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2009 19 January :: 6.30pm
sickoe
this time.
whoa. hello. hi.
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bertoe
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2008 25 December :: 1.59am
barfmas.
i always rock this album. it's always this time of the year.
i need to review who i am. i don't like him.
this has gone on far too long now
to be dismissed as a another phase
time to write.
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2008 24 December :: 5.10am
figuring
if i had known and not cared as much as i did then about...
i probably wouldn't be on the verge of hurting someone now.
i was committed then, so in love.
now the last thing i want is commitment to a person.
just can't kick it anymore with one.
it's gotta be 900 in different area codes.
sorry, honeys, pookies, and bishes.
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bertoe
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2008 23 December :: 3.49pm
wall punch
I'm not real and I deny, I won't heal unless I cry
I can't grieve, so I won't grow, I won't heal 'til I let it go
le sigh.
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2008 13 December :: 11.16pm
hes back
my life is more than i can handle.
he returned. said he got arrested. is getting help. still, something in his eyes. maybe i'm overexaggerating. hopefully i am. i miss him. sat around and drew with him.
the girl thing. i'm comfortable with her, but i can't talk to her about anything without stopping and defining half of the words that come out of my mouth. frustrating, but she cares so much.
music is popping back up in my life. it's really good. i think it will save me. music and art take their turns doing that.
feeling love would be good right now.
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bertoe
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2008 9 December :: 2.23pm
blue and
lame ass smells
they plague.
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bertoe
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2008 7 December :: 12.13am
undecided
fuck you.
all of the people i idolize who i actually know...
... i date some, become incredibly tight with the rest of em.
Then, it crashes down. They leave me, make me feel like I was nobody to them ever.
..i love you guys so much, your talents are such blessings, but, you go insane. you turn into the opposite of what you first were. you make me feel horrible for being me.
the first one was before hurricane katrina. i am dead to her.
this one is now. i am worthless to him.
so weird how things go from one way to the exact opposite. do i wish i never knew them, or just wish the best for them, because at one point, they made my life feel like it was at its best?
anger is a product of fear.
143
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bertoe
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2008 2 December :: 12.24pm
:/
Mental illness has ravaged through many of my friends lately.
It is their fault that I am constantly on the run.
Maybe it's my fault for having that gumpy-ass face.
Whatever, I gotta rise above and bounce again.
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2008 26 November :: 1.39am
DO NOT WANT AUGH >:|
THAT NOISE FROM OLE GURL.
WORSE THAN DIVIDING BY ZERO.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
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bertoe
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2008 22 November :: 3.30pm
afraid of commitment
fuck fuck
you buy me lots of food
fuck fuck
i don't know if i love you
fuck fuck
i wish you got along with my friends too
fuck fuck
i slept naked with you until noon
fuck fuck
i feel like i'm stuck in a cartoon
nyuck nyuck
i feel like a goddamn baffoon
arr rar rar rar nar rar
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bertoe
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2008 19 November :: 3.02pm
well, then..
fuck you, i ain't on anyone's side!
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bertoe
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2008 16 November :: 1.18pm
not too sure what to do with myself.
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bertoe
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2008 10 November :: 8.19pm
>:|
Every fucking day that i hate this place, I place a ton of blame on your ass.
Thanks a lot, asshole.
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bertoe
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2008 4 November :: 10.48am
:/
i think my only painting homie...
just went insane. I don't know what to do... he's moved out, he's left my roommate depressed. He's left me depressed and worried.
I'm whining like a bitch bout dood, but i don't want him to get hurt how he is mentally right now. nobody's talking shit, nobody's doing anything. it's his mind doing shit, and he can't see it. :/
i hope to send him light and love to bring forth peace in his mind.
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bertoe
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2008 3 November :: 1.18pm
thar be pokemans
there's a green pokemon in my way.
therefore, i cannot work.
please excuse me.
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