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2008 22 August :: 11.41 pm
Thank God for friends... quite in the literal sense. There's been one of my friends that I've been praying for lately... and I hope it helps. But it's been my friends as a whole that make me who I am... I love them so much. They complete me in such a way that I am absolutely scared of where I'd be without them.They brought me to God... they help me when I'm down and out... and they give me someone that I can call to when I need help. Thank you... all of you... who are my friends. I love you.
Later Days,
Trent
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2008 20 July :: 11.24 pm
So... Kaylin and I broke up. I'm so glad how it happened too... She dumped me. Now we can still be good friends... no weirdness between us. And I got out of it looking good... but that's not what's most important to me. The fact that she has a good head on her shoulder's and I didn't drag her down... that makes me happiest of all. Good for her.
Later Days,
TT
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2008 16 July :: 8.20 pm
Sigh... I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna break up with Kaylin... I just need a time when we can talk... which is funny... because the thing that Kaylin and I don't have is communication... and I never see her. I don't want her to think that this is her fault... which it kind of is... because I still really want to be friends... I just don't think of her as my girlfriend anymore. I guess it's hard to explain. Things have just seemed to have fallen apart. But I really just want to do it fast instead of thinking about it all the time like this. Sigh... welcome to the real world Trent.
Later Days,
TT
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2008 5 June :: 9.23 pm
:: Music: Dane Cook - Breaking and Entering
I can't... stop ... laughing... omg... heh... why didn't I use comedy to fix my problems before? It definitely is the cure.
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2008 28 May :: 7.49 pm
Mmmm... nothing is better than sitting on the back porch swing on a sunny day, playing guitar as you watch the trees swaying, glistening in the sun. Such a delight is the life of a musician :)
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2008 16 May :: 7.53 pm
:: Music: To Make you feel my love - Garth Brooks
I have realized how many people are more incite full than I give them credit for. I have some absolutely amazing friends. I really do. Most of them have great hearts, and their head is in the right place. They love and and care for each other, and it is really hard to see them actually put one another down (Damn it Jake!) *Cough* But yeah. It's them, it's my friends, that really keep me going through life. I am so happy, I am finding God again, realizing his purposeful world and why I'm here, why everyone's here. You know, I am looking out my window, and I see the most absolute beautiful thing. There is a bird with a red breast and head, grey wings. It is sitting on some sort of perch we have in our yard. But it's not the colors that make it beautiful, it's the life in it. It's the force that flows through it, through us. We all connect in this unified way, regardless of whether or not we would like to admit it. Our best of friends and worst of enemies make us who we are, and what we will become. They make us flow. The "Circle of Life" to quote the Lion King. Every living thing is beautiful in some way. Just once, look outside at a sunlit tree. Look at all of it's branches, the curves of the bark, the light reflecting off of the leaves. Watch the air. Yes... watch the air. Look all around. Feel it's presence. You are not alone on this earth, and there are no UFOs coming. There has always been other things on tis earth, and I think one of the biggest problems with the world today is that no one realizes that anymore.
I think you are all beautiful, and I hope you a happy life. Carpe Diem.
Later Days,
Trent
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2008 12 May :: 8.43 pm
Ruh Roh... forgot to get something for my girlfriend for her birthday... which is tomorrow... damn. Is it wrong that I'll give her her gift the next day? I feel horrible for doing this, but it's going to have to be. Gosh... I'm such a horrible boyfriend... oh well... just add it on to all the other dumb things I do, and it blends in nicely. That's right. I've got a smoothie of dumb and it tastes good, I tell you what.
Later Days
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2008 6 May :: 3.16 pm
:: Music: Age - Jim Croce
I got new magic cards last night.
I'm listening to one of my favorites.
And I have the best friends in the world.
You could say life is good.
It's sunny outside.
My Girlfriend is coming back in less than a week.
I'm reading up on star wars (Wookiepedia FTW!!)
And you know something? I've stopped worrying about the future. What does it matter? Sure, I'll worry about a job, college, so on so forth, but there is no ifs anymore. You know what I'm talking about. The "But what if...?". It just doesn't matter. If you don't enjoy what's happening to you now, how can you enjoy the future? Because right now is actually the future, and now, and now. Just chill, relax, and enjoy the ride. Oh yeah, Life is good.
Later Days,
Trent
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2008 1 May :: 1.22 pm
It's a little unnerving, not knowing what's in store with the future. Should I do this? Should I do that? Which job makes my boat float? Do I have enough money to go to college and fulfill that dream? None of this I know, but everyday I convince myself I should just wait and see what's in store and hope for the best. But at the same time, I can't help but worry. Isn't this normal? Do most people feel like this? I'm sure they do... and I suppose I will until the future rushes into the present. So until then, I'll keep worrying, and maybe there'll be a day when I can put all of this to rest.
Later Days,
Trent
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