the gift
Thank you, Matt for getting me hooked on this god forsaken song.

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too much
j emailed me.
after almost 2 months of not talking, he emailed me.

i tried talking to jill. online.
she pretty much said "fuck you" without saying the words.

i might not be able to go to see fall out boy. teri said not all 5 people could get the day off. dennis said he'd take my hours if teri had me work, but i can't do that to him.

I love Dennis. Gosh dang it, I love everyone.

I miss Anne.

33 Miles to the border!
I fall in love with Matt even more each and every day.

I did it like 8 times today though. Fucking driving thru 2 towns on US-131 South. How do you drive thru towns?!

We actually hit the fucking end of the god damn road. It was like "yeah bitches, end. turn left or right NOW. I'm a creepy tree with lights."

Nickelback makes me laugh. FNB. 104, Photograph was on. Me and Matt were kinda like "god, chang it now." changed it, 979, photoraph was on. Rolled eyes, and laughs. Changed the station again. 1073... photograph was on. I fucking laughed SO hard. I started swerving. It was amazing

FNB

Sorry to use such harsh letters.. which is actually a bank I think. Never quite figured it out lmao.

We almost got ghetto shot at. ALMOST.

And we walked on 131 (the actual highway) then I walked on 131 by XY Ave.

Good times on US-131. When I become famous, and meet singers and stuff, I'll make one of the sing about glorious US-131 South lmao.

Edit
I found this on some xanga journal. It made me waste time. Yay.
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random oc thoughts
I hate how Marissa never wears a bra.

And Johnny is gonna end up like Oliver. Ruining Marissa and Ryan, then having her beg him to take her back.

Summer and Seth = The cutest EVER.

for the first time
So, it's November, and not more than twice have I had the feeling of sadness, emptiness, or loneliness. That's amazing. I think it's because the friends I have now are more than willing to actually BE my friend. The friends I had before.. well, what.. friend I had before. Yeah, last year about this time I hung out with one person. Amazing. I can't even begin to believe how horrible it must've been to just have 1 friend. But now I have like.. a lot. I get phone calls from more than just 1 person, I get text messages from more than 1 person, I have a reason to not sleep at night, because I'm out with Matt, or Anne, or Liz, or Ross, or all of them, or 3 of them, or 2 of them. I love that feeling.

So, no Denny's tonight. I'm fucking poor. I looked at my account online, did the math they have yet to do.. yeah, i have -3.38 in my account. Right. Okay, so I ran my ass to the bank and deposited 5 bucks. Now, I have 2 bucks in my account and I feel so poor. Probably because.. I am. December I will no longer be THIS poor. I'm so excited.

Anne got the tickets. I'm so effing excited. I'll admit, I only know 2 band that's gonna be there, and I only know about 2 songs from each band. I'm not going for the music. I'm going to hang out with a bunch of my friends.

I want it to snow. For the first time in my life I actually want it to snow. I'm excited for fucking snow. What the hell. I want to go christmas shopping, and I want it to snow, and I want to listen to Christmas music. Goodness, this year surprises me every second.

Recap of the year is going to be up December 31st, if anybody cares to know about the good & bad things about my year.

what.. what?!
Me and Matt got ghetto whated lmao. Last night, we were on our way to my old house, and these chicks were crossing the street. We had a green light, but Matt let them go, and the one in black was all cool about it and waved thanks, and me and Matt both waved back to say you're welcome, ha.. WELL, obviously the bald chick didn't think much of that little wave. She was all ghetto and was like "what, what?! wanna go?!" Me and Matt just kinda looked at eachother like "what did you do?" lmao it was amazing.

Fall Out Boy, December first, and I'm excited. I really really hope I can get that money. I need to win the lottery, or just.. stop playing lmao. Should do that one, but that's dumb. 5 bucks at a time, and i usually win it back so whatever. I've only lost 5 bucks out of the 20 I've spent. Matt, on the other hand, only won 4 out of his 20. Good job.

My mom's making suckers. That's fun.

Carrie's baby shower is on the 20th. Fuck. I have to find money. Buy her a gift card for Target or something.

I'm so poor. I need a third job. This school thing is draining all my money. I'm spending 300 dollars a month for school. That's rediculous. Oh well, I'll find something to do.

Alright, I think I'm just gonna stay in tonight. I've gone out every single night for the past month. I haven't gone to bed before 5am, and I should just stay in tonight. I kinda wanna go to the Y, so I might do that. But, then again, I really kinda don't. We'll see how it goes.

fan-fucking-tastic day
Horoscope: Luckily you're not a risk-taker by nature. Avoid gambling -- it won't pay off.

Hm.. yeah, too bad I just won my 5 bucks back about a half hour ago lol. Matt, on the other hand, did not win anything. But, we took our 18 year old advantage and put it to use for the first time together.

We are no longer virgins to scratch offs.

Matt Whetzel is by far the coolest scratcher in the world. Remember that forever. It was a lot of fun.

Dennis is hot, and I need a scanner, right now. You need to see these pictures lol. Everybody does. Wait.. let me go see if Zach left his here.. Oh my god he did. Alright, totally if you want to see the pictures, then do it. They are amazing and I love them all lol.

Ahh, I love my friends. I told Matt that earlier tonight. I don't know if he heard me, but I did say it. I think I told Ross on the phone when I was at BK too, but I don't remember. Maybe we were talking about the color green.. lol. ;)

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whatever
fuck you, shannon

addition @ 1:34am
there needs to be a denny's or something open 24/7 closer to cedar.

i'm so excited
I am so effing excited. My grandpa told my mom that he'll pay for my schooling for the Airline Academy. YAY. I have to pay him back, of course, but at least now I can get down there, get everything done, get a REAL job, and pay him back whenever I have the chance. I love my grandpa. I'm gonna send him a thank you card lol. But I'm so so so excited.

Angela let me leave work early, so that excites me too lol. Today has been an exciting day. I talked to Ross, he's a nice kid, I really like him. I'm glad Anne didn't just give up on him cause of a few mistakes lol. A few.. not a lot :) lol. I told ya, Anne. Anyway, work didn't suck. Jeremiah just doesn't know how to do jack shit. He didn't clean dining room at all when he was on counter, I had to because I was picking up for him. And Shannon, oh my god. He got on my fucking nerves. Every 2 minutes "Jejuan, do this. Jejuan, do that. Jejuan, you have pretty eyes. Jejuan, take your glasses off. Jejuan, Mike wants you. Jejuan, babysit Jeremiah" I don't get paid enough for all that lol. I get paid enough to look pretty :) Sadly, I do that for free, somedays. Not usually. I'm an ugly girl.

This is long.

Anyway, so bk didn't suck, br didn't suck at all, my grandpa is giving mr 7,000 dollars, I only have to take 1 class at GRCC so I can get my 2,750 from MEAPS, and I have enough money to buy an iPod mini. Oh, and I love the new YMCA. And I love my friends. All of them. Even Jeremiah lol.

Mostly Dennis, Allison, Matt, Liz, Anne, and Ross tho. Shh, don't tell ;)