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TheEdgeofYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 14 June :: 12.42am
:: Mood: Confused

sitting all alone inside your head.


delusional1fish: Sunday i got a texted from you sayin "hey roach".. it was weird..
absent x dreams: hmm.. odd! i dont recall texting you! sorry
delusional1fish: yeah you were probably drunk
delusional1fish: would never have crossed my mind to think that
delusional1fish: always
absent x dreams: always!?
delusional1fish: fucking drunk
delusional1fish: most of the time
absent x dreams: no im not!
delusional1fish: seems like it
absent x dreams: err im not always drunk.
absent x dreams: but whatever.



Yeah.. i don't know anymore
i guess my friend is trying to tell me something
like..
i need to slow down..
yeah...

=(

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theedgeofyouratmosphere

:: 2006 2 June :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: all mixed up.
:: Music: marilyn manson - lunchbox

kill me.....
everything sucks anymore
i try so hard for people but nothing ever turns out right.
we fight, we love..we hate.. its just a fucking cycle.
theres just alot of shit going on that i cant quite explain.
i just want everything to be alright.. and it never will be.
i want to be happy. for the 43903 time!!! im so done.

i.. i dont know

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 14 May :: 10.54pm

5-14-06
welp today since it was mothers day i made my mom dinner, got her flowers and a card.. and called it a day lol
friday and saturday i had massive amounts of alcohol in my system. woo wee! anyways. it was a goodddddd weekend.
very good weekend.
<3

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denation

:: 2006 13 May :: 7.19am

Well, I never got into a fight last night.

Turns out I'm an AFFECTIONATE drunk.

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denation

:: 2006 12 May :: 6.48pm

25 Relationship Questions For The Truly Bored:

1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship? single, crushin', and interested
2) Are you happy with where you are? no
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? yes, and it takes a lot of self control not to fall so hard
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable? never
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yeah, but not about anyone specific and not about any specific time
8) Do you want children? Yes
10) Would you consider adoption? I don't know
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be? just to send signals and respond to my signals to where I know I actually have a chance... also just straight out telling me is a nice approach. nothing better than honesty
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? nope I hate it
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? no
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes
15) Are you a romantic? yes, very
16) Do you believe that you can change someone? maybe some things about a person, but not completely. but if I was in a relationship with someone, I would love them for who they are and not want to change them
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? in Greece
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? yes
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know it or not? yes
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you messed that up? yes
22.) Have you broken a heart? yes
23.) What would happen if you came and found another person in bed with your girl/boy?? I would kick the guy's ass, then leave and never see her again. cheating is horrible.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? yes, in a heartbeat
25.) What would you say about your last ex?
she needs to sort out her priorities... big time

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 12 May :: 2.29pm

i haven't added an entry in forever on here..
sorry people
but WHATever i say anymore.. doesn't matter.. because it's never entertaining its all boring and what not on the same routine. hah! seriously.. but overall i've been alright had to go to the doctors a few times because of a few minor complications. and My gram has been real sick lately; just sucks i can't go get her.. oh well. my friends have been acting weird.. i miss alot of them! and i've been doing the same thing everyday.. i'm single because men tend to suck ass LoL. yeah...and schools almost out and i'm sooOo fucking excited!! omfg. YES! woooo hoo..



<3

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denation

:: 2006 12 May :: 12.46am

Just so everyone's up to speed, I am getting into a fight tonight.

That certain "deadbeat" is going down.

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denation

:: 2006 10 May :: 9.00pm

Thanks to everyone who's given me and my family support. It means a lot.

Why is it that whenever I get interested in a girl, I find out later that she's taken? Well, I've known for a while that she's had a boyfriend, but I liked her before I knew. It's not like I like some sort of "chase" from trying for a girl who's taken, because I'd like things to be easier than this. Jana told me to "grow some balls and take her." That kinda shocked me a bit, LOL. But, Jana hasn't been wrong yet about any of the advice she's given me.........

EDIT: Nevermind. Don't have that problem anymore.

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denation

:: 2006 9 May :: 12.16am

I'm in BIG like.

Woah.

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denation

:: 2006 8 May :: 7.53pm

I have to be strong.

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denation

:: 2006 7 May :: 1.47am

Busy Saturdays are AMAZING! NOT!


- Firefly -

you my friend
you're a lot like them,
but I caught your light
and you know I did,
now I'm lost in you
like I always do,
and I'll die to win
cause I'm born to lose.

firefly, could you shine your light?
now I love your ways
cause they're just like mine,
now I'm justified
as I fall in line,
and it's hard to try
when you're open wide.

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 6 May :: 4.15pm

well everything has been fuckign shit lately.
i dont do anything besides drink, smoke, and other things..
my life is sucky.
i do the saem thing everyday
and i dont have a job

oh yippiieee!

UGH!

im sick of this fucking SHIT!

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denation

:: 2006 6 May :: 11.23am
:: Mood: worried

"Love is friendship set on fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell."

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denation

:: 2006 5 May :: 6.59pm

I hope I'm not digging myself into ANOTHER six foot hole.

*crosses fingers*

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denation

:: 2006 5 May :: 10.35am

less than three... totally less than three right now.

she's amazing.

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