OMG....
Wow. I haven't written in here in ages! Well lets see. Damn my boyfriend pisses me off. I have never been an open person and he wants me to tell him everything. I'm trying to get over my shyness or my bottled-up-ness, but the thing is that he is worse than me. He never tells me what he is feeling about anything and then he expects me to tell him. I'll ask him about something and he totally shuts down and tells me he doesnt want to talk about it. I'm fucking sick of it. I want him to tell me stuff. I mean its only fair if he wants me to tell him. Well i'm done with it. Next time he asks me something i'm going to tell him why should i fucking tell you it's not like you tell me anything. He knows he does it too and it's really frustrating to me. I just wish he would either tell me what is going on or stop asking me anything about anything. If I dont get to know then he doesn't either! I'm sick of it.

DaDa
Not a lot going on. I went to my cousins house last night. It wasnt as fun as the last couple times I went over there cause my aunt wouldnt let us leave the house cause last time we were out till 4:30 in the morning. So it kinda sucked. We just hung out and shit. I might have a date next weekend then I'm going to see if my cousin wants to come hang out Saterday night. It might be fun. Who knows. But I guess thats all thats really been going on so bye.

Work
Work is crappy, but it is so much fun when Gerin is working with me. We just talked about stupid stuff all night and she wants to hang out and watch this movie. I didnt like her when she first started, but I have so much fun with her. We just screw around when we arent busy. We are engaged lol. I let her wear my class ring today cause she wanted to wear it lol. We are nuts. My boss was like I want to come on the honeymoon and watch but he said i have to be 18 first so we got a year and a half to wait lol. We were just messing around, I dont want anyone to think im really a lesbian. It was a pretty fun night though and I work with her tomorrow and all next week that I work. Well that was about the exciting part of my day because I didnt do anything else. So I guess ill go watch a movie or something.

Fun Times
I was supossed to go visit some friends today, but I really dont feel like driving that far by myself so I think im going to make plans to go up there one of these saterdays and stay there the whole day. I miss them all cause they are so much fun.

I got a perm today. It isnt really curly so it looks so cute. I love my hair curly cause it is always so blah. So now it has some style to it. I rented the crow movies today so that I can watch them tonight with my mom's boyfriend. Well hes like my dad so im going to have a father-daughter movie night. Well not much going on so I guess i'll just quit typing now.