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:: 2004 14 November :: 1.33 pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: and the cradle will rock-Van Halen

Hey all, well, lastnight was cool, i chatted with Aubrey for like an hour, so heres our convo Read more..

So, that was awesome, I havnt seen her for a while, hey, Aub, call me if you can come over on Wed. other wise Ill have to call you, and you dont want me to do that.

So, other than that,

stolen from Firefly_bright (Aubrey)

reccomend to me
1 book
1 song, artist, or album

now, ask me any six questions, anything you want, and Ill answer then the best I can, then do this with your journal.



I <3 Sami
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Aub, I spelled our later for you, lol.

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:: 2004 12 November :: 11.56 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: unchained-VanHalen

Hey all, well i just got back from Pizza Factory, We had rock rehursal, but Raul didnt show, so Tami, Morg, and I went down to Pizza Factory, and hug out, Tami left at 6:30, and then Morg and i went to the ice cream shop, and he dropped his Ice cream, and had to go back and get another. So then we went back to pizza factory, and played DDR, I was doing Damderian on heavy, and got props from Jessey, and Matt Fox( hes pro at ddr, like rythem and poliece on heavy, which is a nine step) So then I came home, and took a shower, and mohawked my hair, and it looks really good. Now Im chatting with Morg. so heres a survey.

X the ones you have done:

( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
( ) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
( ) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(x) I have cut myself on purpose
( ) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
(x) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. ( THAT way)
(x) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
(x) I have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I have eaten sushi
(x) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
(x) I went to a dance with someone of the same sex(as friends)
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
( ) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
(x) I've shot a real gun
(x) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
(x) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
(x) Lied to a friend you see everyday
( ) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
( ) Have eaten cat food
( ) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
( ) Own a kitty
( ) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
( ) Likes to be dominated
(x) Likes to dominate
(x) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
(x) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else

so, theres that, now heres something for you.

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked/loved you
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I died:

What Do You Think Of My...
Choice of music:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

comment me and tell me the answers.
EDIT!: Heres another one! lol!

Am I nice?:
Am I Funny?:
Am I Weird?:
Am I Loveable?:
Am I Caring?:
Do I have a nice voice?:
Am I Cute?:
Am I Cool?:
Do I have a good heart?:
Am I a good person?:

Hug me?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Help Me?:
Be there for me?:
Ever go out with me?:
Kiss me?:
Marry me if you could?:
Be with me?:

When's my birthday?:
What school do I go to?:
Who is my best friend?:
Who do I like?:
Favorite animal?:
Favorite sport?:
Favorite TV show?:
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite music group?:
Favorite movie/s?:
Can I rave dance?:
Do I play any instrument?:
Do I have a soul?:

Give me a new name-What would it be?:
Give me one thing-What would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me-What would it be?:
Be with me would you?:

What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me-what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
What is your worst?:
Rate my Look 1-10:
Rate me 1-10:
Change my hair color to?:

Well, party on pplz!


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 5 November :: 10.05 am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Black Mountain Side-Led Zeppelin

Hey pplz, Well, Im leaving in ten minutes to got to school, and then to my gparents for the weekend, Aub is going to Vegas, and Im gonna miss her, and I dont get to see Sami, or even call her. Oh, well, I say the HS band preform last night, it was very cool, then after wards, Aubrey wouldnt stop giving me hugs, but she had to leave early, cause something happened. So then shawna had like 5 peices of pie, and was hauling through the halls. It was pretty funny. Well, Ill update later!


"Live is not measured by the breaths that we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 3 November :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: ummm...
:: Music: Stairway to heaven-Led Zepplin

Well, Im feeling really good about this whole smai thing, cause I like her a LOT! but she thinks Grace is mad at her, cause, appearently, she was giving Sami dirty looks, for a while, but Grace says shes fine with it, so, I dont know which way is up with that subject. Next Sat, we might go on a triple date, Me, Sami, Presely, and Jessey, and Mikey and Kirsten to go see the Grudge. Thatll be cool. Well, Sami wants to take it like super slow, which Im fine with that, her ex is Kevyn, so that explains it.No offence to him or anything, but I guess Kevyn didnt treat her the way she deserves, and that is, beyond what I can give too. I dont really diserve someone as great as her. Shes really down to Earth, and really fun to hang out with, not to mention REALLY pretty. I dont know, but I conside my self the luckiest person within in 10000000000 miles. well, I g2g, dinner.l8r


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Comments and hugs please!

P.P.S. For some strange reason, Im feeling really lonely. HHHhmmmmm....

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:: 2004 1 November :: 8.57 pm
:: Mood: Happy as heck
:: Music: Black Dog- Led Zepplin

Hey all,

Just a really short up[date today, our band has a gig on Fri at the harvest fesivle, and its at Withrow elementry.

I am now Sami's bf, its awesome!! AAAaaaahhhh!!!!!!!


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:: 2004 1 November :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Master of Puppets- Metalica

Yo pplz!

Holy crap, tonight was awesome, my band played out in Morgans drive way from 4:30 till 7:30, it was awesome!!!!1!! AAaaahhhh!! So , Raul came, and he had this HUGE mohauk, and it was like ..DAMN, he looks like a rocker!! and then after about an hour of playing, these hot chicks come up to us, so we start playing Dased and Confused( its our best song, and were pro at it.) So after that, they leave, only to come back 5 min later in the middle of Communication Brakedown, and says something to Morgan, and all of a sudden, the drums stop, and Im like "WTF?!?!" and the chick is all, will you autograph my ass? and of corse, Morgan did what any normal human being did, and got a pen, and asked, "which cheek?". I was funny as hell, you had to be there, so then we play somemore, and some high school pplz come, and the old symbol guy for the high school from last year came, and we hung out. It was cool. Then Kate Marteniz came over, and was like, you guys are good, we herd the whole thing, cause we live on the other street, and so then we talked. Oh, ...Raul used 1/2 of a bottle of Elmers glue on his hair. Then we tried to go trick or treating, cause we wanted to go over to Melissa's hous that was like a mile away, so we were walking, and Raul starts flashing pplz on the street, and then it went pitch black, and Raul was all of a sudden walking in the middle of the street, and a car was coming, and he was all, whats that light? and Morgan are like Raul, thats a CAR, MOVE!!!!!!!!!. So that was our awesome night, but Pres and Mikey didnt show, oh whell. Se yas all at school tomorrow! l8r,


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 30 October :: 11.46 pm
:: Mood: sad/ but yet somewhat happy
:: Music: Babe Im Gonna Leave You-Led Zepplin

Hey all,

holy crap, ....a LOT! has gone on. Well, Ill start off with Friday.

Ok, Friday was good yet bad, ummm..I got to school, and my costume was cool, so then, Morgan and I dicided to be Wayne and Garth from Waynes World for holloween, so thats gonna be fun. So, In 5th per, (LA) we had to make an imaginery item, and try to make a sign to plubisize it, and I used the "suck and cut" from Waynes World, it was soo funny. So, then we had to march during 6th(band), even though we were in our costumes, It was pretty cool. then we went to the band room, and my rock band rehursed in the band room till 2:30, and one teacher gave us props on our music. At 2:30, we went to the dance, and way too much went on, it was a hell of a lot of drama, and drama bytes. So, there was a huge thing between Melissa and Morgan. ( I wont get into that till I get permission from Morg.) and I really like this girl named Samantha, but we call her Sam, so, I was gonna ask her to dance with me, when all of a sudden Krista shows up, and asks me to danc, so, I had to say yes, cause its not right to say no. So it was like the last 30sec of the song, so we find a spot, and I put my hands on her hips, and she just stands there, so I was like,....ok... um, do you know how to dance?, and she was all, um, yah, so we finally danced for like 15 sec, and by then I was glad it was over, then later on, there was another slow dance, and I asked Sami, and she said yes, and we were in the middle of the dance, and she was like," Wow, you are a way better dancer than Kevyn." and I said," I wouldnt know, Ive never danced with him", it was funny. so thenI came home only to find my friend here, so we hung out.

Then today, we had a parade, and the ride there was awesome, Jordan, was all "bow to the albino" and hes black, it was pretty funny. We got a 78.4, and out of middle schools, we got third, of our divison, second, and drill team got second, AJ got second, and colorgaurd got third. So, I was talking to Presly, and she wanted to know if I liked Sami, and I was like, yes, cause Ive liked her for a while, but I never thought that I would have even close to a chance with her, but i guess things change from 3 years of Middle School. so I asked Presly to talk to her on the way home, and she did. So then i found out that Sami likes me more than a friend, but not as much as a boyfriend, so I was pretty crushed, but I had to deal with it, cause you have to move on, I mean, I really like her, and I want to go out with her, but ...i dont, I just got off the phone with Pres, and I told her about our gig tomorrow. Speaking of that, Tomorrow night for you pplz that know where Morgs house is, were playing in his drive way, but it might be in the back yard. So stop by if you want to hear a live classic rock band. Well. thats all.


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 24 October :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Have a Drink On Me- AC/DC

Hey all,

Well, not a whole lot has gone on, and Grace havent talked all week...Big Whoop! (for all you dumb ppls, that was scarcastic), I was up at 6:30 this morning, and I went to Mr Bates ranch, and went on a 5 mile trail clean up, we had to go and trim every bush in sight, it took us six and a halve hours. So, now Morgan is over at my house, and were hangin around, playing video games, and going on the comp. Its cool, oh, We think Morg has a secret admirer. So, Ill see ya all l8r.


"Life is not measured by the breaths that we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Comments Please!

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:: 2004 18 October :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ramble On- Led Zeppelin

Hey guys,

Well, Grace and I broke up, and if you want the story on that, email me. I called it too, just look back 2 or 3 entrys. Uummmm...Im not to upset about it, I mean, whats done is done, and we have to se whats going to happen. My bro backhanded me yesterday, so he might have some payback coming, cause paybacks a bitch, and so am I......I love that. Aubrey is coming over on Wednesday, cant wait for that. Um, my band has a website, its open, but its under construction, check it out.

thats my band^^^^^^^^^^

She said she wanted me to leave, but Im gonna do more than that, Im gonna leave, and never come back, so, I hope you have a nice rest of you life. And I hope your successful, but thats all, I dont care about anything else. I also hope that your friend gets her nose out of were it doesnt belong, cause one day shell be walking down an alley with a stranger, and slip up with something she wasnt supposed to say, cause it wasnt any of her business, and shes gonna be skrewed, cause noone will help her, cause she backstabbed them all. you know who you are, you yelled and screamed at me, but all you did was light the fuse in me, and now, the fuse is getting shorter, and who knows when im gonna blow.


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:: 2004 17 October :: 12.45 am
:: Mood: special

Babe Im Gonna Leave You-Led Zepplin
this didnt work last time, so lets try again, and get to 1000. PLEASE!!

Give me 1000 comments in this entry. Or whatever, really. YOU, in particular, don't have to supply the whole 1000, but a tiny contribution would be nice. Then post this in your journal and I'll return the favor.

So this is your chance to spam me with anything! Pictures, lyrics, the word spam over and over. Feel free to tell me something about yourself, or screen your comments. Do whatever you want! It's all up to you.

Okay, so I realize 1000 is a big number so,...just spam away and we'll see what happens. Please entertain me!



"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

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:: 2004 16 October :: 6.04 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Bring it on home- Led Zepplin

Hey all,

Well, nm has gone on over the update break, so, umm...Im feeling really insecure about Grace, I think she wants to break up with me, but I hope not. Last time I thought this I was right, so Im really worried about that. nm to say, I cant wright in my notebook anymore, cause my mom has been reading it, so thats not cool at all. Ill update when something else comes up, moms kicking me off the comp. l8r,


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Comment, and give me hugs!!! Thanx chrissy.

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:: 2004 3 October :: 1.55 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rambel on- Led Zepplin

hey all,

well, a lot has happened in a short time, last Monday, Grace brole up with me, and that sucked like hell, I mean, I really do like her a lot. So, then Rebecca was really annoying about it, and then started hitting on me, but she really bugs me, like, you dont know how much she does. well, then on tuesday, we had afterschool band practice, and that went alright, but the band sicked, then on wednesday, I went to GATE for animal life, that was cool, cause Kimberly didnt show up, then on Thursdaywe had afterschool, again, but the band is so immature, I mean, I had to call them to attention 5 times before they were actually quiet, so as you can guess, that didnt go very well, then, on friday, we had a min. day, and AJ led the band and he sux sssoooooo much, so thats that.

So, last Sat I got some crazy burzes, just click more. and a couple weeks ago the house behind us almost burned down. pictures also.

Read more..

so, those are the guitars that I want, my parents might let me get one of those. Yester day, we had a parade, and they sucked, they got a 77, so, not good at all, but we got 3rd, then I went and asked Grace why she broke up with me, and she didnt know, but she was regretting that she did, so, were gonna try again. Well, I g2g, l8r,


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. Does anyone comment anymore?

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:: 2004 26 September :: 4.36 pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: none

Post a comment of anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything: a story, an opinion, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, are you mad at me, is there something you have been wanting to tell me?
Write anything you want. Be sure to post anonymously, and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. l8r,


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:: 2004 23 September :: 7.25 pm
:: Music: Stairway to Heaven-Led Zepplin

hey all,

after school was great, I didnt drop the mace, and Mr Boyer is exteamly happy , we sound a lot better and look a lot better. Umm... not to much to say, um, Aub yes I did, twice actually, once before and once after school, and it was lik, WWWwwwwhhhhhhooooaaaaaa!!!!!!!! It was awesome, ill call you to tell you more tomorrow, cause your at practice. Well,



"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

P.S. and I got one more breath taken away from me today, so I guess thats about 5 times, 1 Morg 2 Aubrey 3band 4 Grace 5 what happened today.

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:: 2004 19 September :: 11.56 pm
:: Music: Enter the Dragon-Dance Dance Revolution

Hey all,

Well, Friday was awesome, and I don't think it could've gotten any better. We had a sub in first period, so we just screwed around, then in second period, Mrs. Castillo burned magnesium, and it looked like a firework just went off in class, it was so, bright, you couldn't look directly into it. third per. we did nothing, fourth period, we watched a movie, fifth period I had to deal with the bitch, and sixth period we marched, then after school I learned that Grace Laico likes me so I asked her out, and apparently shes been waiting all year for me to ask her out. So then I did, and before I finished she was all, YYYEEESSSSS!! So then yesterday i went to the football game, and i saw, Jasmine, Shaw, Aubrey, Jakie G, Kelsey, Klylie, Stephanie B., Melonie, Josh, Pepito, Kevyn, and Danny. and also, Grace, my new g/f. So, I'm coming to the next football game. Then, I went to DM camp and got a lot done and I'm not nervous anymore, now, today, I went to church, and then went shopping, I got a lot of new clothes, and went to MJ's house, so I'm on the phone now, so Im gonna go,l8r


"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take out breath away."

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