bertoe
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2009 10 March :: 3.15am
decypehereon
you know, it's never easy.
get loose before that time you lose.
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bertoe
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2009 7 March :: 11.05am
it's raining.
never dropping love bombs.
constantly dropping paint bombs.
i'm sooooooo ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
never let me say it. you say it.
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bertoe
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2009 28 February :: 8.17pm
eggs.
possible clarity?
really?
danku
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firestarterfox
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2009 28 February :: 3.17pm
Thinkin'
It's on lazy Saturday's like this that my brain really starts to think.
I think about Anna, about what she'll be like as she grows up, about how much she'll hate me when she's a teenager.
I think about Bryan, about whether he'll stick around or not, as bad as that sounds.
I think about me...
Me.
About how my life will be five ten years ahead of time.
About how I need to change myself
About what I need to do today and tomorrow and monday.
I think about how my life could have been also. If I had changed that, done this, not done that, stayed away from this person or that.
A barrage of possible outcomes always hits me with dizzying effects.
I could have a job, live in my own place, no baby, no boyfriend to drive me nuts. I could have a car....but then I hear Anna, learning to find her voice, laughing, or I see her smile and I think...maybe this is where I oughta be. I feel like it's where I oughta be. I like being here (For the most part).
Anyways, I found a car that I can get. It's a Bronco!!! Which is my second dream car. And they're only asking in the $900 range for it!! I can actually get a car, not even a car, a man-vehicle, with extra space for groceries, strollers, and baby!! Lol. Its awesome and I want it. And I'm getting enough on my taxes to get it. I just have to wait for that money to roll in....
Ok. Boob-feeding time.
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bertoe
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2009 25 February :: 7.39am
welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
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bertoe
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2009 23 February :: 3.57pm
]/:
my search is done for the tender and true
though i had promised this weed to my brother
i'll wager my greatest treasure is...
37 she was it.
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bertoe
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2009 21 February :: 6.32pm
meh
soweird
sowrong
soright
soimgoingoutofmymind
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firestarterfox
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2009 15 February :: 7.44pm
Memorable texts
Bryan: You are beautiful. As radiant as the stars that dance around the cheshire cat's smile.
Sheri: You don't know how much being around you and your mom and even Angie meant to me. It was nice to feel like part of a family again.
Bryan: I'm the root of your stress...Because without meaning to I'm forcing you into a "It's me or your family"situation. God, I am SO sorry!
Sheri: I love you, bitch XD
My reply: Always and forever, jerk.
Sheri: Ummm told her that your boyfriend thinks you and I used him to make a love child for us.
Hidan: A friend of mine once said that penises are scary, they come at you at night and make a bedding in your crotch. So goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bedpenis bite.
Josh: Don't forget, my life for your life, my death for your life, my life for your death my death for your death. I still love you.
Katie: The whole world deserves a friend like you. But fuck them cause I found you first.
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bertoe
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2009 9 February :: 2.53am
...
horrible game
terrible job!
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bertoe
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2009 3 February :: 10.50am
straight up.
paula abdul status.
ba buh buh bubble babuubah bye
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bertoe
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2009 31 January :: 8.08pm
call me
pls;;
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bertoe
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2009 27 January :: 10.11pm
hhhhhhhh
either i will be dead.
or i will go to sleep.
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bertoe
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2009 26 January :: 7.29am
nicht gut.
couldn't sleep.
hallucinating.
fuck.
baby steps. there is no reason to over-react like this.
focus.
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bertoe
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2009 25 January :: 9.43pm
retrograde out
feb 1
i'm waiting.
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bertoe
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2009 21 January :: 2.23pm
and then.
this always happens.
how do i slay off the enemy this time?
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