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:: 2004 1 September :: 10.33 pm

NancyMyersRULES: i am margie, nancys sister
allymarin: hello, nancy's sister. i'm ally i was on nancy's soccer team a couple times.
NancyMyersRULES: oh
allymarin: are you her older or younger sister?
NancyMyersRULES: younger
allymarin: haha cool. does she know you're talking to her friends?
NancyMyersRULES: yes
allymarin: ah okay. otherwise i was going to say you may want to hide. she hits hard.
NancyMyersRULES: oh
NancyMyersRULES: i know she abuses me
allymarin: lol that's horrible. abuse her back.
NancyMyersRULES: ok
NancyMyersRULES: if i abuse her back i might as well jump off a cliff before that
allymarin: haa. that's true huh. she'd probably just get more ticked off.
allymarin: well if she abuses you back i will protect you. ;-) hehe
NancyMyersRULES: thank you
allymarin: yep.
NancyMyersRULES: :-D you are one of the good people in this world
allymarin: loll.. thank you! hehe you're so nice
NancyMyersRULES: not to nancy i annoy her.......HAHAHA O:-)
allymarin: lol yes, so i've heard.
allymarin: but naw, i don't believe you'd ever do that. ;-)
allymarin: my little sisters do the same thing though. i think you guys get some twisted pleasure out of it huh?
NancyMyersRULES: HAHAHA
NancyMyersRULES: yes
NancyMyersRULES: most fun time of my day
allymarin: figures! goodness, we just have to teach you guys a lesson
allymarin: loll.
allymarin: anyways i g2g to bed now, i'm not feeling to well today and i need my "beauty sleep".. hah.
NancyMyersRULES: ok
NancyMyersRULES: bye


What the hell, when did my little sister get so funny?

I am not going to promise you pictures because I would just be lying. However, there is a very small chance that they will come later.

3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 25 August :: 10.36 pm

School will be the death of me, I swear. I just woke up on top of my history book because I'm so drained I can't keep my eyes open for one paragraph. I still have half of my math homework to do, a bunch of Spanish work from today and yesterday, the rest of chapter three to read, and then when I'm finally done with that, I have to spend god knows how long outlining it. Sounds like a lot of work, but that's only half of it..I already finished the other half. I decided that this year, I'm going to try to do my own homework as much as possible and only copy other people's as an extreme last resort. So, because of that, I force myself to stay up freaking late each night until all my homework is either done or rather close to being so. I'm getting an average of three or four hours of sleep a night. I can't take naps during the day because I get home from cross country around four or five exhausted if the workout was hard (and it typically is) and then immediately have to start on homework or do something else equally pertinent. This is especially difficult because all last year, I slacked off and didn't start homework until ten or eleven. So somehow the time slips away and before I know it, it's eight, nine, ten o'clock and I've barely done anything. It's not helping that half my classes are APs, but I can't complain about that. I brought that on myself and I'm determined to do as well as possible in those classes and not quit. Of course, that takes extra effort on my part. I know I'm capable of it..I'm smart enough. I've often wondered what would happen if I actually applied myself completely in school for once. Maybe I'll find out this year. Maybe not. Chances are, I'll get tired (ha) of this whole routine of getting a few hours sleep each night and then still having to be a good student, a good runner, a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, etc. You watch, I'll start slacking soon. That's not what I want though..just give me a day, ONE day to get things together and I'll be fine. Really. Sad that it's only the second week of school and I already feel like this. I just need to convince myself that I can handle it..I mean, I know I can, but do I want to? That's what I can't figure out. I tell myself that yes, I want this, that's why I picked these classes and these activities and everything, but I don't know. I just..god, I don't know. Fuck it.

8 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 14 August :: 3.09 pm
:: Music: "Blame It on the Tetons" +Modest Mouse+

For those of you who were waiting for a picture post, you're out of luck. However, I do have pictures of another sort!

I want to get some new tshirts, and my parents said they'll only pay for two with their money. So, since I want like seven shirts, I need some help with this. Leave a comment telling me which two shirts YOU would pick, either because they would suit me or because you just like them. Click below to see the shirts!

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Okay comment!

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:: 2004 10 August :: 8.48 pm
:: Music: "Time is Running Out" +Muse+

Okay, this is going to sound completely pathetic, but I am seriously addicted to eBay. It's worse than it was before because I actually have money now, so there's no "oh, I can't buy this, I need money because I only have thirty bucks to my name right now." Nope. I've been bidding like mad on all sorts of things the past couple days. Mostly CDs. It doesn't help that I get tired of all my music so fast (with the exception of Radiohead and Our Lady Peace, basically) that I constantly need to buy new albums or download new songs. I don't even download anymore though because of the spyware etc. I guess buying off eBay is better than going to Best Buy or whatever because it's cheaper..but, because it's cheaper, I buy more! I can't win.

I am perfectly willing to acknowledge that the above paragraph is damn pathetic. That's okay. If I don't have any friends anymore, at least I'll still have eBay!

Oh, schedule. Right. It's only good for you to have classes with me if I don't hate you.

01: AP Physics; Rule.
02: Pre-Calculus; Layton.
03: Spanish III; La Giusa.
04: AP US History; Klipfel.
05: AP Lang & Comp; Del Rio.
06: Open.
07: Cross Country; Standley.


I have a bunch of pictures from Kylie and Ally's party that I need to get online, so I'll post them sometime soon. Probably when I get home from work tomorrow.

I totally went ice skating today with Jeanette, Gabby, and Mo. It was rad. I haven't been to the ice rink since eighth grade I think. Let me tell you, when it's about 110 stupid degrees outside, sliding around on ice is very enjoyable. I highly recommend it to everyone.

I hate school and we haven't even started yet. Bah. I got my STAR test results in the mail today, and they totally reinforced the fact that Mrs. Hamburger is completely incompetent. I was just barely Proficient in chemistry, mid-line Proficient in math (good thing I'm not taking honors pre-calc), and pretty Advanced in English (surprise) and history. Useless information, that. Oh well.

I have to go to an Earth, Wind, and Fire and Chicago concert with my mother tomorrow. If you're religious, pray for me. If not, laugh at me. I'll try to get some pictures of my mom rocking out.

3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 8 August :: 6.06 pm
:: Music: "A Forest" +The Cure+

ATTENTION: EVERYONE.

I'm getting bored with this valley (specifically this town). I need suggestions for other EXCITING things to do, preferably things that don't cost too much money. So get on it.

7 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 3 August :: 6.31 pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: "Roland" +Interpol+

This week at work has been by far the WORST week ever. And damnit, it's only Tuesday. What the hell. Stupid work. Only two more weeks..

Of course, I bet next week will be great and I'll say how much I love my job. God.

I'm actually making progress in reading Undaunted Courage, which is amazing. I'm forcing myself (really) to read at least three chapters a day, and it isn't too bad. In case you couldn't tell, I'm probably making the biggest understatement of my life here. Eh. Whatever. Summer work sucks.

I'd try to inject some humor in this so that it's actually worth reading, but I'm just not up to it. It would be nice to just stop everything for a while, but obviously that can't happen. God I've just been in a perpetual bad mood lately.

My best friend's a butcher, he has sixteen knives.
He carries them all over the town at least he tries,
Oh look it stopped snowing.
My best friend's from Poland and, um, he has a beard.
But they caught him with his case in that public place,
That is what we had feared.

He severed segments secretly you like that.
He always took the time to speak with me,
I liked him for that.
He severed segments so secretly you like that.
He always took the time, he always took the time..


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3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 1 August :: 1.56 pm
:: Music: "Something" +The Hippos+

The Hippos are rad.
I finally got the other computer partially working, so I was able to upload pictures from the past two weeks. Most of them are boring and you probably won't care, but I'm posting them anyways. Rock.

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2 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2004 1 August :: 11.52 am

Thanks Melanie.
1. If you could erase one character flaw from humanity, what would it be and why?
This one made me think for a while..it's difficult. I think I'm going to go with greed for a couple reasons. One is obvious: the world would be a lot better if the pompous wealthy jerks would use their vast riches to do something productive and attempt to solve the many problems plaguing the world today instead of buying another house somewhere that they will visit once a year or so. Yeah. Also, this is kind of out there, but think of Communism. Try to ignore the negative connotation that Stalin, Mao, and others gave it and think of the pure definition: "A scheme of equalizing the social conditions of life; specifically, a scheme which contemplates the abolition of inequalities in the possession of property, as by distributing all wealth equally to all, or by holding all wealth in common for the equal use and advantage of all." Communism would be absolutely perfect if humans weren't greedy. Because of that, it can never work as it's supposed to.

2. What's your favorite song right now?
Man, I have always hated this question because I have so many favorite songs..hmm. Probably "A Punchup at a Wedding" by Radiohead.

3. I need new music, what bands should I download oh Nancy of the Cool Music Taste?
Download all the Radiohead you can. You'll be glad you did. Also: the Decemberists, Guster, Kent, Our Lady Peace, and Interpol. I have more, but this should do for now.

4. Who is the most fantastic boy you've ever met or not met?
That would be one Mr. John Huelsebusch. When are you (yes, you) coming out here, hmm?

5. Who is your favorite writer?
Robert A. Heinlein. Easily. I highly recommend Stranger in a Strange Land. If you read one book the rest of your life, read that one.


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:: 2004 30 July :: 12.12 am
:: Music: "Beautiful People" +Marilyn Manson+

I have decided that I like some Marilyn Manson. So shoot me.

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:: 2004 29 July :: 5.17 pm

The time is seventeen seventeen.

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