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:: 2011 9 June :: 11.21 am

I've been contemplating suicide a lot more that I probably should lately.
I know its cowardly, but at this point in time I think I'm alright with being selfish for once.

I'm a 24 year old child.

I take one step forward, then three steps back.
I'm not getting anywhere.

I have nothing to offer anymore.

I'm just wasting space.

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:: 2011 3 June :: 1.49 pm

It's a nice day to start again.

let's hear it!

:: 2011 1 June :: 8.45 pm


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:: 2011 1 June :: 7.30 pm

I'll tell you everything about lbein free...
Blah blah blah..........

So I'm jobless a week now. Homeless come this time next month. And I'll be going to school fulltime this fall for free because I'm an Indian. So go ahead, hate on me.

I've always felt I am more of a gypsy tho.....

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:: 2010 10 October :: 12.16 am

Still alive.

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:: 2010 16 February :: 6.37 pm

I just want you to know,
That I love you Woohu.

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:: 2009 20 November :: 5.56 pm

Ok Woohu. Look at me go.

The past few months of my life have been crazy, chaotic and life changing.

After being involved in a horrible domestic situation I spent a month and a half being homeless. I have lost almost everything I own. But I am better than I have ever been in my entire life.

Sometimes when things start to go so very wrong in your life you feel as though things cant get any worse. They can. But, I learned so much from losing everything.

I moved into a domestic violence shelter on the reservation in Mt. Pleasant. I have been here for just about a month now, and things could not be going better for me

I recently got a job, and I move into a one bedroom apartment next week.

Ive been getting into many native American cultural activities. Getting in touch with the earth and my heritage.

Ive decided to take a few more years off of school. Im still trying to decide if college is really whats best for me. I still will be taking a few classes though. Just so I remain smi-educated. Lol.

Next week I start an apprenticeship. I will be learning the art of native American stone sculpture. I am extremely excited to be doing this. Who knows, maybe Ill make magnificent sculptures and make a living being an artist. Pipedream? Maybe. But it would be cool in any case. To beat the system and make a living doing what I love. :P

So, overall, life isnt perfect, but Im doing the best I can.

I really am very happy :)

let's hear it!

:: 2009 4 September :: 9.50 pm



I. feel. so. damn. silly.

Not in a way I enjoy either.


Why didn't I get to go on my date with Mr. Dreamy?
He sat outside for a few minutes and I didn't hear him. And thanks to being poor, I have no phone for him to get ahold of me on.

Thanks life. You win again....

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:: 2009 4 August :: 12.08 pm

This has been one of the worst weekends of my life.

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:: 2009 30 July :: 12.04 pm

Its been so long Woohu.

I'm glad to see you're still here for me.

Anyway, I'm moving to GR in about 10 days.
Tats the news folks....

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:: 2008 3 November :: 5.18 pm

Goodbye. Nice to know you.

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:: 2008 3 November :: 4.35 pm

Im not sure what its all for.

Its getting harder to even find a purpose in life.

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:: 2008 23 September :: 3.04 am

"Our freedoms are being eroded by these redneck republican fascists."


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:: 2008 9 September :: 2.54 am

It's been awhile Woohu.

Not too much is new, back at CMU part time. Working at the casino to help pay le bills. SSDD.

Well, this is my new song. I dont expect you to listen to it. But it is a very moving piece.

Miss you guys :)

let's hear it!

:: 2008 28 June :: 3.45 am

I have so much fucking hate for all the dumb cunts in the world.

I never did a fucking thing to you, ever. In fact, I thought we were friends. Well fuck you, you ugly dumb slut.

Fuck this shit.

I need to learn to let this go. I'm just so pissed off, I don't know if I can >:(

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