Anyhow, Two years with Meredith as of yesterday. Pretty cool considering us sometimes, and my luck with the lady folk. As vile and evil as you may be sometimes your all so cute...no...thats a lie, your all vile and evil, but a few of you have managed to find a special place in my heart, and a certain one has managed to find a special place within my life, hopefully for an eternity.

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:: 2005 2 November :: 1.12 am
:: Music: Staind-- Its Been A While

Well Well Well.

An update you need!

Well spent the better part of 4 days alone with Meredith in Williamsburg. I swear im allergic to that place, anyhow, its was very nice, and for th emost part very relaxing.

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