when we met.. the angels whispered perfect >>>Welcome to my page<<<

I lOove mUh BAbEe'z!! I LOVE NICK'S MY LIL SISTER KAYLA BOYD SO F'N MUCH!!! <3333 I LUHV SARAH ELIZABETH ANGELL !! Sarah, Jill, Court, Marissa, Steve, JAY, Steph, Jamie, Tyler, Carissa, Daniela, Shannon, Matt, Kevin, Daniel, Kimmy, Daniela, Lindsy, Kaela, Evan, Adam, Alex, Amanda, Markus, Mark, Brock, Ryan, TJ, Ashley, Cassanda, Chelsea, Danielle, Chris, Geoff, James, Jeremy, Justin, Roo, Michelle, Leighanne, Kayla n sOo many more.. i luhv yOu guys sOo much !! I LOVE NICK!!!! if my ship should sail from your sight It does not mean our journey ends, It only means the river bends. I think about your face And how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine So I close my eyes Let the whole thing pass me by I'll run away with you, by my side Love at this age is nothing but sex, sweet talk, and compulsive obsession your the reason i breath i lOove yOou sOo much jillane elizabeth dahms I LOVE MY LIL SISSY CHELSEA!! pick me up now, i need you so bad.. Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening, And live life eachday as if it were your last. break the ones y0u thought y0u loved..when i went d0wn .. all i th0ught to say is hello i will see y0u in hell t0nyte -->im all yourz babii t0nyte --> iLl be y0ur *naughty gurl* i l0ove t0 l0ove y0u babii *

I l0ve
y0u nich0las

i lOve y0u!



home | profile | guestbook

idont wanna feel this small

recent entries | past entries


:: 2005 11 May :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: phantom of tha opera


awww ..
woohu ... =\
ii miss iit .
ii look back on my journal ,
and ii have changed so much ..
the friends i've had ,
the ppl ii chiill wiith ...
wow .
juSt had to update =]

comment , brit . lol

2 alone | cant handle this


:: 2005 24 April :: 11.40am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: grind on me -- Pretty Ricky

Its all nothing, it all means nothing ..without you here

So yeah its been a while. A long while i guess .. nobody write in woohu anymore. I def. miss it a lot. No actually i miss talkin about how i feel Somethign that woohu let me do. Unlike our darling livejournal, which also has its plus . But still .. =/

So today i went through and read like every entry on me and buttheads old journals. And now i sit here and cry.

But why? I couldnt tell you .

Maybe cause i miss her, or i miss us.

But no its something deeper than that. Im so disappointed in my self * notice the mood * i seriously am not the person i want to be anymore. Britts right, i have changed. And its not for the better.

What do you do when u dont want to be you anymore..

cant handle this


:: 2005 23 February :: 7.37am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: my chemical romance . && mr . sadds country music playing lol

wow its been fooorever !!

wow i havnt updated since OCTOBER! no one reads woohu anymore but oh well im bored in computer class . well alot has happened since my last update, far far too much to explain . this journal brings back so many memories of last year . i have grown up so much since then .. =\

49 hours and 46 minutes ago
but whose counting
i just thought, I'd let you know
I filled my head with your voice.
And now I'm drowning

6 alone | cant handle this


:: 2005 4 January :: 11.41am
:: Mood: w0o0o0ot w0ot
:: Music: slow motion -->

havnt updated in forever
kinda miss woohu.
it was good to me
new years is here..
i l o v e y o u

tha technique'll make y0oh sweat , but dont sweat the technique

5 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 21 October :: 8.14am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: me & em singing tbs . .

Hey guys .. been SOO long since ive updated.. well not much news .. i go to mariner high now =] and im still with nick <33 7 months & still counting .. today is field day ! and hawaiin day ! =] cuz its homecoming week hehe . . im not sure if im goin to homecoming or not . . n e ways . . thats about it ..

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
remember more than you'de like to forget

6 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 18 October :: 7.21pm

hey, nice journal.
nice writing.
i wanted to know how you got the 93 days, 14 hours thing? just post me a comment back if you have the time.


2 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 14 October :: 8.47am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Nufin`- - Juhst Typin`

Hey its Ema` im on Brittanys WOohu ! <3333. We`re in 2nd. Period.. Puter Class =) Mr. Saad Moved me right by her =) And, im a happy muther effer` =) Brittanys bein` a sneeky sneeky wiff her "SNICKER CRUNCH" Lol. Its Crazin` Crazin`s Raisins ! <3 Hmm.. Well.. i`ll update Toniight if im at Britts house.. Which i prolly will be =) ilu* Brittany Marie Gamester ! <333

<3. Ema`

I love Brittany Marie

cant handle this


:: 2004 11 October :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: drunk

if only u knew what you do to me..<3.
Im jus updating this for my roman so she dont have to yell at meh again lol <3. I luhv you babi !!

Life is perfect ohh soo perfect. You guys really have no idea, im sooo happy rite now. Im soo happy being wif marissa, and i jus wanna say thanks to all my friends for being soo supportive and being there for meh through all of this. I luhv you all soo much idk what i would do without you guys. <3.

Today has been good, yesterday was better. The day before that sucked, and that nightb efore that was funny as hell lol. lmfa0 meh and kimmy left a drunken msg on the answer machine at my house lol. Kim was flippin out on meh, i started cryin, and screaming mom answer the fone cuhz i needed happy. WOW FUNNY SHIT lol..

I cant wait to get home tho, but luckily this is last hour so ima get going ..ill write again another time. I love you all ..latah <33.

8 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 29 September :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: bouncy

Life is nothing worth living for..

Okay ima update this jus for mah roman [ and britt i think? ] lol im not really sure, well im sittin here in web page design and were startin a new assignment that i should prolly start rite now, but oh wells i will try n write something in here first.

Today was okay i guess, nothin really happened lol, talked to mah babi rissa this morning all morning, cuhz jelly wasnt a dick last nite. Then came to school, got bitched out by a million ppl. Urggh. Im not doing drugs anymore, wtf?! I hate this skool. Then bio sucked, had a review for next class' test. Ima fail. Josh and i had the best time in geo tho. Godd i luhv that kidd =] Third hour we took a test. And jake brought meh my stuff early as a front. Cute kidd. I told him bout meh and rissa and i thought he was bout to get off lmfa0!! Then rite now 4th hour..were not doing nothin so its good. =P

I cant wait till i get home, i miss marissa soo much!! Then meh n heidi are going bowling lol. I luhv her soo much, haha she got dress code violation today. =] What a dumb bitch tehe. But neways ima go now, I luhv you roman!! <33.

Britt..i miss you. I need you. Please take me bak.

12 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 16 September :: 1.41pm

hey got an lj now.. britt h0oked me up..

gonna be updating on it noww.

lj's add me..

the 0's a zero. lol


cant handle this


:: 2004 12 September :: 4.03pm
:: Music: taking back sunday

"what if what you think is great really IS great but not AS great as something greater

this weekend has been.. 0ok i guess.

rach's party long talks with goldman, nd hangin out wif everyone.

simon ...

i luVv you. i luVv you. i luVv you!

i love ya!! screw A M A N D A!! haha.

we're gonna hang out next weekend.

hey britt.. can you make meh a lj?! please?

justin's spanish!!

im done


2 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 31 August :: 8.38pm
:: Music: taking back sunday.


lying on the table with everything you said.

not gonna write my day because..
1)no one cares.
2)no one reads my journal.
3) my days are SO boring!

i miss britt nd kaela and all the other 9th graders.

let this be my lasttear.

5 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 27 August :: 5.13pm
:: Music: hope doesnt dangle on a fuckin string.. nothings there.

truth or dare

"life has its ^ups^ nd downs
.. we all get bumps in the road..
but why are my bumps so
godamm big..

dont have a cell phone for awhile.
daddy's gotta use it.. so dont call.

A big *plus* about being single
is that ur not supossed to have to deal with the typical shyt that goes along with a relshionship.
And im `so` over caring wat every1 belives and whatnot.
truth be told
i could care less anymore.
think w.e the hell u want and keep the drama going ---)
cuz as of now it doesnt phase me in the least.

Im beyond done with it.

4 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 23 August :: 9.21pm

i want someone where i wouldnt mind spending everyday out on their corner in the pouring rain
i want someone who doesnt care what other peole think of him
i want someone who will dance the electric slide with me and have no shame in it
i want someone who is so laid back that they wear flip flips
i want someone who will make me happy
"i cant get n0 satisfaction" lmao. --andi

went t0 nd laughed in class f0r a freakin h0ur ab0ut japan and a potato fammily...?

p0or lil lacey has t0 be all bah herself in p.e... 0n the 0ther side 0f t0wn ::snifF..

nd since miZ jiZz never freakin ims me 0r c0mments.. =(

ima g0.. i <3 b0o!



4 alone | cant handle this


:: 2004 20 August :: 1.45am

theres . . millions
of guys out `v` there but in
the end it all comes down to
only o.n.e--when you find
the right person..all of a
sudden anything is
p o s s i b l e
* xoxo *

cant handle this | Random Journal