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:: 2004 23 May :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Queen -Good Old Fashioned Lover boy

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

it's all for you.


:: 2004 23 May :: 3.41 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Queen-Good Old Fashioned Lover boy

her tears they tell a story
they whisper as they fall
if you listen closely
you can hear it all

his simle is her sunshine
radiant and gay
but with that knife he took his life
no sun did shine that day

her tears they tell a story
they whisper as they fall
if you listen closely
you can hear it all

place your hand upon her heart
and you will feel it break
for on that day
her sunshine he did take

i wrote that when i got bored and it was raining back in december, i wrote a lot that day maybe ill post more ,maybe i won't

it's all for you.


:: 2004 22 May :: 12.17 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Yellowcard-One year , six months

Last night was nice.Noone was home and i had time just to sit and reflect on things,it felt good.i enjoyed it. Nicole needs to call me before i go insane.

it's all for you.


:: 2004 19 May :: 6.21 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Davey and Jade interview

I'm pissed at Hannah.A lot of people are.We all got mad and we all met up yesterday after school and talked..well, yelled at her and yeah.WE didn't even get to tell her half of what we had to say.She's so disrespectful.Bitch.

1 cut myself today. | it's all for you.


:: 2004 12 May :: 5.57 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: AFI-Ever and a Day

I go to Disneyland in one day(tomorrow after school)! yeah.fun.My brother talks loud.We turned in poems in our english class and i forgot to type mine up but, mine is friggen awesome.yeah.So i'll have to turn it in tomorrow.And i have like 9681243647802360784 test tomorrow too.and i have part of a project due and all this other crap is due too.omg i can't take it!I'm hungry so i'm going to go eat something.
-K

it's all for you.


:: 2004 11 May :: 7.30 pm
:: Mood: blah

I'm paranoid.If i see someone look at or even just towards me i feak out.I'm weird.

it's all for you.


:: 2004 9 May :: 8.43 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: AFI:6-8

Why do people do the things they do? Why do people lie?Why do people decieve?Why do people care?Why do people leave? I can tell you why.Because people are selfish.They will do what they can to helpthemselves.And in turn completely forget about those who are worse off than they are.Peolpe are blind and sensless.Rude and arrogant.Cruel and intolerant.Humanity sucks.

it's all for you.


:: 2004 8 May :: 8.27 pm
:: Mood: good

i'm watching my nephew.he's a pretty cool kid.Until he breaks something.lol just kidding.breaking things is fun.

it's all for you.


:: 2004 6 May :: 11.33 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: AFI: 6-8

Today was okay i guess noting super bad hapened.Genessa is still looking at me funny.But, hey! at keast i finished all my homework for once!someone should throw me party for that.yup.Disneyland trip in exactly one week.Whoo!My mom's side of the family are going to watch the band perform and they like to make fun of me.so that kinda bummed me out.but, i still love em anyways.so uh yeah buh bye.
-K

it's all for you.


:: 2004 4 May :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: Placebo-Special Needs

Ah.Genessa keeps giving me weird looks lately.it's freaking me out.And i don't know why.it's just like i look at where she's sitting and she is like staring at me and then it looks like she's talking and then somone else who she's talking to like looks at me too.and i always get this weird feeling they're talking about me.Like,yesterday in Social Studies was really weird and freakishly awkward.it's scaring the shit outta me.i swear.and i don't know why.ew,this is so damn weird.oh well.i just look at her all weird and the shell be thinking thoughts like"omg!she's going crazy!i better sleep with a knife under my pillow tonight!" and then ill get a huge grin on my face and she'll be all "AHHHHHHH!"and she'll run out of the classroom.and i'll mutter to myself about how rad i am.yup.
-K

1 cut myself today. | it's all for you.


:: 2004 3 May :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: AFI-The Nephilim

I'm going to Disney land in 10 days and you're not!hahaha!hehehe.I had a headache but,now it's gone.so ,yay!I;m gonna go now.buh-bye.
-K

2 cut myself today. | it's all for you.


:: 2004 1 May :: 10.40 pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: none

hey sorry i haven't updated.I've been really busy and stressed.WE had a project in language due that we stilll have to present.We also have the state tests to take.and i had a math test which i failed horribly.a 58% but, i hate math.i really dont givea shit about it.oh well.buh bye for now.
-K

it's all for you.


:: 2004 28 April :: 8.46 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: placebo-i'll be yours

Yay!I finally went to best buy and bought cd's! I'm happy.I got a 104% on my astronomy final and i actually had a good day.damn i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow.whoo!And if the San Jose sharks (hockey team) wins tonight i'll be even happier!Whoo! Go sharks!
-K

it's all for you.


:: 2004 28 April :: 8.56 pm

F U BIATCH
I WANT T OGO TO BEST BUY TO BUY SOME GODDAMN CD'S BECAUSE FOR ONCE I HAVE MONEY BUT NOONE ONE WILL FUCKING TAKE ME THERE!GODDAMNIT!

it's all for you.


:: 2004 26 April :: 6.13 pm
:: Mood: depressed

Hi I won't be online tonight because my mom won't let me because she's evil . here's how it went down :
Emily:"shotgun!"
Me:"let me go find one.*in a sarcastic tone*"
Mom:"that wasn't even funny Kimberly.That's it your grounded from the computer today."

In my head:
WTF? dude Emily is always telling me that she hates me and that i should go die somewhere.But, do my parents care? Hell no! I mean it's just Kimberly we don't really care if she dies anyways.I'm damn serious.The only time they ever pay attention to me is if I do something wrong.They pay attention to Eric because he's the only boy.They pay attention to Cindy because she's such a fuck up.They pay attention to Emily because she's the youngest and prettiest and has them wrapped around her damn finger. And thwey think they'r such great parrents too. When i was like 12 my Dad was being mean to me and i went to my room crying and i said "he thinks he god or something." and emily walked in right when i said that and she went out and told my dad. Then he stomped into my room picked my up by my feet and banged my head on the ground and kept on yelling "in this house i am God!".And another time he threw a scooter at my sister.And my mom she's never home and when she is she's pissed off and never stops yelling at us.ASometimes I wonder why i put up with it.or why i never say anything to them.maybe im just a coward.It doesn't matter if I did though they would listen and they wouldn't care.

2 cut myself today. | it's all for you.

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