im chipper cuz i love this song!

wow vacation was fun so far.. tomorrow though im spending a girls day with my mommy.. its gunna be awesome.. we're gunna try on dresses that we cant aford and pretend for a little while that we're rich! lmao!

ya so dariens coming on wed night!! YIPPIEEEE she stayin till saturday i think and shes cuming to school with me! ya im so excited!!

ya so we couldnt go to the palace yesterday cuz B's mommy didnt feel comfterble about it.. i was sad but the julie came over and we had fun

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Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol so finish your whisky or beer
Closing time
You don’t have to go home but you can’t stay here

I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won’t be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets
Move in to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end

I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from

I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home

I know who I want to take me home (3x)
Take me home

Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end

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ya thats all i have to say for now

-Nik

tonight
so ya im pretty sure im going to the palace tonight with Brittany, Jacqui and Andrea! im madd excited but i have absolutly no idea what to wear!! ahhh lol i think they might come over early to help me decide.. or i will go to britts or something. ya so i wanna brin my camera but i dont wanna ruin it so i think i might buy a disposable one maybe.. i dunno i have never been to a night club thingy! YAY BUBBLE ROOM!!! woot woot!!

ahhh im like so hyper now.. it doesnt start till 7 but i am already ready to go nowwwww lol

-Nik

Can i just say that i am in love with Rebecca Catherine Hayes!

ya thats all

-Nik

life..
well things are all fucked up.. my best friend isnt aloud to see me or talk to me any more becasue im a "bad influence" .. soo .. i called her last night to ask her a question about bio.. because i really needed to know the answer. and i could hear the fucking cunt in the background talking shit about me and yelling at Gini.. its so gay honestly.. im knida thinking that we shouldnt be friends at all.. becasue whats the point really, we arent aloud to hang out so i dont really see the point at all.. she ignores me anyways when shes with certain people and i dont want to be treated like that any more..


...i guess this is the only place i can actually talk about my problems with since no one else really cares...

-Nik

im in ms navarro's and my computer at home is broken once again.. well.. things have been going good.. i guess..

GO PATRIOTS!! hell ya babyyy fuck all you eagles fans cuz ohh look.. we won!

:)

thats all

-Nik

havnt updated in a while
well .. lets see.. im knida siock of people talking shit in my journal.. seriously whoever it is is obviously to pussy to write their name so im not really worried.. even thought i thought me and traci were still friends.. but i dont know now im confused cuz the comment she left to the other people :\ ... but anyways.. if the person is taking their time out to look in my journal than they obviously have a lot of time on their hands and like to piss me off.. seriuosly if you dont like me you have absolutly no right looking in my journal!


well we didnt have school monday or tuesday becasue of the snow.. so basically me and virginia chilled at ryans with the boys and watched movies the WHOLE weekend.. then today was virginia's 16th birthdayyyyyy!!!!! yippieeeee.. the girl didnt go to get her permit tho :( ya so anyways.. the wreseling meet got cancelled for tonight becasue of the snow so its a pretty boring night..

ya thats all..

-Nik

its really early
well yesterday i went to the wreseling tournament.. i met my britt there.. then me andrea britt tim and nick went to tims house so andrea could change.. then we went to georges, where we say dana.. so instead of going back to the high school, we went back to tims. i had fun.. then i was wicked sketchy and went back to the high school to be picked up. Jacqui was like WOW! you smell! lol it ws kinda funny.. then i went home and talked to gini on the phone till like 11

ya so that was my day..

ohh its kinda weird i havnt eaten for 2 days bacause every time i try to eat i feel sick.. and im like hungry but i also feel like if i eat i will throw up.. i had some of brittany's french fries at georges yesterday but thats it!

kinda weird huh?

ya ok so thats really all

comment

-Nik

havnt updated in a while
well.. i havnt really been home to update.. so let me see.. this past week i went to 2 wresiling meets, and the basket ball game last night. i had fun.. last night we beat framingham!! FUCK YES! and it was hiliarious becasue Jess and Dawn had me start some little chant things! "ITS ALL OVER" and "WARM UP THE BUS" haha it was hilarious.. the framingham fans were fucked up tho because they were being really loud and annoying.. but it was really funny!

ohh the other night i went to the wreseling meet with dawn britt and jacgui! we went to georges and it was so foggy.. Jacqui was like flashing the liughts on and off... hilarious..

well im really upset that i couldnt go to dariens.. but hopefully she is coming down here.. i really really hope! i fucking hate mid-terms.. and i know im not going to end up studying so i dont even see thew point but whatever..



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She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

1st Chorus
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

2nd Chorus
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

comment please

-Nik

my favorite song!
i have had this song on repeat for like 2 days

BIG AND RICH x HOLY WATER

Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I use to watch her wear it well
Everything would shine
wherever she would go
But looking at her
now you'd never tell

Someone ran away with her innocence
A memory she can't get out of her head
I can only imagine what she's feeling
When she's praying
Kneeling at the edge of her bed

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water

She wants someone to call her angel
Someone to put the light back in her eyes
She's looking through the faces
The unfamiliar places
She needs someone to hear her when she crys

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water

She just needs a little help
To wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
Of someone who understands

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water


such a sad song but so good

(its about a girl who was raped)

download it if you didnt already

-Nik