oooo do it.
have i been 17 years old my entire life. so lets see whats goin on this weeek. homecoming is this weekend. i still need to get off work for sat. night. ...shit. tomorrow were making shirts. thursday i have senior pictures. friday is homecoming. yeah somewhere in between that i need to write a letter to ball state. ...here lets just do this.

things to do list. in no particular order.

write letter to ball state.
get some bitch to work for me on saturday
senior pictures
buy a bubbler
take your mama out all night
HAVE A GOOD FUCKING TIME.

shoutout. old catc krew. its been forever. my split, baked ass couldnt hang out with you guys anyways. its ok! dont delay! we will hang out together some day. lets face it, my idea of fun completly clashes.

what we did - watch movies ...a lot.

what id rather be doing - gettin crunked up and causing havoc. aka partying. bonged hookah'd bowled spliffed all of the above.

i know i know im a terrible terrible person. but guess what? im not! its that simple.



oooooooooooooooo gonna take your mama out all night gonna show her what its all about get her jacked up on some cheap champagne and let the good times all roll out

i like mamas.

this last weekend was so so sweet.

friday. went to skynyrd! theres lots of stories, some really funny stuff.

saturday. briannas bday party. ...one word...brownies. 2

i cant explain the whole weekend it would take forever but it was such a sweet weekend. lately ive been making really good use out of my weekends. oh yeah. and ive been in a good happy mood for some time now. its sweet.

trippin so fizzin so fast
because i want her to stop fucking thinking about me and love and shit and just have a good time in high school ya know. fuck guys, just go have good time.

dude for so many years i criticized kids that were "hardasses" just to come and find out that they just have a different personality. people like kevin cocran and well nate neal. are actually cool people.

black people are people TOO.

lets all just move our bodies to beat until the we cant take the heat. its the chase that gets everyone. your mind ripped and twisted until the unthinkable becomes reasonable. things turn bad, you wake up, and smile at your expierence. for it all adds up and eventually you will know exactly what it takes to move and execute your groove.



mmmm thatz fucking righteous talk

i wonder if anything thickens from this point on. its a dream a fairytale. i swear im driving to brazil someday. of course ill make the important stops at the important places. i need a haircut. this weekend im making a cool video. out.

yeah
im having a good time and its good for me. still going to the gym everyday thats somewhat of an achievement considering its been about one straight week!

future plans|trip to canada with the guys. vancouver for a few nights.

future plans|trip everywhere

dah
well computer was smashed for some time. but now its up and kickin. things have been alright. well saturday night was a crazy night. i will try to explain to you what happened.

Igor, "Are you feeling anything?"
Zach, "No.............omg yes."
Zach, "The whole world just flipped over."

The next few minutes consisted of me trying to figure out why everything turned into square like shapes and how i forgot that i was standing. literally i didnt know my body was even there. i must have stood there for a while not saying a thing as igor and sean just sat and looked at me. i couldnt tell where i was, i just tried to open my eyes as much as i could to catch all that was going on. my eyes couldnt believe my mind. everything was sooooo fucked. it was insane.


so that was saturday night. part of it. overall my weekend was good. i got 1st place in the open race at the carmel classic! wahoo! thats number one! ya i know...its a slow person race but i still finished first. so hah. im workin out at the gym every day after school and on the weekends so soon enough im going to be a machine. be ready.

ooh and about this weekend. well saturday night was one of those good good nights. and thats just about all that needs said....except i think we need to recall some events from the night. anyone? well any events you can remember. of course.

dude i just got ding dong ditched!!!! and im gonna get the little fuckers if its the last of me. HUNTING TIME

yes
i cant stop smiling. trippy ass song. yeah im still at home. i overslept but it worked out since i didnt do my homework for first period. now im just waiting for it to be over. which it is about over. player. feed your head.

well
what is this night. this august 28th 2004. what is that date. some attempt to organize the chaos? i want someone to sit here and listen to music with me.

someone told me theres a girl out there with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.

someday ill find her.

i will wake up tomorrow morning at 6:30. and run. what a pointless reason to wake up early. i could wake up that early and whip together a huge breakfast that would feed masses of people, but no. i run.
run this.

redemtion
this has been the luckiest day of my life. about 5 minutes ago i got a phone call from the probation officer. he informed me that my case has been rejected by the courts. he said it like this "so its as if it never happened". im overwhelmed with happiness.

what i could have gotten.
6 months probo. community service. drug classes. typed paper. license taken away.

what i got.
ABSOLUTLY NOTHING.

i feel like dying in my happiness. thank you