Of all the kissing types, you've racked up the most experience
Kissing is no big deal to you - you'll kiss anyone you find hot!
It's easy for you to take the plunge and make the first move.
And you don't really consider kissing to be cheating!
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
well kids, school starts in 2 days...im not sure if im excited about that or not...with the exception of being able to see everyone again.
today was a wonderful day up until i was hangin out with my best guy friend abd found out that he has decided to join the marines. i want to cry. first paul, then georgie, then aaron and vinny, and now him. i realize that if this is what he wants, i cannot step in the way but i love him so much...i dont want him to go; to be torn away from me once again. it saddens me.
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2005 23 August :: 12.06 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: nuthin but cowboy boots...
hey kids
havent updated in a while. i got my tonsils out 8/16 and was stayed at my ma's for a week to "recover". they still hurt like hell...but at least theyre gone.
school starts next week.
hailey is frickin awesome.
i really have nuthin to say.
i havent smoked in over 200 hours.
im bored.
i need a good job.
waitin for morgan to get done with her job interview...then off to lunch @ spankys.
well summer is almost over. i have about a week and a half left at michigan's adventures. my tonsils come out next tuesday. and it's summer. what could possibly be better?
i decided that im gunna try to get a job at gerber's...spanky's isnt cutting it.
i have nothing really to say so i'll catch ya all later.
welcome to yet another complication in my life
i am rh-negative. this means that my body lacks a certain protein on the surface of my red blood cells. if my baby's father is rh-negative as well, the baby is fine. if my baby's father is rh-positive, then my baby is in danger. my immune system will recognize my baby's rh-positive red blood cells as foreign to my rh-negative blood and will begin producing antibodies intended to destroy my baby's blood cells. chances are, the first pregnancy will not be affected. by the second pregnancy, however, the antibodies will have had time to grow in strength and number. Once the antibodies begin attacking, they can lower a baby's red blood cell count, which can lead to jaundice, anemia, mental retardation, and heart failure, among other problems. it can also be fatal in utero or shortly after delivery. which is where the rhogam shot comes in. the rhogam shot helps neutralize these antibodies, and thus saves the baby.
the downfalls of the rhogam shot...
1.) the shot neutralizes the antibodies...by doing so it also seriously handicaps the immune system.
2.) the shot is made from human plasma and carries a high risk of transmitting undetectable infectious diseases.
3.) the shot also contains a high amount of mercury. the mercury from the shot, combined with the immunizations that a child is required to receive, yields a gut-wrenchingly high risk of autism.
so...its either i have only one child, stand risk for my kids to have severe problems, or simply screen potential fathers. so to avoid all this crap...im jus gunna haveta screen everyone before i sleep with them. another annoying aspect of my life.
aaron came over last nite. i havent talked to him in a couple weeks. i miss the kid. he wanted to tell me that him and vinny had signed up for the marines - 8 years...5 active, 3 inactive. why does everyone have to leave? the leave in february. i guess aaron will be goin to the front lines. that makes me sad. i like the kid. i always will. but it was good to see him again. i had a happy birthday.
they sent me home from work today cuz my eye was still pink. im not contagious anymore and it doesnt look nearly as bad. thats ok tho...i didnt feel like workin anyways.
random bitching
well it's official...im 19 years old. big frickin woot.
tommy and amanda took me out to lunch even tho i have a develish eye.
ive been thinking. what is the point to all the shit that i do? is it really worth it to sleep around and get drunk every other nite? what benefit does it do for me? i dont do it for anybody else - jus for the hell of it. i quit smoking pot and shit like that...random drug tests at michigans adventures are to thank for that one. but why? why do it? i have no idea.
my ma is worried. she thinks that im not taking care of myself just cuz i lost 2 lbs in two days. who cares how much i weigh. i know i dont care. i eat when im hungry and i eat what i can afford...which pretty much consists of ritz bits and pringles. i like fake cheese. it's delicious.
i get to see my hailey gorgeous today. shes getting so big. she'll be 1 in a week!! i love that girl so much.
im gunna head out to my ma's pretty soon so im out - cya.
life is so confusing. i got sent home at 7:45 last friday nite for swearing at coleen. yet theyre pissed at me for not coming to work tonite (i got pink eye). yea life's fun like that.
tomorrow im 19. big frickin woot. it's my only day off, yet i cant really do anything cuz im contagious for 24 hours. my ma wants me to come over, but it would have to be at nite.
hailey will be 1 in two weeks. im excited for her. shes gunna have frosting smeared all over her. i love that girl.
im so tired of spanky's. i havent had a day off since last wednesday and they work me to the fuckin bone. it's annoying because, yes i need the hours but why cant they give me all 9-10 hour shifts instead of these dinky 6 hour ones. i guess i cant complain tho cuz im getting 30+ hours/weekly. i need to find another job but im too lazy.
speaking of another job. both me and manda got calls back from the good ol' michigan's adventures. its such a high school job, but money's money. manda's interview is wed, i need to call the lady, cuz im always workin when they call. if i get this job, maybe i can afford to go to school in the fall...seeing as how my other paychecks are getting accumulated for rent.
i felt like such a loser last nite. i always watch a movie before i go to bed. and the lucky one was 28 Days with sandra bullock. so here i am, laying on the couch in the dark, crying like a baby. *shakes head*
hailey's 11 month birthday was yesterday. she's getting so big. i love her so much. she's my world.
brandy gets home june 16th from russia.
birthday bash is saturday!
and im bringing a whole new meaning to the word albino.
