*real eyez.... realize...real liez*

2 days left til *16*..yay
LadiePerfection/Taylor Duzer: yeah whatever because u kno u cant resist his sexin.
all he gotta do it not give u any for 2 weeks
and u will b runnin to have his babies. "give it to me daddy!"

I vow to never break your heart, I'll never let you down, for better or worse,
I'll always be around


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:: 2005 17 April :: 6.55 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Next* Wifey


Me, Taylor, & Javonne are going to Baltimore and we're gonna be livin it up in an -actual- four star hotel [hehe im not sposed 2 noe] ½ mile away from The ESPN Zone..omg Im gonna cry..Ima go there rich, come back broke as hell! I went swimsuit shoppin..came out with two tops and no bottoms hehe. Oh well..my mom let me show sum cleavage..Im very surprised. I want a fuckin tunic yo..and one of dem strappy dress jawns. Oh...uhm I'm wearing a white dress to prom, Im still surprisingly a virgin..and I still wish ppl wud chill wit me on myspace ::cough:: lol it aint yucky..haha that's all

Miss C.P.Nicholle

no she didn't!

:: 2005 26 February :: 7.53 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: Cassidy* Im a Hustla rx

I'm uncomfortable and heartbroken watching the Kings play the Sixers..knowing C-Webb got traded 2 da Sixers..and dis his first game playin for dem..but anyways ..

I Miss y'all! get at me on my Myspace cuz im not on dis enough...

1 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2005 18 February :: 1.52 pm
:: Mood: awake

So far twp's...13-6, got into playoffs..but thats not why I'm updating. Catch up wit me!


Tis all

no she didn't!

:: 2005 31 January :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Ciara* Goodies

Woo!! Hello! Can we say that this year has by far been one of the best school days sophomore year!! OMG... for those who in BTHS...yall saw dat grin on my face! Woo he's sexy...and we're talking more...

**severe in like**
**severely intrigued by the other**

Wat to doooo?? :(

Oh well.. I love lunch and this semester already!!!!!


no she didn't!

:: 2005 25 January :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: 50* Disco Inferno

You guys are great...and I thought I had no friends granted I was pissed at Taylor hehe.. I <3 her...and Stephanie too

xXebOny214Xx: hey courtney
ch0clategoddess: hey
xXebOny214Xx: have i told u recently how nice a friend you are?
ch0clategoddess: no...why? lol
xXebOny214Xx: because u are, and i thought u should know
ch0clategoddess: aww i love u! :-)
xXebOny214Xx: lol, yes i love me too.. j/p, i love u too grl

Spanish III
French II



2 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2005 24 January :: 10.39 pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: tennis..serena and amelie gruntin

Yo..How many times a dude make u shiver over his vocabulary?!!! lol i love it!

bbTwan134 (10:02:58 PM): whats ur middle name
brownbabid0ll (10:03:26 PM): p******** nicholle
bbTwan134 (10:05:33 PM): thats an exotic concoction of splendid flavors
brownbabid0ll (10:05:43 PM): lol
brownbabid0ll (10:05:58 PM): yo..that was sexy, point blank


brownbabid0ll (10:15:24 PM): but urs is sexyyyy lol
brownbabid0ll (10:15:41 PM): antoine carrington wattt!!! lol sorri
bbTwan134 (10:15:44 PM): but urs liek rolls off the tongue erotically, makes my lips quiver when i utter it

brownbabid0ll (10:31:58 PM): okay remember no p********
bbTwan134 (10:32:38 PM): ooo just readin that sends shivers down my spine, like cold fingers carressin the skin

<3 ahhh!!!!! and.. im gonna do my friend M.. =D

no she didn't!

:: 2005 22 January :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Beyonce & J* Crazy In Love

yo.. I met a boy from Northern.. he's great.. lol and why dont i have any friends that fuckin CALL me anymore...boo to you guys! I only love.. James, Justin, Todd, Gary, Kiely, and Chris

uhm i was gonna go out.. DAMN THE SNOW!! my fingers are sore and it hurts to type..im jus updating to update.. i love my guys and i only am in like with 2½ guys... yes I'm intrigued by Amir hehe...B..and Gigi!!! bye! im talking freaky with my men..need to focus lol


brownbabid0ll (10:18:44 PM): yooo i really laughed out loud when i read ya comment in my jawn
brownbabid0ll (10:18:46 PM): i started cryin
xXebOny214Xx (10:18:53 PM): lol
xXebOny214Xx (10:19:11 PM): =D
brownbabid0ll (10:19:12 PM): but ur riteee
xXebOny214Xx (10:19:20 PM): the first day i was really disappointed
xXebOny214Xx (10:19:26 PM): i was like.. whyy are they all ugly
brownbabid0ll (10:19:32 PM): but each time we go they get cuter and cuter!! lolllllllllllllllllllllll
brownbabid0ll (10:19:34 PM): yes yes yes
brownbabid0ll (10:19:49 PM): and now its like.. :-) next week we'll be like :-D
xXebOny214Xx (10:20:21 PM): lol
xXebOny214Xx (10:20:22 PM): i know right
brownbabid0ll (10:20:30 PM): haha
brownbabid0ll (10:20:34 PM): yes im intrigued
brownbabid0ll (10:20:47 PM): but dey did seem FUGLY lol
xXebOny214Xx (10:20:54 PM): but they're seriously getting cuter
brownbabid0ll (10:20:56 PM): i was thinkin "damn..long 10 weeks"
xXebOny214Xx (10:20:59 PM): lol
brownbabid0ll (10:21:04 PM): maybe they tryin to look cuter for us now that they noe we there
xXebOny214Xx (10:21:04 PM): like, im missing class for thiss
brownbabid0ll (10:21:08 PM): yes!!!

2 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2005 18 January :: 12.08 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Keisha Cole* I Changed My Mind

blah blah..

it reswelled up... ::tear tear:: no puedo hablar no más...y ahora estoy muy enojada..

no she didn't!

:: 2005 17 January :: 3.33 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: John Legend* Ordinary People


my mom decides she wants the computer in the shop today... I have no disks so I cant save SHIT...so they better back it up b/c omg.. I will fucking flip out if all my shit is gone.. i will become a severe bitchhhhh..and my back hurts but at least I can talk vocally... booo im mad @ her!!! Goodbye guys...

I'm not gonna talk to yall til whenever...ima miss Justin & Jerbor ::Tear::...fuck herrrr

no she didn't!

:: 2005 15 January :: 6.34 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Blackstreet*Before I Let U Go --> Ja/Joe/Jada* New York

...no puedo hablar.. ::Tear:: I'm evil though.. I started a clique.. not really.. me and Greg made a new word for horny.. creative..and we jus talked bout it at Lockheed Martin..haha .. presenting...

*the cReAtIvE clique orginated by me, also starring Shané, Chastity, Ash D, Pebbles "2 creative 4 da good of it"

x0ShugaPie0x (6:32:59 PM): i wanna b n da creative thing lol
brownbabid0ll (6:33:04 PM): lol

folk... I love you... =D

BaBy gRl of 973 (6:27:35 PM): yuup
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:27:57 PM): buy some stuff ta wear to lockheed...it wont b revealin dis time
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:27:58 PM): lol
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:32:33 PM): ill have nuthin showin...no middrift or clevageO:-)
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:32:35 PM): lol
brownbabid0ll (6:32:38 PM): lol
brownbabid0ll (6:32:42 PM): yes no back either
brownbabid0ll (6:32:52 PM): no body parts...no arms..no feet..no face.. lemme stop
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:33:08 PM): lol..forgot bout da back
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:33:12 PM): ur simple
BaBy gRl of 973 (6:33:13 PM): lol


To all my guys that tried to make me feel better and the ones I couldn't go to the movies wit tonite: I Love youu... especially Jerbor, Justin [wooo!!], Kenneth, Todd, Kiely, Luke

Oh.. RV vs Township JV 60-59

Varsity won 64-63!!! That's how my glands got swollen..yelled to much.. omg... Steelers are losing ::tear::.. but ay.. my buddy's making me feel better.. so proud of all my boys [and girls..jus because lol]...


Justin & B's got me speechless

no she didn't!

:: 2005 13 January :: 6.58 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Jay-Z* All Around the World

Supposed to be @ the band concert...didn't happen, so w/e. I'll get Mastin to forgive me later. I'm talking to people on buddy pic...so uhm I'll be back later.


brownbabid0ll (6:50:49 PM): i'm upset u used my word creative lol
brownbabid0ll (6:50:51 PM): u shud see the rest
LadiePerfection (6:52:16 PM): i only used it because i was laughing at u and greg talkin about "dirty" things, but in hidden messages

Love ya girly... and creativity is wonderful

1 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2005 10 January :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Ja/Joe/Jada* New York

If you're gonna fuckin use me you bitch you better keep ya shit on the DL...why cuz I fuckin found out so FUCK YOU!!!!!
It feels so good to say that to you. And you know wat I'm straight goes that's how Detroit do.

Yes I'm Detroit, Detroit, and u can tell the way the homie spit that I'm from Detroit >:O fuckkkk youuu , I'm doin with nishaz like you. That's fuckin tahz Emu >:O

I was listenin to Get Back and 99 Problems today so I was -ready- to swing at anyone who fucked with me. Uhm

Township WHOOPED Seneca

I'm still on a rampage... ughhh

I got 99 problems but a nisha aint one.

Rampage... ROAR!!!!
Oh guess wat Mychal is my cousin!

9 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2005 4 January :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: Tyrese* Lately


Well..we lost .. but

me + him = about to happen

been so long...ahhh cant wait til Friday to see u baby.. ahhh!!

Thank you!!!!

no she didn't!

:: 2004 31 December :: 11.27 pm
:: Mood: sleepy

Uhm..happy 'o5, I tried going to bed at 9, didn't happen. Nuggets won =D Yea I'm off to become a red head again at 7 in the morning thus, me going to zZz early. I'm watching I love the 90's and trying to wait for a spider to come out from a table so I can kill it! >=O Rico........suave... sorri but yea then im either going to Deptford Mall, Quaker Bridge, or Echelon since it's been awhile. I'm gonna spend money and get completely lost. What fun that will be! Yep..$65 again hehe..or I can save it until next week & get $85 plus...negative.. I gotta get four $55 Jerseys...sooo..we'll see!


no she didn't!

:: 2004 28 December :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Q-Tip* Vivrant Thing

400th ENTRY!! =D

ch0clategoddess: Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: pretendin to break dance in the hallway :-D
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRUUUUUUUUU!!!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: we were a HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!! mess
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol!!
ch0clategoddess: lollllllllllll
ch0clategoddess: we gotta do that again
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol rollin all ova the ground like we got no kinda sence
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol
ch0clategoddess: lol
ch0clategoddess: no one saw tho!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: LOL! yerp!
ch0clategoddess: hehe
ch0clategoddess: Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: yes!!! still do!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: i have 1
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: still do
ch0clategoddess: lol
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: yup
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol
ch0clategoddess: What about sock em boppers?:
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: GOT IT!
ch0clategoddess: that commercials was the truth!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: LOL!
ch0clategoddess: lol
ch0clategoddess: neva got em tho
ch0clategoddess: sock em boppers! sock em boppers!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: my gma gave savion 1
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: more fun than a pillow fight
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: ooo memba rhythm dancers?
ch0clategoddess: lol!!!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: i had 1 of those 2
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol!
ch0clategoddess: yesss
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol
ch0clategoddess: more fun than a pillow fight that was the line
ch0clategoddess: skippp it, skippp it.. lol crazyness
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: lol!
Kis5eD bi A RoZe: yerppp!

We're fucking stupid!!

Extremely bored..so I'm taking a survey

Your full name::Courtney P. Nicholle C****-Johnson
Natural hair colour::black and brown
Eye colour::brown w/ a ring of black surrounding
Number of siblings::10 that I know of
Piercings::4½, ears
Colour::red & pink
Band::Boyz II Men
Song::Ciara* Next To You, DC* Through With Love
Stuffed animal::Pookie & Dipsy
Video game::The Simpsons hit & run
TV show::Battle of the Sexes II & Days of Our Live
Movie::Mary Poppins, Monsters Inc, Aladdin series, Lion King, TWO CAN PLAY THAT GAME
Book::Skinny Women Are Evil- Mo'nique
Food::pasta & seafood
Game on a cell phone::bowling!
CD cover::the one i made of Alicia Keys
Scent::Chanel Coco Mademoiselle, Blissful Moment- Vicky's secret & vanilla vanilla- body shop
Animal::duck, any wildcat, & elephant
Comic book::Archie & friends
Cereal::berry berry kix, cinnamon life
Website::gurl.com shout out boards
Cartoon::arnold, Ginger, sponge, proud family
Play an instrument?::yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::nah, only this week cuz i got time
Like to sing?::yep
Have a job?::soon! when they finish building the place
Have a cell phone?::yup
Like to play sports?::yup
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::nah
Have a crush on someone?::yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::nah
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::no, 4
Have any special talents/skills?::mmhmm
Excercise daily?::3x a week
Like school?::sometimes
Sing the alphabet backwards?::yes
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::yes
Speak any other languages?::yup
Go a day without food?::yea
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::yes
Read music, not just tabs?::mmhmm
Roll your tongue?::yup
Eat a whole pizza?::in 2 days.
Snuck out of the house?::nah
Cried to get out of trouble?::yes
Gotten lost in your city?::nah
Seen a shooting star?::yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::yes
Had a serious surgery?::no
Stolen something important to someone else?::no
Solved a rubiks cube?::almost!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::i did just today
Cried over a girl?::nah
Cried over a boy?::nah
Kissed a random stranger?::no
Hugged a random stranger?::no
Been in a fist fight?::no
Been arrested?::no
Done drugs?::no
Had alcohol?::yes
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::no
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::nah
Swore at your parents?::almost
Been to warped tour?::no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::nah
Been in love?::yes
Been close to love?::yes
Been to a casino?::yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?::nah
Broken a bone?::yes
Gotten stitches?::nah
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::nah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::nah
Made homemade muffins?::nah
Bitten someone?::yes
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::nah
More than 5 times?::nah
Been to niagra falls?::nah
Burped in someones face?::yes
Gotten the chicken pox?::yes
Brushed your teeth::dis mornin
Went to the bathroom::an hour ago after my nap nap
Saw a movie in theaters::october...1st
Read a book::sunday nite
Had a snow day::last school year
Had a party::i dont throw parties, i attend
Had a slumber party::september
Made fun of someone::yestaday w/ Taylor
Tripped in front of someone::..dont remember
Went to the grocery store::been awhile
Got sick::september
Cursed::yestaday cuz mcdonalds aint have my salad!
Lights on/lights off::off
Body spray/lotion::lotion
Headache/stomach ache::head
Chinese food/mexican food::chinese
French toast/french fries::fries
Ocean/swimming pool::pool
Long sleeve/short sleeve::short
Winter break/spring break::spring..my bdayyy
Clouds/clear sky::clouds
How many friends do you have?::a lot
What are their names?::too many
Do you have a best friend?::yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::pretty even
Have you ever lost a friend?::yea
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::yea
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::D-type!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::yea, she accused me of cheating, wtf is that lol
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::bought something they thought theyd neva get
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::a lot too much
Do you miss any of your old friends?::yes, Melissa
What friend have you known the longest?::Todd, Tiffi, Renata, & Alyssa
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::...nope :)
If so, what is it?::
How often do you spend time with your friends?::lunch and the hallways
Do any of your friends drive?::yep
Has a friend of yours ever died?::no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::pretendin to break dance in the hallway
What do you think your friends think of you?::im completely different at different times
Have you ever been in love?::yes
If you have, with who?::edmond
Are you single?::yes
Are you in a relationship?::no
If so, for how long?::
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::yea, sometimes more than one person
What is your idea of the best date?::dinner on the beach at nite, then make out =D
What was your first kiss like?::ugh..no comment
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::12
Do you think love is a load of shit?::nah
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::woo.. too damn many uhm.. my house :)
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::yes
Have you ever been dumped?::yea
Have you ever dumped someone?::yea
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::honeyyy =D
Hat::columbus mart
Good charlotte::girls and boys
Cheese::grilled cheese
Knife::kinky :/
Jump::kris kross
am::sexually frustrated
love::my men
hate::two faced people
did::him :)
feel::sexually frustrated
miss::going to the movies a lot
am annoyed by::not getting any rite now.. :/
would rather::date B than G
am tired of::B
will always::be me
What is your favourite genre of music?::r&b
What time is it now?::10:08
What day is it?::Tuesday
Whens the last time you called someone?::today like two hours ago
How much money do you have right now?::50 suttin
Are you hungry?::nah
Whatcha doin?::tellin todd bout this dream i had
Do you like parades?::nah not really
Do you like the moon?::yup
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::potty
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::yea kinda
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::to get w/e i want
Have you ever had a picnic?::yes
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::yes!!! still do!
What about sock em boppers?::i wanted them
Are you wearing any socks right now?::nah slippers
lazy?::hellll yes
skip::Simone [skipp it..skippp it]
brain freeze::stephanie
orange::jen t
drunk drivers::AGAINST
war::for the rite reasons, now against
united states::for
rock music::against
gay marriage::for
britney spears::for
Sky dive?::still want to
Play strip poker?::yup
Run away?::almost did
Curse at a teacher?::yes
Not take a shower for a week?::no
Ask someone out?::yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::no
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::yes..college baby =D
Go scuba diving?::no
Write a book?::yes
Become a rockstar?::no
Have casual sex?::yes
What shampoo do you use?::Cream of nature
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::got fingered & returned the favor
What kind of computer do you have?::Dell Dimension 4400
What grade are you in?::10th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::nah...
Or just make out?::yup!
How many posters do you have in your room?::too damn many
How many cds do you have?::200+ that i made
What time is it now?::10:15

extremely long survey brought to you by BZOINK!

So yes, I gotta keep tellin Todd about my dream about BryC..yep yep goodbye =D

<3 Courtney

no she didn't!

:: 2004 27 December :: 11.32 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Solange* Feel Good Song

Still hard to believe she's pregnant.. The Eagles are losing! =D Yes..made two CD's just now. But I'm exhausted cuz I went shopping for 8 hours

12:30-5:00 Shopping with Taylor! @ Cherry Hill Mall
5:00-8:30 Shopping with Taylor, Javonne, & Cristina @ our lil ghetto Burlington Center

funn ... I spent uhm $170 out of $230 not including a $50 certificate @ Victoria's Secret...smell good, free stuff, undies, funnn I got like 6 sweaters at Deb for $35...they were the same sweater in different colours! lol Oh me and Tay decided I wear a different scent for each guy :) lol that'll be fun. I saw Chadd with two D's & Peach's kids again. I'm goin dere tomorrow. Im going crazy w/o my handbook. Oh yes...haha Eagles!! =P Yea "I'm a Michigan whore" and I'm damn proud too! She wouldn't let me buy this matching red bra & thong..and yea she was like "wat happened? u used to be small like me..now look at you" .. the madness won't stop. We tried guessing how many people thought we were lesbians.

Yo.. I had Baskin Robbins Choc Chip cookie Dough..its been tooooo long! Missed Days...upset about that but it's 11:38.. and Im tired as hell and I wanna see all the stuff I bought! Oh..new lip gloss & liner, it's gorgeouss...<3


hey baby I got the potion, take a sip of this and put ya dick in motion..

Still working like a slave learnin tricks of the trade
In a ghetto state of mind, say I'm rich and Im paid
Pickin records like cotton in the thick of the day
So I'm spoiled and I'm rotten in a sinister way
- Luda


no she didn't!

:: 2004 25 December :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: Sean Paul* Deport Them [!!]

Im stayin up tonite...cuz I'm not going to Wildwood.. I'm seein my Pop Pop!! I'm goin to the Wood all day Monday though. I had fun today.. I expected 3/4 gifts.. dunno wat I got..let's see!

|x| Yes... I'm spoiled... i guess |x|
from Stephanie bangles & nail polish
from " candle
from Taylor foot pedicure smell good & bath and body works..MOONLIGHT PATH..woo
from Edmond A pink & silver ring and A PISTONS PORTRAIT!!! [almost cried..]
from Jerry A Carmelo Jersey.. AND BEN WALLACE!!!
from Mamá $50 VICTORIA'S SECRET Giftcard, NBA 2K5, silver earrings, gold earrings, necklaces, more silver bangles, sweaters, APPLE BOTTOM JEANS [1st pair...and yall noe i got an apple bottom], Mary Poppins on DVD, a bigger Jewelry box, a makeup kit box, an exclusive pink & black travel bag, an exclusive pink & black purse, pink socks w/ "C" rhinestones, pink slippers, pink pj's, blue pj's, black pants, these glow in the dark pens, an air brush kit, an art workshop kit, and... my favorite: MY BLACK APPLE BOTTOM BOMBER JACKET
from Aunt Deb & Jinelle dese gorgeous gold square earring's w/ "x"'s & a $20 Barnes & Noble gift certificate

I gotta tell the tale of my presents
9:50-10:45 open presents w/ me, her, & Jerry
11:00- call Taylor and talk about presents
4:30- tell Jivvy I'm coolin w/ them
4:50- my mom gives me the rest of my presents which i didn't noe i had
5:00- think im done, ITS MY JACKET she remembers there's more
5:01- im like yay.. "is that it?" "yes" "u sure?" "wait!"
5:03- I'm opening more gifts..jewelry bitchhh
5:05- laughing at her hysterically
5:30- leave for Javonne's lol

I called that "hide & find Courtney's presents!"

Yo.. we were playing gamble bingo a dime a card, a dime a game! lol I got Aunt Deb's last winning share since I aint win shit! lol so now my wallet's heavy.. Peaches & her grans were dere.. I'm goin back Tuesday, tomorrow's Pop Pop & Mommy D!, Monday is The Wood..funnn Ima sport my jacket yall..can't wait!!

Happy Eve of Kwanzaa!
<3 Courtney

he proposed again... :)

..I really got a BEN WALLACE jersey...yeaaaa I look all rich in my -real- jewelry when I'm broke as shit..hahaha..and my hair's done..go girl!

no she didn't!

:: 2004 24 December :: 6.34 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: LUDA* The Poison

I GOT THE LUDACRIS CD!!! So for the past three weeks I have actually bought:
Destiny's Child
Nasir Jones

Hehe...woooo! And Edmond just called, they about to pick me up. Christmas at Deszy'sss...yayy!! Then Wildwood..Amir prolly gonna be there and they swear Ima play Twister..nah negga. I washed my hair, pressed it, flat ironed it went to Victoria's Secret and shoppin with Tina. I had fun today! Even tho as soon as I woke up La Bosh was bitchinnnn... Merry Christmas & Happy Eve of the Eve of Kwanzaa!

<3 Courtney

2 ooh* | no she didn't!

:: 2004 23 December :: 3.33 pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Fantasia* Got Me Waitin --> It's All Good


I got the Fantasia CD!!! Go cop it! It's good!!

"tears came to my eyes, but im not gonna cry, everything that u eva said turned out to be all lies, but it's all good"
I understand the meaning of don't get mad, get even I'm gonna get you, I'm not your fuckin hoe :)
*although what's soon to come mite be thought of hoeish

Oh yea..before I forget
JVTownship vs Holy Cross- ?? BUT WE WON 50 suttin to 20/30 suttin 3-0
VarsityTownship vs Holy Cross- 64-49!! 3-0 baby!

Yea the bus ride was home "let me get on the phone! bitch he don't like you! he don't want you!"

I cant even eat a lollipop anymore cuz all the guys were giving me stupid head jokes. "don't choke on it" "ohhh yea...it's gooooodd" crap like that. My rite tit got hit by Todd so we hadta fight.


School's finally out! But they had practice from 12-2 but I got to sleep a lot. It was just me & Staci. When I got home since it frickin rained lol I had to flat iron my hair best invention ever: the ceramic plated flat iron. And now it's all silky soft again...aww memories of me & G fighting lol.. I like him too :) .. I think haha.

I'm going to Deszy's for X-mas dinner on X-mas Eve! :) I get my present from Edmond there. damn..spilled my frosty

no she didn't!

:: 2004 18 December :: 10.37 pm
:: Music: God's Property* Stomp [!!]

And when I think about ur goodness, it makes me wanna..

It's about to be Holy Ghost party up in here y'all!

lately i've been goin thru some things that's really got me down,
I need someone, somebody, to help me, come and turn my life around,
I cant explain it..
I cant obtain..
Jesus ur love is so, it's so amazing!
It gets me high...
up to the sky...
and when I think about ur goodness, it makes me wanna...

oh yea, we havin church we aint goin nowhere!..stomp..

So yes, the boy I finally realized I like is talking to another girl so I basically fucked myself..but then I listened to music and talked to my darling brother Todd who also contributed to cheering me up considering I was pissed about stuff when Taylor called. Now I'm happier.. but I still screwed myself over! Why?.. I was in a relationship so it wasn't my fault..I listened to old Destiny's Child, Spice Girls, and now Gods Property.

2 weeks of 'o4 left

I truly am my best friend. So far I only have.. 4 friends that I can truly most definately without a doubt trust, Edmond, Taylor, Todd, & me. <3 y'all for life! Like for real, y'all are the only ones who don't shit about me behind my back or anything. I can cry to y'all and u'll listen and vise versa. I can be the real me and not worry if u'll think of me as a slut or w/e, even if I were one. U actually talk to me so ::muah:: Shoot, Simone you're pretty high up in there too. Thanks y'all.

Send it on down, send it on down, send ur rain down! we need to feel some holy drops down... shower down ur blessin on ur ppl

we're waiting here for our blessing, let it fall, down on me

Part of me laughs, part of me cries, part of me wants to question why
why is there joy, why is there pain
why is there sunshine then the rain
one day ur here, next ur are gone
no matter wat we must go on
jus keep the faith and let love lead the way

University of Pennsylvania
You were a hard-working wannabe cool kid, and now
you are at the Ivy Leage equivalent of a rich,
suburban high school, and all of the kids used
to be too hard-working to be cool, so now you
all pretend to be cool together. As long as
Daddy keeps sending you money and you keep that
coke habit in check, you're degree will mean
something someday, even if none of your classes

Which Ivy League University is right for YOU?
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I wanted to go to Penn or Columbia..

BCDAutomatic: BCDAutomatic: because this is how we do
SmarterChild: Because this is how we do?
BCDAutomatic: yeah kid
SmarterChild: Right.

*** Join in now! There are lots of people talking to me.
BCDAutomatic: don't try and play me out
SmarterChild: I don't know if I can help it.


What is your favorite..
gum:Orbit Winterfresh
restaurant:Olive Garden / Red Lobster
drink:Tropical Punch Kool-Aid/ Cinnamon Apple Iced Tea
type of weather:cloudy
thing to do on a half day:watch soaps
late-night activity:watch basketball / fone
sport:basketball / tennis
city:Detroit *ATL
store:Wal-Mart / Target
When was the last time you..
played a sport:may
laughed:5 minutes
hugged someone:today, my auntie
kissed someone:last...Tuesday
felt depressed:today
felt elated:??
felt overworked:everyday
faked sick:i really dont
lied:today..sum1 asked for gum
What was the last..
word you said:sí yo puedo... Puedo
thing you ate:buffalo wing
song you listened to:God's Property* Faith
thing you drank:water
place you went to:basketball game
movie you saw:The Wizard of Oz
movie you rented:Dawn of the Dead
concert you attended:the chorus concert on the 9th
Who was the last person you..
hugged:aunt annette
cried over:me
kissed:.. =D
danced with:Mike R
shared a secret with:Todd
had a sleepover with:Taylor
went to a movie with:Taylor, Oscar, & Edmond
saw:The Wizard of Oz
were angry with:john.. grrh
couldn't take your eyes off of:this boy from med tech
obsessed over:same dude
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yea
kissed someone:hell yea
done drugs:nah
drank alcohol:yea
slept around:not yet
partied 'til the sun came up:yes
had a movie marathon:yes
gone too far on a dare:no
spun until you were immensely dizzy:yes
taken a survey quite like this before:yes

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!

aiight yall..it's 11:27, time to watch movies and sum stuff..y más música!

i cant explain it..
why did I fall for u now
why did u fall for me then
if we're supposed to be together
don't u think we wuda been together by now?

<3 Courtney

no she didn't!

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