siyumai - Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/~siyumai Woohu / Woohu.com http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607779 so, like i was saying. april 24th would have been mine and rocko's anniversary. we haven't talked since that date. i guess we're pretty much over now. it just kind of sucks. like i wasted two years of my fucking life over some abusive asshole. wow, i fail at life. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=607779 Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:52:31 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=606817 haven't updated in quite a long time. i'm working out now regularly at the gym. in less than a month, it would have been mine and rockos two year anniversary. i guess we're going to try to give it another shot.. god knows how that's going to go. i'm really tired actually. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=606817 Wed, 26 Mar 2008 13:57:12 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=604851 i'm going to steal all of rockos pokemon and put them on mine. aha. yeahhh boyyyee. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=604851 Fri, 04 Jan 2008 23:18:44 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599851 so. yesterday, was terrible. i went out to the point.. started drinking around like 5 or 6. then danielle took me to my house, then to her house, then back out to the point. started drinking some more. rocko made up this bitch ass game me and alex played it for a long time for his graduation, one of the things i got him was a corona glass set. there were two shot glasses and a pint glass, which he's been using ever since =] so up until last night, he hasn't even touched the shot glasses. {oooh, thinking about this makes my tummy hurt} we broke them in, basically. i had captain and he had jagermeister. we did a couple rounds, and then kept playing rocko's game. i kinda don't remember that much, since we broke in the shot glasses like, eight times in a row =] if ya catch my drift apparently i took a couple pictures! in the majority, i am horribly disfigured, so they'll be deleted off my camera.. but here's two that i like =] enjoy home`z http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599851 Sat, 23 Jun 2007 21:56:44 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599773 i kinda find it funny that, two years ago, i was basically obsessed with eli. now he's a good friend of mine, and when i see him i don't even think about that night. i don't talk to brittany anymore either, which is a relief. she's become such a faggot, honestly. i don't really talk to anyone. me and stacey got close for awhile, and then she fucked that up by being a stupid cunt. oh well, people change. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599773 Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:19:48 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599752 there's a couple pics at end of post i'M LOViN LiFE.. i'm getting my license in august, i've decided. =] recently was alex's grad party.. i came, i saw, and i conquered that bioooootch. actually, i got some vodka and orange juice and cruised my way through the night, pretty much extremely happy. i showed up on pain pills, which nobody seemed to notice lmfao. i basically hung out with lindsay and kaitlynn the entire night. me and rocko, eh, fought. but oh well, who doesn't fight?? i still love `im =] alex and me got into it too.. well, it was more, him screaming at me, but i left after he started {he was blitzed}, cause the day was about him, so i wasn't gonna yell back. ya dig?! MY BiRTHDAY.. june 8th.. i didn't even drink, but ya know, i had fun. party at the house for family. then over to danielles to see the friends. we had a little fire.. it was like, rocko, harold, danielle, allison, chris, yeager, alex, jimmy cribbs, and i'm pretty sure somebody else, but i can't think of who at the moment. i was in the pool within like, 20 minutes. rocko ended up skinny-dipping, which, ya know, whatever floats your boat. but i stayed clothed, thank you. oh! heather got married! may 5th, it was definitely beautiful =] kt and me, at alex's graduation. i was starting to feel the absolut by this point. me and lindsay, like 5 minutes later. i look trashed, but definitely not. a decent picture of me and rocko. this is december 06, right before the killswitch concert. i was definitely trashed, off like, okay. don't laugh. one shot of everclear, two bears, and a couple drinks of captain morgan. i know, i know! lightweight! the wedding! my favourite picture! i love it. heather - nicole - me. gorrrrrrrrrrgeous sisters, if i do say so myself. buttttttttttttttttt hopefully i'll be on here more and whatnot, now that it's summer. =P love ya! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=599752 Wed, 20 Jun 2007 06:19:14 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=597926 it's the little things. the things that always go unnoticed. i love how neither of us are ever in control of our emotions. and at the same time i hate it. i love how he has all this power, and his touch is so gentle. i love winning wrestling matches with him, even though he's a sore loser. i love how we can talk about pokemon for hours. i love how when we watched the notebook he looked at me and smiled at the cheesy parts. i love how he sings to me in that awful, high-pitched kind of voice that makes me happy everytime. i love how no matter what, he always looks out for my best interest i love drinking with him, because when i say i love you, he looks at me and smiles so soft, because he believes it and even though we argue. alot. he should believe it. because i do love him. and i wouldn't trade this last year. not for anything. april 24, 2006♥ http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=597926 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 18:20:29 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=597925 it's the little things. the things that always go unnoticed. i love how neither of us are ever in control of our emotions. and at the same time i hate it. i love how he has all this power, and his touch is so gentle. i love winning wrestling matches with him, even though he's a sore loser. i love how we can talk about pokemon for hours. i love how when we watched the notebook he looked at me and smiled at the cheesy parts. i love how he sings to me in that awful, high-pitched kind of voice that makes me happy everytime. i love how no matter what, he always looks out for my best interest i love drinking with him, because when i say i love you, he looks at me and smiles so soft, because he believes it and even though we argue. alot. he should believe it. because i do love him. and i wouldn't trade this last year. not for anything. april 24, 20066♥ http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=597925 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 18:20:14 EDT http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596917 i'm deleting all of my old entries. i was an idiot. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596917 Tue, 20 Mar 2007 11:15:32 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596871 insomnia hardly the right word to describe the restless nights spent slowly but surely, she reaches for the laptop her solace with the push of a button, it comes to life and she begins to write. once upon a time, there was a very emotional young lady. she watched too many hospital shows and read too many fiction novels, but nonetheless, she was loved. flaws and all. it was raining hard out that night. the roads were slick and the playground was virtually mud. but, it just so happens that at that night at 1 a.m., that park would never look the same in their eyes. running through the mud, hand in hand, screaming and laughing and giggling. soaked to the bone. mud up to the knees. nobody cared. they plopped on the swings, out of breath and glad for the shelter. "so, i was thinking lately," "yeah? how's that working out for you?" sarcasm. the man chuckled and shushed her. "i was just wondering, you know." he shifted in his swing so he was facing her. "what?" out of the norm. this relationship required no wondering. no excess thinking. it was fun and spontaneous. what's gotten into him? apparently it was the rain and the sleepless nights, something, because he slid off his swing, landed on both knees in the mud, looking up at her. "what are you doing?" "i'm asking you what you're doing for the rest of your life" silence. "i'm asking you to marry me." http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596871 Mon, 19 Mar 2007 00:33:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596869 im in love with a stripper http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=596869 Mon, 19 Mar 2007 00:25:20 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=563710 Well. I broke up with David because he was being a complete ass at homecoming.. I was hanging out with Matt and Steven and he's all like "Ooh, come make out with me in the corner!" and I, you know, WANTED TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS.. but yeah.. So that was on a Saturday, we broke up the next Monday. That was like on the 19th [the monday] And last weekend, on Saturday [24th], I went to Brittanys birthday party. Shaggy lives right next door to Davids [other David] so I just kept going over there to hang out. hang on. i gots another journal, let me pull the entry from there. [long. lmfao.] Friday, woke up, went to school, had pictures, bleh bleh bleh. Usual emo shit. And then like.. I went home.. I'm trying to remember all this shit. I went up to the Point with Rudolph and Brittany and we hung out, I left my books on the bus.. it was funny. Then David wanted to ask me out.. AGAIN.. and I kinda laughed. Brittany spent the night at my house.. Saturday, we wake up at about 12-ish? Dont know. And then I get a shower, get ready, and Brittany leaves at around a quarter after 3 and gets stuff ready for the party. Then at around 5, I left for Rudolphs house because thats where we were having the party thingy. Well, as I was pulling up so was Brittany and Steven so I'm like.. Okay.. and yeah. Then Ashley and Brittany Floyd show up, then Bryce shows up, then Phillip and then Dino.. Oh, and Ruthie and Jackie and Cody and Justin and Kevin. Lol. Well then it takes us 2 hours to put up our tent and Bryce didn't get his put up until about 11 at night.. both Keiffers came over and hung out alot and I formally introduced myself to Jake.. lmfao. We were in McDonalds and I sat down next to him and said, "Hi, I don't know you." and he holds out his hand and goes "Hi, I'm Jake!" and I'm like "Im Devi!" and I just sat back lykwoa, I formally know Kieffer now. Lmfao. But yea, we walked to McDonalds at like 10 p and Anthony calls me up and he's like "Im coming!" or something, so I'm like 'Okay http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=563710 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=559984 Last night was literally the best night I've ever had. I got drenched by holy spit, courtesy of Matt Toka, and I SHOOK RYAN HARRIS' hand, and I got DRENCHED AGAIN BY MATT TOKA'S SWEAT. And I HUGGED JASON LEVIS! I hugged Dave Saltzman and Frankie, too! FRANKIE IS SO HOT. lmfao .:fan girl squee:. Like, we went and Brittany saw this kid named Steve but we werent sure if it was him and we got in there and he was sitting behind the Merchandise table, and we went up and bought shirts and we started talking and she's like "Is Your name Steve?" and he's like 'Yeah!' so I guess she knew him from Miller, and he's pretty FUCKING awesome. Not to mention cute. So we got chairs and hung out with him at the Merc table the entire time before Cherry came on, and then Ryan walked out the door right behind us and I started freaking out and Steve is like 'Wow, do you like him or something?' and I was like "HE'S ONLY A GOD!" and so he introduced us to Ryan because he's friends with the entire band! It was awesome! We shook his hand and he's like "Well, I'll talk to you guys after the show!" He was so nice. Then we put the chairs back and waited for Cherry Monroe to come out, and Jason got on stage and I just started SCREAMING, then everyone else started screaming and I was like "JASON!" and he didn't hear me. I was sad ): Then I seen Matt walk out and I was like "OMGOMGOMGOMGOISJFSJDFHKSDFHKSDF SPAZZZZZZZ" and it was AWESOME. He just jumped up there and started singing Bandages. Then Steve appeared next to me and I grabbed his arm and he did a jig and then we jumped around alot and sung and then MATT STRIPPED!! It was SO HOT. Then he poured water on himself like it was a porn movie and all the girls started screaming. Oh hell yeah, I screamed too. Then Frankie stripped and I was like 'HOLY HELL HOTNESS' and poor Dave, he wasn't getting any attention so I started saying "DAVE, I LOVE YOU!" and then I said something like that to Ryan and Frankie and it was awesome. And then Steven disappeared and reappeared like after two more songs and we did another jig and then they played Satellites and even though I hate that song, it was the best of the night because everyone was singing and jumping and shit. Then afterwards we met everyone and got drenched in MATT TOKA'S sweat, it was gross but AWESOME. Holy sweat, man. Then we got our shirts signed and Steve is like 'You guys owe me hugs!' so I gave him a hug and so did Britt and we ran away, BUT ALL IN ALL, it was awesome. I almost cried when I took a shower this morning because I didn't want to wipe the sweat off Matt Toka off. Its SO gross, but I'm serious. I mean, obviously I wanted to shower, but I didn't want to wash off the Matt essance. http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=559984 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=537180 Someone just called my phone and said, "Is Kelly there?" "No." "Who is this?" "Who is this?" "Where's Kelly?" "You've got the wrong number." "No I dont, bitch, put Kelly on the phone." D: I hung up >_> http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=537180 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=536615 Lmfao. I'm over Jenns house.. yesterday was her birthday, and today we were going out to eat to celebrate. Well, we went to Applebees, and Jenn was wearing her "Vote for Pedro" shirt. We had the coolest waitress, and she came up to us and started just randomly talking about Napolean Dynamite. She kept asking Jenn if she wanted a refill for her dew, which was like, every five minutes. XD It was great! But when we finally had to leave, I wrote a note on a napkin that said, "Dear Lyn(n), Thank you for the yummy food. You were a very cool waitress person-lady. If I shall ever see you again, I will probably not remember you. Thank you for the refills. Love, Us." And Jenn drew Napolean Dynamite's "Liger" on the side and I wrote "VOTE FOR PEDRO", and we left her a five-dollar-tip wrapped up in the napkin. We tied it to the balloon that she gave Jenn for her birthday, and wrote "TO LYN(n)" on the Balloon so she would see it! XD Yes, we did the (n) lmfao But some dude cleared away our table and read the note and went to get our waitress. Like, fifty other waiters/waitresses came with her, too. We had them all laughing so hard! Then we ran up to her and she was like "Oh my god! I'm going to show everybody, and then I'm going to frame it and put it on my fridge!" It was so great- we had so much fun. It made our day! http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=536615 Wed, 31 Dec 1969 19:00:00 EST