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:: 2004 24 July :: 6.56 pm

I've been snappy since about an hour ago... so i apologise to anyone i may offend.

so today i went with ray down to the fairgrounds and we set up the rabbit barn, i cant believe its almost here again, gosh that snuck up fast.... anyway that was alright, i got home and talked to some friends and that leads me up to now, thrilling day huh?

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:: 2004 23 July :: 11.06 pm

hey i got an idea lets switch off politics and go olympics

PHELPS RULES

ROCKFORD NATIVE RITZENHIGN IS IN!!! WOOO!!!

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:: 2004 21 July :: 10.43 am

im getting my new computer today

my grandpa is going to the hostpital again soon, part of his amputation is not healing correctly, so they have to make a small insision to clean out dead tissue and then reseal it, but if they find an infection they may have to take his leg above his knee... what did my grandpa do to deserve this...

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:: 2004 16 July :: 1.45 pm

hey everyone, its been a while since ive talked to any of you. Ive been having a good summer, helping grandpa, working alot around the house, thats about it lol.

i miss you guys & girls
hopefully ill see you soon

( dont expect to see me online for a while, im currently without a computer, im sneaking on parentals right now, but im not going to again, my bro wont let me use his labtop, but were getting a new one, or planning on it, pretty quick here, well se ya, if you ever get the urge, call me 874-6388 )

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:: 2004 7 July :: 12.15 pm

Things will never be the same
still I'm awfully glad I came
resonating in the share of things to come
never waiting when I know there's only one

Messed it up but rest assured
no one ever thinks they're cured
Just a minute while I reinvent myself
Make it up and then I take it off the shelf

[PRE CHORUS:]
Over the lawns of light
over the moon by midnight
let's do it all this time
everyone wishing well we go

[CHORUS:]
Everyone know anything goes
we are the lotus kids
better take note of this
for the story

The rising noon is on the shine
The blood of Scorpio's a nine
like the fear that's in eyes of every doe
say it now cause John and Jane would like to know

Is it safe inside your head
songs to serenade the dead
all along I said I know no enemies
Mix it up until there no pedigrees

[Pre Chorus]
Over the lawns of light
over the moon by midnight
let's do it all this time
everyone wishing well we go

[Chorus]
Everyone know anything goes
we are the lotus kids
better take note of this
for the story

[Pre Chorus]
Over the lawns of light
over the moon by midnight
let's do it all this time
everyone wishing well we go

Enter the rolling tide
Over the ocean so wide
let's do it all this time
everyone wishing well we go

[Chorus (x3)]
Everyone know anything goes
we are the lotus kids
better take note of this
for the story

Everyone know anything goes
we are the lotus kids
better take note of this
for the story

Everyone know anything goes
we are the lotus kids
better take note of this
for the story

Bring a ray of hope...


:: 2004 30 June :: 2.47 pm

I apologise for my recent posting of exesive lyrics, and here i go again lol.




He's drunk again, it's time to fight
She must have done something wrong tonight
The living room becomes a boxing ring
It's time to run when you see him
Clenching his hands
She's just a woman
Never Again
I hear her scream, from down the hall
Amazing she can even talk at all
She cries to me, Go back to bed
I'm terrified that she'll wind up
Dead in his hands, She's just a woman
Never Again
Been there before, but not like this
Seen it before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell
It starts to sting as it starts to swell
She looks at you, she wants the truth
It's right out there in the waiting room
With those hands
Lookin just as sweet as he can
Never Again
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again
Father's a name you haven't earned yet
You're just a child with a temper
Haven't you heard Don't hit a lady?
Kickin' your ass would be a pleasure
He's drunk again, it's time to fight
Same old shit, just on a different night
She grabs the gun, she's had enough
Tonight she'll find out how fucking
Tough is this man
Pulls the trigger fast as she can
Never Again
Seen it before, but not like this
Been there before, but not like this
Never before have I ever
Seen it this bad
She's just a woman
Never Again

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:: 2004 28 June :: 3.42 pm

"Let It Out"

This is ours, we made it with our everything
Something real, as real as it could ever be
You gave me all of yourself, I gave you all of me
Now set it free from yourself, for everyone to see

I'm not afraid to let it out
I'm gonna show you how I feel
I'm not afraid to let it out
(who cares if you dont like it)
(if you don't like it)

Go ahead, you know just what you want to do
Don't deny, you feel cause I feel it to
Take a look all around, you'll feel it in the air
From the sky to the ground, I feel it everywhere

I'm not afraid to let it out
I'm gonna show you how I feel
I'm not afraid to let it out
(who cares if you dont like it)
I'm not afraid to let it out
I'm gonna show you how I feel
I'm not afraid to let it out
To let it out
(who cares if you don't like it)
(who cares if you don't like it)
(who cares if you don't like it)
(who cares if you don't like it)

This is ours, we made it with our everything
Something real, as real as it could ever be
You gave me all of yourself, I gave you all of me
Now set it free from yourself, for everyone to see

I'm not afraid to let it out
I'm gonna show you how I'm free
I'm not afraid to let it out
(who cares if you dont like it)
I'm not afraid to let it out
I'm gonna show you how I'm free
I'm not afraid to let it out
To let it out
To let it out
To let it out
(who cares if you don't like it)
(if you don't like it)
(if you don't like it)

Bring a ray of hope...


:: 2004 26 June :: 12.28 am

Coming soon....

"The Wolfpack"

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:: 2004 24 June :: 8.01 pm

this song is so true...


/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

i love you

Bring a ray of hope...


:: 2004 22 June :: 12.19 pm

lol i read my last post and it seems not alot of you have my number, its 874-6388

and i know i should probably put this as friends only but maybe some creepy people will start stalking me if i dont, and that would be fun...

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:: 2004 19 June :: 11.22 pm

I might not be able to make jafax *tear* but oh well, next year ill be able to drive myself so ill definatly go, and ill bring a carfull of people lol, so the question is who will i be next year, when im ripped and my hair is 1/4 th the way down my back lol

i meet a girl today that i havent seen for 15 years, but last time i saw her, i slept with her lol. hope you all catch that we were just babys... but yeah, shes really nice. me and teddy had to do the top gun song on her, corse she new it was all in good fun. lol it was great, miss you guys...

someone call me! i havent seen anyone in the group since s.o.s.c.

....im so lonely.... lol

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:: 2004 19 June :: 12.39 am

Hey, haven't seen any of you in a while, my comp is down right now, so sorry i havent been able to talk to any of you.

ive been pretty good, how are all you? what have i missed?

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:: 2004 14 June :: 10.45 am

When i say i love you, its not that i want you, or am just to lonely... its that i love the person you are, i love what you do, i love who you are...

but alot of times, that doesnt matter, but it makes life all the more interesting..

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:: 2004 11 June :: 5.33 pm

Im sorry im not ganna be able to go to jackies open house. ill try to get you your stuff soon...

good luck!

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:: 2004 9 June :: 11.44 pm

Don't you say i was never there for you...

...Don't you dare...

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