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2008 18 August :: 9.23pm
Rueben and I just got back from a long walk. It was quite pleasant, except for the swarms of bugs by the ponds.
I have another day off tomorrow! However, I do have to work Friday night, which is another move-in day. Boo.
Ellen is here and moved in, but she's at band camp all day.
I have a ton of food in the fridge leftover from band camp meals. Luckily, I can actually eat some of it now. Medicine is a good thing.
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2008 18 August :: 11.50am
People are very dumb. Thats all I can conclude.
There is NO reason to ever forward ANYTHING to X number of people to stop Y from happening. No reason.
None.
So stop it.
Stop it now.
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2008 20 August :: 11.30am
happiness....
priceless.
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2008 18 August :: 1.38pm
2-0 preseason lions. Hopefully they can carry this winning motivation into regular season. Kitna/Stanton looked good last night.
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2008 17 August :: 11.42pm
i dont know how to feel
i am home alone at the moment, tj is up in Mi for his party and i miss him horribly.
so that "friend" that i had who was supposed to be in my wedding be decided her stupid ass was more important a basically quit on me. she went to a friends wedding in MI with her BF and wore the dress i picked out for her to wear in my wedding. AND I AM PISSED!! here she is having fun in a dress that should make her sad. i know its stupid to say but god damnit im mad that she ruined a good friendship cause she couldnt act like a fucking adult.... people are so fucking stupid
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2008 17 August :: 8.27pm
Why do people think they don't have to be responsible for their own kids? Why do people think they dobt have to be responsible for themselves? Why do people think you are being rude or asking too much when you are just simply asking them to follow the rules of YOUR house? Its my apartment you are a freaking guest.. If I should even call you that.. In MY HOUSE! Sorry but that means you follow my rules or you can fucking leave. Just because you think you are some tough guy gangster whatever doesn't mean you don't have to answer someone when they tell you to take care of the mess you made! And no! Im not gonna fucking watch your daughter for you! Get a job! Maybe then you can pay me to do it! But until then I won't watch your daughter when you have nothing better to do but drink.
Ughghghghhgghgh people are so stupid.
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2008 17 August :: 4.27pm
bitches don't know bout my diabeetus
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2008 17 August :: 1.37pm
:: Music: Lil wayne - Kush
Yeahh....and I smoke that Kush. Yeah....and we ball like swoosh
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2008 17 August :: 4.58am
No more Arbys. Well - kinda. I need to work once a month to keep my employed status - and therefore be able to come back if I need too.
I just came across something I find amusing. Bush is pushing to redefine abortion as anything that can off a fertilized egg. I'm not sure how old this story is; or if he can muster it, But I hope he goes all the way; nothing like rustling up the democratic base in the middle of election season. Mayhaps he can lose a few more seats for his party while he's at it.
I say this because birth controll often works in this manner; by stopping a fertilized egg from attaching to the wall of whatever girl part it is babys attach too. (Its late, I'm tired, cant remember. Uterus mabye?).
A redefinition in the manner Bush wants would mean the fundies could quickly get all forms of birth controll banned, pending they found a judge that will go along with it.
It also means the basic method of in vitro would be out (or so I presume - at the very least they wouldn't be able to cull the extra eggs, as they would be protected. Woot for quads'nstuff).
Possibly thats not his intention either - but my god this is a bad idea on his part regardless. It would last at best the months until the new administration takes over.
Even if Cain takes the cake, he knows he cant sink the entire party by holding onto what would be the most politically damaging policy ever.
Stopping partial's is one thing; but dam - outlawing the pill will have half the country turned into revolutionary's overnight.
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2008 16 August :: 6.20pm
SIX DAYS!!
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2008 15 August :: 4.05pm
I am so angry about the situation here.
Yesterday, I was bitched out by my younger 12 year old cousin when I tried to ask her why she wouldn't give Taylor back her camera. She told me "YOU have NO control over me!" "Leave me alone" "stay out of it" and "I just CHOOSE not to have respect for you" I was SO flabergasted by the way she was treated with me I was speechless. I went upstairs and cried. I cannot BELIEVE the way she spoke to me. It was TOTALLY unnacceptable, so angering in fact that I considered coming home this weekend (my mom agreed that I should) because they have NO respect for me, each other, or their mom. My cousin lied to my aunt, making my aunt think I had somehow tormented Leah, or been mean to her. SHE was being very rude to taylor, and just being selfish, so I went in and asked her why should refused to give back something that did not belong to her.
My aunt believes Leah, and I"m sure I won't even get an apology. I'm just so hurt by the way she spoke to me. I would NEVER speak to my older cousins that way..because my mom taught me to be RESPECTFUL.
My aunt doesn't discipline them at all. She tries to sometimes, but falls back on her punishments the next day. She's always at work. She doesn't make them wear seatbelts (even when traveling down the highway at 80mph..they are 9,11, and 12).--to me that's child endangerment, SHE doesn't even wear her seatbelt, they don't listen, they fight and cry and hurt each other, they ride their bikes around town when my aunt is at work, they go wherever they want and my aunt doesn't mind...
they got caught looking at porn the other day on the computer and my aunt "banned" them from the computer, well, they were on the next day, and the day after that we went to best buy to look at fucking LAPTOPS for them EACH to have.
this is all ridiculous..i don't deserve to be treated so disrespectfully by my younger cousins..if i try to tell them to do something they just ignore me, (or flip out at me, like Leah).
This is SO WRONG in so many ways, my mom and my other aunts are furious about the way things are here in this household, my one aunt is "going to write a LONG note to my aunt julie, to tell her how she feels about all this"
not to mention this house is the messiest house you have ever seen, you can't see the floor in any of the rooms and all surfaces are covered in junk, clothes, wrappers and dirty dishes...also there is pee and random turds around the whole house from the untrained 1 year old dog. there are two beside me on the floor here and random ones upstairs in the hallway, and they just sit there.
i worked in the nesquik tower today, and when i blew my nose, chocolate came out. ugh.
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2008 15 August :: 10.44am
:: Mood: chipper
Being overly confident leads me to acting in ways that are not calculated, in ways that are true. Being confident leads me to act like a fool.
I'm going to work soon. Work. Work.
I guess I'll have some money this year. That would be nice since my college education is financed out of government loans. Maybe I'll know what it's like to have some money for a year or two before I have to start paying them off.
I'm being pessimistic.
One of the guys I work with at the Mt. Pleasant Meijer asked me if I would be a witness at his wedding if they opened up Massachusetts to out of state gay couples getting married. I guess right now you have to be a resident (old law from the 1800's so the South wouldn't get mad when Massachusetts wed inter-racial couples) to get married in Massachusetts-which includes gay marriage. Since they are residents of Michigan, and not Massachusetts, as soon as the law changes, we're going. It'll probably be around the first of the year. Needless to say, I feel extremely honored.
I was also informed that I might be getting the service desk trainer position, which is not a big deal at all, except that I get paid twenty five cents more an hour to sit with new people up in the learning center and warn them about angry people demanding the Michigan Scanning Award when they aren't suppose to get it. It won't take any extra time, and I won't really have any more responsibility than I do right now, which is absolutely fine with me.
I started taking my aciphex this morning. I hope that it works. I'm at the end of my rope with food. I just want to eat it all!! [wow, do I sound like a fatty now, or what?!]
On the up side, I'm wearing some pants right now that I've never been able to wear because they were too small when I bought them (when I was fifteen!).
Sixty two pounds down- hopefully no more!
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2008 15 August :: 12.27am
i could never be a writer.
i'm way too shitty at managing my time.
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2008 14 August :: 9.06pm
I'm in Mt. Pleasant. I'm working. I'm going to the library every morning because my computer doesn't like the rented charter modem and I get too frustrated to sit on the phone with at "Tech" person who I can't understand and repeats everything I say to them. Might as well just get a parrot.
I made lemon bars and gave some to Chris so I wouldn't feel guilty about asking him to use his computer. I took them to work, too, so don't think I'm that neurotic.
I haven't been able to eat for the past couple days because my ulcer has been acting up. My body is really stressed out from moving and working and the tests I went through earlier this month. I'm going to start taking my aciphex tonight. The doctor said that if it didn't get better fast enough or got worse, to start taking it. I guess it's now. I just want to be able to eat more than a bite of a protein powerbar without getting nauseated.
I work until Sunday, I volunteer at Central's band camp on Monday and Tuesday, Rueben comes Sunday night/Monday morning. School starts a week from Monday. First Kappa Kappa Psi eboard meeting is that Monday night; first general meeting is that Thursday. Wheatland is the second weekend of school, Rush starts the Tuesday after that, closed Rush is that Thursday, First Degree is Sunday; then it may slow down.
Oh, and I have to get t-shirts going for the Chapter, and I have to buy gatorade for band camp. Did you know they made gatorade powder that has like 100 servings? Yeah. I didn't know that.
Okay, so, in closing, I have to admit only this:
I love fan.
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2008 14 August :: 3.12pm
i know this is lame of me, but still.
i'm kind of hurt because a bunch of people i know apparently went out to a bar that i may not frequent, but have certainly been to several times (and have thoroughly enjoyed every time), and not one of them invited me.
i mean, maybe i wouldn't have gone anyway, but at least then i would have had the choice. it just makes me sad that there are so many nice people out there that really don't want me around.
and mom wanted me to find a friend to go with us to the baseball game tomorrow night, and i completely ran out of friends. i was running off the list in my head, and most of them were out of town or busy. and i wasn't going to count on kevin, because i figured he'd be with andrea. but maybe he'll pull through still.
all in all, i don't feel very desirable at the moment. and shannon doesn't count because she has more justifiable reasons to despise me than most anyone else, and her ignorance of that fact is not any fault of my own.
i'm gonna go mow lawn soon, i think. i don't feel like calling lenders today. addison was supposed to call me, though. maybe i'll give him a ring first.
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