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:: 2005 2 May :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: breathe*anna nalick

been a bit
well let me start off with my was great. Floridsa was beautiful while i heard it rained for u guys all week : P. Anyway...i stayed in a hotel on the beach ( St. Pete Beach ) and got to go to the tampa aquarium and busch gardens twice. it was so fun. it was over quick tho and now im back. lol

yesterday me and michelle worked on our retarded science labs... we made most of it up and hung around and ate lunch and looked at journals and yeah thats all i remember.

i think i mite make a livejournal....:)

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:: 2005 18 April :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: if i aint got you ~ Alica Keys

i try to update as much as possible but i have nothing interesting to say.... :-/

im going to FL next week, which should be fun.
things are getting somewhat better as time passes here. i feel good about things in general with a few worries i guess.

everyday i still find myself missing all of the things i had. and i wonder will i have that again? in some senses i think i will but in others i guess i don't see it happening. id like to come close.

summers almost here...2 more months or so... i wanna visit you guys...itll be like last summer which now seems like yesterday. the year is going by so fast...i cant wait to see you guys soon...i miss you alot.

.to me.

:: 2005 13 April :: 6.36 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: almost: bowling for soup

im really that bored...


The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:not regularly
Do you party a lot? How often?:lol yes i have so many friends to party with in merrimack lol
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:nope
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:prolly around 20
Do you skip classes? How often?:no im a good kid
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:not me lol
Do you steal?:noo
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:i dont think so
Do you drool over celebrities?:like physically drool? no lol
Do you watch a lot of TV?:yes i do
Do you ever watch the News?:when im wathcing for a snowday lol
Do you even care about world issues?:some
Do you read books often?:sometimes
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:i used to :(
Do you smoke cigarettes?:nope
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:i used to
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:i guess so
Do you cuss a lot?:no...i think it makes you look ignorant and dying for attention or soemthing
Are you desperate to fit in?:...not really
Are you intelligent?:at times
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:oh everyday lol
Black eyeliner?:yeah
Black eyeshadow?:no
Black trenchcoat?:no
Black boots?:no
Black fishnets?:no
Black nail polish?:i have some
Cigarettes?:lol no
Heavy metal music?:nohpe
Marilyn Manson?:lol wow im sucha loser no
Cradle of Filth?:nope
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:lol no?
Do you like to be seen as:??
Are you an intellectual?:not so much
An atheist?:agnostic
Horrible home life?:lol no
Hopelessly depressed?:nope not me
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:yeah no...
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:lol no
Big black boots?:no
Mohawk?:not lately lol
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:no
Loud, confident and opinionated?:that i am
Wild hair colors?:no
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:not many
A:A to u too
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:it was 142 in eighth grade
Do you watch a lot of sports?:i hate wathcing em
Play a lot of sports?:no im lazy
Talk a lot about sports?:lol no
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:i prefer sitting on my ass
Are you arrogant?:whos gunna admit to that?
Are you a male or female whore?:lol
Are you homophobic?:no!
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:noo
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:o yes ofcourse
Boobs = yes?:YES! lol wtf?
Parties = yes?:why not
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:no
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:i guess on makeup...not too much tho
Have you ever been on a diet?:sort of...i started running
How much did you lose?:5 pounds...
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:no...i couldnt not eat
Make yourself throw up?:ive done it before when i was sick
Low-cut tops?:not many
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:full A small B (its sad)
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:i wouldnt know if i didnt realize it
Giggle a lot?:i laugh...not giggle
What's the deal with boys?:im not sure what the deal is lol
Thongs?:no one wnats to see that on me
Pretty bras?:sure
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:i like cosmo
Who's the weaker sex?:hermaphrodites
Are you a feminist?:not really lol
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:yes i do
How often do you shave your legs?:like every other day in the winter and everyday in the warmer seasons
How about your armpits?:i have like 3 and ahalf hairs but i shave them
Are you emotional?:noo
Especially when on your period?:noo
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:somewhere in between
Independence or Companionship?:companionship i guess
Stability or Freedom?:or those eveb opposites?
Personal or Interpersonal?:i dont get it
Introvert or Extrovert?:extrovert
Popularity or Isolation?:in between
Unique or Loved?:u can be unique and loved
Understood or Individual?:both
You or Them?:you? lol

.to me.

:: 2005 10 April :: 10.40 am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: what you waiting for? gwne stefani

a survey...
havent done one of these things in a while :)

What is your name?:darien
How old are you?:15
When is your Birthday?:11/22/89
What is your zodiac sign?:sagittarius/ scorpio depending on the magazine
Where were you born?:plymouth
Where do you live now?:merrimack nh (sadly)
What color eyes do you have?:light brownish
What color hair do you have?:blonde
How tall are you?:5' 2" and ahalf...maybe?
How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies):im excusing myself form that question
What is your race?:white
What is your worst fear?:being driwned or burned alive or something...?
Do you smoke?:nope...
Do you drink?:not regularly
Do you cuss?:on occasion
Do you use drugs?:no
Have you ever or will you ever steal?:idk!
Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:yes, if i like you
Do you play in a band or play an instrument?:ohh no
Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?:just my ears but i plan on more
If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?:jack the ripper? idk wtf?
Do you suffer from depression disorder?:not lately
If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:in my sleep...poisoned...i never really sat down and though about it lol
Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:no...
Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:i guess so...if i know what u mean?
What subculture do you belong too?:what?
Are you evil?:whos gunna say yes?
Do you believe that you can be possesed?:i hope not!
Are you a paranoid person?:all the time
Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:everyday
Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?:no
Are you a violent person?:o so violent...
Do you take your anger out on other people?:no...i dont get that angry
Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:i try
What is your favorite game?:scene it is purty fun
What is your favorite movie?:the breakfast club
Who is your favorite band?:i just dont know
What is your favorite song?:colt 45 haha idk?
What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:cosmo...
What is your favorite color?:red
What is your favorite food?:i just cant decide
What is your favorite drink?:diet pepsi or coke
Do you own a pari of converse?:noo
Do you own a pair of dickies?:noo
Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?:someone else if i had to
Are you a virgin?:why yes
Are you kinky?:a kinky virgin? of course
Do you like biting?:love it
Do you masturbate?:as often as i
Do you watch pornography?:snowwhite doe sthe seven dwarfs is my favorite
Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:never dyed my hair
Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?:not recently
Are you hyper active person?:noo
Are you religious?:definitely not
Do you have any self inflicted scars?:not that i know of
Does pain turn you on?:most definitely
Do you stand for originality and creativity?:do i stand for it...what?
Do you like meeting new people?:i guess i have to
What do you like most about life?:being alive...?
What do you dislike most about life?:moving!
Do you believe in love at first fright?:...
Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?:no
Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?:oh yes
Do you own a car?:not yet
Have you been to jail, yet?:no
Are your clothes held together with safety pins?:not really
Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?:not me
Have you ever vomit while making out?:whatever ur in to
Have you held a job for less than a day?:no
Do you own more than two pair of jeans?:haha yes
Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:i dont know what u mean
Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?:no
Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?:no
Does the world piss you off?:im really not that angry

About Me Personality Quiz brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2005 8 April :: 2.47 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: holla back girl: gwen stefani

well i havent updated in a while.

i have absolutely nothing to say

that is how completely boring my life is...:(

a comment is always nice :)

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:: 2005 31 March :: 2.49 pm
:: Music: lil kim: sugar

havent had internet connectivity in a while yeah. not much to say...

i might join cross country for next year..even though ill be the worst one there lol.

a comment would be nice :)

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:: 2005 19 March :: 9.49 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: lonely: akon

well i havent updated in a little bit i guess. nothing much has happened really...

its like we just got off of feb. vacation and i already cant wait for w/e

im confused about everything...the time since i have moved has gone by so fast...i want everything to be the same again. i hope i can be really happy again soon, rite now im just in this middle areatrying to move on. idk

i dont make any sense.

i lost 5 pounds so far, i guess im happy about that, cuz ive really never lost weight before, as sad as that is.


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:: 2005 13 March :: 10.42 am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: amerie: its this one thing

well... yesterday i went to the mall with michelle... it was fun lol. we basically just ate, and bought a few shirts and stuff. and a weird salesperson asked me what was in my bag when we were walking thry the mall and asked if he could have it...? lol weird people.

well idk thats about is still no fun...

i cant wai6t til it gets warmer. :)

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:: 2005 7 March :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: sixteen candles. (on tv)

im actually updating twice in one day. idk just really bored.

i hate school.

i miss my old life.

thats all i guess...


.to me.

:: 2005 7 March :: 2.54 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: lovers and friends

fun vacation
well i spent the first part of my vacation in vermont and then NH skiing nd the like... then i went to NATICK woohoo! lol it was very fun! i stayed with nikkie from wednesday night to saturday morning. i went to school on thursday which was awesome and then ate at georges and hung around julies! then we came home and ate georges pizza again.

then on friday we went out to ac moore and sears and i painted tinkerbell on nikkies wall and a karate person on melissas. we went shopping at the natick mall wihich i missed verymuch and ate haagen daz. lol

then on friday nite i saw cursed which sucked but whatever and then we went back to julies and hung around. me and nikkie stayed up til 2 talking while julie fell asleep like she ususally does lol.

anyway it was the most fun ive had in a LONG time. i cant wait to see u guys again!


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:: 2005 24 February :: 2.55 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: truth is: fantasia

hello! im bored and i figured id update... so i have school this week while u natick bums are on vacation. its ok cuz ill be too in two days...

anyway the big news is that im going to NATICK! for two days next week and coming to school with you guys!!! ill be there thursday and friday. it should be fun!

one more week!! lol

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:: 2005 22 February :: 7.49 pm

this journal is now made by nikkie..

cuz darien loves nikkie..

cuz nikkie is the best..


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:: 2005 16 February :: 5.55 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Britney Spears: Do Somethin

this morning has sucked so far lol, i woke up at 12:30 a.m. thinking it was 5:30, took a shower, got dressed, put on makeup, and then looked at the clock and realized it was 1:20... lol so then i tried to go back to sleep and feel asleep till 2:30 and then woke up and couldnt fall back asleep, so basically i sat in bed for 3 hours...trying to go to sleep. that was fun.

nothing else to complain about really...



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:: 2005 11 February :: 7.04 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: candy shop...


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:: 2005 3 February :: 4.32 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: lil kim: how many licks?

a look at the past.

click me

just a few months ago really...

things change so fast :-/ already i feel so different.

leave one. please.

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