now i am fuckin pissed.this is all hoarse shit.i thought we were perferct for eachother.she fucking toyed with me like 3 fucking times.she acts like she likes me,she writes that she likes me on her arm,and then after she turnes me down for a date,she says she will give me a try and go out with me,then she says she dousn't the next day.either we were going out for a day or she was play'in me.she likes kona again.what the fuck.he goes out with her and dumps her cold and flat for some chick that was cheating on him and hurts her so bad she tryes to kill her self and now he deciedes he likes her.and she acually likes him.what the fuck.i know her for a year and i am nice too her i give her things,i compliment her,i try to make her happy,i act basicly like the sweetest nices fucking guy and i get the heave ho.kona fuckes with her so bad she tryes to kill herself and aperenly she finds that atractive b/c she falls in love with him all over.i don't deserve this shit.and kona dousn't deserve her.i deserve her.mabye the fucking shrink will make her realize that and tell her to tell kona to fuck off.fuck shit ass pussy herpes crap dam fuckface donkeyraper cock sucker ass shit piss fuck.

shit i figured mabye i could convince her to like me next time i go over to her house.....but i might be too late i think she likes her x.i thought she liked nice guys.i am am a nice guy.we seem so perfect for eachother.we like the same stuff.she wrote it on her leg.she said she was going to go out with me ...but she was toying with me i guess b/c then the next day she said she didn't.i wish i could go in her mind and just see what the fuck she's thinging.mabye she is to confused to tell.mabye theres hope......i dout it.

nadia wants to go out with me!yay i am really happy.first when she said she didn't want go out with me i stopped lovin her...but now that she loves me back its like i live her again.oh shit her b-day is friday.hmmmmm....what should i get her.mabye a ring...or a necklace...or an earing.i wonder if her ears are pierced.i saw her in school after the bell rang.even though we were both shy and we just said hi to eachother my heart melted like butter.

kaya,
im not really sure what love is
and i wouldnt see it if it shot me in the fae with a 2.m
sorry
we cans till be friends
i hope this doesnt change anything

you can be friends with guys.i've been hurt worse.you didn't hurt me very bad.i don;t hate you and i still want to be your friend.now that i know you don't love me i don't love you.when or if you ever love me i will love you back.don't let this effect your great personality and keep being friends with guys.

wouldnt this ruin everthing?