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lilkristen

:: 2005 14 February :: 6.48pm

ONEE GOOD THiNG ABOUT TODAY.. CASSiEEEE CAMEEEE BACKKKKKKK =]

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 14 February :: 6.21pm

HAPPY VALENTiNES DAY TO YOU.. HOPE YOURS WAS BETTER THAN MiNE.. WOW DO i MiSS HiM... AND i DiDNT EVEN REALiZE iT... SHOULD i CALL HiM?? OR WOULD iT BE WEiRD TO CALL ON VALENTiNES DAY.. NAHH iM NOT GOiNG TO.. iTS DURiNG THE WEEK.. HES BUSY iM SURE.. i TOLD MYSELF iD WAiT TiLL HE CALLED ME.. BUT THAT HASNT HAPPENED iN AWHiLE.. i'LL CALL HiM ON HiS BiRTHDAY i GUESS.. BUT THAT iSNT FOR AWHiLE STiLL..

BUT i LOOK FORWARD TO THAT DAY..

3 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 13 February :: 11.23am
:: Mood: TiREDDDDDDDD
:: Music: MR. BRiGHTSiDE.. THE KiLLERS

WOW WUT A WEEKEND... i DiD ABSOLUTELY NOTHiNG!!! OMGGGG iM DYiNG OVER HEREE.. FRiDAY i HAD TO BABYSiT SO i COULDNT GO OUT, YESTERDAY OMGGG EVERYONE HAD SOMETHiNG TO DO BUT ME AND KRiSTiN AND MY DAD WOULDNT DRiVE ME TO SHEEPSHEAD TO SEE HER SO i WAS LiKE OOOHH POOP.. JULiA WAS SiCKK.. KAiT HAD TO GO TO STATEN iSLAND.. ALi HAD TO GO TO A SWEET SiXTEEN FOR SOMEONE SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW.. DEiRDRE.. WE JUST KEPT GETTiNG EACH OTHER AT THE WRONG TiMES.. ERiN HAD TO GO SEE HER SiSTER, ALEXA HAD TO WATCH TAYLOR, i WAS LiKE WTF SO ME AND KRiSTiN STAYED ONLiNE AND TALKED TO EACH OTHER ALL DAY.. TODAY i ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHiNG TO DO! WOOP WOOP! iM GOiNG TO MATT'S BASKETBALL GAME, i KNOW, WHY WOULD i DO THAT BUT MATT'S PLAYiNGG MiCHELLE'S BROTHER SO i THiNK SHES GUNNA BE THERE.. (iF SHE REMEMBERS TO COME, AND SHE BETTER.. iF SHE DOESNT i'LL CALL ALEXA SiNCE SHES AROUND THE CORNER LOL) BUT YEAA AND THEN WE'RE GOiNG TO MJ'S FOR DiNNER TO MEET THE NEW NEiGHBORS.. i NEED TO TAKE A SHOWER NOW CUZ MY HAiR HAS TO BE DRY BY THE TiME WE LEAVE FOR MATT'S GAME AT ONEE.. i GUESS i'LL STRAiGHTEN iT.. iTS TOO COLD TO LET iT DRY AND SCRUNCH iT..

iM OUT LiKE A TROUT WiTH A POUT iN A DROUGHT.. =]~

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 10 February :: 8.15pm

ME AND KAiT MADEE A CLUB!! iTS JUST US iN iT!!! iTS CALLEDD TPMATBF LOLOL DONTT ASKK BUT JUST SO YOUU KNOW iTS THE COOLEST CLUB EVERRRR! LOVEE YOUUU KAiT #1NEE SOPHH<3

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 10 February :: 7.07pm

MYY DEAR KAiT HAD SOMETHiNG iN HER PROFiLE THAT WAS JUST SOOO TRUEE.. "WHYY TRY TO FiX A FRiENDSHiP THAT CANT BE FiXED? ESPECiALLY WHEN THE ONLY ONE TRYiNG iS YOURSELF."

i CANT WAiT UNTiL CHRiSSY AND LAURENN COME OVERRRR!!! WE'RE GUNNAA GO OUT AND PARRRR-TAY LOL.. ME AND DEiRDRE ARE GUNNAA HAVE A STREET PARTY THiS WEEKEND!! YiPPEEE!!! HAHAAA WE CANT FiND A HOUSEE TO HAVE A PARTY iN SO WE'RE JUST GUNNA HAVE A PARTY AND DRiNK ON THE STREETS LMAOO.. MY CONVO WiTH KAiT:

kAiTt<3 [7:11 P.M.]: who is ur profile about?
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: this kid from the summer..
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: aww
kAiTt [7:11 P.M.]: wat happenedd
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: HES AN ASSSSSS
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: lol
kAiTt[7:11 P.M.]: lol<33
kRiSs [7:11 P.M.]: that about sums it up =]

HAHAAA iM TELLiNG HER MY STORY NOW LOL.. HAHAA LiKE NOO ONE KNOWS THE STORY.. CASSiEE KNOWS TOO.. BUT THATS ABOUT iT.. OMGG CASSiE'S REALLY SiCKKKK! SHE HASNT BEEN iN SCHOOL FOR WEEKS SHES GOT LiKE CHRONiC TENSiON HEADACHES OR SOMETHiNG AND i FEEL SOO BAD CUZ SHES HAD TO HAVE ALL THESE TESTS DONEE AND i MiSS HER SOO MUCHH<3 i MiGHT CALL HER TONiGHT.. OMGGGG CHRiSTiNES FATHER DiED LAST NiGHT.. HE HAD A HEART ATTACK REALLY SUDDENLY.. LiKE HE WAS HEALTHY AND EVERYTHiNG BUT HE HAD A FATAL HEART ATTACK AND i FEEL SOO BADDDD.. BRi iS HELPiNG TO GET STUFF TOGETHER TO SEND OVER TO HER CUZ SHE REALLY FEELS FOR HER.. BRi'S LOST A PARENT TOO =[ OMGG THE ANNiVERSARY'S COMiNG UP.. =[ =[ =[ i FEEL BADD<3 ALRiGHT iM GUNNA GO AND TALK TO KAiT AND JULiA AND CHRiSSY AND THEN iM GUNNA TAKE A SHOWER AND CALL CASSiEE SOOOOO YEAA iM OUT FOR NOWW.. LATER<3

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 8 February :: 7.18pm

best friends? what kind of best friend doesnt even say hi when ur online..

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 6 February :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: TiREDD
:: Music: POPULARRR

WOWWW COULD NOT BE MOREE TiRED.. LAST NiGHT WAS REALLY TiRiNG.. JUST BEiNG THERE.. YOU KNOW, NiGHT OUT iN THE CiTYY.. iT CAN BE A TiRiNG THiNG WiTH SO MANY PEOPLE THERE.. BUT YEAAA UMM.. iT WAS PRETTY FUN ALTOGETHER.. WE GOT THERE REALLY EARLY TO HELP THE GiRLS AND KRiSTiNE SET UP AND EVERYTHiNG AND THE PLACE LOOKED SOOOO NiCE.. UNCLE STAN WAS SOOOO SUPRiSED.. TO MAKE iT EVEN BETTER, HE HAD BEEN WHiNiNG THE WHOLE DAY ABOUT HOW HE WASNT GETTiNG A PARTY FOR HiS 50TH BiRTHDAY LOL HE HAD BEEN iN A BAD MOOD FOR THE WHOLE DAY LOL.. =] GREATT STUFF.. iMM SOOO HAPPY FOR JESS!!! SHES MOViNG iN WiTH ViNNY iN THREE WEEKS!! HER APARTMENT SOUNDS SOOO GREATTT.. 15 MiNUTES AWAY FROM HER JOB AND 25 FROM HiS.. iT HAS A GYMNASTICS PLACE RIGHT NEARBY WHiCH iS HOW SHE MAKES HER EXTRA MONEY AND WiTH THE WHOLE APARTMENT COMPLEX THiNG THERES TENNiS COURTS AND A POOL! iM SOO EXCiTED FOR HERRRR.. WE STiLL HAVENT MET HiM THOUGHH WHiCH MY DAD KEEPS BUGGiNG HER ABOUT =]~ ANYWAY.. YEA SO EVERYONEE WAS DRUNK.. AUNT EiLEEN OMG iT WAS THE FUNNiEST SiGHT.. THE HiGHLiGHT OF THE NiGHT WAS WHEN KASiA ASKED HER TO TAKE A PIC OF ALL THE COUSiNS SiTTiN ON THE COUCHH.. SHE HAD THE CAMERAA BACKWARDS THE WHOLE TiMEE!! WE WERE LOOKiNG AT THE SCREEN OF THE DiGiTAL CAMERA AND SHE KEPT TAKiNG PiCTURES OF HERSELF iTS FRiCKiN HYSTERiCAL LOOKiNG AT THESE PiCS SHE WAS SOOO DRUNK! WE ENJOYED iT A LiTTLE TOO MUCH BUT OHH WELL IT WAS SOOO FUNNY//NEW TOPiC!! SUPERBOWL iS ON NOW! i KNOWW iM NOT WATCHiNG iT! i NEED TO GO DOWN.. BUT i HATE THE FiRST COUPLE OF MiNUTES OF THE GAME iTS BORiNG NOTHiNG GAME-ALTERiNG iS HAPPENiNG YET.. LOL ALRiGHT WELL.. GO EAGLES!! iM OUTT<3

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 6 February :: 11.17am

EVERYONE IN THE FAMiLY WAS DRUNK! it was greatttt..

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 5 February :: 4.24pm
:: Mood: happieee
:: Music: fall out boyy

hahahahaaaaaaaa HAPPPPPYYYYYY KRiSTENNNNNNN =] AND i QUOTE Mii PADRE: "DR.RON SAiD WE COULD COME OUT TO THEiR HOUSE ANY WEEK iN THE SUMMER TO GO ON THEE BOATTTT" YAYYYYY WOOOHOOOOOO!!! KRiSTEN HAS BEEN MADEE HAPPY! TiME TO GET READYY FOR A PARRRRR-TAY! LOL.. HAHAA i THiNK RON'S GUNNA BE THERE LMAOO WOOOOOT CNT WAiTT!

1 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 4 February :: 5.40pm

omg i havent talked to him in foreverrr and he IMs me and hes callin me hun nd everything.. wtf is going on!!!

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 28 January :: 6.20pm
:: Music: only one - yellowcard

i love how people say "ohh im sorry" when you sign on line.. because its convenient for them.. but they cant give the effort to pick up a phone and call you..

is it me? or does that show that you arent sincere?

oh well.. i had a good day today.. a little tired.. but me nd kait had fun.. my pictures wont be readyy til tuesdayy.. grr.. i read a horoscope yesterdayy.. i read the love part and it was sooo rightt.. i aint just throwinn myself out there to be playedd with.. imm stickinn true to myself and not getting hung up over something that probably wont even happen.. boyy oh boyy are first impressions usuallyy wrong<|3

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2005 27 January :: 11.42pm

Wow. I'm really fucking sick.

And it really sucks.

I like my Photostudio.

4 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 23 January :: 8.34pm

i really really dont want to get attached, when i really really aint sure if something would ever happen..

its soo complicated.. i hate getting mixed signals.. im not sure whether to commit myself to the feelings or just wait and see.. i really dont want to make a mistake.. but i really feel like if i commit myself, that will be how i get hurt.. so i'll wait.. wait for a signal that isnt crossed.. one thats straight on..

ali was soo shocked when i told her yesterday.. i dont know what the reaction was, really.. disbelief or just pure omg thats hysterical.. i wanted to talk to her about it tonight.. but she had to watch her stupid movie..

i need to change my layout.. the red is UGLYYY lol.. but i dont really feel like doing it now.. since desperate housewives is on in 15 minutes.. this is going to be the longest update you get for awhile.. i have midterms this week.. my brother doesnt have school tomorrow, ndd neither does fontbonne but i do, ndd kearney does.. and it sucks.. cuz i wanna hang out withh kait nd use up my camera so i can get it developed nd hopefully it wont be a defective camera like my SC camera was... i got my SC video!! i was like crackinn up watching it<3 im gunna go.. its really cold back here.. brrr.. i dunno how meghan sleeps in her room.. its gotta be freezing.. ooh well.. later..

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 22 January :: 12.31pm

iMm SoOo hApPyyyyy =]

kait kNoWs wHyyy!!! =]~

dOnt woRry kAit.. dOiNn iTt aS sOoNn aS pOsSibLe<3

hAha.. hE's oNn.. buT witHh hiS aWay oNn.. sRyy =[

bUt i ReaLLy aM hAppy.. =] =] =] =] =] =]

caLL me kAit

maybe i'll stop typing like that.. grrr.. im annoying myself.. im outtttt

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2005 17 January :: 12.18pm

i need to update more often..

its monday.. school tomorrow.. blahh

i feel like listening to music.. i think i will... i need to change and start my homework.. cuz i have alot of it.. i need to do the corrections for the stupid essay omggggg i keep putting it off but i really cant put it off any longer.. omgg i have one due on wednesday too.. which means i only have tomorrow to write it.. omggggggg i didnt even pick a topic!!! shitttt ok you know what, screw writing an entry.. i have to go start on my 20000 pounds of hw before my brothers friends come over for his birthdayy..

& you can't save me

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