i love this song. its so mellow and pleasent.

I waited 'til i saw the sun
i dont know why i didnt come
i left you by the house of fun
i dont know why i didnt come

when i saw the break of day
i wished that i could fly away
instead of kneeling in the sand
catching teardrops in my hand

my heart is drenched in wine
but you'll be on my mind
forever

out across the angry sea
i woud die in ecstasy
but i'll be a bag of bones
driving down the road alone

my heart is drenched in wine
but you'll be on my mind
forever

something has to make you run
i dont know why i didnt come
i feel as empty as a drum
i dont know why i didnt come
i dont know why i didnt come
i dont know why i didnt come....

anyways, i went golfing to day with Colin from work. i got stung by yet another bee! tomorrow i'm going on a "date" with Nate Reinhadt. that will be fun! ok i'm tire . talk to you later

Jules

ok, i want ot go to school to see everybody. i miss everyone so much and shit. the only people i have really talked to this whole summer would be megan, nickie, jessica, and brad. thats it. anyways, i'm bored and i want ot talk to someone!! ok i'm leaving.

Julie Slow

i got my schedule in the mail today and was pissed to find that they put me in chem when i told mr. walker that i was taking that next year and the ytook me out of chior! I was pissed! I called my mom and told her to call mr. walker to change it! So i think i'm going into advanced tv pro (happy beaver!) instead of yearbook. these are my classes:
US HIstory -Carr
Chem-Jungkind
Lit-Young
Geometry-Neier
Pyschology-Harnden
Yearbook-Stark
SO yeah, anyone have any of those classes? I'm out for the weekend! Talk to ya'll on Sunday maybe!

Julie

ITS FRIDAY! ok i get online and i go to read my email and i get into hotmail and shit nad i read this subject header for one of my emails from Mike...its says...read alone(XXX)...so i read it....HOLY SHIT! that was a great letter from him....thats all i'm saying! I getto see him tonight! I'm so stoked, but i'm grounded for tonight because my stepmom got all pissed because i didnt take care of a towel before i leaft! Thats so gay...but my dad is taking me to see Mike at Meijer, my stepmom just wont know about it, like a lot of things that my dad and I do! ANyways, no one will talk to me except my cousin in HAstings. I havent talked to him in so long. Hes my fave cuz hes retarded like me! he was telling me about the camp he was working at and everynight they would sneak out nad drink, and then the day after he left they ot caught. iwas like i wanna work there! I dont like my camp anymore. I was sexually harrassed the last week i worked and they didnt even fire the guy! I was pissed and so was my mom. Anywho, my tummy hurts! BRAD I WANNA TALK TO YOU! Ok well i'm going to get going and try to find something to do, later ya'll...
Julie "The Russian" Quick

confusion is hte key word at the moment... i feel things for someone that i never thought i would feel. he doesnt know about the feelings but he knows about me liking him. i look at getting into a relationship and i freak out. i start thinking i hve to do this nad that and i have to wear this nad say this just to make the guy look at me or like me back. i love this song so much. its a great pick-me-up song. "i am beautiful in every single way, words cant bring us down, so dont you bring me down today." i have to remind myself that everyday because i take everything to heart sometimes thats a bad thing. i need someone to talk to. summer has no longer been fun. first having to work 24/7 and then sexual harrassment at camp, then getting burned out from working there, now having to deal with feelings that in a way i dont want. i feel like i'm missing something. i'm missing out on something but i have no clue what it is. i try to fill the emptiness that i have inside but its only happy for a few days then it all falls to pieces. my family is torn like always, friends are getting mad at each other, people are dying, i feel alone. i need someone to hug me, someone to just hold me, let me cry....to listen. anyways, i'm leaving now....

jules

well, i'm at my moms work. i had to get up this morning early again which sucked. i ended up comin to work with my mom so i could make some money! I got ot clean the office all day. ooo lots of fun :( yeah i went to the dollar store and bought too much. then i got my eye brows waxed!! that killed! but hey pain is beauty!! i then went to the video store and got "Duets", "Steel Mangolias", "Gone with the Wind" and "See Spot Run" for my niece. yeah movie night with KFC! Thats my dream date!! Not really but oh well. I have to work tomorrow at cedar chase golf course at 7 in the morning till 2. OMW, i get paid tomorrow!! YAYAY! Money for Julie! I guess its time to go shopping! Anyways, no one is online so i'm very bored. anyways, i'm going to go now. nothing more to say.... lata ya'll!
Jules

MY CRUSH!

Screaming infidelities.
someone you loved has decided to leave, and theyve
done something to make you not trust them. do
you really love them and thats y you dont want
them to leave? or do you just not want to be
alone?


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Hey all, guess what! I have a secret crush on someone who a bunch of you know! Too bad i wont tell unless my crush says it... seeing that he now knows about it! I've liked him for a while now and no one knew!! HEHEHEHE... thats funny i actually kept a secret for once! Anyways, ohh he has liked me before too! But you wont ever guess who it is though!! Ok, i'm going to stop talking about it because he will end up coming out! Ok, well i'm going to Matt Williams house tonight to have dinner. I'm having chicken! YAY! Well, i fell alsleep for about 3 hours today (Beaver, I'm glad you didnt call me..) It felt good! Um, I finally cleaned my room which hasnt been touched for 2 months now! It was horrible! I've been sleeping in the back room on the fold out couch! I was seriously thinking about moving into the back room but i have no privacy. I need my privacy! Anyways, You know what, I cant hold it in anymore!!!! I LIKE JUSTIN.....or shall i say BEAVER! So yeah there ya go. I feel better now! Ok, i have to sneeze! AHH.. okay well i think i'm out for hte day or until i go back online tonight around 11:30(hopefully hes on...) LICKER TICKER...HEHEHEHE....THATS NAUGHTY! Inside joke at camp! Anyways, i'm out!

The Russian.... someone call me!! 696-3205