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angelgrl

:: 2002 18 January :: 12.00am

This was a poem i had to write for my english class. it's from a mouse, and to a man.

To a Man
Sleeping in my comfy home
so suddenly there is no more
my heart beats fast
and then at last
I see you standing there
so big and tall, I'm so afraid
you speak and what is that you say?
you're voice is gental and so kind
yet so loud and strong inside my mind.
hold still i will, so you may leave me be
so i can find another home
before the winter brings the storm.

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angelgrl

:: 2002 22 March :: 12.00am

Books are....

Adventure without danger
love with no real kiss
pain without the suffering

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angelgrl

:: 2001 9 March :: 12.00am

Why do we pray for rain when it's hot?
and then for the sun when it's cold?

Why do we wish to be old when we are yound,
and wish to be young when we are old?

Why do those with curly hair want it straight?
and those with straight, want it to curl?

Why can't we just be content with what God gives us?

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angelgrl

:: 2001 9 March :: 12.00am

I love the rain because it hides my tears.

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angelgrl

:: 2001 6 March :: 12.00am

I miss having someone to hold me,
I miss having someone to love me,
I miss having someone who cares,
I miss having someone to call my own,
I miss having someone's shoulder to cry on,
I miss having someone to give a sweet and gental kiss,
I miss having someone here,
Someone here to love me,
someone here to kiss me,
someone here to hold me,
and take away my fears.
someone who will care for me,
someone who will cry with me,
someone who will be glad for me,
although i am not near.
someone that I want to love me,
someone that i want to care,
I want someone, anyone
as long as you wont hurt me
as long as you wont leave,
as long as you will love me,
for all that love is worth.
Could that someone, please be you?

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angelgrl

:: 2001 6 March :: 12.00am

Emotions

If you never smile,
how will other know that you're happy?
if you never frown,
how will your friends know to cheer you up?
If you never shead a tear,
how can someone kiss it away?
If you never argue,
how will they know you disagree?
If you never show you're emotion,
how can you keep it all inside?

Emotions are a very important part of your live. It lets other have a hint as to what's going on in your heart. If your a stoic all the time, or are always "fine" it's as if you've closed the door and wont let anyone in.

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angelgrl

:: 2001 30 January :: 12.00am

Waiting

I know it's coming
She told me he would
I can't sit still
Do I look nervious?
Are my checks all pink again?
What was that I just read?
waiting, waiting, waiting
he didn't ask me.
but she told me he would
he's just shy
he didn't have a convenyant oportunity in that busy english class.
I can't take this antisipation much longer
When will he ask me?
waiting, waiting, waiting
"You have to be along" she told me "It's not as special around others."
"Go over there and he'll follow"
"Oh, but I can't, I'm to nervious."
"Go!" she said
so I went.
waiting, waiting, waiting
I feel stupid just standing here
What am I afraid of?
I've talked to him before
It's just a valentines banquite
and we're only going as friends
but still, he's asking me!
waiting, waiting, waiting
Just three little words
I've practiced them all morning
here he comes.
he's asking me, he really is!
Are people watching?
Am I blushing?
Is he?!
waiting, waiting, waiting
"I'd love to."

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angelgrl

:: 2001 28 January :: 12.00am

I want to tell you

I want to tell you that I miss you
You probably think that I don't care
How i long to hold you
to see you one last time
but i know that can't happen
I'm almost over you.
I will always love you deep down inside
It's killing me not to talk to you
I know that if I saw you
or gave you one last kiss
That I would fall apart again,
It's just all this is miss.
I think that it would hurt too much,
to bring back all the memories
that I try so hard to just forget,
and all the while try just as hard not to.
I want to tell you how I feel
but it wouldn't be fair to you
to play with your emotions
because I know that "we" cannot be.
so until we're both over this
I'll have to say goodbye.

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angelgrl

:: 2001 24 January :: 12.00am

You look at me and I smile.
you ask me how i am
still smiling i tell you i am fine.
but if you look deeper, you'll see that i am not.
there's this thing called pain,
it burns so deep in me
i want to yell out, I'm not ok!
i can't do this anymore!
i can't deal with him...i want to help...but i can't.
now, he'll have to help himself.

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angelgrl

:: 2001 22 January :: 12.00am

Starless Night



The stars are meaningless now.
I look up above and it's not there,
the happyness that i once felt.
but the memories are, for they will never fade away.
a moment with you for every star in the sky...
I guess we ran out of stars.
now the sky is grey.
there's no more starts tonight
I'm all alone, on this cold and starless night.

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angelgrl

:: 2003 13 February :: 12.00am

I'm going to use this journal as a place to put all of my poems.... I'll put a date at the top, and that's the date that i wrote them...

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