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:: 2004 24 November :: 9.08 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Trans Siberian Orchestra

This snow is awesome, yet depressing...

You Are the Stuffing

You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together.
People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.

Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 22 November :: 9.50 am
:: Mood: hungover

I should be sleeping
i had an awesome weekend. drew came up here to big rapids to go hunting with his cousin jack. i stayed with him at jacks saturday and sunday night. i spent all day sunday sleeping off saturday nights drunkeness, and so far to day i just want to sleep off last night (although it wasn't as bad) and drew wants us to come back up here again next weekend too..... i don't know how well i'll be able to handle this but i'm sure gonna try!

Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 8 November :: 9.48 am
:: Mood: depressed

X the ones you have done:

( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
(x) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
(x) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(x) I have cut myself on purpose
( ) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
( ) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. ( THAT way)
( ) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
(x) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
( ) I have purposely set myself on fire
( ) I have eaten sushi
( ) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
( ) I went to a prom with someone of the same sex
( ) I've bungee jumped
(x) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
(x) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
(x) I've shot a real gun
( ) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
(x) Lied to a friend you see everyday
(x) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
(x) Have eaten cat food
(x) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
(x) Own a kitty
( ) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
(x) Likes to be dominated
(x) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
(x) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else

Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 24 October :: 10.16 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Bon Jovi - Thank you for loving me

My whole plan to avoid Drew completely went to hell. I ended up going home for the weekend because Jeff wanted to sleep. I was back in time to surprise people at school. Drew had to work for one of his teachers so I stayed to help. After that we went to his house because he had to do a quick job for his dad. Then we got in my car and just drove around for three hours. It was awesome to just talk to him and be around him without all the flirting. Then when Chrissy joined us, he started the flirting again…. Today he couldn’t get a hold of Chrissy so he came over to my house for a couple hours. We just hung out and laughed at my brother and all his friends. I had a lot of fun just hanging out with him this weekend like we used to over the summer. I really missed that and after talking to him tonight I think he does too. We are going to try to have some just him and me time once in a while, we’ll see how that goes. My weekend was good. Now if I could only figure Jeff out….

2 Opened Doors | Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 29 September :: 9.06 pm

I love you Stroken! I"m sorry I didn't share my ice cream with you. Next time I'll send you some. And I'll somehow involve sex, soda, and puppies too.

Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 8 September :: 12.40 pm
:: Mood: amused

Don't hit me Steph!
Life at Ferris is going pretty well so far. No getting lost or major amounts of homework yet. The food isn't the best but I've had a lot worse. Haven't had any random sex with my roomate next to me yet. lol. I miss being with my friends everyday, even though I talk to them all the time. It's just not the same.They won't let me have a puppy in my dorm, just fish....who wants fish? On the positive side though... The soda is good. I really can't think of much to write in here Steph... i'm sorry.

1 Opened Door | Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 29 August :: 9.30 am

1. Smoked? NO
2. Been Drunk as hell? NO
3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? Yes
4. Screwed someone of the same sex? NO
5.! Shoplifted? YES
6. Lied? YES
7. Betrayed a friend? YES
8. Been to jail? NO
9. Smoked weed? NO
10. Done LSD? NO
11. Done any other illegal drug? NO
12. Given oral sex? YES
13. Received oral sex? NO
14.Screwed something not of the human race? NO
15. Screwed something not alive? NO
16. Cheated on someone? NO
17. Used someone? YES
18. Paid someone for sex? NO
19. Been paid for sex? NO
20. Played strip poker? YES
21. Skipped school? YES
22. Skipped school to get high/drunk? NO
23. Danced naked? NO
24. Danced naked in public? NO
25. Flashed someone? YES
26. Mooned someone? YES
27. Kissed someone? YES
28. Kissed someone of the same sex? YES
29. Held hands? YES
30. Hugged someone? YES
31. French kissed? YES
32. Had sexual fantasies? YES
33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies? YES
34. Stolen money? YES
35. Stolen money from family? YES
36. Stolen drugs from family? NO
37. Been convicted of a crime? NO
38. Dated someone because you heard they were'easy'? NO
39. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? NO
40. Been called a whore? YES
41. Been called a bitch? YES
42. watched porn? YES
43. Taped porn? NO
44. Watched porn you taped? NO
45. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? NO
46. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? NO
47. Used sex 'toys'? NO
48. Tried to kill yourself? YES
49. Tried to kill someone else? NO
50. Told someone you hated them? YES
51. Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? NO

Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 23 August :: 11.36 am

i'm moved in. my roomate isn't here yet so it's kinda boring. there's lots of hot guys in my hall. Joe my RA is awesome.

1 Opened Door | Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 15 August :: 6.34 pm

Next Sunday...... after a day like today I'm ready to leave this place.

I just don't want to leave my lovers.

2 Opened Doors | Choose my Destiny

:: 2004 5 August :: 6.19 pm

Since Chrissy hasn't been able to do anything this week Drew and I have been hanging out a lot. I'm deffinately gonna miss "the three musketeers" when I'm at Ferris.

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