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2008 8 April :: 8.48 pm
life is colorful, viberant, and beautiful...... nothing like a week without the gm to make you realize how easy you have it!
glad to be back to normal, for the most part anyway.
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2008 30 March :: 11.23 pm
life seems to be spinning round and round in circles and im helpless to stop it... i cant control anything and its truly irritating.
its not good its not bad... im just in space, gray, not growing, shrinking, making any change. i exist and that is truly it.
what the fuck ever
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2008 26 March :: 10.58 am
Life is Complicated
got the privilage of stayong over two hours last night cause people keep callin in! its over time for me so its gonna pay off i guess.
i get home and tj has pics of his nephews, which we havnt seen or heard from his sister on over two years so i dont know how. apperently she has a myspace and he got them off of there. i guess he left her a nice little message, and she hasnt replied yet. i dunno this may start something it may not. i just hope he at least can continue to get new pcs of the kids hell we never even met the last one...
let the drama continue!
in other news, we got the rings! they are fabulous! his school stuff is going well and i finally got my lazy butt up and got all the info im gonna need to start school. also i found some friends of mine from when i first lived here in IN so thats exciting, they are all guys so tj isnt happy but oh well!
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2008 25 March :: 11.29 am
why is he so selfish??? why is it all about him. i have feelings to and if i get upset its my fault and i have to fix it. DAMNIT!!! heaven fuckin forbid he do anything to the relationship.... argh you love him to death but ya still wanna ring hid neck.
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2008 23 March :: 10.34 pm
today was another epic day at pondo!!!!!!!! dumbass highschool kids who dont think to sweep before they mop! arg
oh well got home it was clean for the most part so that made me happy...
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2008 22 March :: 10.30 pm
BOYS SUCK!!!!!!!!!
the girls at work got me a Chevy hat today... it made tj happy. :)
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2008 19 March :: 9.59 pm
today at work was shitty... some of these stupid high school kids are useless. you ask them to clean something and somehow it looks worse than before.... how in the hell does that happen?
tjs a big butthead... and i want to punch him right now for no real reason except i can... ha.
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2008 18 March :: 12.20 pm
its been a while, but nothing new.... i am not going to be an aunt, yay
it was kinda freaking me out the whole idea that this girl, who by the way is 17 and still a freshman in high school, may have had to be in my life practically forever. but now i hope that nathan just gets rid of her.
Tj is taking classes now for his diesel, and he's really excited about it. im happy he's doing something that finally makes him happy.
work is going real well, and so is wedding planning. everything is comimg together and every day i get more and more happy about it.
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2008 8 March :: 7.36 pm
finally got a new computer.. the internet will be up and running as of the 19th. Wedding planning is going well. just ordered the rings, and the flowers.
work is going well, very very well,
i might be an aunt. not very happy about that of course.
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2008 24 February :: 5.11 pm
hey hey yall,,, been plannin away for this freakin wedding.. life is good i guess certain people of the male gender are being dumb as usual. but of course all men are really dumb anyway right.
just got a raise, yay, more money woohoo.
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2008 19 January :: 10.18 pm
life at the moment is ok....
wedding planning is in full effect, i just cant wait until it all just comes together. i have had dreams of it for the last week, all cause i have so much going through my head and i am so happy...
i dont think my life has been so good in a long time. im the happiest i have ever been, it makes me look back on high school and see how stupid i was, how dumb some of the decisions were. but now i just see my future being bright, and my life being just ok, and that is fine with me.
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2008 10 January :: 2.40 pm
comin up to mt pleasant for some manager seminar,,, yay. its just means i will be away from tj for 3 days, poor baby. its ok for me but i think he may have a problem with out me there to make sure he does all the stuff he needs to...
not too much news here, parents kicked nathan out finally, found pot and whiskey in his room.....
bridesmaids call me ,please.
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2007 23 December :: 7.28 pm
hey! ITS CHRISTMAS!....
on the way up here to MI the fuckin car died pretty much... and now i have no way of getting home and i need to get home by tomorrow afternoon. argh shit always happens around the holidays.
on the other side of things, we are doing well in IN. its so much better then MI. i love it down there. work is going ok... started to manage by myself this week. yay. TJ is great.... his job sucks but it pays decent so its all good. i have an audition with the fort wayne community band in JAN>>>> i cant wait. i have been wanting to play for the longest time and playing by myself sucks.
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2007 18 October :: 11.56 pm
ok so i think all of the shit with the apartment people is coming to a halt... and i do believe it is all settled....hopefully. im just so excited.... tomorrow is my last day at kfc, my last day in CS... my last alot of stuff but the new chapter in my life is going to be so much more grand. the only thing is i have to wait about the school thing. i really really want to get back, but i cant until all the paperwork is figured out and i get all my shit straitened out.
is it bad that i am starting college so late??? god i mean i know exactly what i want to do for the rest of my life its just taking me forever to do it. fortunately for me it will only take tj like a year to get his stuff done, then we can focus on my career. and another great thing, my cousin in In is a drummer for this local band down there so i am hoping he can open us up to the music scene down there and at least get tj some one to play with since i cant play the guitar worth a damn and there is only so much i can do on the piano that sounds ok......
after talking with my mom today i realize she is 100% completely insane! arg.....
WE'RE PACKING UP THE TRUCK TOMORROW... N E ONE WHO WANTS TO HELP..... CALL ME... I DONT WANNA DO A WHOLE LOT OF WORK :)
and Katie u can come live with me.... since aparrently you are the only pal of mine i can handle more than a week of... gotta love BOA! HA. Shrimp in August 'till the end!!!!!!!
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2007 16 October :: 6.59 pm
im sooooooo ready to leave i hate kfc and i hate living with his father....arg... but its all good we're gone soon
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