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2010 17 August :: 10.11am
the hardest part to swallow is I chose it, it didn't choose me.
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2010 21 July :: 11.20pm
How long do u live your life "playing by the rules" and "doing things the right way" even if u hate it more than anyything before u actually go out and do what u really want to do and get the things out of life that are actually importnat to you? I don't want to play it safe anymore.I can't live like this-i need help but there is no where to get help- admitting failure .... I wish I could start over again and focus on what I was made for. I wish I could understand why I am like thuis and I wish I could know the right things to do. I just feel like there really are no solutions and I hate it
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2010 11 May :: 10.05pm
i need glasses. gr. i just cant afford them. its bugging me.
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2010 15 April :: 9.56pm
I wish I could vent and write about all my problems
like I used on woohu-but I've changed a lot since like age 15 when I first started using this and the difference is I actually care about keeping my personal life private. Sucks when you need an outlet though.
Su
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2010 13 April :: 8.19pm
does anyone know if i am on my computer and it just starts randomly doing stuff like my mouse moves on its own and/or my internet page i'm on goes "back" to another page or windows move around ..random stuff like that..
is it because i have a virus or something and if so what can i do?
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2010 28 March :: 10.12pm
I'm jusr fettunng drunk wirg mt husband it isbt no crime hehehhhhhhheeeehheehehehe
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gillette
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2010 4 March :: 9.01am
a B+ is NOT that bad jessie. i can come back from this.
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2010 2 March :: 4.00pm
If you say "fair-i,ix" or "pacifically" onnnnne mooore timmme. Ugh
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2010 2 March :: 3.54pm
Oh my goodness I wish my teacher could fricken pronounce words like 'pharynx' and 'specifically' and that this school didn't suck so much.
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gillette
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2010 27 February :: 2.21pm
i will not let you dictate my happiness anymore. if you want me, fine. if you don't, then leave me the fuck alone.
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gillette
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2010 24 February :: 10.37pm
Kevin
I got a few ideas, but I want some more that are implied nude photos.
10:28pmJessie
what do you mean by that, nude but just covered up or something?
10:29pmKevin
yeah
but I want it to seem that me being naked fits, compared to me being naked just to be naked
10:31pmJessie
oic..maybe in a bath tub then
10:32pmKevin
I was thinking shower, me standing under a shower head that's on with me leaning against the wall and one of my legs bent just enough to cover my............you know
10:35pmJessie
yea.that's a good idea.
10:35pmKevin
or me sitting on the side of a bed and the camera being off to the side, making it clearly obvious that i'm naked
10:36pmJessie
yea that;s a good one too
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2010 16 February :: 12.01am
today was valentines day. i was worried it would be horrible, but it really was wonderful. i was with the one i'm falling for until 8am this morning :) we went out to eat and watched a movie together and slept close all night long and i don't even care that he snored the entire time. i didn't hear from him today at all though. i know he had his child until 7 and probably crashed after that. i don't know, but he's making me crazy in a good and bad way.
jake stopped by this afternoon. we switched back belongings. it was hard to see him go- in fact it's making me cry now. he still treats me like a princess and wiped away my tears when i cried.
the night ended being kissed by someone i didn't really want to be kissed by.
i'm not sure i want to remember this day.
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gillette
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2010 5 February :: 1.04am
never again. its obvious you don't care about me. i can't keep doing this. fuck you.
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gillette
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2010 19 January :: 11.43pm
i'm having the internal fight of my life.
yay for chest pains :(
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gillette
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2010 13 January :: 5.21pm
went tanning..spent too much money on cosmetics and hair items....i feel good! :P
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