last few days..
well lets see. i dont really know when or what i updated last. so ill just go from whats happend this week and weekend.

tuesday:
uh i dont even remember. school was probably normal..and since i knew nick wasnt comin over i probably just came home and went to sleep. nothin out of the ordinary.

wednesday:
got home and my dad was standin in the doorway on the phone. and he tells me that the car broke down, well ran out of gas, and he had to walk home from pump branch road. sucks. i know that as soon as he left with his buddies to go get the car he told me to call nick to find out if he would have to pick him up tomorrow. so i did and all i found out was that he was comin over but didnt know how the ride situation would be yet. he was goin out on his bike so it was like a 2 second conversation. found out what i needed to know and said bye, basically. thenn i know i ate like madd food haha and did my homework. then fell asleep whenever sam got off the phone with me to go to the doctor's. probably like 4?..i dont know. got up arounddd 8:3O 9 and did w.e. got a shower. then came back and talked to a few people and then hit the sack.

thursday: oOo that half dayy
got home at like 1:15, like i said. damn i called that shit haha. mad lots of food and ate it alll and watched some tv. then around like 2:3O sam calls me. and im like, ok i thought you were at erics...? and she tells me what happend. and says that nicks not gonna come over hes gonna dick me over. cus thats what he told eric last nite. so i got mad but didnt jump to conclusions. i left him a message askin him if he was comin over or not. no response. me and her talked on the phone until.. i dont know whenever eric called her. i think it was on and off she kept callin me back when they were done on the phone. nick wasnt around all day......and i think the same nite, just later, i left him some message tellin him off or somethin haha. like when he came back and then went to bed and didnt say a word to me. what a fuckin bitch. ohwell it was w.e deff fucked up and gay as fuck of him. but w.e should of expected it...

friday:
school was fine. i actually had fun and was happy. people got points across to me and shit the nite before. easy day, not alot of work. got on the bus and got sad =\. it was soo gay i was like =D=)=\=(.. ugh i hate that. then i got home and i was eh. dealt with it. sam called me when she got home at like 9 or 1O or so..idk but we figured out saturdays plans. still not a word said to me from nick....no sorry or anything.... so fuck him.

saturday:
got up at like....1O:3O. called sam after i had breakfast and shit. got a shower and got ready. and i was out of the house by 1. picked up sam and we headed over to jess's. got there and sue and lyss were already there. we were there for like, 5 minutes and craig chris and pete showed up? i dont know. but w.e all together it wasss.. me sam jess sue lyss mike o chris pete dave ryan craig pogo this kid jeremy and eventually tweet. but he comes after all the drinkins done..bastard. haha just kiddin. he had to work cus hes a responsible mother effer. who was drunk.. jess she puked. ryan and dave were drunk/high..pogo was high jeremy was..high. sam was drunkish not really. CRAIG WAS DRUNK HAHAHA. lyss was drunk kind of and then tired. sue was drunk but she gets well fast haha freak! mike o was fine. the kid chris left so idk about him. pete passed out and hurled. i was drunk i guess. haha yea i was buutt i wasnt that bad when i was helpin craig so stfu haha. tellin me IM drunk you bastard dont lie haha. i dont know i had fun. aww poor pete got tea bagged hahaha. aww thats so not cool he was extra out of it. lol. its pretty sad we were wasted at like 3 in the afternoon lol fuckin geeks. i dont know by like 4 or so everyone was done. sam mike o and sue were gone because they went to drop off sue. jess was fine because she puked up her life and was tryin to be mom to everyone. tweet was fuckin fine he had like half a smirnoff. he was just sittin around with his tongue in lyssas throat and then helpin clean up lol. aww dude hahahaha me sam craig and lyss were sittin at the table. and craig was like so out of it. and he wanted my black and then he was like no, im done for now, i have that hidden one. i dont drink and this is not for me. pointing to a miller lite can. and when he brought back his hand he knocked it over and spilled it everywhere. hahaha. it was soo funny i almost pissed my self. and the poor kid kept fallin all over the place. and then he disapeared hahahaha and i went down in the basement and he was sittin in the rockin chair by himself hahahaha fuckin idiot. i dont know man where the fuck sam was for all of this. her and mike werent gone that long. i dont know i stuck around craig because hes mad funny to watch haha. and then dave hahaha he was like layin on the couch and we were sittin there and me craig and one other person were talkin and daves head was down and all of the sudden he brought his head up and just made some weird ass noise like..nuuhh or somethin hahaha. what a tard. well we had to be out of there by 7:3O so we hauled and cleaned up and shit. and we all piled into the expedition. dave drivin mike o shot gun. ryan sam me craig and then in the back back wass.. uh.. jess pete tweet and lyss. everyone was so paranoid about dave drivin hahaha sorry guys but stfu!! lol. it was fine, you know it. we went to pete's and got ryans car. pete puked and then got back in the truck instead of goin home haha. it was the same ppl in the truck except ryan and jess were in ryans car. we went to my house. and dave and mike o left to go play jailbreak. everyone else piled in my room for like 4 hours. hm my bed broke!!! pete and craig were on it and then sam got on and it collapsed. =( man i love that bed whyyyy!! lol watch bitches ill fix it. handy dandy home depot dad and i got it covered haha. idk for like the longest time it was me sam craig and pete because ryan jess lyss and tweet went to go get food at shoprite and then pizza. they came back with like 3 pizzas and chips and soda. mmm. we watched super troopers for the most part and then by like..midnite we all went downstairs and left lyss and tweet up here. well they were asleep so no need to wake them lol. man shit my bed is broken. its so gay i hate it noww. ughh. all this time its been fine..and then "wtf did you do??!" its broke haha. fuck. we got downstairs and started watchin snl. hahahahaha my step mom came out and she was just bein gay liek usual. and she went to put the phone back and was like "you got my quilt too..tuhhh..thats ok i called the case worker" ugly hoe bag cunt ughhhh. kill her!. damn but anyway lol... craig was like 'omg i have the quilt dont i" and started gettin the blanket he had off of him and throwin it on me hahahahaha just the way he said it. hahah what a shit. hes so funny. and him and pete were like 'im so scared right now..........shes gonna eat me. she hates me she hates me" haha. i love it hahahahaahha mann lol. shes so gayy!!!!! lol my friends are way cool =). everyone was asleep by like 2 and if they werent they had to be cus i shut everything off. i couldnt sleep tho bc i didnt have my pillows, and because my blanket.. "the quilt" was so damn small. i was freeeezinnnnn. i dont remember it bein so effin cold hereee what the hell. i dont know all i remember is hearin my alarm go off at 8:O2 upstairs. and then shortly after tweet and lyss came down. and everyone woke up. then like less then a half hour later his dad showed up and sam craig and tweet all left. then we put in a movie and sort of went back to sleep. by like..11 we were up eatin food and then put another movie in. kind of cleaned up but when ryan came it all got torn up again lol. and then everyone was gone by like...12:3O. left me all alone lol. i hate when everyone leaves at once. its so gay. but ahwell it was madd fun haha. some bitch kept complainin tho. ill kill you craig. aww i had a baddd dream about you haha. it made me cry. your like mom called me and told me you were in the hospital and that tweet and ant told her she should call me and let me know or somethin? and you were ridin your quad and you got thrown off or some shit and like you hurt your back bad and i went to see you. and you were so fucked up man lol. like almost a full body cast type situation. and your face was all bruised up and stuff. poor guy. my dreams come true you better watch out seriously. especially the ones that are mad realistic and possible to happen. i mean idk about your mom callin me and all that, but shit lol. and i wasnt cryin like hysterically i had them when you yawn tears when i woke up.


christ this is long. but now i gotta do the dishes that my friends made haha. yeahhh and aim is bein gay so i cant get on. fuckers.


byee mwahss


NICK IS FUCKED UP!! =D

and craig i saved your life. like 5 times yesterday.

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