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2006 14 January :: 2.29pm
:: Mood: scared
dang homie, i dont thinki can do this
so, my 5 day trailis over.
im scared to death && i hated it.
HATED it ..
i cant to it for 30 days .. 30, yeah 30 thats too long.
i cant leave this place, for 30 days, i can make phone calls every other day.. and visitors once a week ?! wtf, im goign to die, im so friggin scared .. no one has any idea whats goign on .. well danny does, but he doesnt really either .. i dont know if i can do this .. bla
im so frggin scared.
30 days
blaaaa.
i know, i need to .. but alone ? this is impossible.
whatever.
on a somewhat lighter note.
my leatehr in my car got installed,
&& its fucking amazing.
i love it so much and the car looks 80708750 times better
&& i got an adorable puppy =]
she kinda needs a name though, any ideas ?!
30 days !!
ekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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2006 8 January :: 4.18am
:: Mood: cold
i found out your plan .. your thrill to hurt me
that girl ..
i had heard it once, but god knows id stick up for you.
i was just re informed tonight.. i cant beileve you ..
fuck that hoe.
i know your plan.
im sorry im a fuck up. and ruiend that one for you ..
didnt get to have your fun aye?
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2005 30 December :: 12.13am
:: Mood: cold
thanks for the cell phone <3
its awesome .. && you rock ;)
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2005 28 December :: 6.01pm
:: Mood: worried
so, dad just called ..
im getting in the shower ..
your moms on her way home ..
what time do they close again ??
"eight"
okay okay .. gotta hurry .. "click"
does this mean we are ACTUALLY going ?!
no way its my family ..
.. but i think we are !!
ekkk, im so excited // scared to death !!
edit //*
urm .. there on the phone to see if they qualify ..
wtf, now .. im just scared =\
** crossed fingers **
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2005 26 December :: 6.00pm
i whent to puppy palace today .. to see the puppies
i feel in love with a black && white, mosly black seberian hushkie,[[sp]] and a all black boxer, with a white nose, and white paws ..
eeekk, so friggin cute.
tomorrow im gogin to the humain socity && the "dome"
to keep looking.
i was a puppie so friggin bad.
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2005 21 December :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: aggravated
heres the deal okay ?! .. so listen up
i care about him.
i love him.
i love him more thank anything in the world.
things got messed up .. were going to fix everything
i want too marry him.
&& i will.
he makes me happier than anything else on earth.
&& i dont give a fuck if you like it or not
so .. screw you
kthanksbye.
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2005 19 December :: 3.53am
:: Mood: happy
my day
today was decent && tonight was spectacular ;)
anywho, i woke up wayy to early && felt like i was going to die from being sooo tired .. so i said "fuck my plans for today" im going to sleep .. && sure enough as im layign there and i get a call from my mom .. " are we still going ?! " .. SO she came && picked me up .. we whent over to costco but we ended up buying nothing && leaving for my dad .. we had to do something .. so afterwards we ended up at a movie .. we saw "the family stone" it was pretty good .. i liked it =]
but yeah we whent back to costco && actualyl bought stuff ..
i got back to my house .. a little before 6 && i called him like i said i would .. to see if he was fucking with me .. or if he really wanted to still go .. we talked for a few minutes && both decided we needed showers .. so i did just that .. and went over to his house .. got to someone && see a few people .. && one that ikindasortareally miss .. completely && terribly ..
we hung out for a few minutes .. then we left to go to dinner .. it was really good .. of course .. cheesecake factory .. cant go wrong =] .. well i lie .. the waiter sucked .. really sucked .. but the food was good ..
after we left there .. we went to his friends house .. hung out .. talked .. watched joshs wedding pictures .. and then it was pretty much time for us to leave so we could make it to our movie .. we saw ..
harry potter
yeah thats right .. =] && it was really good ..not only the movie .. but ugh .. his hand on mine .. where it belongs && being so close . made the movie better
we got back to his house at 1 something .. and we just talked .. goofed around =] .. it was amazing ..
my whole night with you was ..
your smile .. your laugh .. your kiss .. your arms around me ..
nothing .. nobody can take my heart from you .. && everything in this world .. cant add up .. to give a feeling like the one i get ..for you ...
&& urm yeah what a night ♥
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2005 17 December :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: chipper
decent day
so i whent to pick up rach from baton with victor today .. it was fun && i saw my coach and bla bla =]
we went and hung out at rachels for a little bit .. so she could "get ready" .. and we went to the mall ..
i bough a red belt && a white one ..
still havent gotten any pants .. [[ damn ]]
&& later im supposed to go to victors play but .. i dont wanna go by myself .. so we shall see .. [[ anyone wana go ?! IM me --> oxx ashh .. or just call the house .. HELL stop by ;) ♥ ]]
ehh .. im bored with this update
laterrrr Ox
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2005 14 December :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: frustrated
help me !!
i cant get these colors && things to work ..
HELP ME !! lol
♥
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2005 13 December :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: tvs on
why not ?!
Read more..
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2005 6 December :: 11.42am
dolphins game
so sundays game .. had to be the best EVER !!
=)
&& whats even cooler ..
we had Donnie Jones`s .. tickets ..
yanno .. #5 .. mwah ;)
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2005 30 November :: 10.42am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: fallout boys- sugar
i hope everyone had a happy turkey day !!
so im back , like really back .. && im going to be updating again ♥[ ( maybe ;)) ] just cause .. i dont ever feel like it ..
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anyways, so i have been back from ohio for urm a day .. and i still havent slept in three .. yeah 3 days .. im exhausted && im pretty sure im going to sleep when im doing doing this ..
soO we left last week .. on saturday at like 4 or something .. i dont really know, i was sleeping when mike ♥ && TONY <-- !! came to pick me up .. and kinda crawled into the front of the car and layed around .. never actually fell back asleep ..
&& bla bla bla .. its a 12000 mile car ride .. how exciting can that be ?!
--> yeah buddy we drove straight there ..
all the way to clevland .. since I bought tickets to the miamidolphins game .. =o)
---> the stadium .. was .. HUGE .. its a lot nicer than ours ..
the game sucked, they played like shit .. && i froze .. but it was fun ..
we whent to dinner && got a hotel room for the night we didnt want to drive the 3-4 hours back to Cincinnati untill the next day ..
for the first few days .. it was awful .. so cold !!
15 degress .. OHH !! it snowed !! ♥
awww .. i love the snow .. i havent seen it since i was like 12 ..
one day it was really bad though when we first woke up .. and we had to shovel it off the car ..lol who am i kidding .. i was WAYYY too cold .. i sat in the car && turned the heater on with mike .. and let tony do it .. heck hes from NY .. hes used to it.. ha ;)
we had so much fun for the 10 days .. we didnt wanna come home .. but were going to texas in feb ..
friggin` texas [[ shakes head ]]
the trip was muchO fun .. but im glad to be back
I MISSED MY BED .. i effin` love that thing ♥ =)
im wayyy to tired to post the pictures ..
but they are coming
HappyThanksGiving --> belated ;)
♥ ashh
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2005 29 November :: 3.05pm
:: Mood: content
just dont give a fuck ♥
im re -re doing my journal ..
&& cant decide how the heck the leave it ..
900 different layouts .. but i dont care enough to do it ..
BUT
once i do, i have a long update .. ;)
PA .. OH >> fucking awesome.
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2005 27 November :: 7.36pm
i love my woohu. i really do. its my escape from reality, from people.. nobody reads this thing that i talk to, so i feel like i can write whatever i want and not give a fuck. yay !
nothing ever works my way..
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