beckaboo
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2008 22 November :: 10.39am
So... I'm getting to that place where I'm afraid.
Afraid of what? Afraid of getting stuck again? Afraid of all the things I let you ruin for me? Afraid of hurting someone else? Afraid of becoming numb again?
Sure. Because I've never really been afraid of change.
You are pretty wonderful, though. I promise I won't this won't be a repeat performance. It couldn't be. You wouldn't let it be.
I guess the real problem is that I'm terrified of getting so caught up in my own world that I miss real one.
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Every night he weeps for the human race.
I'm not that strong.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 20 November :: 6.42pm
:: Mood: Fucking Annoyed
Why doesnt he want to come monday? (he as in Rueben)
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 9:57am
i don't know why don't u call and ask yourself. he just said he didn't know anything about it.
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 10:00am
We will suprise him then
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Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 10:01am
We will suprise him
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 10:01am
ok
Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 10:02am
but he won't be suprised if i tell him hahaha
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 12:21pm
I got an idea how bout u dont
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 3:41pm
ok you guys already called him so he knows now.
p.s. you can't come in our house
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 5:12pm
If u tell him ill write mccain on your windows. p.s. we weremt gonna come in your house
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 5:12pm
don't you dare write mccain. i will kill you. i bet you didn't even vote. loserrrrrrrrrr
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 8:39pm
I did for mccain gay
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 8:54pm
you area freaking idiot. why would you vote for him? well, probably b/c you're a dirty republican and don't know anything about politics. hm oh well.
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 9:26pm
I love mccain and im writing it on your windows
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 9:27pm
NO I SWEAR TO GOD I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE AND I WILL KILL YOU
seriously don't fucking touch my car joshua
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 9:49pm
Haha now i have to just for that :-)
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 10:14pm
do you enjoy harassing me? why are you doing this??
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 10:19pm
Why r u on the computer 24-7?
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 10:19pm
you didn't answer the question. and why are YOU constantly checking facebook from your phone??
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 10:39pm
Because my phone is cool and has that feature and theres nothing to do at work
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Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 11:16pm
you still didn't answer the question. why are you harassing me?
Jessie Gillette
November 16 at 11:22pm
nvm it's just b/c you have nothing better to do then make curly fries i guess GAY :P 8====D
Joshua Robert Morris
November 16 at 11:29pm
Yep i make curly fries all day ive actually been sitting for the last hour
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Joshua Robert Morris
November 17 at 8:02pm
Dont think were gonna make it tonight but mccain is waiting dont worry
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Jessie Gillette
November 18 at 6:13pm
shut up
Joshua Robert Morris
November 18 at 8:56pm
Hahaha why
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Jessie Gillette
November 18 at 9:30pm
b/c i said so
Joshua Robert Morris
November 18 at 9:34pm
K ill listen..... not
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Jessie Gillette
November 19 at 1:21pm
i'm coming home soon. beware of barack obama on YOUR windshield. stupid.
Joshua Robert Morris
November 19 at 1:51pm
Hahaha i cant wait be aware of mccain signs in your yard
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Jessie Gillette
November 19 at 7:11pm
um no.
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Jessie Gillette
November 19 at 7:12pm
um no.
Joshua Robert Morris
Today at 12:28am
Sure do all over your yard
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Jessie Gillette
Today at 10:30am
i don't care. john mccain lost so it's useless anyway. no smart person would vote for him.
Joshua Robert Morris
Today at 10:39am
Yes they would obama blows
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Jessie Gillette
Today at 11:25am
shut up! you are such a fucking idiot. you have NO idea about politics. you can't even tell me ONE reason why Obama "blows" You just vote republican b/c that's what your parents do. You can't come up with an opinion of your own. People like you shouldn't be allowed to vote so stfu.
Joshua Robert Morris
Today at 6:11pm
Hahahahaha omg fucking chill obama blows
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Jessie Gillette
Today at 6:38pm
you are an idiot
Jessie Gillette
Today at 6:40pm
why don't you just go fuck your dumb girlfriend on jessie wilde's couch with no blankets HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA now that's funny
and leave me alone.
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beckaboo
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2008 20 November :: 6.38am
Goodbye, gravity.
You no longer keep me grounded.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 15 November :: 11.24pm
It's the way that you blush when you're nervous.
It's your ability to make me earn this.
I know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's about how you laugh out of pity,
'Cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny.
I know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.
If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.
It's those pills that you don't need to take,
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep.
It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.
It's your grace and how it keeps me grounded.
I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.
If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.
While you were sleeping I figured out everything,
I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.
Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.
You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.
(Oh)
If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything. (I really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces...
If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklaces close.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 15 November :: 8.20pm
shut up you freaking IDIOT
this should be LONG OVER
quit fucking harassing me.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 14 November :: 2.09pm
hm i'm lazy and don't feel like driving to the bank and driving back here then paying my rent. and i need to straighten my hair but i don't feel like doing that either. and i have to go to that class thingy at 5 but, well, i kind of want to go to that, but i dont want to put forth the energy to get ready and go.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 10 November :: 10.11am
in response to some past angry woohu entries:
Yes we did.
'tis all...
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beckaboo
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2008 9 November :: 11.45pm
I want a love like me,
thinking of you
thinking of me
thinking of you type love,
or me telling my friends
more than I've ever admitted to myself
about how I feel about you type love
or, hating how jealous you are,
but, loving how much you want me all to your self type love
or, seeing how your first name sounds so good next to my last name
and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you
and I, barely made it out of my garage.
I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep
then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love type love
or who loves the other more
or, what she's doing at this exact moment
or, slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the
music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a
love so good could, hurt so much when she's not there
and, shit I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes
all around the house, so she never forgets how much I love her type love
then not have enough ink in my pen to write
all there is to love about her type love
and, hope that I make her feel as good as she makes me feel
and I want to deal with my friend making fun of me
the way I made fun of them
when they went through the same kind of love type love
only difference is
this is one of those real love type love.
And just like in high school
I wanna spend hours on the phone not saying shit
then fall asleep then wake up with her right next to me
then smell her all up in my covers type love
and I wanna try counting the ways I love her
then lose count in the middle
just so that I have to start all over again
and I want to celebrate one of those one month anniverseries
even though they aren't really anniverseries
but doing it because it makes her happy type loves.
And check this
I want to fall in love with the melody the
phone plays when her number is dialed into it type love.
Talk to you until I lose my breath
she leaves me breathless
for with expanding my lungs
I inhale all of her back into me.
I want a love that makes me change my cell phone calling plan
to something that allows me to talk to her longer,
because, in all honesty,
I want to avoid one of them high
cell phone bill type loves.
And I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are,
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time
to love you as long as I'd like to type love.
I want a love that makes me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking
about how strong this love is type love.
And I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair.
well, maybe not all of the hair,
maybe I cut the split ends and trim my mustache,
but it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
I kind of feel comfortable now,
I even be fantasizing about walking out on a
green light just dying to get hit by a car
just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country
just to get treated
then somehow meet up again with you
so I could fall in love with you in
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My heart aches for you.
I wish I could tell you that.
How does it feel?
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mothman
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2008 7 November :: 5.07pm
Hello!
San Francisco is great! I really like it out here. I am coming home for Christmas, I just have to find the tickets!! woo... Prop 8 protest tonight, I gotsta get ready
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beckaboo
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2008 3 November :: 5.39pm
Greater things are yet to come
And greater things are still to be done
In this city.
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gillette
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2008 1 November :: 9.17pm
i have a food problem. i'm not hungry at all. in fact i'm kind of full. but the neighbors have pizza and i am DYING b/c i want a piece. i want one SO bad! i want to go grab it and mow it down. UGHHHHH and i seriously feel like twitchy and whatnot b/c i'm like ocd about food. once i get it in my mind that i want it, i'm not happy until i eat it, and then i feel at rest. but i'm resisting.
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i ate the pizza. it had cajun crust and burnt my tongue. :(
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2008 1 November :: 10.21am
i am having a horrible horrible day...week...
i/we have never done this before. we've always been so on top of things and yeah we've been short before but never honestly with nothing. this is going to wreck things for us. this stuff is permanent.
god how do you tell a friend that you need something because it's fricken ruining shit.
this sucks and i keep getting sick every single day from the stress and i am not liking it.
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beckaboo
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2008 30 October :: 6.12pm
I hate that I can't.
How does it feel?
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gillette
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2008 29 October :: 6.37pm
i have an interview! yay!!!
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beckaboo
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2008 27 October :: 1.44am
Numb Fingers
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Powder Blue Tuxedos
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"Committing Adultry in your Heart"
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Religious Debate; Ho vs Hope
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Pretzels and KitKats
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Charles Manson possessing my roommate's body
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A lack of sleep
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The power to seduce the world
= Love.
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