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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 1 September :: 11.18am

&& im so sick of the lying .

3 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 27 August :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: angry

so tired, of fighting ..and not knowing what im fighting for


you yell && say things i dont understand
&& make me out to be a slut
im not
you tell me things that condridict others
&& expect me to know what to do

yes, mistakes have been made
but your blowing it out of porportion
making it so much more than it is.

your hurting me so much
--> i dont know if i should call, if i should say anything at all
<--- or maybe i should dissapear from your life
is that what you want ?!

&& i really believe you should help me .

9 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 26 August :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: cold

hope everyone was safe ♥

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 19 August :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: pissed the fuck off

i hear two storys && parts of both seem to be true
i dont know who to believe && or trust
you both have your reasons to lie
&& tell me what you want

im not a fucking rag doll
&& yes i have feelings

tell the fucking truth
to whomever your talking to && what its about
&& everything will be how it should be

i dont want to hurt && i dont want to cry
anymore

&& most of all i want to know what to do with myself

- - - -
[[ edit ]]

to let go isnt to forget, not think about, or ignore it. it doesnt leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isnt winning and it isnt losing. it's not about pride and it's not about how you appear. it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughs, and it doesnt leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving up or giving in. to let go is to cherish memories but to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it is learning and experiencing and growing up. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. to let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free

i guess it`ll never happen for me then
JEESUS

[[ /edit ]]

4 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 18 August :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: depressed

atleast i went out fighting

miss me baby ♥





Miss me baby
When you hear our favourite song,
Miss me baby
and when you start to sing along
Think about all the times that we danced
In moonlight to it all night long, oh
Then

miss me baby





And want me honey




Like you did the night you told me that you loved me
We couldn`t wait anymore
Left the keys in the door, took my hand
Pulled me down on the kitchen floor
Yeah, we were that crazy
Then miss me baby

Because when SHES


holding you,
know that it`s killing me,
let my memory be the reason
that you can`t sleep
and everytime you feel her touch,
I pray to God it`s not enough
and that I`ve touched your heart so deep
you can`t shake me
Cause I love you

.




Yes I need you,
Miss me baby

Miss me baby
Until you can`t take it no more
Miss me baby
Pack your bags && hit the door
I`ll admit, I was wrong,

forgive me ♥




Come back home

I`ll be waiting
Right here waiting
Miss me baby.

Everytime you hear this song,

miss me baby . .




7 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 18 August :: 1.47pm
:: Mood: cranky


do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
or will you think of me tonight
And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all.
Painting pictures in red and blue.



&& i think you should download
miss me baby :: craig cagle
thanks for last night ♥


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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 16 August :: 9.12pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Jamie O'neal - somebody's hero

&& so i broke my own heart && managed to ruin my own life


with in the past month i`v cried a few too many times
&& made to many mistakes
shattered two hearts
ruined half a million dreams
contridicted myself way past normal
&& started to hate myself

- - - - -
i never ment it more when i told you i love you

shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 14 August :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: heartbroken

nice to know your over us.

. . i guess



nothing seems to matter to him anymore
i really cant get him off my mind

i think i made the biggest mistake of my life
cant he just call me

3 wishes | shooting star


xonixieox

:: 2005 8 August :: 8.08am
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: none

update.
i havnt updated in forever, and im sorry for that!! anyway, i just got home from cheer camp. i got a tonnn of pictures.

http://www.worldisround.com/articles/200872/index.html


x0x

2 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 4 August :: 1.07am
:: Mood: misunderstood

it plays on my radio .. over and over . .over and over . . over and over . .it never ends. .the tears always fall . .my heart always races . .you my love my life my everything

it truley is the truth.
theres a but behind my words. .
you say
&& maybe so
but atleat you know
every word is true



For all those times you stood by me
For all the tuthyou made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through. .through it all

a few beat and a verse . .strikes the tears && dosent stop them


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you love d me

shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: pissed off

yea . .


nothing befor but matters . .



. . maybe to you

1 wish | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 28 July :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: depressed

yo bitches

im sickkkkkkkk =[
it bites. .
&&
im extreamly

CONFUSED =\


anyway.
heres some pictures ::
ENJOY && COMMENT !! =)

you know i love you . . right . . .


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butterbean
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rick
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chantai did my hairrrrr =)
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&& i did her make`up <3
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chantai && I
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noa me && drunk krystina !!
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noa && the drunk one
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krystina && butterbean
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the girls <3
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bb dancin ;)


more later
sick of this shit !!

1 wish | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 25 July :: 10.23am
:: Mood: crappy

i miss you ♥

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 20 July :: 8.47pm

i havent died . .

my computer is broken
&& im having wayyyy to much fun
with chantai && mike && `family"

keys . davie

YA KNO ;)

3 wishes | shooting star


xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 12 July :: 1.50am
:: Mood: bouncy

my weekend was bbetter than yours !! ;p


i had a Blast this weekend.

lots of ::
fun && laughs
drinking && tickle wars
spades && bowling
kids && cousins [[ i have been `claimed` as im told ;)]]
family =)

ha. i hate a blast. i really did krystina && I are going back this weekend too , cept were staying untill monday night . . so well be there longer . . then the follow weekend were goign back for mikes birthday . . i THINK danny will be there that time yaaaaaaaaaaaay

i got a rose from jacob [[ ha it was to cute . . it was a plant ? that had a red flower on it . he pickedit and gave it to me =) ]] . .

hmmm . . yeaaa
what a weekend ♥



tonight :: danny is coming over !!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
makes me smile ;)

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