Vonderschnickel

Vonderschnickel

:: 2009 9 October :: 2.44am

i can't think of anything bad right now besides that lump.

things with dan are better than i could have imagined. there are no words. everything coming out of my mouth sounds so silly.

joe i see constantly. everything is just the way it always was and i am so happy. and christina and the fritz and arun and mandy and matt, they are all too much.

we went to the tower and i sat with my paints painting and you with your guitar playing until the light was gone and we found our way home. lazy weekends with you are the best weekends i've ever had, and what did i do to deserve all this goodness.

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 12 September :: 1.58pm

jasper was put down this morning. i love you puppy.

and i miss you terribly

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 11 September :: 5.09pm

"you came and i was crazy for you
and you cooled my mind that burned with longing"

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 2 September :: 7.29pm

i miss chocolate! of all the allergies to develop!

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 26 August :: 8.05pm

i miss joey. i don't think daniel will ever love me, but i am fairly sure he knows i love him and it makes him uneasy. i don't blame him at all. school is great, i'm painting and i have my own room. life goes on the same as it always has.

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 24 August :: 6.30pm

i want to come home joey

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 24 August :: 2.43am

my hair is growing but i am not, school is starting and my heart is full but with white sea foam and nothing more. i am not ashamed of myself, or maybe i am, but i know that i should not be, so i stand firm.

if you could love me you would, whether or not you were ready to.

it is okay and i am okay, so let's keep walking and we'll see where this takes you, because we already know where it has taken me.

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 18 August :: 12.26am

being in cape coral never stops being weird.

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 11 August :: 5.58pm

he did not miss me at all oh things are bad

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ratanatheevilkitty

:: 2009 10 August :: 8.13pm

NO BABY YAY